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someoldnoob
08-18-2016, 10:55 PM
Lol! I NEED her in my bedroom while I'm camming. The perfect moderator.
crying!! felt the same way! this is what my head hears when talking to so many men at work or in real life...she's a heroine!!

Glamourmilf
08-19-2016, 04:10 AM
crying!! felt the same way! this is what my head hears when talking to so many men at work or in real life...she's a heroine!!

Exactly! I don't dare say what's in my head, because when I do, it's been known to clear my cam room.
Plus, it's too much energy to be that level of mad. Lol!

anonymous camgirl
08-19-2016, 07:34 AM
Well when you are tired it's good to get angry cuz the adrenaline surges through you creating energy.... haha...


Exactly! I don't dare say what's in my head, because when I do, it's been known to clear my cam room.
Plus, it's too much energy to be that level of mad. Lol!

Mare
08-19-2016, 04:13 PM
Tomorrow's coffee is on my mind.

TheBrownFox
08-19-2016, 04:30 PM
Leaving for PA for the weekend (my grandmom's funeral), and I'm not bringing my laptop with me. I'll see you ladies when I get back. *hugs*

Marina Starr
08-19-2016, 07:06 PM
Closed legs still get fed is what's on my mind, LOL!
http://i68.tinypic.com/kw4tx.jpg

CreativeName
08-19-2016, 10:35 PM
I think I'm not going to date anyone ever again unless they throw $1000s at me for acknowledging their existence. Guys are such hideous and repulsive creatures.

Marina Starr
08-20-2016, 06:46 AM
I just love being #petty. I really do. #pettybitchesunited
http://i64.tinypic.com/14mcjeo.png

Glamourmilf
08-20-2016, 07:26 AM
I can't help but think that somewhere, there's a cat whose watching a viral video of ME! Lol!
45719

Chellyinparadise
08-20-2016, 10:20 AM
Leaving for PA for the weekend (my grandmom's funeral), and I'm not bringing my laptop with me. I'll see you ladies when I get back. *hugs*

Sorry for your loss hugs to you.

SexxiLexxi
08-20-2016, 02:43 PM
I am really considering getting on cam right now even though my s/o is home.

Marina Starr
08-20-2016, 02:56 PM
Have him wear earplugs and watch tv!

I am really considering getting on cam right now even though my s/o is home.

anonymous camgirl
08-20-2016, 03:02 PM
Why do soooooooooooo many guys we do cam with have dad bods in their early 20's sheesh!.. to many Cheetos and video games? the least you could do is take care of yourself!.. after all you have hormones on your side and virtually no responsibilities!

SexxiLexxi
08-20-2016, 03:03 PM
Have him wear earplugs and watch tv!

He's a hardcore gamer. He's the type to yell at the game lol. Or yell at those he is playing against. We have pretty thin walls and his voice is deep & carries easily.


On another note....I just made my very first video sale!!!! It was actually yesterday but hubby uses my phone and never checks the notifications or tells me about the notifications for that matter lol. I'm so excited!

kortneykay
08-21-2016, 12:57 PM
What's on my mind? FRUIT/DRAIN FLIES! And they're diving me absolutely mad.

http://i.imgur.com/dF6wW6a.gif

They show up pretty much every year and I forget each and every time. Of course, I only gave them an invitation by NOT washing my dishes and putting them away and having a broken garbage disposal.

I've put up several traps. My fav is a Sugar, white vinegar, and dish soap concoction. Scrubbed all 2,000sqft of my home which makes it harder to get rid of them as it's a lot of ground to cover. The traps are easier in apartment complexes because the space is smaller. I have 4 floors and the basement and loft are rarely used so it's the middle floors that they just love to roam around in.

I've poured bleach, then eventually (not at the same time, lol) vinegar and baking soda down all of my drains, and sealed them off(continuously). Granted, that's a TON of drains as 2/4 bathrooms have his and her sinks. I also did the same for my shower drains and have closed them as well. I only open them to shower and wash my hands before closing them again. Of course then, they decided to inhabit my dishwasher which I scrubbed and bleached out last night. I sprayed Raid MAX all over my home and tossed, rinsed, and refilled the traps and caught ONE today. I'm thinking- okay, progress! As before, I caught at least 50+ with the last batch.

But no... after doing a total walk through (I can still smell a bit of the Raid Max) and all was well. I even opened the fridge wide, took out some covered pineapple and proceeded to go about my day. The minute I popped a few in my mouth (and covered it fast under the top AND a satin pillow case, lol) 2 fly in from nowhere. I personally saw 2 pop out of the flood holes in one sink, and out of the actual faucet HANDLEEEE). I then covered the flood holes with duct tape (lmao)

Previously they've hung out in my bathroom, will come in my face if I'm eating fruit, or haven't brushed my teeth and have morning breath, lol- it's madness! My whole house is immaculate. There are no open containers, all the drains are sealed off, I believe they're probably also coming through the vents, and it's driving me insane. I've literally taken my portable fan (and keep the overhead fan on) in every room as their wings obviously can't win but I'm over this shit.

So, Phase 2 of Operation Fruit Fly is to clean out my fridge and freezer, and buy a ton of large air tight containers so they can't smell, shit. I forget to wash my fruit and veg when I first enter my home as well so they've probably laid all sorts of eggs on them. They've tried to crawl inside both my fridge, and freezer and of course died from the temp. Now, I've also been informed that they can come back to life after freezing to death haha. I'll clean out the fridge once I hire a plumber to clean the drains because I think they've obviously laid their eggs inside. COME CLEAN MY PIPES, YO.

I've exhausted most efforts, and I will be getting the garbage disposal fixed (it's bleached and blocked off). I had a chance to do it when my father was in town but I failed on that, and now I gotta pay for it, lol. I figured, it's July, if they're not here already, they ain't coming. Boy was I wrong. I know they'll fuck off once the weather gets here but I want my peaceful sleep again. I have my AC on 70 and fans blowing on me every min of the day and I'm surprised I haven't caught a summer cold yet. It's just that my place is clean, the drains are blocked off, there's no food on any surface, no water, etc outside of the 6 traps I have spread out. This is on my mind and I want to be rid of it.

For now, it's keeping the traps up, keeping the wind flowing, keeping my place spotless (I've paused cooking, I eat organic frozen meals) which I eat with a fan blowing on me and an airtight plate cover- and I keep BOTH raid sprays by my side and a fly swatter, lol. Like dayum! Give me a fucking break. Now, don't get me wrong, the infestation portion is done. So far, I've seen 2 or so but only after I pulled out the pineapple. All the traps but one is empty and that only has one. I've trapped and killed a lot the previous month. There's 5 or 6 baits up, the whole house (nooks and crannies) have been sprayed down, including the baseboards, counter tops, no trash to be seen, and I even have my vacuum hose if necessary (evil grin). I just want my home back to normal.

I WILL have my turf back, bug free! The flies WILL be destroyed!

http://gifsoup.com/view1/1467675/thunderbirds-laughing-o.gif

anonymous camgirl
08-21-2016, 01:06 PM
You know what they mean by being empowered by sex work? It means that no man IRL can ever prey upon you again for being desperate, needy , vulnerable or some damsel in distress.. think back to how many times you were down on your luck before sex work and some guy offered to help you out , later to find out that he wants you to fuck him!... that's what it means when they say SEX WORK is empowering!.. You become Independent, You have money, You can pay your own bills or anything you need. You don't have to rely on any man!.. Predators can go fuck themselves.. You never think twice about taking them up on the offer.. I for one never allow men to help me do anything or fix anything.. And if he insists I offer to pay him for his time.. because he is NOT getting any time with me in the fucking bedroom i'll tell you that much!

anonymous camgirl
08-21-2016, 01:08 PM
Ok I didn't read this whole thing , but I had a fruit fly fiesta over here and I was going crazy.. get yourself an empty yogurt cup put it in a Ziploc bag.. but first put some apple cider vinegar and some dawn soap in there.. and then poke holes in the top of the Ziploc bag.. they can't get out because the viscosity of the dawn soap.. but they are VERY attracted to the vinegar.... try it and leave it there for a long while.. you can even get 2 or 3 going.. the nitemare will be over even faster!.. And you mention your drains.. I poured hot water and dawn down my drains everyday.


What's on my mind? FRUIT/DRAIN FLIES! And they're diving me absolutely mad.

http://i.imgur.com/dF6wW6a.gif

They show up pretty much every year and I forget each and every time. Of course, I only gave them an invitation by NOT washing my dishes and putting them away and having a broken garbage disposal.

I've put up several traps. My fav is a Sugar, white vinegar, and dish soap concoction. Scrubbed all 2,000sqft of my home which makes it harder to get rid of them as it's a lot of ground to cover. The traps are easier in apartment complexes because the space is smaller. I have 4 floors and the basement and loft are rarely used so it's the middle floors that they just love to roam around in.

I've poured bleach, then eventually (not at the same time, lol) vinegar and baking soda down all of my drains, and sealed them off(continuously). Granted, that's a TON of drains as 2/4 bathrooms have his and her sinks. I also did the same for my shower drains and have closed them as well. I only open them to shower and wash my hands before closing them again. Of course then, they decided to inhabit my dishwasher which I scrubbed and bleached out last night. I sprayed Raid MAX all over my home and tossed, rinsed, and refilled the traps and caught ONE today. I'm thinking- okay, progress! As before, I caught at least 50+ with the last batch.

But no... after doing a total walk through (I can still smell a bit of the Raid Max) and all was well. I even opened the fridge wide, took out some covered pineapple and proceeded to go about my day. The minute I popped a few in my mouth (and covered it fast under the top AND a satin pillow case, lol) 2 fly in from nowhere. I personally saw 2 pop out of the flood holes in one sink, and out of the actual faucet HANDLEEEE). I then covered the flood holes with duct tape (lmao)

Previously they've hung out in my bathroom, will come in my face if I'm eating fruit, or haven't brushed my teeth and have morning breath, lol- it's madness! My whole house is immaculate. There are no open containers, all the drains are sealed off, I believe they're probably also coming through the vents, and it's driving me insane. I've literally taken my portable fan (and keep the overhead fan on) in every room as their wings obviously can't win but I'm over this shit.

So, Phase 2 of Operation Fruit Fly is to clean out my fridge and freezer, and buy a ton of large air tight containers so they can't smell, shit. I forget to wash my fruit and veg when I first enter my home as well so they've probably laid all sorts of eggs on them. They've tried to crawl inside both my fridge, and freezer and of course died from the temp. Now, I've also been informed that they can come back to life after freezing to death haha. I'll clean out the fridge once I hire a plumber to clean the drains because I think they've obviously laid their eggs inside. COME CLEAN MY PIPES, YO.

I've exhausted most efforts, and I will be getting the garbage disposal fixed (it's bleached and blocked off). I had a chance to do it when my father was in town but I failed on that, and now I gotta pay for it, lol. I figured, it's July, if they're not here already, they ain't coming. Boy was I wrong. I know they'll fuck off once the weather gets here but I want my peaceful sleep again. I have my AC on 70 and fans blowing on me every min of the day and I'm surprised I haven't caught a summer cold yet. It's just that my place is clean, the drains are blocked off, there's no food on any surface, no water, etc outside of the 6 traps I have spread out. This is on my mind and I want to be rid of it.

For now, it's keeping the traps up, keeping the wind flowing, keeping my place spotless (I've paused cooking, I eat organic frozen meals) which I eat with a fan blowing on me and an airtight plate cover- and I keep BOTH raid sprays by my side and a fly swatter, lol. Like dayum! Give me a fucking break. Now, don't get me wrong, the infestation portion is done. So far, I've seen 2 or so but only after I pulled out the pineapple. All the traps but one is empty and that only has one. I've trapped and killed a lot the previous month. There's 5 or 6 baits up, the whole house (nooks and crannies) have been sprayed down, including the baseboards, counter tops, no trash to be seen, and I even have my vacuum hose if necessary (evil grin). I just want my home back to normal.

I WILL have my turf back, bug free! The flies WILL be destroyed!

http://gifsoup.com/view1/1467675/thunderbirds-laughing-o.gif

kortneykay
08-21-2016, 01:19 PM
Ok I didn't read this whole thing , but I had a fruit fly fiesta over here and I was going crazy.. get yourself an empty yogurt cup put it in a Ziploc bag.. but first put some apple cider vinegar and some dawn soap in there.. and then poke holes in the top of the Ziploc bag.. they can't get out because the viscosity of the dawn soap.. but they are VERY attracted to the vinegar.... try it and leave it there for a long while.. you can even get 2 or 3 going.. the nitemare will be over even faster!.. And you mention your drains.. I poured hot water and dawn down my drains everyday.

My traps work just like this one since you didn't read my wall of text. Sorry it was so long, all of those thoughts were clouding my mind. These are drain flies so the traps are only going to work for to a certain extent. I'm going to get some invade bio drain gel which should rid them. I poured boiling hot water followed by bleach (which I can't anymore as it can fuck up my septic tank) and they still pop up so the gel should do the trick, it has great reviews. Thanks!

Magical_Hoohah
08-21-2016, 01:35 PM
I swear that wine makes the best fruit fly trap ever. I've done the vinegar and soap thing and caught a handful, but every time I pour a glass of wine and take my eyes of it for less than a minute, I turn back around and there are 3-5 dead fruit flies in there. It seems that the alcohol kills them pretty fast, too, so no need for a fancy setup to trap them. I recommend white wine because it's gratifying to be able to clearly see how many have met their end.

anonymous camgirl
08-21-2016, 01:44 PM
What's the difference between drain and fruit flies? fruit flies come out of the drain and lay eggs in there.


My traps work just like this one since you didn't read my wall of text. Sorry it was so long, all of those thoughts were clouding my mind. These are drain flies so the traps are only going to work for to a certain extent. I'm going to get some invade bio drain gel which should rid them. I poured boiling hot water followed by bleach (which I can't anymore as it can fuck up my septic tank) and they still pop up so the gel should do the trick, it has great reviews. Thanks!

anonymous camgirl
08-21-2016, 01:53 PM
Wow awesome idea.. they also love beer.. funny.. I hate to waste my alcohol on fruit flies but i'll have to give that a try next time.


I swear that wine makes the best fruit fly trap ever. I've done the vinegar and soap thing and caught a handful, but every time I pour a glass of wine and take my eyes of it for less than a minute, I turn back around and there are 3-5 dead fruit flies in there. It seems that the alcohol kills them pretty fast, too, so no need for a fancy setup to trap them. I recommend white wine because it's gratifying to be able to clearly see how many have met their end.

BambiCutie
08-21-2016, 01:53 PM
I want a burger or something, anything with flavor than a low sodium diet, beans and no dairy.
:yuck: Random thought, but for some reason I've been craving ice cream like crazy!

Marina Starr
08-21-2016, 01:56 PM
I want a venti caramel fraps from Starbucks!

I want a burger or something, anything with flavor than a low sodium diet, beans and no dairy.
:yuck: Random thought, but for some reason I've been craving ice cream like crazy!

kortneykay
08-21-2016, 06:15 PM
What's the difference between drain and fruit flies? fruit flies come out of the drain and lay eggs in there.

There are quite a few differences. Drain flies look more like little moths and are usually smaller. They live off of fungi and love the skin, shower scum, and other icky things that hang out (hair) in your drain. They're usually black. Fruit flies are usually lighter in color, redish appearance, hairy, etc. There's another fly (cant remember the name) which is a cousin that looks like a fruit fly but they like meat, decaying, etc and these are the ones that scurry on surfaces and only use their wings to land places. But you'll see them scurrying on the surface. Fruit flies usually just fly and are reddish brown. I seem to have a mix of the scurrying kind (they're black) and the fruit fly.

kortneykay
08-21-2016, 06:35 PM
I swear that wine makes the best fruit fly trap ever. I've done the vinegar and soap thing and caught a handful, but every time I pour a glass of wine and take my eyes of it for less than a minute, I turn back around and there are 3-5 dead fruit flies in there. It seems that the alcohol kills them pretty fast, too, so no need for a fancy setup to trap them. I recommend white wine because it's gratifying to be able to clearly see how many have met their end.

Yeah, I heard that as well. Something I'll def look forwards to next summer hahah. Unfortunately these traps are only good for a few. If it's an infestation coming from the drains the drains have to be cleared out. Wine and vinegar are good if you have just a few, once they breed in your drains you cant get them out without the good shit, lol.

Bleach and all else didn't work either :( Bleach did tell me that they were indeed in my drains because once you close them off after the bleach is poured, black gunk cums up which is what they feed off of in between feasting on whatever you have. A few cam in my office but they cant stick around too long because my fans are blowing like cray. I'll order some invade bio drain to clear out the eggs and the pack in my drains. They say it works like a dream and has all 5 stars on the reviews.

Glamourmilf
08-21-2016, 07:14 PM
Yeah, I heard that as well. Something I'll def look forwards to next summer hahah. Unfortunately these traps are only good for a few. If it's an infestation coming from the drains the drains have to be cleared out. Wine and vinegar are good if you have just a few, once they breed in your drains you cant get them out without the good shit, lol.

Bleach and all else didn't work either :( Bleach did tell me that they were indeed in my drains because once you close them off after the bleach is poured, black gunk cums up which is what they feed off of in between feasting on whatever you have. A few cam in my office but they cant stick around too long because my fans are blowing like cray. I'll order some invade bio drain to clear out the eggs and the pack in my drains. They say it works like a dream and has all 5 stars on the reviews.

I use one of those plug in thingys that repels insects. It emits a high pitched sound( that only they can hear)., which drives them out.
This is the second house I've used mine in, and it works great.
The bugs and mosquitos out here, are on a whole other level of disgusting.
They sell the device at drugstores, hardware stores, and online.

Glamourmilf
08-22-2016, 07:28 AM
Thinking of creating an app.
Hmm.
Creative Process Activated.45741

Marina Starr
08-22-2016, 02:14 PM
Why is it so fucking HOT, today???!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

anonymous camgirl
08-22-2016, 03:10 PM
I didn't think it was so hot , must be cooler up here.. I do live on a peninsula in a peninsula though... there's water on All 3 sides of this city.. only side there is no water is NORTH.



Why is it so fucking HOT, today???!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

anonymous camgirl
08-23-2016, 08:06 AM
Thinking about the relationships I have been .. dangerous path to go down.. 2 were narcissists , 1 was a psychopath and there other was a narcissist sociopath.. and camming for 14 yrs with men behaving badly.. it's a no wonder why I feel the way I do about men.. I have been around some of the worst men you could ever meet.. lmao

Marina Starr
08-23-2016, 08:46 AM
Making Pho today!!! I want to go to the mall and get some Mac makeup.

anonymous camgirl
08-23-2016, 09:28 AM
Pho sounds good!.. never made it before.. but I am not Asian!,,, been thinking about making scalloped potatoes this morning myself... and I used to wear MAC makeup ALL the time when I did photo shoots and porn videos



Making Pho today!!! I want to go to the mall and get some Mac makeup.

TheBrownFox
08-23-2016, 09:38 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBw0NuPlyxU

OMG, this is awesome! Haha. I thought the "Serenity Now!" thing (from Seinfeld) was interesting. But I sure do wanna try this humming thing too (since I love to sing anyway) as a coping skill. Lol.

anonymous camgirl
08-23-2016, 09:47 AM
That was fucking awesome!.. ROFLMAO



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBw0NuPlyxU

OMG, this is awesome! Haha. I thought the "Serenity Now!" thing (from Seinfeld) was interesting. But I sure do wanna try this humming thing too (since I love to sing anyway) as a coping skill. Lol.

nattyfetish
08-23-2016, 10:03 AM
Each time i come back from a long vacation i have this anxious feeling that is going to be dead because i missed so much (aka start over from 0). LOL. But it's just a weird anxious feeling. I have always wondered if i have anxiety problems or not. Where I live people don't really face their psychologcal problems with professional help, they just try and fix it by themselfs (society stigma). How do you girls know you have anxiety? I am a weirdo about plans (and i feel so bad when something come up and messes up my plans) or i feel really bad when i gotta change my camming place for example (aka change rooms, change apartments). I also feel anxious around certain people (aka avoid them). I would describe anxiety feeling like that moment before an imp exam. Is that right ? How do you calm down from it?

TheBrownFox
08-23-2016, 10:17 AM
That was fucking awesome!.. ROFLMAO

Isn't it? :) I've gotta start using this when my teenage son (or anyone else, for that matter) is working my nerves. Lol.

Marina Starr
08-23-2016, 10:19 AM
Who is society? The greatest prison you can put yourself in is worrying about what people or society thinks.
I would say if you are always anxious, then you have anxiety. A lot of people have anxiety, some just hide it better than others.

What helps me with anxiety is having structures and routines. You calm down by living by what you know to be true and not letting how you feel fucking with your head because feelings can be extremely deceptive.
I don't avoid people, I love running errands. Think of yourself as pretty, expect lots of attention and just assume that everyone loves you, lol!

Each time i come back from a long vacation i have this anxious feeling that is going to be dead because i missed so much (aka start over from 0). LOL. But it's just a weird anxious feeling. I have always wondered if i have anxiety problems or not. Where I live people don't really face their psychologcal problems with professional help, they just try and fix it by themselfs (society stigma). How do you girls know you have anxiety? I am a weirdo about plans (and i feel so bad when something come up and messes up my plans) or i feel really bad when i gotta change my camming place for example (aka change rooms, change apartments). I also feel anxious around certain people (aka avoid them). I would describe anxiety feeling like that moment before an imp exam. Is that right ? How do you calm down from it?

anonymous camgirl
08-23-2016, 10:35 AM
Often times Anxiety stems from imbalanced Adrenal glands.. especially if you feel like that daily and try to use substances to calm yourself down.. .. are you taking any stimulants on a regular basis? like IE: caffeine, alcohol, cigarettes, things that stimulate the adrenals.. I am a big believer in when you calm the body , the mind follows... I have seen it work on myself..


Each time i come back from a long vacation i have this anxious feeling that is going to be dead because i missed so much (aka start over from 0). LOL. But it's just a weird anxious feeling. I have always wondered if i have anxiety problems or not. Where I live people don't really face their psychologcal problems with professional help, they just try and fix it by themselfs (society stigma). How do you girls know you have anxiety? I am a weirdo about plans (and i feel so bad when something come up and messes up my plans) or i feel really bad when i gotta change my camming place for example (aka change rooms, change apartments). I also feel anxious around certain people (aka avoid them). I would describe anxiety feeling like that moment before an imp exam. Is that right ? How do you calm down from it?

nattyfetish
08-24-2016, 07:20 AM
Often times Anxiety stems from imbalanced Adrenal glands.. especially if you feel like that daily and try to use substances to calm yourself down.. .. are you taking any stimulants on a regular basis? like IE: caffeine, alcohol, cigarettes, things that stimulate the adrenals.. I am a big believer in when you calm the body , the mind follows... I have seen it work on myself..

Thank you & also to Marina ! You simply rock girls. I know society sucks, i will eventually visit a psichologist too but i have other priorities now & try to work it out by myself (i need to do sevral check ups for my health). I drank a lot of coffee in the last time. But my helath is very weird. I have no thyroid anymore & also hypocalcemia. I also have too much phosphorus in the body & gotta figure out why. I think all this stuff make me be very anxious. I know that the lack of a thyroid can for sure trigger lots of mental problems (if its ot under control). So when some problems came into my life this weird anxiety came too. I think adrenal stuff are in relationship with the thyroid isn't it ? Ugh this is more appropiate to the health problems thread isn't it ?

thank you for the help girls. you are always so amazing & i am greatfull to be able to talk with you.

Marina Starr
08-24-2016, 07:33 AM
Non-Asian folks are more obsessed with Pho than Asian, lol! I only use Mac eyes and lips stuff. I don't use their foundation, too heavy but I know the Drag Queens and Crossdressers love their heavy foundation LOLOL!

Pho sounds good!.. never made it before.. but I am not Asian!,,, been thinking about making scalloped potatoes this morning myself... and I used to wear MAC makeup ALL the time when I did photo shoots and porn videos

anonymous camgirl
08-24-2016, 08:10 AM
I TOTALLY get you!.. I have hypothyroid, overactive adrenals , high cortisol, insulin resistance.. so I had anxiety all the time if not daily!... I have been consulting with a Mineral Practitioner and balancing my minerals.. but I still struggle some days.. and all my crazy mood swings were associated with my thyroid.. and I can tell if things are off with my thyroid based on my mood.... Also I had to cut back to only 2 cups of coffee a day and 1 green tea in the afternoon.. even that is to much.. but I feel sooooooo much better.. before I was drinking 4-6 cups of coffee in the morn and tea in the afternoon.. I was sick feeling and jittery all the time.. but I love coffee so much!


Thank you & also to Marina ! You simply rock girls. I know society sucks, i will eventually visit a psichologist too but i have other priorities now & try to work it out by myself (i need to do sevral check ups for my health). I drank a lot of coffee in the last time. But my helath is very weird. I have no thyroid anymore & also hypocalcemia. I also have too much phosphorus in the body & gotta figure out why. I think all this stuff make me be very anxious. I know that the lack of a thyroid can for sure trigger lots of mental problems (if its ot under control). So when some problems came into my life this weird anxiety came too. I think adrenal stuff are in relationship with the thyroid isn't it ? Ugh this is more appropiate to the health problems thread isn't it ?

thank you for the help girls. you are always so amazing & i am greatfull to be able to talk with you.

Marina Starr
08-24-2016, 09:01 AM
Veggie Lasagna is very much on my mind today. Debating if I should use tomato or cream sauce...

seicento
08-24-2016, 09:41 AM
Each time i come back from a long vacation i have this anxious feeling that is going to be dead because i missed so much (aka start over from 0). LOL. But it's just a weird anxious feeling. I have always wondered if i have anxiety problems or not. Where I live people don't really face their psychologcal problems with professional help, they just try and fix it by themselfs (society stigma). How do you girls know you have anxiety? I am a weirdo about plans (and i feel so bad when something come up and messes up my plans) or i feel really bad when i gotta change my camming place for example (aka change rooms, change apartments). I also feel anxious around certain people (aka avoid them). I would describe anxiety feeling like that moment before an imp exam. Is that right ? How do you calm down from it?

Yes, that's anxiety. Cognitive behavioral therapy helps immensely, IF you find a good therapist. Fuck ppl, just go for therapy. No one has to know if you don't want to. I also live in a country where you are labeled as crazy if you see a therapist but I didn't give a fuck, my health was more important and I'm so happy that I went for CBT. If it's getting worse, go for it but don't go for regular therapy as they will have you talking for two years and still not find your problem lol. CBT is more like a shock therapy, it will change your thinking in a blink. If you lived in my country I would recommend my therapist, she is just amazing. I'm gonna get back to her soon for anger and stress management.If she was able to make my anxiety, panic attacks and agoraphobia disappear, this should be piece of cake.
Good luck.

Marina Starr
08-25-2016, 08:30 AM
THIS! And holding people accountable for the energy their bring into your life!
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anonymous camgirl
08-25-2016, 08:50 AM
That's a good one!


THIS! And holding people accountable for the energy their bring into your life!
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TheBrownFox
08-25-2016, 09:08 AM
In addition to getting the occasional annoying phone call from random numbers (guy asking me to donate to a police officer fund, or some other business asking for money or my info), I've also been getting weird text messages containing my full name + a link. When I click the link, it takes me to my location on Google Maps. WTF.

Teddy_Bear
08-25-2016, 04:13 PM
Neighbours from hell! That is what is on my mind lately too damn much. I live in a mobile home park near the sea and I love it so much, everything about living here I want to stay forever... BUT a family just moved into the caravan next to mine who are noisy all day from 9AM-Midnight and it is killing my mojo in every respect. Both me and my boyfriend work nights and then I cam during the day at different times whenever I find the time and this constant noise is driving us both nuts. Plus I can't help thinking some perverts are getting off on hearing the kids too and that really angers me, they sit in my room asking what all the noise is and saying is that children outside, you know what it is you disgusting animal.

I'm just venting but my god they better be gone soon or me and the boyfriend are going to have a mental breakdown with no sleep and ear-splitting screams all day long. I reported them to the park but really what are they going to do about it? Not much.

I can't cam in this environment and here was me worrying that I would have to cam with all the windows closed in this heat to respect them now they've moved in... pfffft yeah right I'm having to shout in privates just to be heard!

Marina Starr
08-25-2016, 05:07 PM
I empathize with your pain of having loud neighbors. I just moved from an apartment with people above me constantly slamming doors and dragging furnitures. I hope they shut the fuck up!

Neighbours from hell! That is what is on my mind lately too damn much. I live in a mobile home park near the sea and I love it so much, everything about living here I want to stay forever... BUT a family just moved into the caravan next to mine who are noisy all day from 9AM-Midnight and it is killing my mojo in every respect. Both me and my boyfriend work nights and then I cam during the day at different times whenever I find the time and this constant noise is driving us both nuts. Plus I can't help thinking some perverts are getting off on hearing the kids too and that really angers me, they sit in my room asking what all the noise is and saying is that children outside, you know what it is you disgusting animal.

I'm just venting but my god they better be gone soon or me and the boyfriend are going to have a mental breakdown with no sleep and ear-splitting screams all day long. I reported them to the park but really what are they going to do about it? Not much.

I can't cam in this environment and here was me worrying that I would have to cam with all the windows closed in this heat to respect them now they've moved in... pfffft yeah right I'm having to shout in privates just to be heard!

TheBrownFox
08-25-2016, 07:21 PM
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Marina Starr
08-25-2016, 07:29 PM
Love Aaliyah! I've been jamming this lately:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5AAcgtMjUI


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