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PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-17-2018, 04:33 PM
How the fuck do people up north deal with cold weather all the time? It was 55 this morning now it's 65 and sunny but sure as fuck doesnt feel like it inside the house. Feeling this horrible chill so I'm turning the heat on. Cold weather makes me so unmotivated, cranky and cunty. This is fucking bullshit. #coldhoe

You kinda get used to the cold. For me the best part about cold weather is coming home and cuddling on the sofa. :) As long as it's not cold AND windy I'm okay. Being back in the south for Christmas feels a bit weird to be honest. Palm trees with Christmas lights? Santas in Hawaiian shirts? LMAO Ive been turning the ac down to 65 just so I can pretend. I LOVE eating ice cream under a warm blanket. Its like my thing.

miss.a.p1600
12-17-2018, 05:20 PM
Haven’t posted on this side in a while but what’s on my mind? Is my ex coworker friend and how I’d like to get him off my mind.....he totally does not deserve my attention and I feel ridiculous having spent brain power on him ........ugh!!!!!!

TheBrownFox
12-17-2018, 09:59 PM
How the fuck do people up north deal with cold weather all the time?

I absolutely hate it. I'm in Maryland, and at this point I get semi-excited if we actually see it hit 50 degrees. Looking at the weather app on my phone, I'm surprised to see it's a high of 40s (high of 59 on Friday) all week. Still cold to me, but a little bit better than this 20/30-degree bullshit. I'm always chuckling about how it seems like damn near every cam girl lives in either Florida or California (warm places), so it makes even more sense to see them in free chat with a bra and panties. Today I said fuck it, and put on my gray hoodie over my bra (left the hoodie open so they can see some cleavage/skin), and covered up part of my legs with my blanket. The winter here is gonna get BAD, and if these guys think I'm gonna do three hours of MFC free chat wearing nothing but a bra and panties, they're outta their mind.

Ginnyyy
12-18-2018, 06:36 AM
Snowing here since a few days ago. I think we're actually going to have a White Christmas this year (fingers crossed). My last day online is today and am gonna be back in one week and a half. Until then, my camming phone is gonna be off, going to turn it on once in a few days for a bit to thank back for tips. Holidays mood already :)

Marina Starr
12-18-2018, 07:46 AM
Yes girl, Florida is camgirls, strippers, hoes, sex workers, mistresses, fuckboys you name it central, LOL


I absolutely hate it. I'm in Maryland, and at this point I get semi-excited if we actually see it hit 50 degrees. Looking at the weather app on my phone, I'm surprised to see it's a high of 40s (high of 59 on Friday) all week. Still cold to me, but a little bit better than this 20/30-degree bullshit. I'm always chuckling about how it seems like damn near every cam girl lives in either Florida or California (warm places), so it makes even more sense to see them in free chat with a bra and panties. Today I said fuck it, and put on a my gray hoodie over my bra (left the hoodie open so they can see some cleavage/skin), and covered up part of my legs with my blanket. The winter here is gonna get BAD, and if these guys think I'm gonna do three hours of MFC free chat wearing nothing but a bra and panties, they're outta their mind.

Missbeth
12-18-2018, 10:23 AM
I absolutely hate it. I'm in Maryland, and at this point I get semi-excited if we actually see it hit 50 degrees. Looking at the weather app on my phone, I'm surprised to see it's a high of 40s (high of 59 on Friday) all week. Still cold to me, but a little bit better than this 20/30-degree bullshit. I'm always chuckling about how it seems like damn near every cam girl lives in either Florida or California (warm places), so it makes even more sense to see them in free chat with a bra and panties. Today I said fuck it, and put on a my gray hoodie over my bra (left the hoodie open so they can see some cleavage/skin), and covered up part of my legs with my blanket. The winter here is gonna get BAD, and if these guys think I'm gonna do three hours of MFC free chat wearing nothing but a bra and panties, they're outta their mind.

In FL.. Im freezing right now. Its 65 out... I dont know how you deal with the cold

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-18-2018, 06:07 PM
I was just at Panera Bread eaves dropping on some chick. It wasn't exactly intentional. She was on the other side of the partition trying to finesse multiple guys into buying her kids Christmas gifts. I couldn't help but hear it. For real I wanted so badly to sit down next her and coach her through it. :)

"Girl you got this!...ok...easy, pull back. Don't respond right away." :) I think she got at least one confirmed?

sammy1989
12-18-2018, 06:27 PM
what's on my mind? lets see........Going back to camming, wondering if my Attention hog husky will be upset if I no longer pay him attention all day and wondering if my hubby will be late tonight :) pretty ok things I guess

TheBrownFox
12-19-2018, 03:18 PM
I just invited a guy friend over here to fuck tonight, after stressing myself out beforehand about whether or not he'd reject me (and if I'd be embarrassing myself or not). Now I can relax. He IS coming tonight...in more ways than one.....

Marina Starr
12-19-2018, 06:51 PM
Oooh girl, be careful because good dick will imprison you! #gooddick #dickmatized

http://i65.tinypic.com/2d18vls.jpg


I just invited a guy friend over here to fuck tonight, after stressing myself out beforehand about whether or not he'd reject me (and if I'd be embarrassing myself or not). Now I can relax. He IS coming tonight...in more ways than one.....

TheBrownFox
12-19-2018, 11:02 PM
OMG.....


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJeVS84NVDU

https://media1.tenor.com/images/3e89b13b795454dcfe49845e0bbe1b55/tenor.gif

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-21-2018, 06:11 PM
Im about to go to Publix for Crab legs on a Friday night. Back in the day I use to stock up on liquor and beer every Friday then hit the clubs. I guess I've officially put my rock star lifestyle to rest. #growth

SimoneGray
12-21-2018, 07:48 PM
The festive season is just wild. Even if you're not doing anything crazy, the amount of gatherings and things...my word.

Marina Starr
12-26-2018, 02:29 PM
I spent two hours today cleaning my house and I love it. Dirty homes makes me uneasy.

I'm gonna make some meatballs and pasta for dinner. Everything is hoemade except for Tomatoes sauce.

caramelcraze
12-26-2018, 08:03 PM
Im about to go to Publix for Crab legs on a Friday night. Back in the day I use to stock up on liquor and beer every Friday then hit the clubs. I guess I've officially put my rock star lifestyle to rest. #growth

Crab legs are delicious. Hope your feast was divine!

queenelayliah
12-26-2018, 09:54 PM
Mmm im having some semi negative thoughts about love and dating. Im just sitting here wondering if I will ever date again,who would want me and who would love me? Do I really think someone would want me, im the type you fuck and leave in the middle of the night. And lets say i do find someone to date, i dont know how to date its been so long. Sigh.

That my pathetic little thought train.

Marina Starr
12-27-2018, 07:42 AM
My five year old Mac Pro crashed... debating if I should get another Mac Pro or Mac Air. I've been searching for something similar in the PC world because Apple products are so expensive but there's nothing like it. The MAJORITY of PC computers are just so UGLY and HEAVY :(

BadBitch
12-28-2018, 04:12 PM
I spent two hours today cleaning my house and I love it. Dirty homes makes me uneasy.

I'm gonna make some meatballs and pasta for dinner. Everything is hoemade except for Tomatoes sauce.

I can give you my recipe for the sauce if you want it. :)

BadBitch
12-28-2018, 04:12 PM
I spent two hours today cleaning my house and I love it. Dirty homes makes me uneasy.

I'm gonna make some meatballs and pasta for dinner. Everything is hoemade except for Tomatoes sauce.

I can give you my recipe for the sauce if you want it. :)

Cutie101
12-28-2018, 04:40 PM
Mmm im having some semi negative thoughts about love and dating. Im just sitting here wondering if I will ever date again,who would want me and who would love me? Do I really think someone would want me, im the type you fuck and leave in the middle of the night. And lets say i do find someone to date, i dont know how to date its been so long. Sigh.

That my pathetic little thought train.

Well, your thinking is wrong and self distructive. You shouldn't think that way "who wants me?". You don't need anyone to want you. You don't need to rely on a man's oppinion about you. Work on yourself, be your best company (go to therapy, go to gym, find new hobbies, change your style, etc). Become rich. You're a sex worker. Push yourself to that. Work that much and that hard that doesn't give you time to even THINK about anything else. Work on yourself to the point where you wonder if you want X person, not if X person wants you. When you are your best company and love YOU, theese thoughts will dissapear. Also, you'll emit a different energy that makes people come around you and like you regardless.
YOU must pick who YOU date. Not the man chooses if he dates you.
You don't deserve to wait for someone to come and want you. You deserve self love. All the rest will come like magic! Trust me!!!
Change your point of view and you'll see the life differently :)

Marina Starr
12-28-2018, 04:58 PM
Thanks girl but I've never made my own sauce and I don't intend to when there are so many available you can buy to save time.


I can give you my recipe for the sauce if you want it. :)

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-28-2018, 05:36 PM
I can give you my recipe for the sauce if you want it. :)

You can send the recipe to me if you like. I usually use the stuff out of jars as base, then I doctor it up. Im a fan of sweet and spicy like arribiata. I'm curious to see what you're recipe is like? Im always open to something new.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-28-2018, 05:42 PM
Well, your thinking is wrong and self distructive. You shouldn't think that way "who wants me?". You don't need anyone to want you. You don't need to rely on a man's oppinion about you. Work on yourself, be your best company (go to therapy, go to gym, find new hobbies, change your style, etc). Become rich. You're a sex worker. Push yourself to that. Work that much and that hard that doesn't give you time to even THINK about anything else. Work on yourself to the point where you wonder if you want X person, not if X person wants you. When you are your best company and love YOU, theese thoughts will dissapear. Also, you'll emit a different energy that makes people come around you and like you regardless.
YOU must pick who YOU date. Not the man chooses if he dates you.
You don't deserve to wait for someone to come and want you. You deserve self love. All the rest will come like magic! Trust me!!!
Change your point of view and you'll see the life differently :)

This is a wonderfully inspiring post. I can feel the love. BUT self pity is a very difficult thing for many to overcome. Especially if they truly believe they're less than. Snapping out of that is a process. IME its super frustrating to observe among those I care about, but then I imagine what it must feel like to be them and live it.

Cutie101
12-28-2018, 06:23 PM
This is a wonderfully inspiring post. I can feel the love. BUT self pity is a very difficult thing for many to overcome. Especially if they truly believe they're less than. Snapping out of that is a process. IME its super frustrating to observe among those I care about, but then I imagine what it must feel like to be them and live it.

I know, that's why I mentioned therapy. It is and it takes time, but as u said, it's DIFFICULT, not IMPOSSIBLE :).
Maybe theese words will open her eyes and help her take a step towards that. It's a long journey, of course, but maybe it helps!

TheBrownFox
12-28-2018, 08:04 PM
50826

HAHAHA! Suuuuure! My phone's been charging, so of course it's gonna be at 100%. Lmao.

TheBrownFox
12-29-2018, 02:45 AM
Have any of my fellow Black ladies on here had experience with going to Dominican hair salons? The last Black hair salon left out here is trying to charge damn near $200 for a hair relaxer, which is absurd. I see that there's a Dominican hair salon a few towns over (I can take the bus there) that actually has reasonable prices, and it's been recommended to me once or twice before to give Dominican hair salons a try anyway. I'm really trying to get my hair done BEFORE I go out on New Year's Eve.

PixiieGirl
12-29-2018, 08:09 AM
going for a roast at my favourite pub tomorrow as a date, very excited :D

Miss_ShaSha
12-29-2018, 10:42 AM
I've been engaging in a whole new system of self-improvement for 21 days now. It includes listening to binaural beats with subliminal messages on self-love and LOA; reading about the LOA; repeating positive affirmations. As a result, not only do I feel more confident as a person...men in my life are noticing this. Men on cam are stating I just have this presence about myself and the men I go on dates with state I seem so peaceful and at ease. It's one thing to feel a certain way, but to get confirmation from those around you that you are vibrating higher just makes the hard work worth it.

YandereDoll
12-31-2018, 04:32 AM
as of last month, it's been exactly a year since i decided to dive into the camming realm. it's been a learning experience. potential lingers; wielding consistency and patience is definitely a must. it's safe to say that i've savoured the great moments i have had so far.

Marina Starr
01-01-2019, 06:05 AM
Happy New Year!!! #newyear #betterhoe

TheBrownFox
01-01-2019, 01:14 PM
Happy New Year!

~Carmen~
01-01-2019, 01:29 PM
Happy New Year!


http://i64.tinypic.com/fp807c.jpg

Missbeth
01-02-2019, 09:03 PM
A few days ago my ex texted me out of the blue after 4 months.... His opener "I'm not a bad guy" lol I thought that was a weird thing to say after so long... could at least start with "Hi" haha. I asked why he was texting me and he said he was feeling bad about the way he treated me and how he doesn't usually treat people the way he treated me.. as close to an apology as Im gonna get I guess... he should since he dumped me out of the blue for a girl he was already seeing and working with when I thought everything was fine. He's best friends with my BIL and when I told my sister she said that him and his gf had just broke up which I figured since he was texting me.

Im really confused as to why he's texting me though.... The night before NYE I sent him a picture of the dress I was going to wear and we were talking about it... honestly I was being a little mean asking if I should wear tights....what shoes etc, he has a foot fetish and I was just trying to tortue him talking about it lol. Anyways we were chatting about it and out of the blue he starts saying how he doesnt want a relationship, hes not ready blah blah but he was like that before bc he has issues. We got in a fight, well more me fighting bc I had a couple of drinks and just thought it was a weird statement since I hadnt insiuated I wanted to get back together. He ended it saying hed text me the next day and he was going to sleep.

Im just a little confused as to why even talk to me? I dont think its boredom...he has friends, we live an hour away, its not like we're gonna hang out and be friends.. Id drive an hour for a good friend or a date but not for a casual hang out friend. But if you dont wanna get back togther why talk to your ex?

Also Im a little pissed bc I was talking to one of his friends that he works with and that guy hasnt texted me back since I talked to this guy, Im sure he told him we were talking again and initially my BIL (friends with both guys) tried to set me up with guy #2 but I turned it down bc he was a little older, I went with guy #1 (ex) instead. I ended up meeting guy #2 at Thanksgiving and he was nice so I decided to give him a chance and we started chatting.


Usually I wouldnt even talk to a guy after he dumped me for someone else but Ive literally never felt as much chemistry as I did with him and the sex was fantastic.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
01-03-2019, 10:18 PM
Boss Mode inspiration for 2019 if anyone needs it. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqQlpI3DSPv/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=245qpiw869a

I love her!

Marina Starr
01-05-2019, 11:42 AM
I don't know why men get the bad reputation for road rage or rage in general because in my experience women are worse. Whenever I've been flipped off it's always been by women. I call that 'road courage' because they feel emboldened driving in their cars.

I was flipped off by two ugly white cunts at the parking lot today and let's just say they're sorry they did. Those two cunts could not say shit after I was done. Yes, I do name calling VERY QUICKLY. I don't start shit but I will finish when it's called for.

I really love the word cunt because I know it pisses people off. People are always in such shock, complete silence you can hear pin drop ;D

PixiieGirl
01-05-2019, 11:52 AM
I’m ready to make this year my year, from Monday consistent camming, dieting and exercise. And I’m gonna come off my meds at some point

This year is MY year

MissAdriana
01-06-2019, 12:41 PM
I had an awesome time this new years and christmas! It was just awesome. It makes me so happy logging on cam seeing other models with their trees and decorations still up in the background. My neighbour only put his lights up outside on christmas eve and took his lights down boxing day, and 1 of my friends took her tree down on CHRISTMAS DAY!!! WHY!? At least have some time to enjoy it. Hope everyone enjoyed their holidays people are so often in a hurry to get onto the next thing. I'm going to stop and smell the roses as much as I can this year.

TheBrownFox
01-08-2019, 06:22 PM
I love this!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzM9GQzCRcY

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
01-09-2019, 12:18 AM
I love this!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzM9GQzCRcY

Sabrosaaaa thats hot! I love how the interpretive that choreography was. "...they'll do anything for a Lil Kim poster" and then the iconic pose in the routine. I love it!!! I've watched a lot of this guys choreo, its a work out.

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_COPk7dnIPKU/SXhYo7-3nOI/AAAAAAAAAJs/afGSaw5yTzo/s320/kim.jpg

Missbeth
01-09-2019, 01:00 PM
So apparently my ex that texted me out of the blue doesnt want to be "just friends"... last night he asked me for a pic , I obliged, led to sexting and it was so bad/funny...I've gotten some weird things over my 9 years camming but this convo really takes the cake. He said some weird shit, I wasnt in to it pretty fast but just kept going for laughs bc he was sending the weirdest things... I sent my friend a screenshot of the some of the messages right after... her response... "he needs therapy" lol. This morning he texted me "hey, sorry things got a little weird last night", Im pretty sure he was blitzed last night and cringe read what he sent this morning, I still cant stop laughing about it.

naomi_doll
01-09-2019, 03:38 PM
LEEP got pushed up to this Monday. Excited to get it done, but my plan to cam my ass off for the next month has now become film/text/snap/panties my ass off. lol

Check up for this has finally arrived this Friday. Nervous as this pretty much decides if my year is going to be filled with camming and traveling to Germany or doctors appointments again. I'm hopeful that things will go well.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
01-10-2019, 12:41 AM
Add this to a list of things I don't need but want oh so badly.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcyFiHxELV8

PixiieGirl
01-11-2019, 02:51 PM
lost 2 lb on my diet already and drinking less is going well

plus cam is going well, I'm in a great mood :D

Marina Starr
01-13-2019, 02:47 PM
LOVE this! No endless plans. No camathons. No 'motivate me' threads. No embellishment of shit.

http://i65.tinypic.com/k2fkp4.jpg

~Carmen~
01-13-2019, 10:53 PM
LOVE this! No endless plans. No camathons. No 'motivate me' threads. No embellishment of shit.

http://i65.tinypic.com/k2fkp4.jpg

http://i65.tinypic.com/20uaas7.jpg

Halo88
01-14-2019, 06:31 AM
LOVE this! No endless plans. No camathons. No 'motivate me' threads. No embellishment of shit.

http://i65.tinypic.com/k2fkp4.jpg


Yes Perfect!! My motto with everything in life is "If you continuously need to be motivated by others, then you're not very motivated to begin with". Little challenges were cute and fun when I was a camming noob, but all that hand holding is pretty useless now lol.

SapphireXO
01-14-2019, 03:30 PM
I'm in the bitchiest of bitch moods today. "FUCK YOU. PAY ME." My poor poor humiliation clients.

naomi_doll
01-17-2019, 01:19 PM
Check up for this has finally arrived this Friday. Nervous as this pretty much decides if my year is going to be filled with camming and traveling to Germany or doctors appointments again. I'm hopeful that things will go well.

Everything is gone! I'm so happy I'm crying. I can finally get back to my life.

TheBrownFox
01-21-2019, 03:08 AM
I just finished watching the Christopher Robin movie on Amazon Video, and it's such an adorable, heartwarming movie. I cried my eyes out.

sexysusie
01-21-2019, 10:16 AM
Ugghhh I don't wanna do anything at all. My hubby wants us to go to the gym tonight, i have a custom clip to make, custies are bugging me to come on cam and whatsapp.... i don't wanna.... wahhh. Why can't they just all bring me money and deposit in my lap.. for nothing, so i don't have to move, or talk, or.. anything? Too much to ask?