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Marina Starr
04-16-2019, 06:22 AM
Officially starting my one week fasting and surviving on smoothies. That means no tube steak, no Chick Fil A, no Chinese food, no Mexican food, no pasta.

I hope I do okay or else these fuckboys on and off cam are gonna SUFFER ;D

Miss_ShaSha
04-20-2019, 07:38 AM
Dude, that new Beyonce Homecoming was off the Richter Scale. It was a pleasure to hear how much she overcame to get back to the size she wanted to be after pregnancy. She put in work. I know the struggle with a diet eliminating all bread and dairy plus most meat.

And damn, she fine! I mean, she wore the shit outta those fits and walked like a Goddamn queen during her shows.

Major props!!!

Marina Starr
04-20-2019, 08:28 AM
You know what it find ironic? When insecure, biological women call me a "man" then get all twisted in their panties when I call them CUNTS. It's always coming from ugly cunts. If they want name calling, I do that very well. This world is big enough for everybody. Don't start shit then there won't be shit. Do do harm but take no shit is how I operate.

Juliette25
04-22-2019, 04:10 PM
I’m doing some hard comparing myself to others since I’ve been stepping out of my comfort zone and trying new things. I need to stop. It’s tough seeing people sell clip after clip when I’ve been averaging one or two sales a day and scraping by. Somethings gotta give. What the hell is it though?

Xposted from Streamate complaining thread because I’m a goof and it didn’t belong there.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-22-2019, 04:16 PM
Dude, that new Beyonce Homecoming was off the Richter Scale. It was a pleasure to hear how much she overcame to get back to the size she wanted to be after pregnancy. She put in work. I know the struggle with a diet eliminating all bread and dairy plus most meat.

And damn, she fine! I mean, she wore the shit outta those fits and walked like a Goddamn queen during her shows.

Major props!!!

I have not yet watched Homecoming. But I will. I've been too wrapped up in a Game Of Thrones frenzy. Every Sunday it's like I'm watching the Superbowl. I sometimes stand in front of the TV pacing back and forth. I have to be told to sit down every 5 minutes. It's out of control.

Miss_ShaSha
04-22-2019, 06:11 PM
^^That show is so intense! I hear you. My daughter is the biggest fan. It's genius really.

DonaDiabla
04-22-2019, 06:32 PM
Those chicks are just jealous of you. Because you're hotter than them and they just can't take it. :)


You know what it find ironic? When insecure, biological women call me a "man" then get all twisted in their panties when I call them CUNTS. It's always coming from ugly cunts. If they want name calling, I do that very well. This world is big enough for everybody. Don't start shit then there won't be shit. Do do harm but take no shit is how I operate.

Marina Starr
04-23-2019, 06:24 AM
Thanks girl! They can't never take me ;D

I know that looks aren't everything but unattractive people males and females need to know that it would be in their best interest to not comment or police other people's gender.

Also, why is it that the ones that are most bothered by trans people are usually people that have been oppressed, marginalized and discriminated? And still are. Trans people are people too. A lot of people don't get this and it shows.


Those chicks are just jealous of you. Because you're hotter than them and they just can't take it. :)

DahliaSimone
04-23-2019, 09:04 AM
Thanks girl! They can't never take me ;D

I know that looks aren't everything but unattractive people males and females need to know that it would be in their best interest to not comment or police other people's gender.

Also, why is it that the ones that are most bothered by trans people are usually people that have been oppressed, marginalized and discriminated? And still are. Trans people are people too. A lot of people don't get this and it shows.

Preach!

Serena113
04-24-2019, 03:51 PM
Omfg. Got ready to stream and then spent damn near 2 hours sitting here half naked with my hair and makeup done trying to figure out wtf was causing my computer to misbehave and run like cold molasses. I think I got it fixed, but now my neighbors are being loud. I need a freaking drink.

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 05:50 PM
Found out tragically I'm allergic to lemongrass essential oil. I dropped 3 drops in a full tub of hot water & this morning woke with itchy welts all over my body.

At first I though: "WTF?! BED BUGS?!" Then realized while in the tub a couple patches on my neck were irritated in the tub.

Sure enough, neck is the worst.

May not be able to cam tomorrow as I look like a lepra. Ugh to infinity & beyond.

Serena113
04-24-2019, 06:11 PM
Found out tragically I'm allergic to lemongrass essential oil. I dropped 3 drops in a full tub of hot water & this morning woke with itchy welts all over my body.

At first I though: "WTF?! BED BUGS?!" Then realized while in the tub a couple patches on my neck were irritated in the tub.

Sure enough, neck is the worst.

May not be able to cam tomorrow as I look like a lepra. Ugh to infinity & beyond.

That sounds sucky :( Maybe an antihistamine would help get you back in action?

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 06:32 PM
^^Thanks <3 took benadryl & used hydrocortisone plus praying for a miracle. It's pretty bad. I'm definitely allergic to it. *sigh*

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 06:36 PM
Omfg. Got ready to stream and then spent damn near 2 hours sitting here half naked with my hair and makeup done trying to figure out wtf was causing my computer to misbehave and run like cold molasses. I think I got it fixed, but now my neighbors are being loud. I need a freaking drink.

Hoping tomorrow brings you sales plus a whale. Hope the drink was good.

Serena113
04-24-2019, 06:55 PM
Thanks Miss_ShaSha :) I was able to work a little today and that helped. The drink sucked though; I’m out of wine and decided to pour some of my cold brew coffee (my other favorite drink) into a cup I’d been using a little earlier. Unfortunately there was still a little juice in there lol. Gross.

Wishing you a whale too :) and a speedy recovery from your allergic reaction!

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 06:59 PM
^^Ooohhh no! LOL You're quite welcome & thanks!

Marina Starr
04-25-2019, 09:26 AM
What a gorgeous day it is... Feeling thankful sitting outside Starbucks drinking iced coffee and checking out dick prints and bulges. #lowkeyhoe

Miss_ShaSha
04-25-2019, 03:34 PM
^^Yesssss! Sounds great!

Dude, seriously, online dating apps had, for a bit, ruined my confidence in true connections until today.

About 8 days ago, after an 8 week break, I took a chance & messaged a premium member. He seemed nerdy yet kind. He took it slow. I made all the first moves: gave him my number, called first, scheduled a first date (he agreed to a whole 10 days later).

But he got up the nerve last night to ask me out for lunch today! He was early for lunch, super conversational, & asked if I'd like to play ping pong to which I responded without missing a beat: "Hell yes!"

We had a blast! & increased Saturday's wine date to hiking in the AM at the awesome preserve in the city.

OMG! I had so much fun & we have A LOT in common.

Faith totally restored in online dating.

Cutie101
04-25-2019, 04:25 PM
^^Yesssss! Sounds great!

Dude, seriously, online dating apps had, for a bit, ruined my confidence in true connections until today.

About 8 days ago, after an 8 week break, I took a chance & messaged a premium member. He seemed nerdy yet kind. He took it slow. I made all the first moves: gave him my number, called first, scheduled a first date (he agreed to a whole 10 days later).

But he got up the nerve last night to ask me out for lunch today! He was early for lunch, super conversational, & asked if I'd like to play ping pong to which I responded without missing a beat: "Hell yes!"

We had a blast! & increased Saturday's wine date to hiking in the AM at the awesome preserve in the city.

OMG! I had so much fun & we have A LOT in common.

Faith totally restored in online dating.

Actually it's the result of your meditating. You practiced self love, to the point that this reflects in real life too, not only in work life. You atract the people you deserve and you believe you deserve, finally. The universe is responding to you!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-25-2019, 05:28 PM
^^Yes, Cutie...LOA practice is working. You are right. I have been drawing kind ppl to myself. I have meditated on self-compassion for months. How could I not see it as a manifestation? Thank you. Thank you kindly.

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 12:52 PM
Watched Sommore stand up, and although she didn't make me laugh uncontrollably, she is funny and quite entertaining.

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 02:02 PM
It's been terribly slow so I've been popping into some of the top models rooms to check things out. There is a woman who, by societies terrible standards, might be seen as average or less attractive. She's a little overweight, average features, and wears glasses.

Let me say this: she is sexy. She is doing her fucking thing and making money. I LOVE THIS! I'm a huge fan of the underdog as I'm part of that demographic and seeing her get those tips and compliments restores faith in humanity.

GET YOURS GIRL!!!

SimoneGray
04-26-2019, 08:22 PM
Today is one of those cam days where I'm on way too early for a Friday night, but I'm in a party mood, so I'm determined to make the most of it. Instead of playing my usual soft Lo-Fi music that I do, I'm playing progressive house, wearing what I want, and jamming out.

Found a playlist that I used to listen to when I was a baby camgirl, living in my tiny apartment, working late nights and having a vanilla job as well. This shit was so exciting back then, and this playlist is putting me in the best of moods. It may not be a busy shift, but I feel amazing, and just thinking of all these memories makes me realize just how far I've come from those days and its quite something. I'm just so grateful for it all.

Marina Starr
04-27-2019, 05:50 PM
I don't always go to church but when I do, I like churches that are Hoes friendly.

http://i65.tinypic.com/29ad74.png

Halo88
04-27-2019, 08:18 PM
I don't always go to church but when I do, I like churches that are Hoes friendly.

http://i65.tinypic.com/29ad74.png

That would have been a perfect slogan for the Easter contest! :D

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 08:09 AM
I went on a fourth date with this new fella I'm getting to know. He treated me to dinner and drinks at an upscale wine bar. He's been so very polite and fun. He ordered a bottle of my favorite Pinot Noir and our table was so full of food it all wouldn't fit easily.

There was an an abundance of food, wine, and good vibes. We answered some questions from an article that posed 36 questions that lead to greater intimacy.

The night was just so pleasant.

Right now my mind is on how he gently pet my head after our night was complete. It was kind and he is special.

Thank you Universe for allowing me the opportunity to get to know him.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-28-2019, 08:13 AM
Good Morning BB's!!! Have y'all seen the new Iphone 10X Max Plus 100?
https://www.instagram.com/p/Br6NBySH17O/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=l8r7nx61chj5

PixiieGirl
04-28-2019, 08:19 AM
After what was an awful week last week I felt stuck in a pit of darkness - but I got some proper sleep last night and it’s lofted me right out of the funk

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 02:46 PM
The last 3 hrs I've been heavy thinking about life. I've been wondering about why I'm here...still here. What will I be doing in 5 years and how different my life will be. I think I'm just a bit lonely today. I miss having a significant other to chat with daily. I miss my daughter. I miss my friends.

Sigh...I've made good money today yet I'm blue.

I think a good nights sleep will help and a good workout will help me feel better.

naomi_doll
04-28-2019, 03:04 PM
I went to Target today for the first time in a long time. Everything is merchandised so well! Each area looks like its own little boutique, I really love it. I'll have to try to go more often.

Marina Starr
04-28-2019, 03:07 PM
I love Target. I wanna go later today.

I went to Target today for the first time in a long time. Everything is merchandised so well! Each area looks like its own little boutique, I really love it. I'll have to try to go more often.

Halo88
04-28-2019, 03:53 PM
I'm addicted to Starbucks cold brew lately.

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 04:23 PM
^^I hear that. I think they put crack in their product. It's so heavenly good & addicting.

~Carmen~
04-28-2019, 05:25 PM
I went to Target today for the first time in a long time. Everything is merchandised so well! Each area looks like its own little boutique, I really love it. I'll have to try to go more often.

Ours was one of the stores they remodeled too. I could get lost in there for hours.

Marina Starr
04-29-2019, 05:42 PM
Two words: Internalized misogyny. So many women hold other women to much higher standards of behavior than men.

http://i66.tinypic.com/35levio.png

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-29-2019, 05:48 PM
I refuse to live anywhere that doesn't have a Target' within 2 miles of my home. I'm not cut out for the struggle. I do love the makeup selection at other places like Walmart. But the lighting is abysmal. Target' gives it up in 4k.

Marina Starr
04-29-2019, 05:52 PM
There's a few Targets by my house. The closest one is less than 5 minutes. Was there this morning. I have to really gather myself when go to Walmart, LOL.


I refuse to live anywhere that doesn't have a Target' within 2 miles of my home. I'm not cut out for the struggle. I do love the makeup selection at other places like Walmart. But the lighting is abysmal. Target' gives it up in 4k.

Miss_ShaSha
04-29-2019, 05:53 PM
Ali Wong is real, raw, & hilarious! I've watched 2 of her specials & I think she's my new favorite female comedian.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-29-2019, 06:01 PM
There's a few Targets by my house. The closest one is less than 5 minutes. Was there this morning. I have to really gather myself when go to Walmart, LOL.

I've noticed over the years that Walmart has gotten really good at carrying makeup with a wide variety of shades. More brands that cater to POC. Even better than Target. BUT the displays are junky and the lighting is trash. It makes it harder to shop and match exact colors.

SimoneGray
04-30-2019, 12:33 AM
My calves hurt from all the twerking and squatting I've been doing on cam lately...I'm glad that cam is also a bit of a workout, kills two birds with one stone.

Marina Starr
04-30-2019, 06:50 AM
I really love this article, so true. It describes me in so MANY ways, LOOL ;D

The 5 Reasons You Can’t Stop Chasing Bitchy Girls
https://brobible.com/girls/article/reaons-men-chase/

Miss_ShaSha
04-30-2019, 10:07 AM
Relaxation and chores today. I was gonna cam 6 days, but I've made enough so far to only need to cam 5 days...so today is my day off as well as tomorrow. I bought a shit ton of healthy food including sardines in Louisiana Hot Sauce of which I'm most excited about devouring.

I'm gonna watch movies, eat, and drink wine and MAYBE wash laundry. I've completed 3 chores already so I've been productive.

Miss_ShaSha
04-30-2019, 12:59 PM
Dude I'm half & half on Avengers: Infinity War. It was good, but I feel bad. Now I GOTTA go to the theaters!!!

Marina Starr
04-30-2019, 01:00 PM
I wanted to go see Endgame but omg it's 3 hours long. That's too fucking long.

Dude I'm half & half on Avengers: Infinity War. It was good, but I feel bad. Now I GOTTA go to the theaters!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-30-2019, 01:03 PM
^^LMAO that's crazy!

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-30-2019, 05:14 PM
We went out to dinner and this 3 yr old climbed into our booth. He kneeled beside me and opened his mouth waiting to be fed. So I laughed and told him to run along little buddy. His Mother looked at me and said I'm sorry he's just really friendly. And then she sat there!!! She nor the father came to get him. So I picked him up and carried him back to their booth. They looked shocked then offended that I did that? I would never let my kid go to a stranger and beg for food. That's not cute!

miss.a.p1600
04-30-2019, 07:17 PM
^"friendly" is code for he probably was really hungry and does that to strangers often.

They were offended not that you carried him around but that you didn't give him any food....Now they gotta pay extra for a plate!!!

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
05-01-2019, 06:30 AM
^"friendly" is code for he probably was really hungry and does that to strangers often.

They were offended not that you carried him around but that you didn't give him any food....Now they gotta pay extra for a plate!!!

It didn't occur to me that this may have been a regular thing. They left with to go bags. Obviously he was still hungry. Why not just give him the to go stuff?

On a different note I think I may have messed up someone's day? I went to the Circle K and bought 4 big fountain sodas for the guys doing some work at my house. But then I dropped one on the way to register and all 32 oz splashed on cases of beer. There was a line out the door and just the manager working. She had to make the line wait to start the clean up. If the beer cases gets too sticky and stained she can't sell em. And she by law she can't be compensated. I ran into the storage room and grabbed towels. She grabbed the mop. She tells me to stop cuz I could get hurt. People were bitching at the register. It was a mess. She goes to the register to start ringing people up because they're getting gas. I started cleaning the cases of beer. She runs back and screams PLEASE STOP! People in the line were glaring at me. I left and then went to 7/11. I may go back later to see If I need to buy some cases of beer. I hate budlight.

Marina Starr
05-01-2019, 06:50 AM
Wished I was there to witness that! I understand why some places don't allow children.
http://i67.tinypic.com/2eb65n4.jpg


We went out to dinner and this 3 yr old climbed into our booth. He kneeled beside me and opened his mouth waiting to be fed. So I laughed and told him to run along little buddy. His Mother looked at me and said I'm sorry he's just really friendly. And then she sat there!!! She nor the father came to get him. So I picked him up and carried him back to their booth. They looked shocked then offended that I did that? I would never let my kid go to a stranger and beg for food. That's not cute!

Halo88
05-01-2019, 12:51 PM
I wanted to go see Endgame but omg it's 3 hours long. That's too fucking long.

I want to see Endgame so bad! The length of it is the reason I haven't yet.