View Full Version : The Official 'What's On Your Mind?' Thread!
Marina Starr
08-30-2016, 11:36 AM
How funny I just got off the phone with someone that was rude and condescending so I told her ass off. Sometimes you gotta ask motherfuckers 'who the fuck are you talking to?!'.
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I am sick and tired of rude assholes. If you can't even talk to someone politely for two moments when they weren't rude to you first, I seriously doubt you will succeed much in life and will find yourself surrounded by similar people who will treat you just as badly when it benefits them.
(this isn't referring to anyone here, just someone I had to deal with on the phone)
Glamourmilf
08-30-2016, 12:25 PM
While eating a fast food lunch in my car, I noticed a long hair hippie type guy carrying a guitar walking down the sidewalk along a busy highway.
Later after I finished my lunch, I drove past him, as he was still walking, but this time he was playing his guitar. It was 105 degrees outside, and he was dressed in heavy clothes.
He was smiling, singing, and looked so happy.
I had been complaining of a heat headache all day, and was so pissed about always feeling hot.
#Perspective
absolutelyadorable
08-30-2016, 12:47 PM
Sometimes you gotta ask motherfuckers 'who the fuck are you talking to?!'.
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LOL so damn true......
MistressX
08-30-2016, 06:57 PM
I feel like utter shit. I've kind of felt this way for the last few weeks. I think I'm anemic or something I dont know. I just feel super run down all the time. I am sleeping well and getting exercise, and even going out in the sun sometimes. I am so unmotivated to work because of how I feel, and my period is starting soon. But I have to work because I have one hearse going in the shop next week for desperately needed repairs ($800), one having to go off the property and be stored ($300), and one I have to get running in a weeks time and the fuckin engine is apart (?$?$_Lord help me_?$?) and my landlord needs me to move it because hes a worse car hoarder than me and is bringing a 3rd motor home onto the property, despite me paying for the parking spots I currently have.. On top of that streamate is bolloxed right now and its my main source of income so I am super stressed. I need to go for a drive!
kortneykay
08-30-2016, 07:03 PM
I can't stop thinking about how truly blessed I am to be in this industry. The feeling of truly enjoying what I do for work, having zero stress, and meeting my own expectations is the best feeling in the world to me right now. I can't smile any wider.
So... Bongacams (I know, I know) blocks the word "wee"... even inside other words. Like, s***tie, ***k (sweetie, week). What a weird filter.
I need some days off. But I need $$$. I've noticed if I don't work a certain number of hours I don't get what I need. Now I know why I see the same models on for days and hours at a time. I used to think it was so sad that I'd see that. Now I get it.
Glamourmilf
08-31-2016, 08:11 AM
I need some days off. But I need $$$. I've noticed if I don't work a certain number of hours I don't get what I need. Now I know why I see the same models on for days and hours at a time. I used to think it was so sad that I'd see that. Now I get it.
Same here. I just returned from vacation, and my mind is really not on camming yet. Even though I know I need to put in a certain amount of time, I'm not feeling it, ya know?
For me, the worst part of taking a vacation, is returning from the vacation, and trying to get back in the groove again.
Being the end of the month, August, Mercury In Retrograde, and the week before the holiday.....ugh! MUST I?
Marina Starr
08-31-2016, 09:47 AM
Feeling extremely thankful and blessed. Just paid rent :)
anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 10:21 AM
yep already got my mortgage ready to be debited on the 9th and extra left over!..
Feeling extremely thankful and blessed. Just paid rent :)
anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 10:24 AM
I am so upset.. No one really knows but I started smoking again a year ago.. I am kind of a closet smoker.. only smoke at my house and no one knows.. so anyways, I started smoking to help me lose weight.. well that didn't work .. I ate just as much and I gained 12 pounds.. despite the fact I have had trouble breathing before I started smoking ( air hunger) being aggravated by my stressed out adrenals and thyroid.. so yea stupid to start smoking but I don't notice much difference in my breathing from before I smoked.. so I just tried to quit for 44 hours! and I couldn't breathe at all.. I was stressing my adrenals out so hard that I had to go back to smoking.. now I can breathe better.. what a fucking oxymoron predicament I am in.. so I decided to focus my efforts more on my minerals, cleanses, liver flushes and a specially designed partial protein shake diet to lose weight.. I think I started having trouble breathing because I have been 40 lb's overweight for 4 yrs now!.. so it's taxing my body out more.. uggh.. so yea I have to keep smoking til I can calm my adrenals more and lose weight.. this sucks!
anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 10:27 AM
I experience that also.. I had to take a mini vacation mid july.. a forced one and I have had hard time getting back to my goals and motivation.
Same here. I just returned from vacation, and my mind is really not on camming yet. Even though I know I need to put in a certain amount of time, I'm not feeling it, ya know?
For me, the worst part of taking a vacation, is returning from the vacation, and trying to get back in the groove again.
Being the end of the month, August, Mercury In Retrograde, and the week before the holiday.....ugh! MUST I?
PixiieGirl
08-31-2016, 10:28 AM
oh look another job rejections without even an interview
I want to curl up and cry but need to get my hustle on -sighs-
Marina Starr
08-31-2016, 10:30 AM
You are so #blessed! Now go get yourself a Venti Fraps from Starbucks!
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yep already got my mortgage ready to be debited on the 9th and extra left over!..
anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 11:03 AM
I wish I am only allowed 2 cups of coffee a day.. or else I can't breathe!..lol.. you make me so jealous!
You are so #blessed! Now go get yourself a Venti Fraps from Starbucks!
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anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 12:36 PM
So I talked to my mineral practitioner.. I mailed off my hair sample on 07/12... he said he sent it the lab and it NEVER made it so I have to send it again.. meanwhile.. my minerals are off and I have been on the same protocol for 5 months!.. you are supposed to only be on the same one for 3 months and then readjust.. meanwhile.. probably the reason I can't quit smoking without so much undue stress and breathing issues.. he advised me to cut the zinc out til I feel more calm and start up again with half of what I was taking.. he said I am dumping to many heavy metals leaving me easily irritate and stressed out.. makes sense..lol..... but WTF.. I have been waiting a month and a half for this retest.
anonymous camgirl
08-31-2016, 01:03 PM
Yep just got scolded for taking extra chelated magnesium by my mineral practitioner.. he said YOU MUST stick to the protocol it will imbalance you and cause the symptoms you are having!.. PARAMINS ONLY!...lmao... I swear I am always getting in trouble!.. so hard to stick to the protocol that he designed for me completely when I have been doing my own vitamins for years.
So I talked to my mineral practitioner.. I mailed off my hair sample on 07/12... he said he sent it the lab and it NEVER made it so I have to send it again.. meanwhile.. my minerals are off and I have been on the same protocol for 5 months!.. you are supposed to only be on the same one for 3 months and then readjust.. meanwhile.. probably the reason I can't quit smoking without so much undue stress and breathing issues.. he advised me to cut the zinc out til I feel more calm and start up again with half of what I was taking.. he said I am dumping to many heavy metals leaving me easily irritate and stressed out.. makes sense..lol..... but WTF.. I have been waiting a month and a half for this retest.
MistressX
08-31-2016, 04:52 PM
I ate an entire loaf of artisan garlic bread and I don't even care. I felt so awful today I had to take an unplanned day off work and nap. While I was sleeping I had a nightmare that a midget black guy tried to carjack my hearse. Never mind he wouldn't have been able to reach the pedals lol.. But I managed to pull him out and tombstone him a bunch of times and drove off. I have those kinds of hearse stealing dreams way too often. It really freaks me out.
Early this morning I had to take Morti to the vet to see if she could figure out why he was scratching so much. No fleas, no ski parasites.. Couldn't find out why so she wanted to just throw shots and shit at him (totaling $300) and I was like um no.. She was manhandling him in the exam room and he nipped at her lightly and so she put a muzzle on him and he freaked out so she took it off. Later he was in the room with her alone and she put the muzzle back on and I guess he really got upset and lost control of his bowels. I am considering not bringing him back. I found she was rude to me after he came out and not nice to him either. Poor baby.. And she has no clue what's up with him scratching and losing hair.
Marina Starr
08-31-2016, 05:01 PM
My legs are now closed for business.
Glamourmilf
08-31-2016, 09:36 PM
I experience that also.. I had to take a mini vacation mid july.. a forced one and I have had hard time getting back to my goals and motivation.
Yeah, the biggest bummer for me is that when I'm off on a vacation, I'm going, doing, seeing all day and night.
When I'm camming, I'm in my bedroom , alone,... stationary, staring at a screen.
SexxiLexxi
08-31-2016, 11:04 PM
Nervous as fuck to get onto SM now that I have been approved. My anxiety is through the roof just thinking about it. I'm more nervous than I was when first going onto MFC. Maybe because it is quite different than MFC? I don't know but I need to get my head together and get this over with :/
Marina Starr
09-01-2016, 05:15 AM
SM is private based and MFC is tokens. You'll do great, just get on and rape their wallets!
Nervous as fuck to get onto SM now that I have been approved. My anxiety is through the roof just thinking about it. I'm more nervous than I was when first going onto MFC. Maybe because it is quite different than MFC? I don't know but I need to get my head together and get this over with :/
seicento
09-01-2016, 05:40 AM
I ate an entire loaf of artisan garlic bread and I don't even care. I felt so awful today I had to take an unplanned day off work and nap. While I was sleeping I had a nightmare that a midget black guy tried to carjack my hearse. Never mind he wouldn't have been able to reach the pedals lol.. But I managed to pull him out and tombstone him a bunch of times and drove off. I have those kinds of hearse stealing dreams way too often. It really freaks me out.
Early this morning I had to take Morti to the vet to see if she could figure out why he was scratching so much. No fleas, no ski parasites.. Couldn't find out why so she wanted to just throw shots and shit at him (totaling $300) and I was like um no.. She was manhandling him in the exam room and he nipped at her lightly and so she put a muzzle on him and he freaked out so she took it off. Later he was in the room with her alone and she put the muzzle back on and I guess he really got upset and lost control of his bowels. I am considering not bringing him back. I found she was rude to me after he came out and not nice to him either. Poor baby.. And she has no clue what's up with him scratching and losing hair.
Try another vet. It sounds to me like he has an allergy.
Horny
09-01-2016, 01:32 PM
Why do I do this to myself... A forced few days off turns to a week off. I spent plenty of time updating my listings, changing pictures anything but camming. I am sat tonight wondering how to sound proof my room but have I turned anything on even PSO no. Have I got my arse on cam in 8 days no! I piss myself off really badly!! I go in stages of it all going really well then I get interrupted and motivation goes. I have done my texting gig this week so not earned nothing but not what I should have I'm so annoyed at myself always a bloody excuse!
PixiieGirl
09-01-2016, 01:39 PM
onto the next application
I'd really like this job
kortneykay
09-01-2016, 03:25 PM
Money, money, money. And how addicted to making it I am. :)
heyho
09-01-2016, 06:23 PM
The number of female names that keep adding me on Skype. I get 2-3 every day, different and complex names like Alexandra Lundhild and Beatrice Pearl Gordon, and they NEVER reply when I say hi or ask if they want a show. What is this deluge of nonspeaking fembots? Why are they here? What do they want? All this and more, on today's episode of...Totally Declined And Immediately Blocked.
avalon_rose
09-01-2016, 09:44 PM
I have moved. It is done. Holy fuck. I am sore. But it is done. I'm already so much happier. Time to hit that ground runnin' for some dolla bills. ;)
Marina Starr
09-02-2016, 05:32 AM
Congrats! I just moved over a month ago and been loving my peaceful and quiet new place ;D
I have moved. It is done. Holy fuck. I am sore. But it is done. I'm already so much happier. Time to hit that ground runnin' for some dolla bills. ;)
TheBrownFox
09-02-2016, 07:00 AM
I saw this on Facebook this morning. Hehe.
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PixiieGirl
09-02-2016, 07:16 AM
I need to hire someone to like, force me into the shower and force me to get ready to cam
Marina Starr
09-02-2016, 07:35 AM
Are you depressed?
I need to hire someone to like, force me into the shower and force me to get ready to cam
Marina Starr
09-02-2016, 07:46 AM
When you're a beautiful bitch, men feel the need to wanna stand real close up in your personal space because they assume/hoping/wishing that you want them too. And it's almost always the UGLIEST motherfuckers that do shit like that and I have no problem telling them to get the fuck out of my space, just fuck off already! I swear to God but when I behave like a real uppity bitch they go out of their way to please, LOL!
PixiieGirl
09-02-2016, 08:19 AM
Are you depressed?
I dont think so, maybe a bit down about stuff and I think I have been in the past but I dont think right now I am, just really lazy tbh, I'm someone who if I'm running around and stuff I'm pretty productive but once I sit down and relax I find it hard to get going again if you get me haha
Glamourmilf
09-02-2016, 08:25 AM
When you're a beautiful bitch, men feel the need to wanna stand real close up in your personal space because they assume/hoping/wishing that you want them too. And it's almost always the UGLIEST motherfuckers that do shit like that and I have no problem telling them to get the fuck out of my space, just fuck off already! I swear to God but when I behave like a real uppity bitch they go out of their way to please, LOL!
That's how my date acted. It was our first date..BACKOFF, and BACKUP!
IDK, maybe it's a European thing. He was from Yugoslavia.:shrug:
What's on my mind today. I'm getting a kick out of guys on dating sites saying they're single, but their profile pictures say otherwise.
All of those sneaky bathroom selfies. There's usually feminine products, or frilly towels and painting on the wall right behind them. Lol!
Marina Starr
09-02-2016, 08:37 AM
That's been my experience with men from all races all over the world!
There are tons of married/taken men that want to fuck around. If they're married or in a relationship, I treat them like clients. #paidme #hushmoney
That's how my date acted. It was our first date..BACKOFF, and BACKUP!
IDK, maybe it's a European thing. He was from Yugoslavia.:shrug:
What's on my mind today. I'm getting a kick out of guys on dating sites saying they're single, but their profile pictures say otherwise.
All of those sneaky bathroom selfies. There's usually feminine products, or frilly towels and painting on the wall right behind them. Lol!
CreativeName
09-02-2016, 08:44 AM
That's how my date acted. It was our first date..BACKOFF, and BACKUP!
IDK, maybe it's a European thing. He was from Yugoslavia.:shrug:
What's on my mind today. I'm getting a kick out of guys on dating sites saying they're single, but their profile pictures say otherwise.
All of those sneaky bathroom selfies. There's usually feminine products, or frilly towels and painting on the wall right behind them. Lol!
Gosh I never really thought about that thanks for giving me some new insight. I only briefly tried to date people from online dating sites and I personally found it to be a total waste of my time lol! If I ever get back on I will really start looking at their pics more closely haha
CreativeName
09-02-2016, 08:46 AM
I seriously had some customer a lil while ago that talked about how he cheated on his wife often and how he wouldn't be ok with her fucking other men. Lol I can write a novel about this.
Glamourmilf
09-02-2016, 08:55 AM
Gosh I never really thought about that thanks for giving me some new insight. I only briefly tried to date people from online dating sites and I personally found it to be a total waste of my time lol! If I ever get back on I will really start looking at their pics more closely haha
Check it out. It's funny how slick these guys think they are.
Just last night a guy I'm actually interested in meeting text me a photo. He was in the bathroom, and right behind him was a beautiful mirror, with ribbons, etc.
I asked where and when the photo was taken. He told me it was in his last apt......Oh, I say, do you still have that mirror?
He tells me no, because it belongs to a girl he was roommates with. Ha! Yeah, right .
Then he asks why didn't I say anything about him? ( He was standing without a shirt,).
I tell him that it's late, and I must go to sleep. And that I would tell him tomorrow. Lol!
anonymous camgirl
09-02-2016, 09:52 AM
Wow I just don't envy you dating.. brings back nitemares.
Check it out. It's funny how slick these guys think they are.
Just last night a guy I'm actually interested in meeting text me a photo. He was in the bathroom, and right behind him was a beautiful mirror, with ribbons, etc.
I asked where and when the photo was taken. He told me it was in his last apt......Oh, I say, do you still have that mirror?
He tells me no, because it belongs to a girl he was roommates with. Ha! Yeah, right .
Then he asks why didn't I say anything about him? ( He was standing without a shirt,).
I tell him that it's late, and I must go to sleep. And that I would tell him tomorrow. Lol!
JGB2009
09-02-2016, 09:55 AM
That's how my date acted. It was our first date..BACKOFF, and BACKUP!
IDK, maybe it's a European thing. He was from Yugoslavia.:shrug:
What's on my mind today. I'm getting a kick out of guys on dating sites saying they're single, but their profile pictures say otherwise.
All of those sneaky bathroom selfies. There's usually feminine products, or frilly towels and painting on the wall right behind them. Lol!
LOL funny that you mentioned that about the pictures. I noticed that with a female the other day. I could see the men deodorant etc.
Glamourmilf
09-02-2016, 10:12 AM
LOL funny that you mentioned that about the pictures. I noticed that with a female the other day. I could see the men deodorant etc.
Ha ha! On a dating site? Or on cam?
JGB2009
09-02-2016, 10:22 AM
Ha ha! On a dating site? Or on cam?
LOL...dating site
Glamourmilf
09-02-2016, 12:52 PM
LOL...dating site
Wow! So I guess it's common for people to lie.
Well, I'm lying too, because I don't tell them that I'm a cam girl. I even lie about where I live.
CreativeName
09-02-2016, 12:59 PM
LOL funny that you mentioned that about the pictures. I noticed that with a female the other day. I could see the men deodorant etc.
Hey I am using male deodorant LOL seeing if it works better than female deodorant since I figure guys sweat more. Don't judge
CreativeName
09-02-2016, 01:01 PM
Check it out. It's funny how slick these guys think they are.
Just last night a guy I'm actually interested in meeting text me a photo. He was in the bathroom, and right behind him was a beautiful mirror, with ribbons, etc.
I asked where and when the photo was taken. He told me it was in his last apt......Oh, I say, do you still have that mirror?
He tells me no, because it belongs to a girl he was roommates with. Ha! Yeah, right .
Then he asks why didn't I say anything about him? ( He was standing without a shirt,).
I tell him that it's late, and I must go to sleep. And that I would tell him tomorrow. Lol!
What is even more funny is when you meet them and they seriously want you to pay for your own meal.. LOL fuck that. So let me get this straight you wanna meet me and take up my time, for me to spend my own money, then you wanna fuck me too?? Am I missing something here??? Where is the part you give me $5000 just for hanging out with you filthy worm??
Also all these guys that talk about sex on first date.. what the fuck did you do to earn it?? Get the fuck out before I show my mean side!
Needless to say I think I'm staying out of the dating game for a long time.
absolutelyadorable
09-02-2016, 01:10 PM
Hey I am using male deodorant LOL seeing if it works better than female deodorant since I figure guys sweat more. Don't judge
hahaaaaa I do this too!
Glamourmilf
09-02-2016, 02:05 PM
What is even more funny is when you meet them and they seriously want you to pay for your own meal.. LOL fuck that. So let me get this straight you wanna meet me and take up my time, for me to spend my own money, then you wanna fuck me too?? Am I missing something here??? Where is the part you give me $5000 just for hanging out with you filthy worm??
Also all these guys that talk about sex on first date.. what the fuck did you do to earn it?? Get the fuck out before I show my mean side!
Needless to say I think I'm staying out of the dating game for a long time.
Yeah, what's up with that? I didn't even get a coke or a popcorn at the movie date.:mad:
I put right on my profile that any vulgarity will get them a block.
Some listen, most don't.
*The only conclusion as to why guys don't pay, is perhaps they think we're all so desperate for a date.
Don't know. Don't care.
I'm officially done with the sites.
~Carmen~
09-02-2016, 03:25 PM
I am newly single with no desire to date. 33 years of marriage kind of takes it away. Being jaded after camming for 6 years doesn't help either. If I ever do get the itch, I will remember this advice and take it. Thanks :)
Marina Starr
09-02-2016, 03:46 PM
I just love that when I raised my prices, I get more tips because most clients do tip 20% and over. #moremoneyforme
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