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Cutie101
11-21-2019, 05:12 PM
Finally received my 21 day fix containers woohooo!! I got tired of counting calories. Those portion control containers will help soo much!!
Good for handling the stress i had with counting calories hahahaha!
Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 05:22 PM
Finally received my 21 day fix containers woohooo!! I got tired of counting calories. Those portion control containers will help soo much!!
Good for handling the stress i had with counting calories hahahaha!
Yessss! I swear, small portions keep my weight managed. I'm excited for you.
Esixxx
11-21-2019, 05:37 PM
Did my usual journaling this morning along with my morning routine.
Cammed this afternoon to get the 25 hours in and made my minimum target before the Boleyn cutoff time.
Indulged in Taco Bell as a treat :)
Did a grocery run- made sure to get some fruit for snacks and been craving avocado from reading Sha's post :)
Took a nice bath, then a power nap listening to brain entrainment.
Sipping on some coffee then hopping back online.
Also been making it habit to feel my visualization periodically throughout the day.
During the slow afternoon shift- I tinkered with setting up my website while I waited to get traffic to my room
Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 05:49 PM
^^Damn good day it appears. And again: bravo on the 25 hrs!!!
Esixxx
11-21-2019, 05:59 PM
Thank you. I should mention my minimum low goal was too hefty only enough for smokes and the reiki session on Saturday.
I am really thankful for that.
Esixxx
11-21-2019, 06:01 PM
Also I want to thank you ladies for mentioning EFT it's definitely helped me focus, anxiety and training my brain to make smarter decisions with my money and becoming resourceful again.
Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 06:36 PM
Also I want to thank you ladies for mentioning EFT it's definitely helped me focus, anxiety and training my brain to make smarter decisions with my money and becoming resourceful again.
Girl, I know the power of EFT. It is legit curing my derealization episodes which I've been dealing with for 22 years. Not even meditation cured that shit. I had an episode yesterday which usually renders me powerless and terrified plus thinking the worst shit is going to happen to me. For real: I was so goddamn chill after about 15 min of EFT.
I believe it is changing your life. You are applying it and it's working. Damn good shit sister...DAMN GOOD SHIT!!!
Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 06:38 PM
Thank you. I should mention my minimum low goal was too hefty only enough for smokes and the reiki session on Saturday.
I am really thankful for that.
I am so excited for your session!!! Please let us know how it goes.
Esixxx
11-21-2019, 06:44 PM
Will do :)
I am stoked about it. I've been wanting to do this for a couple of years now.
Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 06:49 PM
Will do :)
I am stoked about it. I've been wanting to do this for a couple of years now.
I have a really good feeling about it. If you get a good vibe from the healer that's a really good sign.
caramelcraze
11-22-2019, 04:13 AM
Taking the night off for some self care after a rough day. Think I’ll clean a bit, watch some Powerpuff Girls, deep condition my hair, and rearrange my cam room a bit.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 07:47 AM
^^I hope you feel better today after a night off and some rest.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 09:54 AM
Today is starting off well with 9+ hrs rest, blueberries, and 10 oz water. I planned 10 hrs yesterday, but only streamed 8. Hit high goal then logged off.
Today I'm going to try for 10 hrs. Intentions are to eat clean, drink 80 oz water, meditate, and EFT tapping for abundance and prosperity plus tapping for frustration if it gets really slow.
EFT tapping for frustration totally works as yesterday I was sitting at minimum wage for a bit feeling quite frustrated but did EFT and felt much better. EFT seems to diffuse anger and frustration quite quickly.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 11:18 AM
2 hrs in and I took some time out to eat a snack and do some EFT tapping for abundance. Ate tuna salad and crackers, have had 30 oz water, and feel positive.
I'm currently at 41% of high goal. Legit so grateful I got on cam early.
Will meditate in an hr.
Esixxx
11-22-2019, 11:32 AM
(This is my lack of self care entry)
I seriously jacked up my sleep schedule with trying fit in the side gig this week. Lesson learned I need to do something different.
For the last few months I have been working the afternoon and evening shifts. My body has gotten used to it. Generally I sleep without setting an alarm so I get the rest I need.
My body and brain feel a bit fatigued this morning.
I gave in last night after streaming 284 minutes because I was getting tired. Part of me wants to stream this afternoon and the part of me wants to get myself in better mental state. I think I am going to go with the latter today and get on cam tonight.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 11:54 AM
^^I think taking some rest is a good idea. You've already streamed quite a bit which is a real accomplishment. Taking some rest then streaming tonight would be good self care.
I know how hard it is when the sleep cycle gets messed with. Our bodies kinda go into shock.
Sending you calming energy.
ravenskyy
11-22-2019, 12:04 PM
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
sexysusie
11-22-2019, 12:15 PM
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
I think this is a great plan. With your camming income it won't feel like you have to RELY on the vanilla job to pay the bills, meanwhile you get a change of scenery, meet new people, and remember that life doesn't have to revolve around camming. I've done this on and off over the years and it really helps. Just camming forever would drive me insane!
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 12:50 PM
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
I agree with Susie that this is a good plan. Another thing to mention is human interaction. We are social creatures and being able to connect with and exchange energy with other people will really help you feel better.
Sending calm energy.
NitaBaby
11-22-2019, 12:51 PM
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
I love this. Camming is so toxic when you have mental health issues that can become easily inflamed. I honestly hope that all 11 of my lil friends on here progress beyond this bullshit and leave sex work with a well deserved “up yours” middle finger because I don’t personally see this as a retirement plan. Good to hear that your making moves for the better.
My quit day is exactly two years and 4 months from now so I hope to be the last one standing while you and the rest of my buddies leave these assholes hanging in free chat. *hugs*
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 12:55 PM
Took 37 min out to cleanse my aura again. This meditation session felt damn good. I could legit visualize myself enveloped in white light which has me feeling very peaceful.
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3 hrs in with 7 to go. I think I got this. Had more tuna salad and crackers and have drank 50 oz water so far.
miss.a.p1600
11-22-2019, 01:28 PM
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
If you get tired of cam, come work with me ;D
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 02:20 PM
4 hrs into this 10 hr shift and took time out to cook and eat a proper meal. Made 3 cage free eggs, 1 cup power greens, half large avocado, some shredded cheese, little salsa, and kimchi. I've had almost 80 oz water so far.
Damn, dunno...I feel amazing. I was worried for a couple weeks as I lost my appetite, but it's in full force today and my thoughts are very positive.
That last healing session fixed me right up. So fuckin grateful.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 03:51 PM
5.5 hrs and I was wasted. Took a break to clear negative energy with the Ho'oponopono
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Then as soon as I logged back in I got a super fun exclusive show with a sub who wanted JOI and humiliation. Dude, that show got me to exceed low goal.
Feeling more energized.
Gonna try for 4.5 more hrs. C'mon Sha...you can do this!!!
Esixxx
11-22-2019, 06:06 PM
Had a good long nap.
Feel well rested now.
Meals were good today-
Breakfast: Oatmeal and banana
Lunch- Turkey sandwhich with avacado and tomato.
Snack- Deliciously juicy Honeycrisp apple with peanut butter.
Indulged in the quietness and calmness.
Weekly cleaning of my apartment is done :) A clean space boosts my spirits.
Doing a short meditation before warpaint and logging on tonight.
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 06:16 PM
^^Nice NICE! That sandwich sounds delicious. I can feel good energy from this. I need it too. I'm starting to fail LOL.
Esixxx
11-22-2019, 07:33 PM
Did some breathwork, short meditation and a small cup of coffee with l tyrosine for focus tonight
Cutie101
11-22-2019, 07:51 PM
Camming started to rock for me lately. Sooo much. Thanks to EFT tapping. Basically, since I am doing it, even if it happens to do it every 3 days (psuhing myself to be disciplined about it and do it 3 times a day, not every 3 days lol), my ideas started to flow to me and I started to improve my hustle.
I need to get rid of that bad thinking in my subconscious, that tells me to not get too excited about good times, because camming will suck soon again.
This is my biggest flaw. Overthinking. And following the pattern I followed by years. When something goes good about camming and mone, I push the luck away by starting to think that next time i won't be so lucky anymore. I am always thinking that the member won't come back, that it was a one time luck and such.
I count on EFT tapping to help me push away this toxic thinking. So far, seems to work better than meditation. I finally found something that works for me.
I am an agitated person and an overthinker, so, meditating helpes in RARE cases.
With EFT tapping I am able to talk out loud and also move, by tapping. Somehow it releases my "buzz" :)))).
I still do the 5K and 50k a month EFt tapping videos. I am following what she says, with loud voice and in my own language. It helps sooo much!
Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 07:59 PM
Camming started to rock for me lately. Sooo much. Thanks to EFT tapping. Basically, since I am doing it, even if it happens to do it every 3 days (psuhing myself to be disciplined about it and do it 3 times a day, not every 3 days lol), my ideas started to flow to me and I started to improve my hustle.
I need to get rid of that bad thinking in my subconscious, that tells me to not get too excited about good times, because camming will suck soon again.
This is my biggest flaw. Overthinking. And following the pattern I followed by years. When something goes good about camming and mone, I push the luck away by starting to think that next time i won't be so lucky anymore. I am always thinking that the member won't come back, that it was a one time luck and such.
I count on EFT tapping to help me push away this toxic thinking. So far, seems to work better than meditation. I finally found something that works for me.
I am an agitated person and an overthinker, so, meditating helpes in RARE cases.
With EFT tapping I am able to talk out loud and also move, by tapping. Somehow it releases my "buzz" :)))).
I still do the 5K and 50k a month EFt tapping videos. I am following what she says, with loud voice and in my own language. It helps sooo much!
Yessssss!
Miss_ShaSha
11-23-2019, 10:54 AM
Chakra cleanse
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Abundance meditation
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5 hrs left to get that SM bonus. Gonna get it :D
Miss_ShaSha
11-23-2019, 01:10 PM
Dude, I'm so irritated with SM today. I can't even right now!!!
On the plus side, I got my sage and can smudge and clear negative energy in my apartment. Fuck, I think I'll do that right now!!!
Miss_ShaSha
11-23-2019, 01:22 PM
^^Hahahaaaa OMFG set off the goddamn smoke alarm. It's a cloud of sage in my space.
This is so funny I'm no longer irritated LOLOL.
Miss_ShaSha
11-23-2019, 04:26 PM
Jesus, today was horrible. Got the bonus on SM, but it cost my vibration.
I'm healing now. Watching this to calm down:
https://youtu.be/4xyWfwBHjt8
Esixxx
11-23-2019, 08:17 PM
Today was self care day.
Did my usual routine minus warpaint.
Took quiet time out to reflect on what I wanted to address during the Reiki session.
My session was deeply intense- I legit cried through it- but it was so very very good.
Took time out to journal afterwards and indulge in the quiet. Along with taking notes about after care.
Ate a turkey with avacado and tomato sandwhich because I felt very hungry after the session.
Continued to drink water to flush out the toxins out of my body.
My body was trembling a bit after the session. Took a nice long hot bath afterwards. Then took a nap.
Note: If you have been interested in Reiki- do it!
Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 06:46 AM
^^Dayum! She legit cleansed you. I was trembling after my last one. I'm so happy to hear this!!!
Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 10:37 AM
10 hr shift today. Took a break after 2 hrs to do a self hypnosis on abundance and prosperity. I feel positive and ready.
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Past Sundays reveal I don't start making money till the hrs of 12-6pm. It's 11:35am right now, so being slow isn't worrying me. There is definitely more traffic, but I'm not getting the paying guys yet. I've done a show and had some GOLD tips, but I'm holding out for the paying guys to show up.
Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 12:29 PM
Man, I have no clue what's going on with today, but sales are not happening. My vibration dropped after 3.5 hrs and I took time out to raise my vibration and clear negative energy. I feel much better.
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This was the vid I used. I just loved it so much:
https://youtu.be/k6Xv_yUpvag
Esixxx
11-24-2019, 02:58 PM
Self care for the day so far:
Journaling with gratitude list
Meditation
EFT for Inner Child
Drinking tons of water as the detoxification process is still going on. (Had a detox headache after Reiki- which means it's working)
Picking up supplies for detox bath after this afternoon's shift.
Strategy for streaming today is to take a break every hour to do breathwork and or tapping, and give my senses a break from the electronics.
I am feeling super sensitive today (not just emotions, but in the form of the senses.)
Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 03:33 PM
^^I love that you're doing work on your inner child. I did several months of nightly self hypnosis to heal my inner child. I swear, it was the best thing I could have done. I felt so much peace.
Looks like a damn good plan Sister.
Esixxx
11-24-2019, 03:42 PM
^^^ Thank you :) I was given things to do to work on healing my inner child. One of the things was asking her to write a letter and listening what she had to say, along with writing letters of forgiveness. I intend to do that after some quiet time after tonight's shift.
Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 04:01 PM
^^This is going to be so rewarding, Sis. I'm excited for you. And it'll be really interesting to hear what your inner child has to say. Gosh, I got goosebumps just thinking about it.
anonymous camgirl
11-24-2019, 05:13 PM
Good luck!.. I have those too.. I haven't used them in a long while.. I use my food scale and just small lil plates and bowls
Finally received my 21 day fix containers woohooo!! I got tired of counting calories. Those portion control containers will help soo much!!
Good for handling the stress i had with counting calories hahahaha!
anonymous camgirl
11-24-2019, 05:19 PM
I hope you succeed.. I am hoping to go to part time camming next summer and have my real estate license while I am investing.. As soon as I sell my house I will have enough for a new house down payment and to invest in a few rentals and work on a fixer upper... so I hope this is my plan and my oldest will be working full time after his degree.. I don't know when I will get to retire from camming though.. but at least I wont have to do it full time anymore.. I can barely stand to log on anymore and it shows ... I act a fool and bark at them constantly...lol
So there's no possible way that I can quit camming right now. My bills are too high and I don't have any other job lined up that will pay me enough. Camming makes my depression and anxiety become unmanageable, so I'm not going to kill myself with high ass goals anymore. I've done $2k a few times but it was a lot of hours and I'm not mentally in it right now.
So, I'm going to drop myself to part time hours between camming and a serving job. I don't have a life outside of family and camming, so that needs to change. My camming goal will be 25 hours a week, and I'll serve at a restaurant somewhere for 3 or 4 shifts a week.
I'm going to pursue my writing career. Until that takes off, I'm going to get my insurance license. When my vanilla income becomes stable, I'm going to drop camming. I'm hoping to officially retire from camming by my birthday, in August.
For now, this is the plan.
Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 01:49 PM
I woke up at around 4am this morning and had a pretty bad panic attack not too long after waking. I dunno...I am just shaking my head: EFT tapping is saving me.
I used to do it with Brad, but I do my own now. I legit do it for about 15 min and it just neutralizes all fear.
https://youtu.be/heQvpti4uvo
I posted in STFO that I don't wanna be on cam as I'm totally drained from this morning. I'm going to go as long as I can, or at least hit low goal.
These last 4 weeks have been terrible sales-wise and I cannot afford to take time off.
My intentions today are to eat clean, drink 80 oz water, meditate, and do some EFT tapping for everything LOL. I swear...I tap for anger, frustration, fear, anxiety, money blocks...shit everything. So blessed it works.
Esixxx
11-25-2019, 02:04 PM
I'm rooting for ya! Sending you those good ass vibes!
Cutie101
11-25-2019, 02:16 PM
Sending good vibes ShaSha!!
Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 02:29 PM
I'm rooting for ya! Sending you those good ass vibes!
Sending good vibes ShaSha!!
Thanks Sisters! Your good vibes help so much.
Cutie101
11-25-2019, 05:14 PM
Bumping this!!
After a shitty October where I only made $2500 that month, I got into EFT tapping, because my vibration was low, no matter how many motivational clips I was watching and no matter how much I was trying to meditate and manifest. My guts and subconscious didn't want to cooperate.
I started doing this video, because I wanted a challenge. Basically, doubling my income from the past month
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TYhk5imsZE.
I just followed her along, repeating what she was saying, but in my own language and spelling "dollars" instead of pounds. And really believing in what I was doing there. I decided to just trust the process.
Little add: I have been doing such a thing, earlier in the year and at the end of the last year, when I was writing my intention and goal of the month on a piece of paper and I was reading it, out loud, every day. And I was making it. But EFT tapping is different and more exciting.
Soon after the first days, I started to get flooded with new ideas about my camming hustle. I decided to try them on.
Fast forward, today, November 25, I reached the $5k mark.
If this isn't manifestation, Idk what it is.
I highly reccomend that clip.
Ca$$4Ca$h
11-25-2019, 05:37 PM
Thanks so much for bumping and posting this! This post itself is a manifestation and a sign for me. I've been focusing on raising my vibration and have been asking for more abundance and prosperity. Our internet just got upgraded today and hubby halfway jokingly said, " oh you could do cam again." That got me thinking more about it, so I decided to just log onto stripperweb. It's probably been a year or so since I've cammed or even been here. Your post was magically at the top of the list. Love it!! This idea feels good to me and I'll definitely check out the video! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
Cutie101
11-25-2019, 05:44 PM
Thanks so much for bumping and posting this! This post itself is a manifestation and a sign for me. I've been focusing on raising my vibration and have been asking for more abundance and prosperity. Our internet just got upgraded today and hubby halfway jokingly said, " oh you could do cam again." That got me thinking more about it, so I decided to just log onto stripperweb. It's probably been a year or so since I've cammed or even been here. Your post was magically at the top of the list. Love it!! This idea feels good to me and I'll definitely check out the video! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
Awwww!!! I am sooo happy to hear this! We are manifesting each other here! I also manifested girls in here, who spoke about this technique!! I also manifested different occasions that brought me up to new ideas to improve my hustle. Hugs!!