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Marina Starr
06-03-2019, 07:15 AM
Happy Pride Month!

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Pride isn't just about LGBT. No matter who you are or what you do, I hope you totally OWN it.

~Carmen~
06-03-2019, 09:36 PM
Well, since i waked n baked....pancakes. Pancakes are what is currently on my mind as I stare at my puffy as fuck undereyes on my SM cam. Motherfuck how did I not notice that as I was doing my makeup? I look like I havent slept in a good week, when I THOUGHT I got a full nights sleep.....gross. Im sure dudes dont fuckin care, theyd probs just slap their cock on my undereye bags like theyre a pair of tits in a porn....man, I really have to stop posting when im toked out.

They don't care, trust me. I've been slacking on my makeup lately and they love it. That's fine, less work for me. lol

Pancakes sound yummy.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
06-04-2019, 02:46 PM
This is one of my favorite quotes. I say it in my head at least once a week. This past week at least three times.

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NitaBaby
06-04-2019, 02:50 PM
This is one of my favorite quotes. I say it in my head at least once a week. This past week at least three times.

http://www.camhustlers.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/06/image1.jpeg

I absolutely love this. A wave of at least 9 horrible memories hit me as soon as I read this and, in retrospect, I'm amazed at where I am now. I've got to keep this quote posted up somewhere.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
06-04-2019, 03:18 PM
I absolutely love this. A wave of at least 9 horrible memories hit me as soon as I read this and, in retrospect, I'm amazed at where I am now. I've got to keep this quote posted up somewhere.

Great, I'm glad you like it. It's simplistic, but powerful. I keep journals too. They've help me realize that many of my fears never materialize. I either write it down through poem, prose or essay style and then re-read it again in a few weeks. Everytime I'm like. . DAMN I WAS TRIPPIN! Now I'm less likely to spread or absorb negativity.

Miss_ShaSha
06-05-2019, 05:04 AM
https://youtu.be/FUigcUO4Ckc

These are the wealth & abundance affirmations engaged in every morning. So cool they're available on YouTube. I have Amazon Unlimited Music. Interestingly, most music is available on YouTube for free.

Miss_ShaSha
06-05-2019, 05:05 AM
Great, I'm glad you like it. It's simplistic, but powerful. I keep journals too. They've help me realize that many of my fears never materialize. I either write it down through poem, prose or essay style and then re-read it again in a few weeks. Everytime I'm like. . DAMN I WAS TRIPPIN! Now I'm less likely to spread or absorb negativity.

THIS!

Marina Starr
06-05-2019, 07:58 AM
It's interesting how men that describe themselves as respectful, honest, etc are always the total opposite.

NitaBaby
06-05-2019, 08:20 AM
I had a horrible dream last night. And it must have lasted for the entire time I was sleeping because, for once, I remember most of it. For some reason I was with my ex again and in between me trying to shoot him before he grabbed the gun again & me managing to call the police for help (only for them to reveal that I, indeed, called for help but as usual they didn't really do anything) I was freggin terrified. I forgot what his anger felt like on such a close level and somehow my brain reminded me for 8 straight hours.

Oddly, as most dreams are, when he threatened to break my cell phone in front of the police (who did nothing) I made some sort of flippant remark that I can replace it for free that same day. I'm due for an upgrade. But when he first made that threat my first thought was "Oh no, I don't have my bf's number saved anywhere else". Thinking of my bf in real life is when the dream started melting apart and I slowly woke back up - with my bf sleeping next to me.

I'm always happy to see him but I almost cried when he rolled over and looked at me. That quote from earlier really stuck with me.

SweetSouthernElle
06-05-2019, 02:48 PM
I'm getting married in July and it is CRUNCH time so I am getting my hair done a little tomorrow, nothing too major but enough of a change to be a noticeable improvement. I'm way more excited about the under eye fillers I'm getting next Friday though! I scored a hell of a good deal and I have always had awful dark under eye circles. Gonna get my teeth whitened at the end of the month :) All of these improvements are for boosting my self esteem for the wedding but will also benefit me camming hopefully!

Miss_ShaSha
06-06-2019, 01:03 PM
Oh how I would love for my buddy Scott to be emotionally and financially stable. We have a blast together, but I'm getting tired of taking him out. I'm certainly no baller, so paying for him and myself is a bit sucky.

I'd like a guy who's active, attractive, affectionate, and financially secure to swoop me up. However, I think because I want it so bad...I'm not gonna get it. Sigh...being single isn't fun currently.

izshadow
06-06-2019, 01:50 PM
I dont feel like afternoons are going to work for me. Ugh. My mind keeps saying 7am to 1pm EST and just a couple afternoons during the week where I'll be at the horse farm in the mornings (now that storm season is here I need to go mornings so I can be home with the dogs during afternoon thunder/lightening incidents). I have to many night time shows I love to watch haha and come midnight, all the pets want to curl up in bed together (where I cam from) so I'm stuck to like day time hours. I hate mornings, I love to sleep in. Like loveeeeeee to sleep in but you got to do what you got to do. Still going for six days though cause I really feel deep down to that I need one day a week to do nothing.

NitaBaby
06-06-2019, 02:05 PM
I'm getting married in July and it is CRUNCH time so I am getting my hair done a little tomorrow, nothing too major but enough of a change to be a noticeable improvement. I'm way more excited about the under eye fillers I'm getting next Friday though! I scored a hell of a good deal and I have always had awful dark under eye circles. Gonna get my teeth whitened at the end of the month :) All of these improvements are for boosting my self esteem for the wedding but will also benefit me camming hopefully!

YOU'RE GETTING MARRIED?! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

*insert 17 different dancing, confetti, and applause gifs*

SweetSouthernElle
06-06-2019, 02:07 PM
YOU'RE GETTING MARRIED?! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

*insert 17 different dancing, confetti, and applause gifs*

Yes ma'am! :D Thank you!!

NitaBaby
06-06-2019, 02:18 PM
Oh how I would love for my buddy Scott to be emotionally and financially stable. We have a blast together, but I'm getting tired of taking him out. I'm certainly no baller, so paying for him and myself is a bit sucky.

I'd like a guy who's active, attractive, affectionate, and financially secure to swoop me up. However, I think because I want it so bad...I'm not gonna get it. Sigh...being single isn't fun currently.

This guy I was dating was like that. He was cool people and the sex was awesome but he always needed $5 for a Little Ceasars pizza or didn't have money to eat AFTER the movie so I'd be the one to pay. Didn't mind so much but it does get old after a while.

Now I'm stuck-up and can't be bothered lol

Miss_ShaSha
06-06-2019, 03:37 PM
^^Hahahaaa I'm getting to the boiling point girl. He doesn't get sex, but he gets my time, drinks, and appetizers. Like you said...he's good ppl. He accepts me and compliments my ping pong skills and listens actively, but I can't help but feel like I could be paying a therapist for this shit and get even more out of my money. Thanks for chiming in. I appreciate the perspective.

OK...it's been decided. I'm getting a MF tip vibe. I'm sure it will make me some real money, so I'm gonna get one compatible with SMConnect and ROCK the fuck out of it. I have a serious gut feeling it will take me to the next level. I'm already top spot foot girl...with the tip vibe included maybe I could move up a few notches in another category. And, hell, maybe my footboys will enjoy making my pussy wet while I show off foot skizzles. Hahahaaaa. Next check.

WINNER WINNER MF chicken dinner:

51460

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
06-06-2019, 03:52 PM
Oh how I would love for my buddy Scott to be emotionally and financially stable.

I just cannot get my brain around the thought of a man named Scott not having any money?? It just seems weird to me. I don't even know any Scott's, but that name sounds so solid and upstanding. Don't ask me what a broke name is. :)

Miss_ShaSha
06-06-2019, 03:59 PM
^^LMAO...I heard you all the way in hot ass Texas. Imagine: he paid for a dating subscription so I THOUGHT he was ready to settle down. No girl. Don't get me wrong: he's a pretty good guy, but he's in no position to date. I think the typical broke ass name is: TYRONE hahahahaaaaa. Thanks for the laugh. I needed it after such a taxing shift. XOXO

Miss_ShaSha
06-06-2019, 05:35 PM
Man, Ali Wong's Netflix movie "Always Be My Maybe" is smart & very funny. I'd def recommend it for laughs & witty dialogue.

Marina Starr
06-06-2019, 06:34 PM
Amen to this! Under no circumstances is right.

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~Carmen~
06-06-2019, 07:09 PM
Amen to this! Under no circumstances is right.

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AFuckingMen!!!

Juliette25
06-07-2019, 05:49 AM
Smashed a cute ceramic bowl which also had my breakfast in it after already throwing my phone and then hulk smashing the kitchen trash can because my daughter’s father is a worthless entitled sack of shit. Ready for a great productive Friday. Heart emoji.

Miss_ShaSha
06-07-2019, 07:43 AM
^^Oh no :( you need good vibes and sales. Sending you the vibes and hoping you snag a big fish XOXO

Juliette25
06-07-2019, 09:29 AM
^^Oh no :( you need good vibes and sales. Sending you the vibes and hoping you snag a big fish XOXO

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ Non sarcastic heart emojis lol. It means a lot to be able to vent. Really. I appreciate it.

Marina Starr
06-07-2019, 04:14 PM
Loving a married man ain't easy and they sure don't make them as crazy, raw as they used to. I love this movie.

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Miss_ShaSha
06-07-2019, 06:36 PM
Scott surprised the shit outta me: movie (Captain Marvel which was good) and snacks. It's funny as last night I was complaining. It was really nice to be treated.

NitaBaby
06-08-2019, 06:53 AM
I've got to buy some lube or something before the new week starts. Playing with myself 36-40 hours a week has desensitized tf outta me. Dildos have never turned me on - even though I put up the biggest fucking performance known to man when I use them on cam. But now it's a problem because I don't even look wet during my shows. In the middle of me screaming "I'm about to cum" my vagina is usually dry as a bone. I can't fake real arousal.

I have this hack where, instead of using lube, I'll use coconut oil instead. And after a number of strokes the oil starts to turn white and it truly looks like my coochie is creaming. But coconut oil doesn't really stay slick the entire time that I'm using it the way that lube does, it's really hard to explain. So I've gotta have this incredibly fake orgasm within 5 or so minutes of using it (or risk the painful sensation that is "dry sex)) and that cuts my session time down.

I'm cool with the fact that only real dick does it for me. Vibrators and all that shit pale in comparison, I'm not really hung up on why playing with myself is boring. But I hate how I have to pause all of that sexy energy I'm exuding during a show just to apply the lube really quick because I feel like it sends the message to the guy that I'm not turned on enough on my own. I've tried putting lube on the dildo out of range of the camera but that can only be done once the show starts because some guys like a bj tease first. So if i have this solution all over my fake cock and a guy just wants a deepthroat show NOW i have to wipe that shit off instead of jumping right into it. And NOW I'm wasting lube because I wanted to be a genius. So I can't use lube until the moment when he's ready to see that kind of action and it takes about 15 slow seconds to apply enough so that i don't have to re-apply mid-stroke. Now i'm rambling.

I wish there was a lube that looked like coochie cream so I could kill two birds with one stone. I've seen jizz lube for ejaculating dildos that could work but I don't want it to be white the moment I put it in. I like how coconut oil takes a bit of friction before it starts to turn white.

naomi_doll
06-08-2019, 07:51 AM
I've got to buy some lube or something before the new week starts. Playing with myself 36-40 hours a week has desensitized tf outta me. Dildos have never turned me on - even though I put up the biggest fucking performance known to man when I use them on cam. But now it's a problem because I don't even look wet during my shows. In the middle of me screaming "I'm about to cum" my vagina is usually dry as a bone. I can't fake real arousal.

I have this hack where, instead of using lube, I'll use coconut oil instead. And after a number of strokes the oil starts to turn white and it truly looks like my coochie is creaming. But coconut oil doesn't really stay slick the entire time that I'm using it the way that lube does, it's really hard to explain. So I've gotta have this incredibly fake orgasm within 5 or so minutes of using it (or risk the painful sensation that is "dry sex)) and that cuts my session time down.

I'm cool with the fact that only real dick does it for me. Vibrators and all that shit pale in comparison, I'm not really hung up on why playing with myself is boring. But I hate how I have to pause all of that sexy energy I'm exuding during a show just to apply the lube really quick because I feel like it sends the message to the guy that I'm not turned on enough on my own. I've tried putting lube on the dildo out of range of the camera but that can only be done once the show starts because some guys like a bj tease first. So if i have this solution all over my fake cock and a guy just wants a deepthroat show NOW i have to wipe that shit off instead of jumping right into it. And NOW I'm wasting lube because I wanted to be a genius. So I can't use lube until the moment when he's ready to see that kind of action and it takes about 15 slow seconds to apply enough so that i don't have to re-apply mid-stroke. Now i'm rambling.

I wish there was a lube that looked like coochie cream so I could kill two birds with one stone. I've seen jizz lube for ejaculating dildos that could work but I don't want it to be white the moment I put it in. I like how coconut oil takes a bit of friction before it starts to turn white.

I've sent guys completely dry pussy photos telling them how wet I was. They were still thrilled. I would get some if its too dry to be comfortable for you, and not even worry about putting more on during the show. Just tell them how their cock is so big and you need lube for it to fit and they love it.

NitaBaby
06-08-2019, 08:16 AM
^^good idea! I just made the decision to get some smaller dildos, too, so that should help as well.

Miss_ShaSha
06-08-2019, 09:08 AM
I've got to buy some lube or something before the new week starts. Playing with myself 36-40 hours a week has desensitized tf outta me. Dildos have never turned me on - even though I put up the biggest fucking performance known to man when I use them on cam. But now it's a problem because I don't even look wet during my shows. In the middle of me screaming "I'm about to cum" my vagina is usually dry as a bone. I can't fake real arousal.

I have this hack where, instead of using lube, I'll use coconut oil instead. And after a number of strokes the oil starts to turn white and it truly looks like my coochie is creaming. But coconut oil doesn't really stay slick the entire time that I'm using it the way that lube does, it's really hard to explain. So I've gotta have this incredibly fake orgasm within 5 or so minutes of using it (or risk the painful sensation that is "dry sex)) and that cuts my session time down.

I'm cool with the fact that only real dick does it for me. Vibrators and all that shit pale in comparison, I'm not really hung up on why playing with myself is boring. But I hate how I have to pause all of that sexy energy I'm exuding during a show just to apply the lube really quick because I feel like it sends the message to the guy that I'm not turned on enough on my own. I've tried putting lube on the dildo out of range of the camera but that can only be done once the show starts because some guys like a bj tease first. So if i have this solution all over my fake cock and a guy just wants a deepthroat show NOW i have to wipe that shit off instead of jumping right into it. And NOW I'm wasting lube because I wanted to be a genius. So I can't use lube until the moment when he's ready to see that kind of action and it takes about 15 slow seconds to apply enough so that i don't have to re-apply mid-stroke. Now i'm rambling.

I wish there was a lube that looked like coochie cream so I could kill two birds with one stone. I've seen jizz lube for ejaculating dildos that could work but I don't want it to be white the moment I put it in. I like how coconut oil takes a bit of friction before it starts to turn white.

Interesting. How is coconut oil & saliva? I seldom do g-spot vibe shows, but when I do I use saliva. Guys don't complain, but will that help in addition to the oil?

NitaBaby
06-08-2019, 10:18 AM
Interesting. How is coconut oil & saliva? I seldom do g-spot vibe shows, but when I do I use saliva. Guys don't complain, but will that help in addition to the oil?

The spit dries up after a short while - probably because I'm not really wet to begin with and there's nothing to sustain the moisture after the fact. So I try to use spit extremely sparingly since it looks really bad to keeping having to take toys out of my vagina just to spit on it 3-5 different times. Or maybe I'm telling myself it looks bad? The guy always pauses whatever he's doing while I try to re-up on moisture and it has me convinced that it breaks the mood.


Update: I have a thought. Maybe....I should just get a water based lube and use coconut oil with that? Keep a small bowl of lube already squeezed out to avoid that distracting pause with me trying to tap some of it out onto my toy. I'm going to have to test this out off cam and see if that might work.

Miss_ShaSha
06-08-2019, 10:29 AM
^^Good idea. Keep us updated :)

SweetSouthernElle
06-08-2019, 11:33 AM
The spit dries up after a short while - probably because I'm not really wet to begin with and there's nothing to sustain the moisture after the fact. So I try to use spit extremely sparingly since it looks really bad to keeping having to take toys out of my vagina just to spit on it 3-5 different times. Or maybe I'm telling myself it looks bad? The guy always pauses whatever he's doing while I try to re-up on moisture and it has me convinced that it breaks the mood.


Update: I have a thought. Maybe....I should just get a water based lube and use coconut oil with that? Keep a small bowl of lube already squeezed out to avoid that distracting pause with me trying to tap some of it out onto my toy. I'm going to have to test this out off cam and see if that might work.

I wonder if fractionated coconut oil would work the same way as regular coconut oil? Fractionated is more liquidy and is used in aromatherapy and massages.

kamiliam
06-08-2019, 12:01 PM
I've got to buy some lube or something before the new week starts. Playing with myself 36-40 hours a week has desensitized tf outta me. Dildos have never turned me on - even though I put up the biggest fucking performance known to man when I use them on cam. But now it's a problem because I don't even look wet during my shows. In the middle of me screaming "I'm about to cum" my vagina is usually dry as a bone. I can't fake real arousal.

I have this hack where, instead of using lube, I'll use coconut oil instead. And after a number of strokes the oil starts to turn white and it truly looks like my coochie is creaming. But coconut oil doesn't really stay slick the entire time that I'm using it the way that lube does, it's really hard to explain. So I've gotta have this incredibly fake orgasm within 5 or so minutes of using it (or risk the painful sensation that is "dry sex)) and that cuts my session time down.

I'm cool with the fact that only real dick does it for me. Vibrators and all that shit pale in comparison, I'm not really hung up on why playing with myself is boring. But I hate how I have to pause all of that sexy energy I'm exuding during a show just to apply the lube really quick because I feel like it sends the message to the guy that I'm not turned on enough on my own. I've tried putting lube on the dildo out of range of the camera but that can only be done once the show starts because some guys like a bj tease first. So if i have this solution all over my fake cock and a guy just wants a deepthroat show NOW i have to wipe that shit off instead of jumping right into it. And NOW I'm wasting lube because I wanted to be a genius. So I can't use lube until the moment when he's ready to see that kind of action and it takes about 15 slow seconds to apply enough so that i don't have to re-apply mid-stroke. Now i'm rambling.

I wish there was a lube that looked like coochie cream so I could kill two birds with one stone. I've seen jizz lube for ejaculating dildos that could work but I don't want it to be white the moment I put it in. I like how coconut oil takes a bit of friction before it starts to turn white.

I also use coconut oil for lube. I either put a good amount directly inside at the start mostly to avoid that coconut oil flavored bj or I relube during the show. They 98 % won’t notice and if they do I remind them it is a silicone dildo not their dick. Many women also need lube during sex even if they are very turned on. No shame in keeping our money maker happy

NitaBaby
06-08-2019, 12:52 PM
I wonder if fractionated coconut oil would work the same way as regular coconut oil? Fractionated is more liquidy and is used in aromatherapy and massages.

*googles fractionated coconut oil*

I've never heard of that. Does it come with any scents or dyes, stuff that might throw off the pH? I'll have to look into this.

NitaBaby
06-08-2019, 01:07 PM
I also use coconut oil for lube. I either put a good amount directly inside at the start mostly to avoid that coconut oil flavored bj or I relube during the show. They 98 % won’t notice and if they do I remind them it is a silicone dildo not their dick. Many women also need lube during sex even if they are very turned on. No shame in keeping our money maker happy

You're very right. If I can just get rid of the dry sex feeling that is constant throughout my shows that'd be great. I've got the pretending-to-be-turned-on act down to a science but, my god, if I dry dog one more thing I'm gonna volunteer to spend this summer in hell.

kamiliam
06-08-2019, 03:29 PM
I think these guys prove over and over that they know nothing about how our genitalia works. I have become quite masterful at switching from hardcore dirty talk to...”that’s not how this works” and pretty much all of them are cool they just want to cum. And some may surprise you I was doing a gagging show with one of my degradation clients and he had me sit for a few minutes and drink some water. I protested for a sec because I didn’t want to be a mood killer but he insisted that he was worried. Granted he isn’t a puke guy so I knew it wasn’t a game for that. Just wanted to point out that in the end you don’t want to push yourself for guys who don’t give a shit that you are a person deep down

pippapippa
06-08-2019, 03:56 PM
^^^I regularly stop my shows to explain that it doesn’t work whatever way they’re asking for and 9/10 times they apologize or just let me go back to what I was going before. The 1/10 logs off and doesn’t bug me again.

Marina Starr
06-10-2019, 09:06 AM
Craving Chinese food. I want some fried rice and other things.

Miss_ShaSha
06-10-2019, 09:26 AM
^^Ditto! Yesterday had Thai fried crab rice & was in heaven. Now I want Chinese. Fuck, & I have to settle for eggs & asparagus. NOT what I desire. Hump.

Marina Starr
06-10-2019, 10:03 AM
That sounds amazing! I love Thai food.

^^Ditto! Yesterday had Thai fried crab rice & was in heaven. Now I want Chinese. Fuck, & I have to settle for eggs & asparagus. NOT what I desire. Hump.

Miss_ShaSha
06-10-2019, 10:25 AM
^^Girl, DAYUM great just like Chinese. I've been a Chinese lover since kinder. Grew up on it really and it's quite nostalgic as well as yummy.

~Carmen~
06-10-2019, 11:48 AM
I'm on a Chinese kick right now. Sometimes I will eat Chinese every day for weeks. lol

Miss_ShaSha
06-10-2019, 12:16 PM
My fuckin face hurts from smiling. Dude, I wanna scowl hahahaaa

SweetSouthernElle
06-10-2019, 12:30 PM
Okay girls I am officially spooked the hell out....

I just had somebody enter my room on streamate with the same first initial and whole last name of my dad.....

Miss_ShaSha
06-10-2019, 01:03 PM
^^Serious coincidence unless he has passed and you're super into signs and the supernatural. Still...more than likely a coincidence. Take a quick break doll. It's ok to feel some feels. You're ok. It's ok.

lilfae
06-10-2019, 01:05 PM
I'm feeling super impatient rn. I just want my own place already.

SweetSouthernElle
06-10-2019, 01:05 PM
^^Serious coincidence unless he has passed and you're super into signs and the supernatural. Still...more than likely a coincidence. Take a quick break doll. It's ok to feel some feels. You're ok. It's ok.

He's still alive and kickin thankfully but it just took me surprise since it isn't that common of a last name and I was like "woah weird". I'm gonna take an hour to do try some yoga and throw some chicken in the crockpot and then get back on. Thank you so much for your kind words! :)

Miss_ShaSha
06-10-2019, 01:35 PM
^^Good idea. I'm breaking too for food & to fix audio issues. Apparently sales are non-existent as no one can hear me. One of my regs just explained this. Uuuggghhh. I'm gonna eat, meditate, fix audio, then GTFO.

Good vibes your way. You got this!

NitaBaby
06-10-2019, 01:39 PM
I got some sleep, took that extra day off, washed my hair....all the actions of someone who plans on feel dayum good the next day. And I do.