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CreativeName
09-03-2016, 11:13 PM
Thinking about when to take a risk and when to play it safe. Since graduating high school I have been playing it safe less and less and taking risks more and more. Yet I'd be nowhere without taking all those risks except living with my narcissistic abusive mother and here I am on my own when my peers are all losers living at home. I guess I'll take more and more risks, just afraid one day I will take it too far. Oh well the most successful people in the world are all huge risk takers so what the hell? :)

I am so thankful to have been born in America unlike my parents so that I can have big dreams like this. God bless America!

heyho
09-03-2016, 11:36 PM
doing my shift actually, and it s so boring, these jerks are boring as fuck. I hate to sit in my room all alone with idiots all day long...
all i can think about, i wanna go out, or practice how to draw, clean my room, or whatever. This is crazy... as they keep coming, just to tell all of their stupid shit, and i m wondering, wtf is that shit? :D lol.

sometimes i feel so helpless if it s slow and only jerks are around. ugh. crazy.: *

Are you on SM too? Lol

I had a good day yesterday and today my hourly average is below $20. I normally have a high tolerance for freechat fucktardity but today is seriously testing me. T_T

EllieGold
09-04-2016, 01:29 AM
Working on Streamate is like being a teacher to many children. Seriously. They misbehave, act up, call people names and expect everything in life is free.... I think I would rather go back to being a Preschool teacher than doing this shit sometimes. It's so hilarious how much men act like preschool children sometimes...

Marina Starr
09-04-2016, 05:25 AM
Did you recently told her or she's known you do sex work for a while?!
People will surprise you in a good or bad way when they know. You are obviously hurt by it so I would tell her how it made you feel if you value and still want to continue your friendship with her. You guys must be very close, how are things in her life? When people lash out or make cutting remarks it's usually because they feel powerless and disconnected in some areas of their lives so by doing so it gives them a sense of "power".

If she's just a casual friend then it's fine to cut her off. I cut people off with no hesitation, no explanation on all venues but of course you don't need to be catty/petty like I am :)


My best friend just told me that what i did for a job was gross and she hated it giving me no more explanations, im a bit down, dont want this to affect me though, i don't feel gross, but we are close friends 15 years a go and just randomly tell me this! I guess i will stop talking to her? Why (most of the) people can't understand this fucking bussiness ��

anonymous camgirl
09-04-2016, 05:54 AM
Yes I do,.. I never really felt comfortable being on display and letting it all hang out, and now as my older wiser self.. I believe I used to dress really provocatively because for most of my life I thought that was the only attention I could get from men. I mean they have been going around begging to have sex with me my entire life or else they never paid attention to me, So I dressed like that... Now when I had a boyfriend I did dress more sexy when I was in his company because he enjoyed other men staring at how sexy his g/f was.. but if I was alone I felt uncomfortable and insecure dressing like that.. So I dunno about what was mentioned women feeling insecure dressing sexy.. I felt insecure doing it!..lol... I think I felt CONFIDENT dressing sexy.. thanks for your kind words Marina... I dunno if what I said makes sense.. being insecure but confident.. hard to explain I hope someone understand what I meant.. but I was always afraid something bad would happen to me dressing sexy... but now going to a niteclub the slutty the better haha


And my guess is you probably feel so much better about yourself now not so revealingly dressed BUT you are getting way more attention, BETTER attention because you don't put off that 'LOOK AT ME, I WANT YOUstanR ATTENTION' vibe!

Men of QUALITY are attracted to less NOT more. When everything is on display in public, what's there to show in private? I do hair for a living so I hear a lot of stories and it's almost always women who are provocatively dressed are attracting men that treat them badly...

#sexisthoe #criticalhoe #judgmentalhoe = count me in!

anonymous camgirl,
I just want to tell you that you are beautiful and I admire your strong work ethnic!

Glamourmilf
09-04-2016, 09:00 AM
What? I wasn't specifically pointing out anybody. Just those women in general who get all catty and judgmental on women who dress sexy. If you are a part of that group than so be it. I don't have to like you. I don't need to shut up about how I feel about women who bring other women down either. Sheesh. Go back to watching the bachelorette.

Can I have the red rose?
Oh, and I will be wearing this little number, when I walk down the aisle to marry you.
You like?:-*
45862 LP

Marina Starr
09-04-2016, 09:19 AM
How to block trolls on Stripperweb:

1. click names
2. select add to ignore list
3. select YES to BURY.
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/wave-bye_zpse6hvtk4b.gif

LoraDoll
09-04-2016, 03:14 PM
I just watched again the "Fight club" and there was something cool in there.
When the guy told : " u re not your job" - or something like that.
I remind myself and it helps a lot, not to feel bad... in some situations, while working. *.*
And i think aobut sometimes, how hot was Brad Pitt in the movie. :D

JaceyLynn
09-04-2016, 03:22 PM
I am really irritated and pissed off with myself for not being able to hope on the phone lines. I have had no issues with camming or escorting, and when I was younger, doing phone sex........ but now 14 years later, I am a ball of nerves and I cannot seem to get over it...... WTF. I am a sex goddess, I need to get over this shit, and fast.

TheBrownFox
09-04-2016, 07:08 PM
I am really irritated and pissed off with myself for not being able to hope on the phone lines. I have had no issues with camming or escorting, and when I was younger, doing phone sex........ but now 14 years later, I am a ball of nerves and I cannot seem to get over it...... WTF. I am a sex goddess, I need to get over this shit, and fast.

As I apply online for job...after job...after job...after job, part of me really wishes I could just give this phone sex thing a try. I feel like MAYBE once I got the hang of it, it could be a good money-maker for me. I mean, I'm a girl with a very dirty mind who knows how to excite a guy just from text messages/Facebook Messenger messages (lmao), but over the phone? I feel like I would start cracking up laughing, or would just do a repeat of the same dirty talk over and over again (I mean, how many times can I tell you I wanna slide my tongue up and down your cock 'til it starts to get old and boring? LOL).

JaceyLynn
09-04-2016, 08:03 PM
As I apply online for job...after job...after job...after job, part of me really wishes I could just give this phone sex thing a try. I feel like MAYBE once I got the hang of it, it could be a good money-maker for me. I mean, I'm a girl with a very dirty mind who knows how to excite a guy just from text messages/Facebook Messenger messages (lmao), but over the phone? I feel like I would start cracking up laughing, or would just do a repeat of the same dirty talk over and over again (I mean, how many times can I tell you I wanna slide my tongue up and down your cock 'til it starts to get old and boring? LOL).


That's great lol, I think the same way lol.

Genoveve
09-04-2016, 08:14 PM
Can I have the red rose?
Oh, and I will be wearing this little number, when I walk down the aisle to marry you.
You like?:-*

Lol I always say that this is my dream wedding dress:

45871

CreativeName
09-04-2016, 09:42 PM
Never even seen the bachelorette. Is that a reality show? I don't have time for delusional bullshit like that, all fake anyways.

Marina Starr
09-04-2016, 09:46 PM
I don't watch TV so I don't know what that is but reality TV is far from reality, LOL!

Never even seen the bachelorette. Is that a reality show? I don't have time for delusional bullshit like that, all fake anyways.

CreativeName
09-04-2016, 09:47 PM
Yeah I barely watch TV myself lol

CreativeName
09-04-2016, 11:40 PM
Are you talking about vanilla jobs? What do you need to make per hour to pay your bills? I figured out I need $17 an hour minimum and have emergency cash for car breakdowns.. I live in a heavily car dependent area so public transit is not an option. I'm thankful my car is very reliable. Anyways I could go back any day to my old job and get a lil more than that but then I don't really care for the risk of losing my body limbs or having something crushed/mangled or melting some of my skin off. Or dropping something that weighs 5000 lbs..(it has been done but not by me thankfully..very easy to do though) I hope all goes well for you I personally gave up trying to get hourly jobs- only thing that pays my bills around here is hardcore manufacturing. I'm looking more in the direction of non hourly jobs like sales.

DancesWithSloths
09-05-2016, 03:41 AM
Never thought I'd miss free chat, but now that I've been off sick for 2 weeks, doing only Skypes and pvt-only shows here and there, it turns out I love hustling the bastards in live mode.

It's not even the money, because the money is fine as it is. It's thrill of the chase. Damn. Who knew I was so gregarious? Next thing you know I'll be buying interactive toys and signing up for token sites...

Marina Starr
09-05-2016, 05:51 AM
I hope you feel better so you can get back to free chat. I'm sure they miss you :)

Never thought I'd miss free chat, but now that I've been off sick for 2 weeks, doing only Skypes and pvt-only shows here and there, it turns out I love hustling the bastards in live mode.

It's not even the money, because the money is fine as it is. It's thrill of the chase. Damn. Who knew I was so gregarious? Next thing you know I'll be buying interactive toys and signing up for token sites...

PixiieGirl
09-05-2016, 06:16 AM
I'm excited to go work out, man I've missed lifting :D

Chellyinparadise
09-05-2016, 11:23 AM
My best friend just told me that what i did for a job was gross and she hated it giving me no more explanations, im a bit down, dont want this to affect me though, i don't feel gross, but we are close friends 15 years a go and just randomly tell me this! I guess i will stop talking to her? Why (most of the) people can't understand this fucking bussiness ��

Sorry youre going through that. Thats an awful feeling to have someone be so judgemental and making it out to be something it is not really. Hope that things get better and if she cant accept it then its a shame but youre better off away from people like that if she cant look past that and accept you as the person youve always been.

Marina Starr
09-05-2016, 12:17 PM
Let's see what's on my mind today...

As much as I am loved, I am hated. Always have, always been that way.
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/tumblr_n2b3ll1gux1qd8zg3o5_250_zpscd2f030b.gif

CreativeName
09-05-2016, 03:59 PM
somebody told me that since i splitcam I will lag less with 2 monitors.. but i dont know how a second monitor will affect my lag at all honestly? I think 5 sites is about all my computer can handle at a time. Any suggestions or tips? I'm going to try doing a few things to optimize my computer speed at a later time

Thanks

TheBrownFox
09-05-2016, 06:57 PM
http://i.imgur.com/amNAM94.png

Mare
09-06-2016, 05:40 AM
I Love it when women dress sexy. That way I can walk by looking like a homeless hobo and nobody bothers me. I have all the confidence in the world. I only want that attention when I want it. She can have it - whoever she may be at the moment. Plus if she's hott- I love eye candy too!!

Marina Starr
09-06-2016, 09:40 AM
Current mood:
http://i67.tinypic.com/w9ii6f.png

SimoneGray
09-06-2016, 10:16 AM
How powerful we are as beings is on my mind. The fact that we can create any circumstance we want. It never fails to be amazing.

Chellyinparadise
09-06-2016, 10:55 AM
Never thought I'd miss free chat, but now that I've been off sick for 2 weeks, doing only Skypes and pvt-only shows here and there, it turns out I love hustling the bastards in live mode.

It's not even the money, because the money is fine as it is. It's thrill of the chase. Damn. Who knew I was so gregarious? Next thing you know I'll be buying interactive toys and signing up for token sites...


Sorry youre sick,i hope you feel better soon hugs to you.

LoraDoll
09-06-2016, 04:28 PM
sesso12 : why u r not happy
sesso12 : tired ?
sesso12 : smile plz
sesso12 : i m sure that u have a beautifull smile ---> Sick of your shit. I tried to be like him.
A***: ok than
A***: pay!
A***: why not pay?
A***: pay, cmon?!
A***: i m sur e u can! Now!
A***: don t just sit here
Al***: PAY!
A***: No? bye.

:*

CreativeName
09-06-2016, 05:00 PM
Ah I think I have almost completely lost my (formerly high) sex drive after dating a total loser which turned me off. Camming also turns me off. Makes it harder for me to get "into" it and make money.

What is happening???

LoraDoll
09-06-2016, 05:16 PM
More assholes around, i think?
I feel the same way, btw.

TheBrownFox
09-06-2016, 06:50 PM
I am DYING!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3c6UxGCyhQY

Genoveve
09-06-2016, 07:04 PM
^^That's literally every man in my family, especially the "Go fuck your mother," part.

Marina Starr
09-06-2016, 07:20 PM
Did I say how much I love NARS?! Especially their blushes, so pigmented, worth every penny. My favorite blush is "Deep Throat"
#NARS #NARSHoe #DeepThroat
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Danni
09-06-2016, 07:25 PM
Did I say how much I love NARS?! Especially their blushes, so pigmented, worth every penny. My favorite blush is "Deep Throat"
#NARS #NARSHoe #DeepThroat
http://i66.tinypic.com/106iys9.jpg

Try Becca's new blushes! To die for...

Marina Starr
09-06-2016, 07:29 PM
Thank you! I'll have to try next time I'm at Sephora :)

Try Becca's new blushes! To die for...

TheBrownFox
09-06-2016, 07:41 PM
^^That's literally every man in my family, especially the "Go fuck your mother," part.

I'm so glad that I can watch stuff like this with my son now (he's a teenager now) so we can have a good laugh together. Lmao. He would've been in bed by now if we hadn't been up watching these hilarious Vic Dibitetto videos.

seashell
09-06-2016, 08:16 PM
Mr. Robot is an awesome show. Sexy tech nerd + thug life + mental illness. Aaand it's on Amazon Prime! :D

anonymous camgirl
09-07-2016, 03:08 PM
Sometimes I really HATE cam, you go from ,, yea I got this!.. I can do 8 grand this month to I don't if I can pay the bills, not sure if I am cut out for this.. I need to do something else.. I hate it!.. the bad moments really make me think about how fast I want to give up cam.

Marina Starr
09-07-2016, 05:00 PM
http://i66.tinypic.com/11wavxe.gif

Sometimes I really HATE cam, you go from ,, yea I got this!.. I can do 8 grand this month to I don't if I can pay the bills, not sure if I am cut out for this.. I need to do something else.. I hate it!.. the bad moments really make me think about how fast I want to give up cam.

CreativeName
09-08-2016, 12:04 AM
I am just really not cut out for camming. I don't give a fuck about these losers or entertaining them for free. I barely have patience for them. I am starting to understand why a lot of the strippers I have personally seen have drug problems... even though camming is a bit different. I almost feel like you have to be "on something" to put up with this shit.. although it is slowly getting easier to put up with camming bullshit. Reminds me why I either wanna get out of this or do this only very occasionally.

NovaSensei
09-08-2016, 01:27 AM
I used to be really active in free chat to try and keep members interested, but then I learned that if someone really wants to spend money on you they will.
Now I sit back and relax I'm still engaging with members, but now people who are actually interested will be like "hey whats up"

I'm learning to ignore the people who pop in and out throughout the night.

SexxiLexxi
09-08-2016, 02:11 AM
Forgot about how much I like this song


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2TVPi4x9pE

CreativeName
09-08-2016, 02:43 AM
I used to be really active in free chat to try and keep members interested, but then I learned that if someone really wants to spend money on you they will.
Now I sit back and relax I'm still engaging with members, but now people who are actually interested will be like "hey whats up"

I'm learning to ignore the people who pop in and out throughout the night.

Yes I do this more and more. Especially now that I splitcam a bunch of sites I have more and more reason to not give a fuck LOL.

Plus going to get real life sales job hopefully I can quit this bullshit for good. I could do 12 hrs a day of that job no problem. This cam bs you're lucky if u get me to do 30 hrs in a week when I'd do 60-84 hr weeks at my last job..

It's cute how some customers think I ought to bend over backwards for them in free chat. LOL. If I had my way I'd probably tear them all a 2nd asshole :)

Mare
09-08-2016, 09:12 AM
Anyone psychic know where my flashdrive is? Damn small bits. It's not where I usually put it. Fuck. Been through the damn place twice and no sign of it.

PixiieGirl
09-08-2016, 09:17 AM
The worst thing about being skint: I really want takeaway right now but can't afford it ):

TheBrownFox
09-08-2016, 09:36 AM
I am just really not cut out for camming. I don't give a fuck about these losers or entertaining them for free. I barely have patience for them. I am starting to understand why a lot of the strippers I have personally seen have drug problems... even though camming is a bit different. I almost feel like you have to be "on something" to put up with this shit.. although it is slowly getting easier to put up with camming bullshit. Reminds me why I either wanna get out of this or do this only very occasionally.

Yup, same here! I just deleted all of my photos off MFC a few minutes ago, because there's point in those guys having access to my pics anymore if I ain't fucking with the site anymore. I don't have the interest or patience to be building up a whole new group of regulars on there and trying to bring a 431 cam score up. I just don't feel like doing that shit all over again. And the "You look like Nia Long" and "I've missed you!" guys that don't fucking tip make me wanna pull my hair out. Fuck free chat, and fuck the endless supply of pirated videos that these guys get away with...while I have no $$$ to even show for it.

All I do now is use hang out in private chat mode on ImLive. And with the chump change I get on there, it takes a long time for me to even make the payout minimum for Boleyn Models. Lol.

It would really be nice if I'd hear back from SitterCity about that work-from-home Member Services Rep. position I applied for, or to hear back from one of the many, many, many other jobs (both work-from-home AND outside-the-home) I've applied for.

anonymous camgirl
09-08-2016, 10:42 AM
Just had lab work done, went to First Watch to get a nice lunch, now feeling a bit sleepy so I don't want to bother with idiots right now.. all that blood they took from me is making a lil tired.. hopefully later this afternoon I will have the strength to deal with these mofos with BITCH SHEILDS fully engaged..lol

Mare
09-08-2016, 12:24 PM
http://i66.tinypic.com/11wavxe.gif
That was awesome! LOL <3

Marina Starr
09-08-2016, 01:05 PM
Got my passport photos taken today and hated them. I hate any kinds of ID photos but I'm happy I got it out of the way. Now I need to fill out the paper work. First world problems, I know!

seicento
09-08-2016, 01:53 PM
I wonder if there is a guy out there on streamate having a fetish for swollen face cuz then I would log in.But no BJs. I'm in so much pain. Fuck dental work. And I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten properly in like 3 days.