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Miss_ShaSha
11-14-2019, 09:00 AM
Was seriously frustrated. While my hourly went up a bit last week, I put in less hours so the check was small. This week I've put in more hours & my hourly is less. Dealing with this especially after acquiring new sales knowledge is upsetting & stressful.

After 3 hrs & low sales I vented in camming sucks & received great support & even better: some insider advice.

I took a very long break, did some deep breathing, & EFT tapping surrounding anger & frustration.

I feel worlds better.

Gonna log back in soon & put in some hours. I think I can do this.

Esixxx
11-14-2019, 07:42 PM
Crazy good day so far. Just now getting online.

Upon waking this morning/afternoon I did the usual journaling, then worked on removing subconcious beliefs and negative energy. I was about to do the second part of the clearing when I got a message from a CL ad for professional cuddler. He asked if I would be available to do a session this afternoon.

Prior to that he had mentioned that ideally he would like the session at the beginning of the week.

The session was sooooo relaxing. I feel ultra chill right now and I got paid for it! Can I just say AMEN!!! AMEN!!!

Got myself a protein smoothie with a shot of expresso, took a caffeine nap, then the second half of clearing and removing subconcious blocks/beliefs.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 02:03 AM
^^This is so rad to hear! Getting paid for an oxytocin high? Awesome! Cuddling is so healthy. I miss it like crazy.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 06:18 AM
I must be having a spiritual awakening as I wake between 3-5am often now. It's very uncharacteristic. No messages just yet, but I'm open to them.

Since waking I've been researching. I stumbled upon this vid in Hustle Hut & thought you ladies might find it interesting. It's a self-love spell you can perform on the full moon.

I'm going to give it a try. If it improves attractiveness factor & desirability then it'll positively impact sales. This would be great. & loving myself a bit more is definitely beneficial.




https://youtu.be/MChYqhPFXOg

Esixxx
11-15-2019, 09:57 AM
I must be having a spiritual awakening as I wake between 3-5am often now. It's very uncharacteristic. No messages just yet, but I'm open to them.

Since waking I've been researching. I stumbled upon this vid in Hustle Hut & thought you ladies might find it interesting. It's a self-love spell you can perform on the full moon.

I'm going to give it a try. If it improves attractiveness factor & desirability then it'll positively impact sales. This would be great. & loving myself a bit more is definitely beneficial.




https://youtu.be/MChYqhPFXOg

That time between 3-5 am are magical hours- I use to wake up routinely then. I loved it because the world was so quiet so I could hear and receive ideas. Most of the time I experienced the receiving through writing ( journaling) This is one practice that I used to do The Morning Pages by Julia Cameron https://juliacameronlive.com/basic-tools/morning-pages/.

The practice is by writing 3 pages long hand. Just write whatever comes to mind. If you find yourself stuck just write "I don't know what to write about" or something along those lines until something comes. This was powerful for me as it was like I wasn't the one doing the writing. (sidenote- A therapist suggested that I do this as she worked with me in listening to my intuition.)

Another way I receive ideas/downloads is through meditation. Ideas will come to me.

Then throughout the day, I at times get these nudges, like a small voice saying "hey! why don't you try this" (it's not an audible voice.) Lately that nudge has been towards working on marketing, creating, and an old projects I had been distracted from.
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While I am writing this right now, for anyone that is reading this- Self care and self love are the most important things that we can do for ourselves right now. That comes in many different forms- eating right, exercise, meditation, developing a positive mindset, Cleaning your physical space, taking care of your finances(i.e. budgeting), and so many different things.

At this moment we are experiencing a lot of changes in the business.I am keeping things 100% real here, circumstances are challenging for me as well at this moment. We can all use this as an opportunity to learn, grow and develop.

So if you are feeling stuck - ask yourself these questions:

1) What do I want?
2) What's the challenge?
3) What have I been/ or am doing? (self awareness is key- is there a habit that I need to change, something that I need to work on- procrastination, mind set, belief system, etc.)
4) What can I do differently? (Brainstorm a list of things you can do, then pick one thing and immediately take action.

Also an important thing to keep in mind -is what is being consumed- is it productive or destructive this isn't about just what we eat but what we feed our minds with.


Things are getting better- even if they seem rough in the moment. Keep the mind right, be focused ( keep your eyes on the prize), show up and do the work, if you get a nudge- follow it and take action.

Hope this helps anyone that finds themselves struggling. (This may just be a note of encouragement and a pep talk to myself)

Much love and many many blessings to you all.

DigiLuv
11-15-2019, 10:43 AM
omg again I just love this section lol. I been having it rough this week too not sure what has been going on on these cam sites smh. This thread keeps me reminded to put myself first despite whats going on. I feel so much better today like I said this week was rough. I can feel it turning around though.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 02:36 PM
So if you are feeling stuck - ask yourself these questions:

1) What do I want?
2) What's the challenge?
3) What have I been/ or am doing? (self awareness is key- is there a habit that I need to change, something that I need to work on- procrastination, mind set, belief system, etc.)
4) What can I do differently? (Brainstorm a list of things you can do, then pick one thing and immediately take action.

Also an important thing to keep in mind -is what is being consumed- is it productive or destructive this isn't about just what we eat but what we feed our minds with.

This is gold! It's exactly what I needed to see right now. Such good timing! & I am going to journal even more. I saw something about Journaling & writing positive affirmations daily. My plan is to do these things. Thanks for the Journaling prompt.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 02:39 PM
omg again I just love this section lol. I been having it rough this week too not sure what has been going on on these cam sites smh. This thread keeps me reminded to put myself first despite whats going on. I feel so much better today like I said this week was rough. I can feel it turning around though.

Right, RIGHT! I have a feeling a couple weeks of struggle will only make me stronger. Yeah, you're right...it's going to turn around. You got this, Sis!

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 03:03 PM
I've already streamed 29 hrs. My plan is to just experiment in my room tonight & take tomorrow off to self care. This week has been very tough...but oddly enough my anxiety has been pretty non-existent. I've been EFT tapping not only for abundance & prosperity, but for anxiety & frustration. I think the EFT tapping has worked to keep me from dissociating. I experience derealization weekly & sometimes several times a week, but since doing so much EFT I'm avoiding episodes.

DigiLuv! I'm so grateful you even brought it up!

Meditated on balancing my chakras earlier today then took a nap. I feel incredible despite such a bad week of sales. Self care makes surviving the downs of camming so much easier.

This 35 min session felt great & I fell right into a nap directly after with some pretty awesome dreams. I think the dreams were so good as I fell asleep to Deepak Chopra's Love Sutras.

52313

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 03:14 PM
I believe it's now 3 months of falling asleep to positive affirmations to reprogram my subconscious. I fall asleep to 3 albums that loop all night long. 2 are strictly wealth & abundance albums with the 3rd for self confidence, health, wealth, abundance, and happiness.

This album in particular I like quite a bit as his voice is so soothing. I do also love the affirmations:


https://youtu.be/8ty8z25Auxo

As a result my savings account has grown, I've made a lot of progress with sales, and just feel so much better as a person. I truly have become my own best friend. My self talk is exceedingly supportive and I couldn't be happier.

DigiLuv
11-15-2019, 04:08 PM
I've already streamed 29 hrs. My plan is to just experiment in my room tonight & take tomorrow off to self care. This week has been very tough...but oddly enough my anxiety has been pretty non-existent. I've been EFT tapping not only for abundance & prosperity, but for anxiety & frustration. I think the EFT tapping has worked to keep me from dissociating. I experience derealization weekly & sometimes several times a week, but since doing so much EFT I'm avoiding episodes.

DigiLuv! I'm so grateful you even brought it up!

Meditated on balancing my chakras earlier today then took a nap. I feel incredible despite such a bad week of sales. Self care makes surviving the downs of camming so much easier.

This 35 min session felt great & I fell right into a nap directly after with some pretty awesome dreams. I think the dreams were so good as I fell asleep to Deepak Chopra's Love Sutras.

52313



Your so welcome it's nice to have something to do that works so fast. I use it to clear frustration too when I need to especially this week along with a lot breath work and meditation.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 04:31 PM
^^OMG it's like magic for frustration! Immediately diffuses it. Glad to hear you are coping well. It such a relief, right? To not fall apart when the going gets tough.

Miss_ShaSha
11-15-2019, 06:28 PM
Thoughts on the pineal glad? Anyone decalcify theirs & have info to share?


https://youtu.be/zDILrAE3QB8

Esixxx
11-15-2019, 08:34 PM
An ex bf used to sungaze ( I have not done this)

https://www.healingenergytools.com/pineal-gland-and-sungazing/

samuimoon
11-16-2019, 06:06 AM
I was going to post something, but this subject is too deep, too deep.

Miss_ShaSha
11-16-2019, 08:55 AM
An ex bf used to sungaze ( I have not done this)

https://www.healingenergytools.com/pineal-gland-and-sungazing/


Oh shit! I'm gonna try it! Thanks <3 I already eat clean & meditate, but I need more filtered water.



I was going to post something, but this subject is too deep, too deep.

Right. It's so wild tho.

Miss_ShaSha
11-16-2019, 11:15 AM
Today is a total day of self care. It's starting off well with 10 hrs good sleep, veggie spaghetti, & 10 oz water.

Intentions today are to eat clean, hydrate fully, meditate fiercely, EFT tapping for anxiety & abundance, & watch documentaries on GAIA.

Esixxx is right: we must be careful with what we consume (the mind eats too). I purchased GAIA a month ago & have been watching healing documentaries since.

I'm so happy to say, despite a week of horrible sales, my anxiety has been low enough to avoid derealization & anxiety attacks. EFT has saved me. I will always do EFT from here on out.

Miss_ShaSha
11-16-2019, 03:18 PM
Man, today is just such a good fucking day! I feel incredible. I also suffer from SAD (seasonal affective disorder) and this time of year I start to get depressed, but my anxiety and depression are nowhere to be found.

So far today I have eaten very clean: veggie spaghetti then eggs, asparagus, and kimchi. I've had 64 oz of water so far also.

I did some EFT tapping for anxiety, prosperity and abundance. I even did some journaling along with a new LOA scripting entry (Thank you Sister Esixxx). Sales are down, but that doesn't mean they have to stay this way. I am hopeful.

Also did a 42 min Ho'oponopono that chilled me right the fuck out.

52315

I'm going to listen to Samuimoon's advice and take a short walk to the corner store (fresh air will do me good...thanks Sister) and buy a couple of snacks to indulge. Sometimes self care means satisfying a craving (Thanks Cutie for reminding me of this).

MissViolet
11-17-2019, 12:00 PM
I believe it's now 3 months of falling asleep to positive affirmations to reprogram my subconscious. I fall asleep to 3 albums that loop all night long. 2 are strictly wealth & abundance albums with the 3rd for self confidence, health, wealth, abundance, and happiness.

This album in particular I like quite a bit as his voice is so soothing. I do also love the affirmations:


https://youtu.be/8ty8z25Auxo

As a result my savings account has grown, I've made a lot of progress with sales, and just feel so much better as a person. I truly have become my own best friend. My self talk is exceedingly supportive and I couldn't be happier.

I used this for about 20min last night after a general meditation on inner wealth from my insight timer app, and last night was a very good shift. Going to meditation, get ready and hop on. Thank you for posting

Miss_ShaSha
11-17-2019, 03:25 PM
I used this for about 20min last night after a general meditation on inner wealth from my insight timer app, and last night was a very good shift. Going to meditation, get ready and hop on. Thank you for posting

Don't even mention it. I'm super stoked it helped you feel good. Damn, this gives me good energy!

Esixxx
11-18-2019, 09:01 AM
Self care for Sunday November 17, 2019

Did my morning routine of coffee and journaling, guided visualization meditation and throughout the day visualized what it would feel like to have my bills caught up and paid on time. (I am keeping things 100% real here.)

I decided to log on this afternoon for a bit (generally don't work on Sunday afternoon.) Worked 2 hours made some money much to my surprise. I figured it would be slow due to football. Logged off for a break.

Ate lunch. Took a short walk to the coffee shop for fresh air and brief social interaction. Then a small grocery run.

Before logging on I got to thinking about my favorite customers and my favorite types of shows. I thought about how much fun I do have on cam with my regulars.

Worked last night with regular breaks taking about 10 minute break at about at an hour and half and a break to eat.

I worked a total of 512 minutes yesterday. Earnings wise was decent- better than I expected during contest time.

This morning woke to an alarm to check my email. The guy I provided the cuddling session told me he wanted to book at the beginning of the week. He couldn't make it today but wants to set one up at some point this week.

I feel good that I put in a little over 8 hours yesterday. My body is a little tired, but I feel good.

Miss_ShaSha
11-18-2019, 11:24 AM
Self care for Sunday November 17, 2019

Did my morning routine of coffee and journaling, guided visualization meditation and throughout the day visualized what it would feel like to have my bills caught up and paid on time. (I am keeping things 100% real here.)

I decided to log on this afternoon for a bit (generally don't work on Sunday afternoon.) Worked 2 hours made some money much to my surprise. I figured it would be slow due to football. Logged off for a break.

Ate lunch. Took a short walk to the coffee shop for fresh air and brief social interaction. Then a small grocery run.

Before logging on I got to thinking about my favorite customers and my favorite types of shows. I thought about how much fun I do have on cam with my regulars.

Worked last night with regular breaks taking about 10 minute break at about at an hour and half and a break to eat.

I worked a total of 512 minutes yesterday. Earnings wise was decent- better than I expected during contest time.

This morning woke to an alarm to check my email. The guy I provided the cuddling session told me he wanted to book at the beginning of the week. He couldn't make it today but wants to set one up at some point this week.

I feel good that I put in a little over 8 hours yesterday. My body is a little tired, but I feel good.

Sis, this just made me smile. I had a derealization episode yesterday & took Sunday off to socialize which helped me get connected. Your day was superb productive & I'm really happy to read it.

Esixxx
11-18-2019, 11:53 AM
^^^Glad to hear you got out and socialized. We need that real world interaction and connection on a regular basis.

AlexiaJacobs
11-18-2019, 12:51 PM
I took the day off yesterday and got some much needed human contact with family. I took a long bath last night listening to subliminal messaging music. I slept in today which wasn't planned but I guess my body really needed it. I also slept listening to ten hours of subliminal messaging and even though things aren't great at the moment I do feel better than I normally would.

My mind is my biggest enemy. I read through these threads and some days I feel doomed as a camgirl and don't even want to try. I know it doesn't help when I find myself whining over in Camming Sucks. For the moment it feels good but it just feeds those ever playing tapes in my mind that I'm not going to succeed. But I want to reverse this thinking.

My plan for the week is to immerse my mind with positive things and begin the process of changing the old tapes in my subconscious. As well as learning to change things up instead of sitting in hot water like a boiling frog.

I love this guy so I thought I would just drop this into my post for you guys. Though I'm sure most of you know about this stuff anyway :)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYQRVn8ttwM

Esixxx
11-18-2019, 01:31 PM
I took the day off yesterday and got some much needed human contact with family. I took a long bath last night listening to subliminal messaging music. I slept in today which wasn't planned but I guess my body really needed it. I also slept listening to ten hours of subliminal messaging and even though things aren't great at the moment I do feel better than I normally would.

My mind is my biggest enemy. I read through these threads and some days I feel doomed as a camgirl and don't even want to try. I know it doesn't help when I find myself whining over in Camming Sucks. For the moment it feels good but it just feeds those ever playing tapes in my mind that I'm not going to succeed. But I want to reverse this thinking.

My plan for the week is to immerse my mind with positive things and begin the process of changing the old tapes in my subconscious. As well as learning to change things up instead of sitting in hot water like a boiling frog.

I love this guy so I thought I would just drop this into my post for you guys. Though I'm sure most of you know about this stuff anyway :)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYQRVn8ttwM

Bruce Lipton is awesome!

Feeling better is key and it's the start to it all.

Just wanted to throw this out there- it's okay to feel the need to vent/ complain and all these negative emotions. It's what we do with that energy.

Express those feelings, whether it be crying, working out, screaming into a pillow- find whatever works for you. As one of my friends say "it's okay to feel what you need to feel just don't camp out there."

To give an example, last Friday night before my shift I felt frustrated and really angry about how SM has been. I cried a good cry to get out of my system and then I took the anger out on my apartment and cleaned. I meditated before logging on to shift my energy. And it ended up being a good night.

Keep it up! You got this!!!

AlexiaJacobs
11-18-2019, 01:54 PM
^Absolutely! When I quit drinking four years ago I felt a bit lost. I was so used to hiding behind my booze and that was how I dealt with my emotions. Because I no longer had my security blankie, I started going for runs every time I had a overwhelming rush of emotions I didn't know what to do with. And it helped IMMENSELY.

Fast forward to now. The newness of being sober has worn off for me and I've become complacent in the way that I take care of myself. My whole life has changed suddenly and although I've not "fallen off the wagon" (and don't have any thoughts of drinking) I'm feeling like I've lost my "security blankie" all over again where my financial security is concerned, if that makes sense. Starting today, I am going back to running to battle anxiety and stress.

It's so easy for me to fall back into old patterns so I realize now that I must make mental health my #1 priority or eventually everything else will unravel.

I know I've said this a million times throughout these threads but Ima say it again: Man does it help having you ladies as a support system. Where have you been my whole life lol

DigiLuv
11-18-2019, 02:12 PM
Bruce Lipton is awesome!

Feeling better is key and it's the start to it all.

Just wanted to throw this out there- it's okay to feel the need to vent/ complain and all these negative emotions. It's what we do with that energy.

Express those feelings, whether it be crying, working out, screaming into a pillow- find whatever works for you. As one of my friends say "it's okay to feel what you need to feel just don't camp out there."

To give an example, last Friday night before my shift I felt frustrated and really angry about how SM has been. I cried a good cry to get out of my system and then I took the anger out on my apartment and cleaned. I meditated before logging on to shift my energy. And it ended up being a good night.

Keep it up! You got this!!!

Funny you mention cleaning up. I said I need to clean my whole house today and sage. When your surroundings are a mess it can affect your mood too. I been so focused on camming been neglecting my space. I need to shift the energy here.

DigiLuv
11-18-2019, 02:19 PM
I took the day off yesterday and got some much needed human contact with family. I took a long bath last night listening to subliminal messaging music. I slept in today which wasn't planned but I guess my body really needed it. I also slept listening to ten hours of subliminal messaging and even though things aren't great at the moment I do feel better than I normally would.

My mind is my biggest enemy. I read through these threads and some days I feel doomed as a camgirl and don't even want to try. I know it doesn't help when I find myself whining over in Camming Sucks. For the moment it feels good but it just feeds those ever playing tapes in my mind that I'm not going to succeed. But I want to reverse this thinking.

My plan for the week is to immerse my mind with positive things and begin the process of changing the old tapes in my subconscious. As well as learning to change things up instead of sitting in hot water like a boiling frog.

I love this guy so I thought I would just drop this into my post for you guys. Though I'm sure most of you know about this stuff anyway :)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYQRVn8ttwM



Thanks I love Bruce Lipton and joe dispenza. The mind changes through repetition. I recently got the thinkup app on my phone and recorded my own affirmations and listen while I sleep. The app provides background music options too. The key is to stick to whatever reprogramming tool you use regardless of how long it takes.

Esixxx
11-18-2019, 02:24 PM
^^^ Girl, you got a a damn good head on your shoulders- just want you to know that.

I am in recovery as well.

My 20's up until my 30's-I felt like I went through hell and back. I was hospitalized at the age of 35 and my mental state was a bitch. I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

Those negative tapes are like slow suicide- I know from experience. For me it was like a hamster the wheel on speed- the negative thoughts would constantly loop in my head and over run my thoughts. I got to the point that I didn't want to die, but I didn't want to keep going.

Fast forward to today (6 years later) I have changed people, places and things in my life- I changed my environment. My life is by no means perfect now, but I am so grateful for the many blessings. My home is safe, my social circle is small- safe, encouraging and supportive.

I am really thankful for the support system we have here on SW. You all are so helpful, encouraging and supportive.

Esixxx
11-18-2019, 02:27 PM
Funny you mention cleaning up. I said I need to clean my whole house today and sage. When your surroundings are a mess it can affect your mood too. I been so focused on camming been neglecting my space. I need to shift the energy here.

:)

Back in October I went crazy with decluttering, saging and salting the corners of every room.

AlexiaJacobs
11-18-2019, 03:22 PM
^^^ Girl, you got a a damn good head on your shoulders- just want you to know that.

I am in recovery as well.

My 20's up until my 30's-I felt like I went through hell and back. I was hospitalized at the age of 35 and my mental state was a bitch. I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

Those negative tapes are like slow suicide- I know from experience. For me it was like a hamster the wheel on speed- the negative thoughts would constantly loop in my head and over run my thoughts. I got to the point that I didn't want to die, but I didn't want to keep going.

Fast forward to today (6 years later) I have changed people, places and things in my life- I changed my environment. My life is by no means perfect now, but I am so grateful for the many blessings. My home is safe, my social circle is small- safe, encouraging and supportive.

I am really thankful for the support system we have here on SW. You all are so helpful, encouraging and supportive.

6 years!! That is awesome. I love love love hearing about other people in recovery. It just reaffirms I CAN do this and I CAN keep going. Like you, I keep to myself, my circle is small, it's just me and my child at home and I love it this way. Now that I'm older I can't even imagine having all the chaos that comes with addiction. I much prefer my quiet little life now.

I dunno how to multi-quote my post but I've saged my home too and it made me feel as though the atmosphere felt "lighter". I wasn't sure if it was just a placebo effect but I did read that saging literally disinfects like 94% of the air. I plan to do this again soon :)

I just did 45 minutes on the treadmill and I feel soo much better.

AlexiaJacobs
11-18-2019, 03:23 PM
Thanks I love Bruce Lipton and joe dispenza. The mind changes through repetition. I recently got the thinkup app on my phone and recorded my own affirmations and listen while I sleep. The app provides background music options too. The key is to stick to whatever reprogramming tool you use regardless of how long it takes.

I'm going to try this app! I use youtube but I always wonder what type of messages Im really listening to lol

Miss_ShaSha
11-19-2019, 07:42 AM
I took the day off yesterday and got some much needed human contact with family. I took a long bath last night listening to subliminal messaging music. I slept in today which wasn't planned but I guess my body really needed it. I also slept listening to ten hours of subliminal messaging and even though things aren't great at the moment I do feel better than I normally would.

My mind is my biggest enemy. I read through these threads and some days I feel doomed as a camgirl and don't even want to try. I know it doesn't help when I find myself whining over in Camming Sucks. For the moment it feels good but it just feeds those ever playing tapes in my mind that I'm not going to succeed. But I want to reverse this thinking.

My plan for the week is to immerse my mind with positive things and begin the process of changing the old tapes in my subconscious. As well as learning to change things up instead of sitting in hot water like a boiling frog.

I love this guy so I thought I would just drop this into my post for you guys. Though I'm sure most of you know about this stuff anyway :)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYQRVn8ttwM

Lipton is the reason why I've been falling asleep to positive affirmations for 3 months. This practice has had a very positive impact on my life. Not only while camming, but personally. I am far more patient & kind with myself & others.

Good for you. I support your idea.

Miss_ShaSha
11-19-2019, 07:46 AM
Bruce Lipton is awesome!

Feeling better is key and it's the start to it all.

Just wanted to throw this out there- it's okay to feel the need to vent/ complain and all these negative emotions. It's what we do with that energy.

Express those feelings, whether it be crying, working out, screaming into a pillow- find whatever works for you. As one of my friends say "it's okay to feel what you need to feel just don't camp out there."

To give an example, last Friday night before my shift I felt frustrated and really angry about how SM has been. I cried a good cry to get out of my system and then I took the anger out on my apartment and cleaned. I meditated before logging on to shift my energy. And it ended up being a good night.

Keep it up! You got this!!!

Yes! I still allow myself to get pissed. Feel it. Vent. Then I do some EFT tapping or meditate. Doing something helpful with the energy is smart!

izshadow
11-19-2019, 01:40 PM
I have Alexa playing self care music while I sit and wait and that includes Yanni and Ed Van Fleet.... any other recommendations based around them?

Miss_ShaSha
11-19-2019, 07:41 PM
^^Great idea. Will it be on during shows?

Miss_ShaSha
11-19-2019, 08:44 PM
I have Alexa playing self care music while I sit and wait and that includes Yanni and Ed Van Fleet.... any other recommendations based around them?

I'm heading to bed. Just wanna throw this out: Glass Animals ZABA. It's crazy sexy & mostly chill. It gets a lot of play in my room. The vibe is cool. I think it'll score shows. I play Gooey a lot...like on repeat & I get shows.

Esixxx
11-19-2019, 09:16 PM
I'm heading to bed. Just wanna throw this out: Glass Animals ZABA. It's crazy sexy & mostly chill. It gets a lot of play in my room. The vibe is cool. I think it'll score shows. I play Gooey a lot...like on repeat & I get shows.

Checking out the album- definitely some sexy chill beats. I'm feeling "Hazey"

izshadow
11-19-2019, 09:30 PM
I'm heading to bed. Just wanna throw this out: Glass Animals ZABA. It's crazy sexy & mostly chill. It gets a lot of play in my room. The vibe is cool. I think it'll score shows. I play Gooey a lot...like on repeat & I get shows.

Thank you, I will check this out! And not during shows. Just while waiting for shows. It helps focus me I've noticed by helping keep my anxiety in check.

Esixxx
11-19-2019, 11:15 PM
Thank you, I will check this out! And not during shows. Just while waiting for shows. It helps focus me I've noticed by helping keep my anxiety in check.

I listen to positive affirmations while in between shifts- cleaning and getting ready- there are a lot of good ones on Youtube. Not sure what all can be linked with Alexa.

Louise Hay is good. I am sure subliminals would help as well.

Some that I have from InnerTalk.com can be played in the background- they have nature and music.

Miss_ShaSha
11-20-2019, 08:13 AM
Checking out the album- definitely some sexy chill beats. I'm feeling "Hazey"

Ahhh yes, Hazey is super chill & sexy groovy. I swear music not only keeps me in a good mood, but the right music lurs men in. Glad you like it.


Thank you, I will check this out! And not during shows. Just while waiting for shows. It helps focus me I've noticed by helping keep my anxiety in check.

I'm with Esixxx, positive affirmations. This one is great:

https://youtu.be/za5nVIJKLRs

Miss_ShaSha
11-20-2019, 10:35 AM
My Reiki practitioner recommended an aura cleanse for our next session. I decided to perform one myself. This session felt good and I was pretty chill.

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This is the YouTube session I used:


https://youtu.be/2xdpFsWpUQQ

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 09:06 AM
I am now starting the process of decalcifying my pineal gland. I'm going to try sungazing. I have purchased a Brita water bottle so all water is filtered & I'm going organic.

I have also purchased sage to clear negative energy in my apartment. Thanks ladies for mentioning it.

I also stocked up on candles. They'll be burning daily.

Today is starting off well with 10 hrs rest, blueberries, & 20 oz water. Putting in a 10 hr shift. Intentions are to eat clean, hydrate fully, meditate, & do several rounds of EFT tapping for abundance & frustration should it be slow.

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 10:30 AM
Super stoked. My black tourmaline crystal nugget bracelets arrived. I am NOT allowing negative energy to camp on or around me.

It's slow on SM currently, but my spirits are up and I feel great.

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 11:01 AM
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I have a date with this book after my shift.

Esixxx
11-21-2019, 11:10 AM
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I have a date with this book after my shift.

I need to revisit that one.

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 12:23 PM
^^I heard it's really good and even improved sales for some models. What did you think of it?

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 12:27 PM
1 hr 45 min and $4.89. No problem. No fuss.

Took some time out to do the Ho'oponopono for 34 min

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Then ate a super power protein meal: asparagus, sardines in Louisiana Hot Sauce, half large avocado, shredded cheese, and kimchi. Have had 50 oz water so far.

Feeling good and sexy AF.

Esixxx
11-21-2019, 12:37 PM
It has some good tips from what I recall, it's been a couple years since I read it. Some of the tips seem similiar to the Power of Pussy.

I think that is one I didn't finish. I think life got crazy at that point.

I did a quick flip through Kindle and it seems that there are some good sections on flirting and seduction

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 01:19 PM
^^Nice. I'd love to learn more about flirting and seduction. I just looked up Power of Pussy and I might get that too.