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addytoi
09-20-2018, 02:53 PM
I have bad reactions to almost all bug bites. I think a mosquito got me. I always have Benadryl cream and pills in my purse. If the itching becomes somewhat bearable without the pills by tonight my weekly goal might be obtainable.

NitaBaby
09-21-2018, 12:00 PM
I took a brief, half-asleep-half-awake nap yesterday evening in the middle of watching RHOA reruns and rolled over to find that half of my laptop screen was black. The other half showed the last YouTube video that I was watching, or more like the comments section and some of the suggested videos. But from the bottom left to the top right the rest of my screen was either rainbow colored or black as f someone kicked half of the screen and broke it. I don’t have another computer! And I have no idea how this happened.

Out of sheer panic I had the idea to hook my fucked up laptop to my tv using an hdmi cable and my computer screen shows perfectly on my little TCL Tv so it looks like I’ll be camming from my tv screen until I can buy a new laptop. Which means that I no longer have the option of camming during the day because I can’t banish my 3 yr old to the bedroom for a handful of hours where there is nothing to do. But, god, am I glad to have a work-around, even if it is a really ghetto work-around at the moment.

queenelayliah
09-22-2018, 10:43 AM
I took a brief, half-asleep-half-awake nap yesterday evening in the middle of watching RHOA reruns and rolled over to find that half of my laptop screen was black. The other half showed the last YouTube video that I was watching, or more like the comments section and some of the suggested videos. But from the bottom left to the top right the rest of my screen was either rainbow colored or black as f someone kicked half of the screen and broke it. I don’t have another computer! And I have no idea how this happened.

Out of sheer panic I had the idea to hook my fucked up laptop to my tv using an hdmi cable and my computer screen shows perfectly on my little TCL Tv so it looks like I’ll be camming from my tv screen until I can buy a new laptop. Which means that I no longer have the option of camming during the day because I can’t banish my 3 yr old to the bedroom for a handful of hours where there is nothing to do. But, god, am I glad to have a work-around, even if it is a really ghetto work-around at the moment.


The same thing happened to my laptop and i also use my hdmi cord to use my laptop. You have to remember you damaged the screen not the computer aka the hardware that actually runs the laptop. So technically speaking your "computer" is 100% fine you just need to replace the screen. Which i know a place near me does it for like $100 cheaper then buying a whole new laptop. So you could look into buying aka replacing the screen.

NitaBaby
09-23-2018, 02:47 PM
That idea just occurred to me today. Honestly, I hate this damn computer. It started fucking up only a week after I bought it so I think that I’ll just get an external hard drive, save all of my photos, and then buy a new computer altogether.

But if this ever happens again I’m definitely replacing the screen.

NitaBaby
09-23-2018, 02:51 PM
My aunts are on a weekend vacation in Georgia to celebrate my uncles 40th bday and they told us (my cousins and I) that they are planning an all-girls trip to Vegas next. Bitch, I will be there with bells on. I’ve never gone on a vacation, I’ve never traveled anywhere outside of Texas (Georgia really doesn’t count because half of my family lives there), and I’ve always wanted to see what Sin City looks like up close. I’m gonna start saving Right Now.

Cutie101
09-24-2018, 04:41 PM
I'm grateful for my dishwasher :)))
Yes. Seriously. For me, a person who never had a dishwasher untill this year, the difference is sky rocketing.
Today I cooked a lot and I was in a rush because I had to start work and the kitchen was a mess, dirty dishes spread everywhere. In 5 minutes I threw everything int he dishwasher, wiped the countertops and voila, clean kitchen, full belly and dishes begone.
I had this feeling of gratitude right now, when I went to open the dishwasher door and saw all those dishes clean and dry. It always gives me a satisfaction moment. I have been having a dishwasher for 7 months now and I still am grateful for it, every single day.
So... even if I had a bad day on cam, my dishwasher is brightening it :))))))).
Silly gratitude moment over.

Glamourmilf
09-25-2018, 04:28 AM
I'm grateful for my dishwasher :)))
Yes. Seriously. For me, a person who never had a dishwasher untill this year, the difference is sky rocketing.
Today I cooked a lot and I was in a rush because I had to start work and the kitchen was a mess, dirty dishes spread everywhere. In 5 minutes I threw everything int he dishwasher, wiped the countertops and voila, clean kitchen, full belly and dishes begone.
I had this feeling of gratitude right now, when I went to open the dishwasher door and saw all those dishes clean and dry. It always gives me a satisfaction moment. I have been having a dishwasher for 7 months now and I still am grateful for it, every single day.
So... even if I had a bad day on cam, my dishwasher is brightening it :))))))).
Silly gratitude moment over.

I'm so feelin you on this.
I've always had dishwashers wherever I've lived.
It was only the last 2 living situations where I didn't have one, and it seriously made me nuts.
I was talking with a neighbor who was saying how her dishwasher never worked since the day she moved in. That how the new landlord wanted to put in a new one for her, but she refused.
She asked if I used mine, and of course the answer was yes.
She then called me a " Princess". :O
Ha ha!
Jealous much?
If THAT makes me a Princess in her eyes, I'd hate to see the look on her face when she finds out what other things I demand.

Marina Starr
09-25-2018, 12:42 PM
People should not get offended when you removed them from Skype or any form of social media for whatever reason. If we never talk then what's the point?! I do it with no hesitation, no explanation. I'm okay when the same thing is done to me.

Cutie101
09-25-2018, 12:47 PM
She asked if I used mine, and of course the answer was yes.
She then called me a " Princess". :O


Lol, ask her if she denies to use her laundry washer as well, since it's so fun to do it by hand...
I've had same reactions here, in my country (in eastern europe, dishwasers started to get popular in the last decade only). Some in my family were like: "pfff, why so lazy to just wash your dishes after you eat??".
And I was like: "Do you take your freaking socks and underwear off when you come from work and wash them right away, by the hand? Or you throw them in the laundry basket and wash them among with other dirty clothes?".

*drops the mic*

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-25-2018, 06:28 PM
I'm grateful for my dishwasher :)))
Yes. Seriously. For me, a person who never had a dishwasher untill this year, the difference is sky rocketing.
Today I cooked a lot and I was in a rush because I had to start work and the kitchen was a mess, dirty dishes spread everywhere. In 5 minutes I threw everything int he dishwasher, wiped the countertops and voila, clean kitchen, full belly and dishes begone.
I had this feeling of gratitude right now, when I went to open the dishwasher door and saw all those dishes clean and dry. It always gives me a satisfaction moment. I have been having a dishwasher for 7 months now and I still am grateful for it, every single day.
So... even if I had a bad day on cam, my dishwasher is brightening it :))))))).
Silly gratitude moment over.

Shoutout to dishwashers!!! I feel the same way about washing machines and quality mattresses. Everytime I have to buy one of those things, I'm like "Oh Snap! I'm a grown up!!"

Glamourmilf
09-26-2018, 06:49 AM
Lol, ask her if she denies to use her laundry washer as well, since it's so fun to do it by hand...
I've had same reactions here, in my country (in eastern europe, dishwasers started to get popular in the last decade only). Some in my family were like: "pfff, why so lazy to just wash your dishes after you eat??".
And I was like: "Do you take your freaking socks and underwear off when you come from work and wash them right away, by the hand? Or you throw them in the laundry basket and wash them among with other dirty clothes?".

*drops the mic*

Lol! Ikr?
She would totally flip out if she knew I have a portable washing machine.
Well, that, and then she'd ask me to use it.
She's always complaining about the ones in the community laundry room.
And got so jealous when she saw that I have a chain lock on my front door.
The people out here are not right in the head.
Oh well.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-26-2018, 10:18 AM
Lane Bryant wants alllll my money! They send me emails 3 times a day. Shop now we've got $5 bras, $20 dresses etc They know exactly how to reel me back in.

addytoi
09-26-2018, 03:29 PM
Lane Bryant wants alllll my money! They send me emails 3 times a day. Shop now we've got $5 bras, $20 dresses etc They know exactly how to reel me back in.

Both Lane Bryant and Torrid got me. I wait, wait, wait every year until the really good deals and spend like crazy.

addytoi
09-26-2018, 03:33 PM
After having a great indy day yesterday and now dealing with my day job, it makes me think. I am at my day job because I enjoy and have been there for 12 years. When will I reach the tipping point where my enjoyment of the job isn't worth the money I make there. I am on track to be earning online the same amount that I earn at my day job within a year or so. Once I can replace that income comfortably online, I am sure my BS fuse will get a lot shorter for my day job.

Glamourmilf
09-26-2018, 06:52 PM
@MarinaStarr, thanks for recommending the book, " The gift of Fear" (from another thread). It's on it's way to me.
And not a minute too soon.
If anyone's interested, go read my post in ladies only about the random dude who came up to me today.
It's been too hot to be outside since April. Today was my first day out, eating at the park.
Anyway, I can't wait to not feel so vulnerable.
Thank You.

Marina Starr
09-27-2018, 05:15 PM
http://i66.tinypic.com/2zody00.png

Juliette25
09-27-2018, 10:52 PM
I very much look forward to the day when I either don’t have to deal with scumball customers anymore and only deal with great ones or don’t make people cum for a living. Because my god some of these guys are the fucking worst. (“Wanna see pics of me and my girlfriend?”) No. You’re fucking trash.

Juliette25
09-27-2018, 10:55 PM
I banned him after he sent me two pictures of her. No fucks.

naomi_doll
09-29-2018, 08:25 AM
If stripping is exotic dancing, is camming exotic streaming?

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-30-2018, 09:38 AM
If stripping is exotic dancing, is camming exotic streaming?

You really do know how to ask the hard hitting questions. :)

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-30-2018, 09:42 AM
I just found this reflection on Tumblr and I think it's genius.

lately i’ve been replacing my “i’m sorry”s with “thank you”s, like instead of “sorry i’m late” i’ll say “thanks for waiting for me”, or instead of “sorry for being such a mess” i’ll say “thank you for loving me and caring about me unconditionally” and it’s not only shifted the way i think and feel about myself but also improved my relationships with others who now get to receive my gratitude instead of my negativity. -vijara

PixiieGirl
09-30-2018, 09:49 AM
went to view places in the city I'm moving to on saturday - it went awfully and was a total waste of money

my mental health is so low at the moment :/

Marina Starr
09-30-2018, 09:55 AM
Broccoli Cheddar Cheese soup is on my mind today so I'm making some. #comfortfood #hoemade

Rent is paid. Feeling #blessed and #thankful. #blessedhoe #gratitude

evalesauvage
09-30-2018, 11:46 AM
I'm happy and sexy today..

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-30-2018, 03:07 PM
Drop Box is hilarious!!! They keep sending me messages like "You havent used your dropbox in a year...It appears you havent used it and now we will close it if you dont...We're serious ya know, we really will close it!!!!" :) IDGAF CLOSE IT!

DonaDiabla
09-30-2018, 05:00 PM
Yes, I am pretty happy that Halloween is coming up. I have a lot planned for October. :)

xxxGothBarbie
09-30-2018, 06:18 PM
Totally random but whatever..... I have been LOVING purging myself of material possessions I've had for the last 9 years or so including clothing just sitting & being drug around with me across the country. I'm now finally ridding myself of EVERYTHING :) I got some $ for my dvds I never watched, gonna try & sell my ginormous suitcase that barely fits in my trunk & minimize more damn clothing. It's hard but when I realize I don't need much stuff in my life, I'm a lot happier. That def goes for so called "friends" of mine or time wasters in my life I seem to always cross paths with, and those that also are looking to hustle me yuck, BYE bitches! Purging never felt so good :)

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-30-2018, 07:26 PM
Y'all check out this new app called SelfishBabe. It kinda looks like an extension of the #BossBabes brand but they arent trying to sell you anything. Maybe she is but its not in your face and really looks like a cool app for motivation, health & wellness, that sort of thing. And its free. :) www.selfishbabe.com

Glamourmilf
10-01-2018, 08:40 AM
Yes, I am pretty happy that Halloween is coming up. I have a lot planned for October. :)
Me too!!
I'm putting up my decorations today. :smellie_b:witch:
*As I'm ignoring the ads on TV for Christmas trees. Ugh!
50445

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-01-2018, 09:57 AM
went to view places in the city I'm moving to on saturday - it went awfully and was a total waste of money

my mental health is so low at the moment :/

I hope you're feeling better today. Moving can be stressful. Just think about how great things will be when come out on the other side.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-01-2018, 10:00 AM
I love Halloween too! This is the time of year I break out the cinnamon brooms and watch scary movies non-stop.

IvyRose
10-01-2018, 10:04 AM
Me too!!
I'm putting up my decorations today. :smellie_b:witch:
*As I'm ignoring the ads on TV for Christmas trees. Ugh!
50445

Omg so in love, I want to be in the USA so badly this time if the year. Halloween is my fav holiday yet we barely celebrate it in my country
I am one of the few that decorates my house in my apartmentcomplex and buy in loads of candy for the kids

Marina Starr
10-01-2018, 10:06 AM
I must be the only one that don't like Halloween. All tricks, no treats.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-01-2018, 10:31 AM
I imagine a city like Prague would be amazing this time of year. Sooo many horror films were done there. The Charles Bridge, so pretty and creepy.

https://www.praguevisitor.eu/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/The-Charles-Bridge-During-Night.jpg

PixiieGirl
10-01-2018, 11:38 AM
I hope you're feeling better today. Moving can be stressful. Just think about how great things will be when come out on the other side.

thanks lovely, we had another knock back with the only flat we got to view turning us down but fuck em, just means we have time to find the perfect place instead of settling

evalesauvage
10-01-2018, 05:19 PM
I would love to have some friends who are also camera models, I feel a little isolated. Is this in my mind?

anouk.oui
10-02-2018, 08:01 PM
Bah my new modem arrived but doesn’t work yet plus I just got my period and I’m sad it’s oct 3rd and I can’t watch mean girls

Scorpio Girl
10-03-2018, 02:10 AM
I would love to have some friends who are also camera models, I feel a little isolated. Is this in my mind?


Not at all. It can be totally isolating when you have no real interaction with other people who do the same as you. I've made a lot of cam model friends on Twitter in my RT group and they are such a life saver when I'm having a bad night. I've never met them in person, but it's great just being able to have some friends to talk to when you need it.

sovereignv
10-03-2018, 04:21 AM
Not at all. It can be totally isolating when you have no real interaction with other people who do the same as you. I've made a lot of cam model friends on Twitter in my RT group and they are such a life saver when I'm having a bad night. I've never met them in person, but it's great just being able to have some friends to talk to when you need it.

Yes!!! Try to find some camgirls to talk to even if just online. I feel pretty lucky in that I do actually have a camgirl friend in real life too but any sort of support helps.

PhatGirlDynomite!! -- you've really made me want to skip over to Prague for a few days, I don't live far away. You're absolutely right, these spooky old European cities look beautiful in fall. I'm loving this season personally, I mean it really makes me feel like I'm ALIVE. Love walking around in a long coat in the rain and feeling mysterious.

Marina Starr
10-03-2018, 05:39 AM
What's on my mind?

It's been stated that why men harassed women is about power and overwhelmingly (workplace) upper management is male, so the positions of power are disproportionately occupied by men and the bottom is disproportionately occupied by women.

That's not entirely true. I've seen homeless men harassed women because of their sense of entitlement and toxic masculinity. Women are taught to always be nice and polite at the expense of being treated poorly. Harassment doesn't have to be physically or verbally abusive. It can be very subtle. You know when it happens to you because it doesn't feel good.

LADIES, please look out for yourself. You matter, your voice matters. Your body is not anyone's playground.

Glamourmilf
10-03-2018, 06:55 AM
The book "The Gift of Fear" arrived.
As i was standing at my car opening it ( pulled it out of my mailbox on the way out somewhere).
I noticed a big black guy walking past me towards my apt. *There are no black people that live in this town.
And all of my neighbors weren't home.
I noticed that he turned to look at me, and slowed down. I thought, " Here we go."
At least can I read the book first, so I'll know what to do if you're here with malicious intent? Lol!
I looked to see which Apt he went into. I'm hoping he was the hermit next door's date.
50448

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-03-2018, 08:02 AM
The book "The Gift of Fear" arrived.
As i was standing at my car opening it ( pulled it out of my mailbox on the way out somewhere).
I noticed a big black guy walking past me towards my apt. *There are no black people that live in this town.
And all of my neighbors weren't home.
I noticed that he turned to look at me, and slowed down. I thought, " Here we go."
At least can I read the book first, so I'll know what to do if you're here with malicious intent? Lol!
I looked to see which Apt he went into. I'm hoping he was the hermit next door's date.
50448

Why did you post this? What's so scary about seeing a black man in your neighborhood? I had to read this several times because I cant believe I read it. For real why did you post this?

Marina Starr
10-03-2018, 08:06 AM
Didn't surprise me considering the source.


Why did you post this? What's so scary about seeing a black man in your neighborhood? I had to read this several times because I cant believe I read it. For real why did you post this?

DahliaSimone
10-03-2018, 01:07 PM
Seasonal Affective Disorder is hitting me HARD, already, and its not been fall a fuckin week yet; has me so drained of energy (part of that is probably the cold i am still getting over as well) and lethargic and just completely blase about camming. So.....i wrote out a schedule/goal sheet to stick to and tacked it to the wall behind my laptop so I have to look at it all day to get and keep me on track, using my earnings spreadsheet over the past couple of years to gauge the days that I do best, realistic goals I can reach on those given days and making sure to give myself Wednesdays (my worse day, by a million miles) to rest and/or just create content or just do Indy or take the day off if I feel like it. I figured if I look at that sheet day in and day out it will help me implement it, and if i can implement it and stick to it, it can become habit. Also going to start back in my diet/workout Monday, as I have really just blown it all out of the water over the past couple of months.

evalesauvage
10-03-2018, 05:39 PM
I am in love with my husband, it is my refuge, I do not imagine it would be of me without him.

sovereignv
10-03-2018, 11:35 PM
Why did you post this? What's so scary about seeing a black man in your neighborhood? I had to read this several times because I cant believe I read it. For real why did you post this?

No kidding. I don't know what that book is about but I'm pretty sure the purpose isn't to teach you how to be more racist.

bklynbombshell
10-04-2018, 01:13 AM
I've taken a long ass hiatus from this site, wow. Have been feverishly reading through this sections threads wondering if camming is for me ( I think so, I've dabbled in enough sex work and have had moderate success) but the privacy, or lack there of is a huge deterrent for me, as well as sites selling yours shows and what not. I'd like to have a career after this.

I have a whole notebook dedicated to how I would be as a cam girl, my goals, and plans. But it just seems like soooooo damn much and I really want this to be be fruitful for me, I definitely think I can be a high earner. I'm studying the girls who bank, or seemingly do, and I understand their techniques.

But I'm haunted by the idea that I'll never be as good. And camming is too much of a risk to be mediocre. Ugh.

Also, wondering why the poster a little above me thinks that seeing a Black man in her neighborhood automatically means that he is inherently dangerous and trying to harm her. Disgusting.

PixiieGirl
10-04-2018, 04:47 AM
on my mind?
moneymoneymoney

Glamourmilf
10-04-2018, 05:38 AM
Why did you post this? What's so scary about seeing a black man in your neighborhood? I had to read this several times because I cant believe I read it. For real why did you post this?

I've already discussed a long time ago, probably in the ladies only thread that I'm moving BECAUSE there are no black men / people here.
I only date black men.
And in case anyone forgot, my first husband was black.
My neighbors told me that the only black people who come around, are not from here, and have malicious intent.
That the black people HATE white people, and come back for revenge.
This land was taken from blacks in the late 50's, which I only found out after I got out here.
My reaction was, "here we go, because of all the white people to attack, it would figure, ironically that it would be me.
What am I going to say, " Don't kill me, I'm the one who loves black men?"

jigglypuff
10-04-2018, 06:29 AM
Had my account deleted because I just wanted a fresh start. I have enough funds to give myself a month break and work on something else I've been dying to work on but haven't been able to do while camming because I've been so drained emotionally from it. I am going to create a new account at the end of the month-independent not the studio i was with before... and finally take advantage of the new girl status. When I first started last year I had no idea how important that was and I didn't cam a single day on it. I am hoping this break to work on another venture to hopefully add to income will be refreshing enough to feel good about camming again because it's been making me absolutely MISERABLE. My mindset on men is changing and they're starting to disgust me with the number of sick ass men I have coming in my room talking about my BABY instead of me. And not innocent questions like hows baby doing. It's some pretty vile shit and I can't do it anymore right now. I can't hide my disgust with them anymore and my income from cam has plummeted. I am very excited for this time off and I'm hoping it does me some good.