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SexxiLexxi
08-26-2016, 12:14 AM
Love Aaliyah! I've been jamming this lately:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5AAcgtMjUI

Love her! An amazingly talented woman gone too soon :( Can't believe it's been 15 years since her passing!

nattyfetish
08-26-2016, 03:32 AM
I TOTALLY get you!.. I have hypothyroid, overactive adrenals , high cortisol, insulin resistance.. so I had anxiety all the time if not daily!... I have been consulting with a Mineral Practitioner and balancing my minerals.. but I still struggle some days.. and all my crazy mood swings were associated with my thyroid.. and I can tell if things are off with my thyroid based on my mood.... Also I had to cut back to only 2 cups of coffee a day and 1 green tea in the afternoon.. even that is to much.. but I feel sooooooo much better.. before I was drinking 4-6 cups of coffee in the morn and tea in the afternoon.. I was sick feeling and jittery all the time.. but I love coffee so much!

wow that's a lot of coffee ! but i get you , i love coffee too and i can't give up on it evan tough it affects evan more my hypocalcemia (and probably anxiety lol).
indeed the thyroid makes your mood swing like crazy. I , like you, know when my thyroid levels are not good. Usually i feel sad for no reason or for a stupid reason or i feel very angry for no reason (in my brain i think about it and i know i have no reason but i can't stop that feeling). Ugh sucks big time.

Thank you for seicento aswell ! I doubt we are from the same country but who knows ! You can pm me. I would love to try it. Sounds like some awseome theraphy. I just hope it's not my medical problems causing it. Hmm but i will figure that out myself !

miss.a.p1600
08-26-2016, 04:42 AM
Each time i come back from a long vacation i have this anxious feeling that is going to be dead because i missed so much (aka start over from 0). LOL. But it's just a weird anxious feeling. I have always wondered if i have anxiety problems or not. Where I live people don't really face their psychologcal problems with professional help, they just try and fix it by themselfs (society stigma). How do you girls know you have anxiety? I am a weirdo about plans (and i feel so bad when something come up and messes up my plans) or i feel really bad when i gotta change my camming place for example (aka change rooms, change apartments). I also feel anxious around certain people (aka avoid them). I would describe anxiety feeling like that moment before an imp exam. Is that right ? How do you calm down from it?

When I had severe anxiety I had Xanax and it helped. I only had 1 bottle though and never refilled. Most times anxiety is created in your mind and how you perceive a situation then your body follows.

Best way to treat mild to moderate anxiety is cognitive therapy/reframing how you perceive a situation, breathing techniques, exercise, and doing things that help you relax like warm baths, massages, steam rooms, etc.

And like others mention cut out stressors like caffeine, certain people, etc


What's on my mind? Orgasms and money. I could use some right now.

Marina Starr
08-26-2016, 05:06 AM
Cut people, leave the coffee please LOL!

When I had severe anxiety I had Xanax and it helped. I only had 1 bottle though and never refilled. Most times anxiety is created in your mind and how your perceive a situation then your body follows.

Best way to treat mild to moderate anxiety is cognitive therapy/refraining how you perceive a situation, breathing techniques, exercise, and doing things that help you relax like warm baths, massages, steam rooms, etc.

And like others mention cut out stressors like caffeine, certain people, etc


What's on my mind? Orgasms and money. I could use some right now.

miss.a.p1600
08-26-2016, 06:01 AM
Cut people, leave the coffee please LOL!

Lol!!! I swear Starbucks decaf tastes just as good as the original. If you must have caffeine I believe the recommended dose is 150mg before the adverse effects, like increased anxiety, kick in

Mare
08-26-2016, 06:16 AM
Writing this week for off next year if I can afford it. My guess is next week will be even worse with rent week and a holiday- Do you smell a sm contest brewing? I do.

Marina Starr
08-26-2016, 11:27 AM
Chocolate mousse cake
pasta and chicken cutlets
peaches

and did I say how much I LOVE being a #hoe?

TheBrownFox
08-26-2016, 06:27 PM
Marina, it's funny you mentioned that because I had shared the Aaliyah "Rock the Boat" video last night in my FB status. :) That was my jam too.

TheBrownFox
08-26-2016, 07:15 PM
Hotel housekeepers should be making more than $8.75/hour. SMH. That shit ain't right. Cashiers at Aldi make more than that.

Marina Starr
08-26-2016, 07:23 PM
Ain't right at all! I wish housekeepers know they could flash their titties for $10 for less than 3 seconds, LOL!

Hotel housekeepers should be making more than $8.75/hour. SMH. That shit ain't right. Cashiers at Aldi make more than that.

miss.a.p1600
08-26-2016, 08:21 PM
Hotel housekeepers should be making more than $8.75/hour. SMH. That shit ain't right. Cashiers at Aldi make more than that.

They're supposed to get tips too. I always tip but I don't believe a lot of people know they're supposed to tip hotel staff like housekeepers, etc.

SimoneGray
08-26-2016, 10:27 PM
I want to become a kitten foster mom so bad.

seicento
08-27-2016, 01:34 AM
I want to become a kitten foster mom so bad.

And in a few years will be the happy mom of 6. LOL. I used to have 2 cats then I fostered another 4 over the years. Yeah, they never left to a new home. I couldn't let them, like no one is good enough for them but me. #crazycatlady

anonymous camgirl
08-27-2016, 05:04 AM
When I stay at a hotel I tip $5 everyday for them to clean the room, the last time I stayed at a hotel I told the housekeeper I saw in the hall way that there was no reason to come clean as we are checking out, well the previous day I asked for more towels and no need to clean the room, I left $5 .. we come back and their was a shit load of toiletries.. more than they had when we checked in!.. I laughed about it , I am guessing because I tipped? So anyway she asked me if I wanted more toiletries to take with us.. haha and I declined .. I have plenty of toiletries from every hotel already....to funny but sad that others probably aren't tipping!.. I even tipped the guy who brought a fridge up $5.. and the bell hop got $10... I think that's pretty good tipping.. but I could be wrong.


Hotel housekeepers should be making more than $8.75/hour. SMH. That shit ain't right. Cashiers at Aldi make more than that.

CreativeName
08-27-2016, 08:47 AM
I am rather curious how many girls on here either lie about or exaggerate their earnings.. Most people here I am willing to believe, but there are some posters that I am like hmmm that sounds like badly thought up bullshit. *cough* $1.99 a min = $300 in 4 hrs consistently lol *cough*
If ur exclusive for 4 hrs straight at that rate on SM that shit is only $167 and u probably had to fuck urself super sore for it to the point u can't get on cam next day at all. Even if u go premium and maintain an avg of 2 ppl 4 whole hrs in ur room you'll barely make that goal and that still ain't likely unless u do a bunch of premiums with like a bazillion ppl at once that don't leave b4 30 sec peep limit blah blah blah and not much downtime. lol u get it. i'm rambling.

Regardless if true or not that shit just sounds painful esp at that pay rate per minute.

SimoneGray
08-27-2016, 09:03 AM
^^ she could be stacking them in pvt, but yea haha something about that just seemed a little too defensive and off.

CreativeName
08-27-2016, 09:25 AM
Yeah and it seems as though some people act like good days are their averages.. my averages are only like $150/day but I've had my $200, $300, and $400 days as well I just don't treat them as the norm. I'm sure it will get better as I get more or better equipment and more props, learn more show ideas.. and bully Comcast into giving me the fucking high speed internet I pay for those scamming motherfuckers. Pay for 150 MBs download only get 15 Mbps need to cuss them out over the phone

anonymous camgirl
08-27-2016, 10:25 AM
Well? I for one tell the truth to my last dollar.. I can tell you how much I made on any given day and the amount of hours I worked.. pick a day!.. .. lmao


I am rather curious how many girls on here either lie about or exaggerate their earnings.. Most people here I am willing to believe, but there are some posters that I am like hmmm that sounds like badly thought up bullshit. *cough* $1.99 a min = $300 in 4 hrs consistently lol *cough*
If ur exclusive for 4 hrs straight at that rate on SM that shit is only $167 and u probably had to fuck urself super sore for it to the point u can't get on cam next day at all. Even if u go premium and maintain an avg of 2 ppl 4 whole hrs in ur room you'll barely make that goal and that still ain't likely unless u do a bunch of premiums with like a bazillion ppl at once that don't leave b4 30 sec peep limit blah blah blah and not much downtime. lol u get it. i'm rambling.

Regardless if true or not that shit just sounds painful esp at that pay rate per minute.

nattyfetish
08-27-2016, 10:34 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y56lpXvXbs0

i simply adore them. their music is such an inspiration & always tells a story. And girls if you like one republic & get a chance to see them live, go for it ! They are A.M.A.Z.I.N.G !

justanothercamgirl
08-27-2016, 10:41 AM
https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/65/a7/3d/65a73d3a7f3ce5c178c0a5850d1a0608.jpg

TheBrownFox
08-27-2016, 12:52 PM
Re: My post about housekeepers only making $8.75/hour. I had an interview yesterday for a hotel housekeeping position at a hotel. They mentioned that the pay is only $8.75/hour, and they didn't say anything about tips (I didn't even think to ask about tips). The two women who interviewed me said they really like me, and love my personality, and want to hire me...they have to speak to their boss about me on Monday when he comes in, and then I should be getting a call back on Monday. That other interview I did recently at a hotel was also paying around the same rate, and it was for a Complimentary Service Hostess (a.k.a. prepare the complimentary breakfasts for the hotel guests, and the shift would be from 4 AM til whenever I get done).

The thing is that BOTH of these interviews went well enough where both places wanted to hire me right away, however it wasn't my intention to start "right away" if I accept. Like an idiot, I did these interviews a bit prematurely, in the event that I end up staying in that Extended Stay hotel (as I mentioned a little while ago in a previous post). I don't drive, and these jobs I interviewed for are within walking distance of that hotel (it's a bunch of hotels in that area). Where I'm currently living, the bus schedules won't allow for me to get there in time for a a 4 AM start time (or 8 AM start time, for the other job offer). I'd have to pay like $15 - $18 every morning just to get to work.

CreativeName
08-27-2016, 01:18 PM
Well? I for one tell the truth to my last dollar.. I can tell you how much I made on any given day and the amount of hours I worked.. pick a day!.. .. lmao

I believe you and my post was not an attack against you. Sorry that I came off that way. It is more the new posters or the people that rarely post and when they do post it is only to report high #s lmao.

Edit: you do see my comment about the #s and basic maths?? Obviously not aimed at you at all and you've been in the game a while and have good post count and nothing I have ever seen u say seems inconsistent or bullshitty

anonymous camgirl
08-27-2016, 01:55 PM
Yea .. I am not feeling attacked.. just sayin I am not that kinda girl.. nothing about you.. just wanted to comment about what you said haha


I believe you and my post was not an attack against you. Sorry that I came off that way. It is more the new posters or the people that rarely post and when they do post it is only to report high #s lmao.

Edit: you do see my comment about the #s and basic maths?? Obviously not aimed at you at all and you've been in the game a while and have good post count and nothing I have ever seen u say seems inconsistent or bullshitty

Marina Starr
08-27-2016, 02:01 PM
Colored my hair back to black and abso-fucking-lutely LOVE it! Feels good to be all natural again.
#black #blackhair #naturalhoe

hyori
08-28-2016, 07:58 AM
My cat has resorted to scooting his butt on the stair carpet landing and now there are shit paintings resembling crop circles. It's like reverse target practice trying to avoid the shit.

We call him Picatso.

Nature's Miracle enzymatic spray removes all evidence of the cat art.

Mare
08-28-2016, 03:34 PM
I wish when we blocked guys they could see a big red message like: FUCK OFF

or The model has deemed that you're not someone she wants to play with, like ever. So kindly fuck off and go find another model to play with and actually be polite and spend money.

Glamourmilf
08-28-2016, 03:59 PM
I wish when we blocked guys they could see a big red message like: FUCK OFF

or The model has deemed that you're not someone she wants to play with, like ever. So kindly fuck off and go find another model to play with and actually be polite and spend money.

Amen to this! If I could 'thank it' a million times, I would.

CocoaBunni
08-28-2016, 04:36 PM
Was watching a video about this girl running onto a sugar daddy and she made the comment "I wasn't raised to be like that (referring to girls who are sb's)" I hate when people makes comments like this for multiple reasons..........

SexxiLexxi
08-28-2016, 11:35 PM
I really wish some days that I wasn't so fucking shy. Went to a specific party atmosphere like 2/3 weeks ago with hubby & friends. The new guy in our group was trying to talk to me...asking me what I like to do & etc. Ya know, making conversation to get to know me...and I'm like IDK ... lol...yep I'm *that* shy that I can barely have human interactions especially with new people.

Fuck. I didnt even play pool because I was too shy and didn't want to be embarrassed if I fucked up lol.

DeepThoughts
08-29-2016, 02:00 AM
I have a little secret I just need to confess to. I secretly smoke cigarettes. On a bad day I probably will have 4 but most days I have one before bed. I really hate it. I didnt even start doing this until I was in my 30's and I hate hate hate it. I cant admit to anyone I do it (my husband knows but that is it) I keep telling myself Im gonna knock it off but believe me its hard to quit something that isnt really an "addiction". Im not doing it cause I am addicted to nicotine Im doing it cause I get this little high that makes me sleepy and then I just fall asleep. I dont even have problems to fall asleep so Its not like I need it.

So today I quit. I mean like today is my quit day. I have sat down and analysed the fuck out of why I smoke, when I smoke and what Im gonna do whenever I feel like I want to smoke. I have also considered why I dont want this habit and how get it will feel to finally be free of it. Im so over having this dirty little secret in my life. I want free of it. Im so embarrassed to even admit to everyone here I do it but I feel like by finally admitting it I can help myself get over it.

DancesWithSloths
08-29-2016, 03:48 AM
Aw, DeepThoughts, lots of hugs. Physical addiction is not the only thing that keeps us stick to self-destructive behaviour, it's psychological habituation, too. But you can totally kick it.

Marina Starr
08-29-2016, 11:15 AM
I always find it so odd when I see a 60 year old man with a 20 year old something's body.
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/Confused-Flamboyant-Black-Man-Just-Cant-Right-Now_zpsa53698e9.gif

Genoveve
08-29-2016, 01:44 PM
I have a little secret I just need to confess to. I secretly smoke cigarettes. On a bad day I probably will have 4 but most days I have one before bed. I really hate it. I didnt even start doing this until I was in my 30's and I hate hate hate it. I cant admit to anyone I do it (my husband knows but that is it)

Im so over having this dirty little secret in my life. I want free of it. Im so embarrassed to even admit to everyone here I do it but I feel like by finally admitting it I can help myself get over it.

It sounds like the shame and embarrassment about it is tripping you up more than the health aspects, if you can release the shame and embarrassment you may be able to quit more easily. Shaming smokers seems to be all-the-rage these days and I say fuck 'em, the same people who shame smokers are the same people I see with plenty of other bad habits of their own. There's nothing wrong with wanting to quit smoking but you don't have to feel embarrassed about it and hate yourself for having the habit in the first place. Don't let the opinions of others make you feel like you have anything to be ashamed of, you just have a habit you want to quit just like everyone else in the world does.

Btw your siggy is cracking me up because the guy in the first pic is Tsar Nicholas II and it would be cool to have him as a grandpa.

kortneykay
08-29-2016, 07:42 PM
How interesting this show i'm prepping for is about to be. One (TMI) anal milk enema, coming right up! This is the 2nd time I've done this and I've got my saran wrap ready to go because I'll be damned if I fuck up my laptop from shooting milk out of my ass! :D

TheBrownFox
08-29-2016, 11:03 PM
Have y'all been noticing these wild Arthur memes lately (particularly on Facebook)? LMFAO! This shit is off the hook. Haha.

https://pics.onsizzle.com/im-on-my-period-girlim-a-crip-l-aint-scared-3182085.png

Glamourmilf
08-30-2016, 12:13 AM
Um, is it wrong to date someone because he's got the 'good' pills?:chillpill
He's in medicine, and, well, it started with a heat headache.
Hmmmm./:O

nattyfetish
08-30-2016, 02:21 AM
Do you girls give to charity ? I was approached by some people on the street claiming to be from a very known non profit organisation helping kids with needs. They said i f i wanna donate. I said yes. Than they started sayn i gotta give my bank iban , some id data & sign some contract (that i agree for them to take a small amount of money from my bank account each month & that i can cancel anytime i want). But i kinda freaked out and pretened like i dont know my bank data and neither have my id. So they said they will call me (i didn't have the balls to tell them no, anxiety RUSH lol).

How do you figure out if charity people are real ? Do you think its ok for them to ask for such data? It looks like its the same data as the one i fill in when i pay with my card online but STILL. I am such a newbie. I really don't know if i should block their call haha.

miss.a.p1600
08-30-2016, 04:08 AM
^^^hell no. No charity will ask for bank data. You could prob ask to see their 503c paperwork.

Marina Starr
08-30-2016, 04:58 AM
I would not give any charity my bank info. When I get approached, I always say I don't donate, I collect!

Do you girls give to charity ? I was approached by some people on the street claiming to be from a very known non profit organisation helping kids with needs. They said i f i wanna donate. I said yes. Than they started sayn i gotta give my bank iban , some id data & sign some contract (that i agree for them to take a small amount of money from my bank account each month & that i can cancel anytime i want). But i kinda freaked out and pretened like i dont know my bank data and neither have my id. So they said they will call me (i didn't have the balls to tell them no, anxiety RUSH lol).

How do you figure out if charity people are real ? Do you think its ok for them to ask for such data? It looks like its the same data as the one i fill in when i pay with my card online but STILL. I am such a newbie. I really don't know if i should block their call haha.

SimoneGray
08-30-2016, 05:01 AM
Married At First Sight...that show is too damn crazy.

seicento
08-30-2016, 05:08 AM
Do you girls give to charity ? I was approached by some people on the street claiming to be from a very known non profit organisation helping kids with needs. They said i f i wanna donate. I said yes. Than they started sayn i gotta give my bank iban , some id data & sign some contract (that i agree for them to take a small amount of money from my bank account each month & that i can cancel anytime i want). But i kinda freaked out and pretened like i dont know my bank data and neither have my id. So they said they will call me (i didn't have the balls to tell them no, anxiety RUSH lol).

How do you figure out if charity people are real ? Do you think its ok for them to ask for such data? It looks like its the same data as the one i fill in when i pay with my card online but STILL. I am such a newbie. I really don't know if i should block their call haha.
Noooo never do that! If you want to donate find a place you want to help, like shelters for example and pay in cash. Never give away your info.
I only help cats in need but even then I research and ask for a lot of info before and after donation. Like proof. I want to see where my hard earned money go, if that case is real. Was never fooled into donating for a fake situation and still I ask for proof.

nattyfetish
08-30-2016, 05:57 AM
Ooops, somebody is gonna block a number for the first time ! Thank you for the advice girls !

TheBrownFox
08-30-2016, 06:29 AM
Do you girls give to charity ? I was approached by some people on the street claiming to be from a very known non profit organisation helping kids with needs. They said i f i wanna donate. I said yes. Than they started sayn i gotta give my bank iban , some id data & sign some contract (that i agree for them to take a small amount of money from my bank account each month & that i can cancel anytime i want). But i kinda freaked out and pretened like i dont know my bank data and neither have my id. So they said they will call me (i didn't have the balls to tell them no, anxiety RUSH lol).

How do you figure out if charity people are real ? Do you think its ok for them to ask for such data? It looks like its the same data as the one i fill in when i pay with my card online but STILL. I am such a newbie. I really don't know if i should block their call haha.


They were full of shit.

My former neighbor told me she was approached by kids once, claiming they were collecting money for something for school. She gave them money, and when she looked into it afterwards it turned out to be no such thing at the school.

I don't mean to sound like a heartless bitch here, but I, personally, cannot stand it when fundraiser people have to ring your doorbell, or stop you 2 or 3 times while you're going into/coming out of the grocery store (There's a lot of that around the holidays). I'm not bashing them for doing it (it's what is expected of them)...I just don't like the way it's done. I just wish all of these people would just have their big signs and donation/fundraiser boxes or whatever out in plain view, and just let people give on their own...without anyone in their face asking them "Would you like to donate to....?" And there's always the option to share it on social media without putting individual people on the spot by asking them for money. Years ago I was able to make a personal page for my son's Jump Rope For Heart fundraiser, and I thought that was nice to be able to share it on social media...without getting in people's faces pressuring them to give.

And I've never been too fond of the 'having kids go door-to-door asking people to buy such and such' thing either. That same former neighbor I mentioned above...one day her little girl was going door-to-door asking people to buy something for her school, and when I kindly told her "No, thank you!" she whined "AWWWWW!!!!!" It was so OBNOXIOUS. I think I even said to her "Honey, what you're supposed to do is tell the person "Okay. Have a good day. You don't yell "AWWWWW!" Lol.

Mare
08-30-2016, 07:00 AM
Do you girls give to charity ? I was approached by some people on the street claiming to be from a very known non profit organisation helping kids with needs. They said i f i wanna donate. I said yes. Than they started sayn i gotta give my bank iban , some id data & sign some contract (that i agree for them to take a small amount of money from my bank account each month & that i can cancel anytime i want). But i kinda freaked out and pretened like i dont know my bank data and neither have my id. So they said they will call me (i didn't have the balls to tell them no, anxiety RUSH lol).

How do you figure out if charity people are real ? Do you think its ok for them to ask for such data? It looks like its the same data as the one i fill in when i pay with my card online but STILL. I am such a newbie. I really don't know if i should block their call haha.
You dodged that scam. If you want to donate do it yourself to the people you want to do it for. I'd never donate to people asking me off the street or in front of some store. All that ID shit. NOPE.

Marina Starr
08-30-2016, 08:09 AM
Feeling so WHOREGEOUS with my black hair. Making spinach lasagna today mmmmmmmm no meat!

someoldnoob
08-30-2016, 08:25 AM
new guilty pleasure is finding modeling agency websites from 2004-2007 that you know haven't been updated since then, wondering what these people are up to now

anonymous camgirl
08-30-2016, 10:04 AM
are you a vegetarian? I know that can't be right because you like that Big DICK Christian meat!..lmao


Feeling so WHOREGEOUS with my black hair. Making spinach lasagna today mmmmmmmm no meat!

PixiieGirl
08-30-2016, 10:17 AM
I really need to write this article but I'm SO LAZY rite now

Marina Starr
08-30-2016, 10:54 AM
Just for today! I do love my 6 foot 8 inches Christian meat.

are you a vegetarian? I know that can't be right because you like that Big DICK Christian meat!..lmao

RaeRae
08-30-2016, 11:13 AM
I am sick and tired of rude assholes. If you can't even talk to someone politely for two moments when they weren't rude to you first, I seriously doubt you will succeed much in life and will find yourself surrounded by similar people who will treat you just as badly when it benefits them.

(this isn't referring to anyone here, just someone I had to deal with on the phone)