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Cutie101
01-18-2020, 06:55 PM
Day 2 of Danish diet for me. I am hungry af but I already lost 3 lbs in just 2 days so... yeah!! I can dooo iiit!!!
Only lasts for 13 days :))
webcamcutie
01-18-2020, 07:56 PM
Day 2 of Danish diet for me. I am hungry af but I already lost 3 lbs in just 2 days so... yeah!! I can dooo iiit!!!
Only lasts for 13 days :))
Good luck!
I've never heard of this before and just googled it and uh, thats intense! Even when I do IF and OMD I still try to hit 1k cals min, no way I'd be able to do that, lol.
Cutie101
01-19-2020, 01:04 PM
Good luck!
I've never heard of this before and just googled it and uh, thats intense! Even when I do IF and OMD I still try to hit 1k cals min, no way I'd be able to do that, lol.
Haha, yes it is!! My friend lasted only 10 days and she lost 13 pounds!!
And I was like "gimme that diet, i wanna try!"
Is not THAAAT bad, because (funny coincidence), somehow it forces you to do intermittent fasting, considering you have your own proper meal after 18 hours of fasting (i don't count the breakfast, since is just a cup of coffee).
It gets easier. I am done with day 3 and I lost even more weight.
I started at 125.44 lbs (56.9 kg) and yesterday morning I was 123.67 lbs (56.1 kg) and this morning I was 122.79 pounds (55.7 kg).
So yeah. It's worthy!!!!
Today I had an apple and a slice of TOAST!!! You have no idea how much of a treat that was :)))))
Yes, the hunger is terrible, I am light headed, no energy for anything, I am just dragging my ass from bed to couch and from couch to bathtub and then on chair to work :)))
From tomorow I will introduce 30 min of strenght training, something light.
I got 10 more days left, even tho, I don't need to keep it for the entire 13 days, I can quit when I reach my goal wich is 113 ish lbs (51 kg). I want 110 lbs (50kg), but I am fine with that too.
PS: What I like about this diet is that it teaches you to eat little, learn that you can actually live with sammer portions :))) and helps sugar cravings and salt excess. Since in this diet you are not allowed any salt at all, once you eat something salty by itself, you automatically learn to sense the salt in the foods and no longer need to add even more salt. For example, today I ate that toast and I could feel the salt, even tho, in my regular days i'd say is pretty tasteless. Today it was GOURMET.
webcamcutie
01-19-2020, 03:29 PM
You can do it!! ^^
Esixxx
01-20-2020, 07:44 AM
I'm literally blown away. I've been dealing with Derealization since 18 yrs old and in the last 4 years I've been having episodes every 8 to 10 days (sometimes every few days when really stressed) and nothing has made it stop. I've been meditating daily for a little over a year and a half. Still hasn't cleared up the episodes. I have skills in ACT, DBT, and CBT. I've used EFT tapping. Even had a solutions based therapist to work with for about 3 years.
Nothing...not even meds has stopped the episodes BUT I've been religiously doing the LOA meditation everyday now (sometimes twice a day) for 18 days and fuck me:
TWENTY ONE DAYS FREE OF DEREALIZATION!!! I can't even. Just wake up happy daily, do the meditation after tea, and everyday I'm ok. I'm totally ok.
Universe: thank you so much. I am so grateful for this freedom.
https://youtu.be/UcuJvFl7aZE
This is amazing! You have been doing some heavy duty work sis!
Reading your posts blows me away! Keep doing your thing Sha :)
Esixxx
01-20-2020, 07:57 AM
I picked up supplies this weekend to begin clearing the crap out of my body and eating more alkaline- due to one of the messages I received during my reiki treatment- which was "clear your house." I felt that it was talking about my physical body and my personal structure.
I started making ACV tea with raw honey to help me sleep. Doing the detox baths on the regular at night to help clear my auric fields http://alcantaraacupuncture.com/why-epsom-salt-baths-are-the-highly-sensitive-persons-bff/?fbclid=IwAR30z4auOuMquMWFK_pu6MzpwCKeJn8IAtChcgMa jlOUCYW0FRM6YLgL2YE
Along with creating a night time routine.
I am baby stepping eating healthier for more energy.
Miss_ShaSha
01-20-2020, 08:34 AM
Day 3 of ACV before my first meal and calorie tracking and I have NOT craved anything sweet! This is great. Its hard to take time to track all the things and make time to eat 2 healthy balanced meals per day but I'm doing the thing! And I'm going to keep doing it!
Sounds like this product is killer. I hardly crave sugar, but if I did I'd do this! Crazy how fast it works. Interested in seeing how well it goes in a week. Please keep us updated.
I picked up supplies this weekend to begin clearing the crap out of my body and eating more alkaline- due to one of the messages I received during my reiki treatment- which was "clear your house." I felt that it was talking about my physical body and my personal structure.
I started making ACV tea with raw honey to help me sleep. Doing the detox baths on the regular at night to help clear my auric fields http://alcantaraacupuncture.com/why-epsom-salt-baths-are-the-highly-sensitive-persons-bff/?fbclid=IwAR30z4auOuMquMWFK_pu6MzpwCKeJn8IAtChcgMa jlOUCYW0FRM6YLgL2YE
Along with creating a night time routine.
I am baby stepping eating healthier for more energy.
Love this plan and I think she meant your temple too. I'm going to get some more epsom salt and coconut oil bath and start nightly too to see if it improves mood even more.
I think eating and drinking filtered water will def help with keeping your vibe up plus energy higher.
You're doing all kinds of work on your inner self and outer self. It really is inspiring. Get that shit Sis!!!
Miss_ShaSha
01-20-2020, 08:50 AM
Just started Apple cider, turmeric, & ginger supplement plus the black seed oil supplement. The reviews were great & I'll report back in 2 weeks.
Update: 13 days now. I think I was sluggish due to the sleep med my psych prescribed to help me sleep as I was in a light depression. I'm going to ask him to reduce it as I sleep just fine now.
So with these supplements I have no desire to eat really until about 12pm when I wake at 7am. My skin is glowing. My bowls are healthy. I'm far less gassy. And I sustained an injury to my hand that healed right up...quicker than I had expected it to as it was a pretty bad fall.
Overall, these supplements are great. I think when the supply runs out I'll order more. Thanks DigiLuv!!!
Cutie101
01-20-2020, 11:31 AM
Update: 13 days now. I think I was sluggish due to the sleep med my psych prescribed to help me sleep as I was in a light depression. I'm going to ask him to reduce it as I sleep just fine now.
So with these supplements I have no desire to eat really until about 12pm when I wake at 7am. My skin is glowing. My bowls are healthy. I'm far less gassy. And I sustained an injury to my hand that healed right up...quicker than I had expected it to as it was a pretty bad fall.
Overall, these supplements are great. I think when the supply runs out I'll order more. Thanks DigiLuv!!!
Did you get the supplements from Iherb? I wanna place an order there and I've seen that ACV supplements are a trend there... mind to share a link?
Cutie101
01-20-2020, 11:43 AM
Day 4 of Danish Diet.
Breakfast: coffee+ 1 tsp brown sugar+ 1 slice of toast
Lunch: 1 glass of orange juice (i squeezed oranges, didn't buy it)+ 1 yoghurt
Dinner: 1 hard boiled egg+ 1 carrot+ 1 cup of fresh cheese (I shredded the carrot, chopped the egg and mixed it with the fresh cheese)
I already got used to it. I feel the hunger less and less. Still feeling it, of course, but... not that bad like the first 2 days.
Headaches gone.
Overall spaghetti arms and legs feelings and a little lightheaded.
Mood is a little cranky, I get irritated easily.
I was able to do a 20 min workout (I started the Liift4 workout program and it has a preparatory week before you start the program, where you workout 20 min a day/ 4 days a week).
This morning I was 1/2 pound lighter than yesterday morning :)).
I will keep the strict diet 4 more days, till day 8. On day 9 I will have to cheat (meeting with some friends for a board game night and eating haha) and that's when I will break the diet. But I will continue with day 9 the next day, but start adding spices, salt and extra ingredients, gradually.
Miss_ShaSha
01-20-2020, 11:54 AM
Did you get the supplements from Iherb? I wanna place an order there and I've seen that ACV supplements are a trend there... mind to share a link?
This is the one that is suppressing my appetite:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07D3XSRK5/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o04_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
Day 4 of Danish Diet.
Breakfast: coffee+ 1 tsp brown sugar+ 1 slice of toast
Lunch: 1 glass of orange juice (i squeezed oranges, didn't buy it)+ 1 yoghurt
Dinner: 1 hard boiled egg+ 1 carrot+ 1 cup of fresh cheese (I shredded the carrot, chopped the egg and mixed it with the fresh cheese)
I already got used to it. I feel the hunger less and less. Still feeling it, of course, but... not that bad like the first 2 days.
Headaches gone.
Overall spaghetti arms and legs feelings and a little lightheaded.
Mood is a little cranky, I get irritated easily.
I was able to do a 20 min workout (I started the Liift4 workout program and it has a preparatory week before you start the program, where you workout 20 min a day/ 4 days a week).
This morning I was 1/2 pound lighter than yesterday morning :)).
I will keep the strict diet 4 more days, till day 8. On day 9 I will have to cheat (meeting with some friends for a board game night and eating haha) and that's when I will break the diet. But I will continue with day 9 the next day, but start adding spices, salt and extra ingredients, gradually.
Damn Sis, well done. This looks totally doable and healthy. I like it!!! GO GO GOOOOOO!
CammyK
01-20-2020, 12:09 PM
Tried to think of a vaguely descriptive title without it blending in with the rest.
So this is gonna sound a little wild, but... I've cammed (CB and C4S) and made clips off and on over a few years. At the beginning, I did well, after that, not so much. My biggest issue I think was being inconsistent. My first account just kind of died when I barely was getting online, then I made several new accounts to get the tag and similarly would be too inconsistent. I would get on 1-2 days every few weeks and it was hit or miss on making any money at all. Eventually I would get on, have a dead room, and be lucky if I got one token. Clips always have done better. If I upload a new clip, it or an older clip sells within a couple days. If I would upload 2 a day for a week... I would go from making $6 that month to $30-40
Anyway. This level of detail is getting irrelevant. The point is that I would start doing okayish and then stop doing anything, then everything would bomb. I've tried sex work because I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and can't do a normal person job. The anxiety has been the main reason I'm so inconsistent. Recently though, our finances have reached a point that I needed to start job hunting. I have a job offer, a full time call center thing. I've been having a lot of panic attacks, haven't been sleeping at night, and have barely been able to eat one thing a day. I'm a wreck. I was explaining to my boyfriend that I desperately wish I could just obsessively cam and make clips for like 12 hours a day instead of having to push forward with the call center. Camming makes me anxious too, but not complete bodily shut down anxious.
I don't know if it's worth trying, but he told me that if I can start back up all the sex work stuff and am making at least minimum wage, that I could hold off on the call center and keep camming. I'm just worried about pressure - if I HAVE to clock in at the call center or I'm fired, I'd do it even if I'm crying and having panic attacks between calls. When I don't HAVE to clock in and no one is going to fire me, it is so so easy to just not. And that's why I am where I am.
Thoughts? Advice? Should I not bother with this crazy idea and just suck it up and start at the call center when I'm scheduled to in a couple weeks?
Cutie101
01-20-2020, 12:30 PM
Tried to think of a vaguely descriptive title without it blending in with the rest.
So this is gonna sound a little wild, but... I've cammed (CB and C4S) and made clips off and on over a few years. At the beginning, I did well, after that, not so much. My biggest issue I think was being inconsistent. My first account just kind of died when I barely was getting online, then I made several new accounts to get the tag and similarly would be too inconsistent. I would get on 1-2 days every few weeks and it was hit or miss on making any money at all. Eventually I would get on, have a dead room, and be lucky if I got one token. Clips always have done better. If I upload a new clip, it or an older clip sells within a couple days. If I would upload 2 a day for a week... I would go from making $6 that month to $30-40
Anyway. This level of detail is getting irrelevant. The point is that I would start doing okayish and then stop doing anything, then everything would bomb. I've tried sex work because I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and can't do a normal person job. The anxiety has been the main reason I'm so inconsistent. Recently though, our finances have reached a point that I needed to start job hunting. I have a job offer, a full time call center thing. I've been having a lot of panic attacks, haven't been sleeping at night, and have barely been able to eat one thing a day. I'm a wreck. I was explaining to my boyfriend that I desperately wish I could just obsessively cam and make clips for like 12 hours a day instead of having to push forward with the call center. Camming makes me anxious too, but not complete bodily shut down anxious.
I don't know if it's worth trying, but he told me that if I can start back up all the sex work stuff and am making at least minimum wage, that I could hold off on the call center and keep camming. I'm just worried about pressure - if I HAVE to clock in at the call center or I'm fired, I'd do it even if I'm crying and having panic attacks between calls. When I don't HAVE to clock in and no one is going to fire me, it is so so easy to just not. And that's why I am where I am.
Thoughts? Advice? Should I not bother with this crazy idea and just suck it up and start at the call center when I'm scheduled to in a couple weeks?
My advice is to make a schedule and raise it up gradually, rather than saying you do whatever thing obsessively. It will hurt you more. I am not sure the call center job will help you. I mean if I'd do call center, after knowing about the money i can make on cam and from clips, i'd definately get depressed.
For example, cam for only 3 days a week (but make it 10- 12 hours with breaks in between) and 1 day for filming and editing clips.
You have days in between to rest and not feel anxious. Instead of logging on daily.
Once you start to feel better, you can add one more day of camming.
With 2 days off per week, 4 of online and 1 of offline work, I think you will do fine!
Cutie101
01-20-2020, 12:36 PM
This is the one that is suppressing my appetite:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07D3XSRK5/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o04_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
Damn Sis, well done. This looks totally doable and healthy. I like it!!! GO GO GOOOOOO!
Thanks, girl!! I found it on Iherb as well!
Thanks for encouragement!! Yes in the end is healthy and has a lot of benefits. Yes, you are starving, but after 2-3 days you get used to it so it's fine. I don't see it as a dangerous diet.
I mean, for someone who does physical work and has an active lifestyle, yes, this is unhealthy and dangerous.
But for me, The Sedentary Queen, this diet couldn't be a better start for a "eat less" lifestyle :))
Miss_ShaSha
01-20-2020, 12:59 PM
Tried to think of a vaguely descriptive title without it blending in with the rest.
So this is gonna sound a little wild, but... I've cammed (CB and C4S) and made clips off and on over a few years. At the beginning, I did well, after that, not so much. My biggest issue I think was being inconsistent. My first account just kind of died when I barely was getting online, then I made several new accounts to get the tag and similarly would be too inconsistent. I would get on 1-2 days every few weeks and it was hit or miss on making any money at all. Eventually I would get on, have a dead room, and be lucky if I got one token. Clips always have done better. If I upload a new clip, it or an older clip sells within a couple days. If I would upload 2 a day for a week... I would go from making $6 that month to $30-40
Anyway. This level of detail is getting irrelevant. The point is that I would start doing okayish and then stop doing anything, then everything would bomb. I've tried sex work because I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and can't do a normal person job. The anxiety has been the main reason I'm so inconsistent. Recently though, our finances have reached a point that I needed to start job hunting. I have a job offer, a full time call center thing. I've been having a lot of panic attacks, haven't been sleeping at night, and have barely been able to eat one thing a day. I'm a wreck. I was explaining to my boyfriend that I desperately wish I could just obsessively cam and make clips for like 12 hours a day instead of having to push forward with the call center. Camming makes me anxious too, but not complete bodily shut down anxious.
I don't know if it's worth trying, but he told me that if I can start back up all the sex work stuff and am making at least minimum wage, that I could hold off on the call center and keep camming. I'm just worried about pressure - if I HAVE to clock in at the call center or I'm fired, I'd do it even if I'm crying and having panic attacks between calls. When I don't HAVE to clock in and no one is going to fire me, it is so so easy to just not. And that's why I am where I am.
Thoughts? Advice? Should I not bother with this crazy idea and just suck it up and start at the call center when I'm scheduled to in a couple weeks?
I suffer from extreme anxiety & Dissociative Disorder. I eat clean, hydrate fully, meditate daily & have many therapy coping skills. Nothing has helped my anxiety & dissociation except for this:
https://youtu.be/UcuJvFl7aZE
Do this meditation every morning after waking, having coffee or tea, then lay down. MUST use headphones. Try this until your intuition guides you to do what you feel is right.
This basically cured my derealization episodes (dissociation) & I've had episodes 1-3 times a week for years. It's now 24 days free of Derealization & I've been doing the meditation religiously for 21 days.
The suggestions put you at ease. It's a form of self-hypnosis that has eliminated my anxiety. No more meds for me. I've healed by doing this!
CammyK
01-20-2020, 01:02 PM
I suffer from extreme anxiety & Dissociative Disorder. I eat clean, hydrate fully, meditate daily & have many therapy coping skills. Nothing has helped my anxiety & dissociation except for this:
https://youtu.be/UcuJvFl7aZE
Do this meditation every morning after waking, having coffee or tea, then lay down. MUST use headphones. Try this until your intuition guides you to do what you feel is right.
This basically cured my derealization episodes (dissociation) & I've had episodes 1-3 times a week for years. It's now 24 days free of Derealization & I've been doing the meditation religiously for 21 days.
The suggestions put you at ease. It's a form of self-hypnosis that has eliminated my anxiety. No more meds for me. I've healed by doing this!
This is one thing I have not tried before haha... I'll give it a go. I'm not sure of my exact diagnosis in terms of the dissociation, but I have a lot of dissociative symptoms too. I'm either panicking or I'm turned off and don't really remember it later. So happy for you that you're doing so much better!
Miss_ShaSha
01-20-2020, 01:40 PM
Purchased all these courses and the Remove the Fear of Success NLP with Hypnosis was ace.
52598
Those are the discounted rates for the courses right now. I purchased over $500 worth of material at under $50.
I'll be rewatching that course for 21 days to solidify all the neural pathways made in the new subconscious behavior.
THANKS again Esixxx. You're gonna help me change my life for the better and that will lead to less stress.
That's too damn funny (ironic) I was looking at the middle two courses. I have the sales one on my wishlist. The NLP course I bought is 25 hours of video lectures so I wanted to wait before buying another.
I am interested in learning how those work out for you- I see it going really well :)
This morning I am feeling so damn good. My heart is full and my energy feels off the charts! And I am awake in the morning which makes this even more epic!
This is our time. Let's get it ladies and show 'em what we got!!!
P.S. Thank you Sha, so very very much for sharing your experiences with reiki healing and encouraging me to follow through with it- it works it really freaking works!
Thank you all of ladies that have been sharing resources here they have been are so incredibly helpful. It has helped me turned my life around. Much love!!!!
So I've completed all courses. The least beneficial was LOA & NLP. I know everything she taught & I understand the NLP anchor. I got a refund.
The NLP for Sales & Persuasion is ACE! Extremely informative & well worth it.
But my fave is NLP & Hypnosis for removing fear of success. Been doing it religiously for 6 days. I'd buy it at full cost it's so good.
How are your courses coming along?
Esixxx
01-20-2020, 07:10 PM
Just did this meditation and it is freaking legit!]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0uf3gSMmiU&list=PLFwZYcV0Wm5FQ6vufvc_CZ5RfWnxzYrWd&index=9&t=0s
I can feel this.
It's like the armor around me is denser- it's nuts
Esixxx
01-20-2020, 07:15 PM
So I've completed all courses. The least beneficial was LOA & NLP. I know everything she taught & I understand the NLP anchor. I got a refund.
The NLP for Sales & Persuasion is ACE! Extremely informative & well worth it.
But my fave is NLP & Hypnosis for removing fear of success. Been doing it religiously for 6 days. I'd buy it at full cost it's so good.
How are your courses coming along?
*doing a triple take*
You must be superwoman :D Love it!
I will definitely buy those two.
I am about a quarter to a third of the way done with the reiki course. Decided to pause the course work to let the energy from my last reiki session do it's work in me.
I just finished learning about the drawing the signs, and hand placement. I did learn how to perform it on myself and it's pretty freaking awesome.
The NLP course I've watched the introduction course on how to study the course material. It's like 25- 30 hours of video. I am going to carve out time to dedicate to studying the course this week.
DigiLuv
01-20-2020, 08:48 PM
Update: 13 days now. I think I was sluggish due to the sleep med my psych prescribed to help me sleep as I was in a light depression. I'm going to ask him to reduce it as I sleep just fine now.
So with these supplements I have no desire to eat really until about 12pm when I wake at 7am. My skin is glowing. My bowls are healthy. I'm far less gassy. And I sustained an injury to my hand that healed right up...quicker than I had expected it to as it was a pretty bad fall.
Overall, these supplements are great. I think when the supply runs out I'll order more. Thanks DigiLuv!!!
Your so welcome :)
Miss_ShaSha
01-21-2020, 03:25 PM
I have a fucking feeling the Universe is testing me with these members to see if I'll crack. I've vented in SM venting and let it go.
Cannot fuck with this vibe. Sha, they cannot fuck with your vibe. Got a Kundalini rising session today and I feel all kinds of weird. Head feels heavy almost like I got a headache, but it's not bad.
Sha...keep up positive thought vibrations and STFO. KK. BREAK!!!
Miss_ShaSha
01-21-2020, 03:29 PM
*doing a triple take*
You must be superwoman :D Love it!
I will definitely buy those two.
I am about a quarter to a third of the way done with the reiki course. Decided to pause the course work to let the energy from my last reiki session do it's work in me.
I just finished learning about the drawing the signs, and hand placement. I did learn how to perform it on myself and it's pretty freaking awesome.
The NLP course I've watched the introduction course on how to study the course material. It's like 25- 30 hours of video. I am going to carve out time to dedicate to studying the course this week.
Oh shit. Good news. So curious: how does it feel when you do it to yourself? I am so curious cause I feel different things when my healer does different sessions.
Yeah, that NLP course you got is in depth. Right on!
Miss_ShaSha
01-21-2020, 03:33 PM
Had a Kundalini rising session today and man...it wasn't as powerful as I thought it'd be. I was expecting to see flashes of white light and feel electrical surges down my spine.
All I felt was throbbing in my crotch and lower back with a really warm sensation, then slowly my whole back was throbbing along the spine. Then my head started to throb. And my head still has this weird pressure like feeling.
I have had 60 oz water so far, eaten super clean, and had a detox bath.
Dunno...might need to wait a couple days for this healing session to hit me.
Esixxx
01-21-2020, 03:38 PM
Had a Kundalini rising session today and man...it wasn't as powerful as I thought it'd be. I was expecting to see flashes of white light and electrical surges down my spine.
All I felt was throbbing in my crotch and lower back with a really warm sensation, then slowly my whole back was throbbing along the spine. Then my head started to throb. And my head still has this weird pressure like feeling.
I have had 60 oz water so far, eaten super clean, and had a detox bath.
Dunno...might need to wait a couple days for this healing session to hit me.
It sounds like to me that it opened up some chakras. Your head is it your crown or third eye?
The sensation with the crown opening up feels like there is a lot of pressure around the top of your head. The third eye is like a sensation.
It sounds like it is working to me already
Esixxx
01-21-2020, 03:48 PM
Oh shit. Good news. So curious: how does it feel when you do it to yourself? I am so curious cause I feel different things when my healer does different sessions.
Yeah, that NLP course you got is in depth. Right on!
When I did the exercise to myself - it was to send that energy to the heart. I felt a warming sensation- and I was in a great mood. That was the night I was determined to hit high goal to get my toes done and I did :)
I feel alot of different sensations with mine. She activated my pineal gland and also activated organs.
Energetically I feel surges, heat, rebirth sensations the first session, then this last one I literally felt like she had taken some energy to revive certain areas.
This last session was intense and crazy- dealt with past life stuff and then my uncle that passed in 2008 was there he performed some of my healing.
My healer told me every session will be different each time, and it will give you what you need.
Miss_ShaSha
01-21-2020, 04:29 PM
It sounds like to me that it opened up some chakras. Your head is it your crown or third eye?
The sensation with the crown opening up feels like there is a lot of pressure around the top of your head. The third eye is like a sensation.
It sounds like it is working to me already
She said my third eye was the only chakra blocked. Interesting you say this. Perhaps when the Kundalini was rising it also opened my third eye.
When I did the exercise to myself - it was to send that energy to the heart. I felt a warming sensation- and I was in a great mood. That was the night I was determined to hit high goal to get my toes done and I did :)
I feel alot of different sensations with mine. She activated my pineal gland and also activated organs.
Energetically I feel surges, heat, rebirth sensations the first session, then this last one I literally felt like she had taken some energy to revive certain areas.
This last session was intense and crazy- dealt with past life stuff and then my uncle that passed in 2008 was there he performed some of my healing.
My healer told me every session will be different each time, and it will give you what you need.
YESSSS!!!! Those are sensations I experience too with some chakra healing. So cool you can do this too! OMG you're healing yourself in between sessions. Great idea.
He was there? Holy shit...he loves you and wants the best for you. I just wanna fuckin ugly cry right now, but I'm on cam. Sigh...my heart is so warm right now.
Esixxx
01-21-2020, 05:11 PM
The third eye sensation for me is like varies from a numb heavy feeling (no discomfort) and then at times it feels like it pulsing-now it does it do all the time but it's at random spurts. I talked to my healer this weekend and she said that it will do that just remind that it's still there.
I am excited for you, Sha! I can't wait to see what happens next for you :)
Miss_ShaSha
01-22-2020, 07:34 AM
Did you get the supplements from Iherb? I wanna place an order there and I've seen that ACV supplements are a trend there... mind to share a link?
Sis, I'm sorry. The other supplement increases metabolism and this one is the appetite suppressant:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0779JC57M/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o04_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
Miss_ShaSha
01-22-2020, 11:58 AM
Had a Kundalini rising session today and man...it wasn't as powerful as I thought it'd be. I was expecting to see flashes of white light and feel electrical surges down my spine.
All I felt was throbbing in my crotch and lower back with a really warm sensation, then slowly my whole back was throbbing along the spine. Then my head started to throb. And my head still has this weird pressure like feeling.
I have had 60 oz water so far, eaten super clean, and had a detox bath.
Dunno...might need to wait a couple days for this healing session to hit me.
Day 2 after Kundalini rising and the pressure at the base of my head where the spine meets is still noticeable. I do not suffer from headaches or migraines but maybe a couple to a few times a year. Even when I drink a bottle of wine I rarely have hangover or headache as I'm so properly hydrated.
But this pressure is getting to me. It's nagging and I don't feel so well.
Other news: since daily LOA meditation I've been seeing number patterns that usually occur around thoughts of camming and my new business. I repeatedly see: 2:22, 5:55, and 11:11.
Directly after my Kundalini session and detox bath I hopped onto the laptop and there it was 11:11 and I saw it on my phone too. Then this AM while updating a freelancer profile for a way to acquire clients I saw 11:11 on my freelancer profile at time of login and then saw it on my laptop too.
Yesterday I saw 5:55 three times and this AM again on laptop as I was preparing to stream. Then when I did goal progress calculation for the SM contest it was actually 55.55
2:22 I see so frequently I can't even.
I have always noticed the time. If you had a pager way back when then you know about pager codes. I've always noticed 143 meaning I love you or 823 which is thinking of you...but there hasn't been a phase in my life that these 3 number patterns keep showing up.
I'm both excited and slightly overwhelmed.
Cutie101
01-22-2020, 02:32 PM
Done with day 6 of the diet. And I did quit it also.
Ok, not completely, I will still follow it till day 13, but I am adding oilive oil, salt and spices and a bit of carbs.
Lost 6 lbs.
I am pleased.
Esixxx
01-22-2020, 07:15 PM
This week been eating an alkalizing breakfast of brown rice, avacado, tomato, sunflower shoots, liquid aminos, flax seed oil and lemon juice. Today for lunch made myself a delicious soy ginger salmon and salad. Dinner is pasta (don't judge me lol)
Been drinking ACV tea with raw honey at night along with taking detox baths.
Doing daily meditation sometimes multiple times a day along with morning journaling. Tapping when I feel like it is needed. Before logging onto cam I have been doing the auric field meditation to protect my energy- really seems like an effective shielding method for me.
So far I have made it to the gym 3 times this week, one more day to go :)
Energy and focus is good so I am happy about that. Still working on creating a good daily structure (it's a work in progress)
CammyK
01-23-2020, 08:59 AM
Here to make an update... my boyfriend and I are planning things out for me to work at camming and clips again instead of continuing with the background check etc to work at the call center. I think he couldn't handle watching me break down over it anymore. I'm planning out my approach. Before, I have tried to craft a camming persona that was a little too disingenuous to my personality but moderately the real me, a camming persona that was essentially "look at me naked, please pay me," and a camming persona that was not a persona at all, just me, but I was oversharing personal details. So... I'm planning out a fair mix of these three. The real me, but focusing on the sexy aspect. I'm not starting with the mentality of "please pay me" but rather "let's get as many followers as possible." Clips are easier. Just make more of them haha.
I think I'm going to read over this entire thread over the next couple days. I'm planning to start Sunday when my boyfriend's work schedule changes. I know that the two biggest faults I've had camming are not following a schedule and not being engaging enough on cam. Instead of focusing on my tip menu, I am focusing on those aspects. I think the big trade in call center vs sex work is anxiety vs showing up. I am 10x more likely to panic badly at the call center job, and 10x more likely to stop showing up camming. I'm working out what metrics I need to meet to keep doing sex work. If I'm not following my schedule in a few weeks and can't say "I am doing my absolute best on cam." then I've really screwed up, and it'll only be me to blame.
As for self care, I'm working out a gentle morning routine of walking my dog and drinking hot tea... I'm going out today to buy some skin and hair care products to help me feel my best, and I'm planning on doing a lot of yoga on cam. Both something to do on cam, and something that really helps me feel healthier.
I'm noticing a huge intersection between sex workers and paganism/new ageish stuff. I think it's fascinating!
Miss_ShaSha
01-23-2020, 11:24 AM
This week been eating an alkalizing breakfast of brown rice, avacado, tomato, sunflower shoots, liquid aminos, flax seed oil and lemon juice. Today for lunch made myself a delicious soy ginger salmon and salad. Dinner is pasta (don't judge me lol)
Been drinking ACV tea with raw honey at night along with taking detox baths.
Doing daily meditation sometimes multiple times a day along with morning journaling. Tapping when I feel like it is needed. Before logging onto cam I have been doing the auric field meditation to protect my energy- really seems like an effective shielding method for me.
So far I have made it to the gym 3 times this week, one more day to go :)
Energy and focus is good so I am happy about that. Still working on creating a good daily structure (it's a work in progress)
Girl, what is your life path number, expression number, and soul's urge number? You legit don't quit, see challenges as an opportunity, and are just so damn fierce.
Watching your updates gives me goosebumps cause you're so hulking spirituality like max!!!
All I gotta say is PROPS!!!
Here to make an update... my boyfriend and I are planning things out for me to work at camming and clips again instead of continuing with the background check etc to work at the call center. I think he couldn't handle watching me break down over it anymore. I'm planning out my approach. Before, I have tried to craft a camming persona that was a little too disingenuous to my personality but moderately the real me, a camming persona that was essentially "look at me naked, please pay me," and a camming persona that was not a persona at all, just me, but I was oversharing personal details. So... I'm planning out a fair mix of these three. The real me, but focusing on the sexy aspect. I'm not starting with the mentality of "please pay me" but rather "let's get as many followers as possible." Clips are easier. Just make more of them haha.
I think I'm going to read over this entire thread over the next couple days. I'm planning to start Sunday when my boyfriend's work schedule changes. I know that the two biggest faults I've had camming are not following a schedule and not being engaging enough on cam. Instead of focusing on my tip menu, I am focusing on those aspects. I think the big trade in call center vs sex work is anxiety vs showing up. I am 10x more likely to panic badly at the call center job, and 10x more likely to stop showing up camming. I'm working out what metrics I need to meet to keep doing sex work. If I'm not following my schedule in a few weeks and can't say "I am doing my absolute best on cam." then I've really screwed up, and it'll only be me to blame.
As for self care, I'm working out a gentle morning routine of walking my dog and drinking hot tea... I'm going out today to buy some skin and hair care products to help me feel my best, and I'm planning on doing a lot of yoga on cam. Both something to do on cam, and something that really helps me feel healthier.
I'm noticing a huge intersection between sex workers and paganism/new ageish stuff. I think it's fascinating!
Excellent ideas...and please do that daily LOA meditation I linked you to after tea in the AM. It has transformed my life in just 24 days. Hardly any anxiety and I used to suffer BAD. Meds couldn't even help.
I like your plan. I think it's doable and will leave an impression with members. Baby steps is my advice. Let the bad days fall by the wayside and focus on abundance, peace, and happiness.
Get this girl!!! FUCKING GET THIS!!!
Esixxx
01-23-2020, 12:02 PM
Girl, what is your life path number, expression number, and soul's urge number? You legit don't quit, see challenges as an opportunity, and are just so damn fierce.
Watching your updates gives me goosebumps cause you're so hulking spirituality like max!!!
All I gotta say is PROPS!!!
:) Thank you- this just made grin from ear to ear.
My life path number is 6
Expression Number is 11
Soul Urge is 7
Aren't numbers great :D
My healer each session gives me specific numbers to pay attention to when they show up.
This time I got
8-manifestation,material world, career
32- Ascended masters, partnerships
5- positive changes
Miss_ShaSha
01-23-2020, 03:16 PM
:) Thank you- this just made grin from ear to ear.
My life path number is 6
Expression Number is 11
Soul Urge is 7
Aren't numbers great :D
My healer each session gives me specific numbers to pay attention to when they show up.
This time I got
8-manifestation,material world, career
32- Ascended masters, partnerships
5- positive changes
Just read up on life path number 6, and goddamn hahahaaaa it's you to a T!!! No wonder I'm so drawn to your posts. You're full of all the goodness I like in a person.
I'm just now getting into numbers. I've never really felt compelled by numbers but these repeating patterns are wigging me out. I'm learning so much.
How is the number 5 working out for you? My life path number is one and it's made with 5's. That number is jumping out at me Sis.
How often have you been seeing it? What thoughts do you have when you see it?
Miss_ShaSha
01-23-2020, 03:24 PM
Day 3 since Kundalini rising and the headache is now gone. It took many hours of sleep (11 exactly) to feel better. I just have this sense of peace. It's been quite the challenge this week on SM with contest, and today has been the worst for sales...yet I feel content.
Now 27 days free of derealization and zero anxiety daily. It's so marvelous as I'm currently on day 24 of the meditation. It's like it's hypnotized my subconscious with peace, happiness, and abundance. Wild!
I've eaten very clean today: blueberries and asparagus, half large avocado, power greens lightly fried in extra virgin olive oil, vegan kimchi, and stirred in with a sweet n spicy tuna.
Have had 60 oz filtered water on my next 20 oz now. Meditated twice with great heart rate results.
Today has been a great day. Intention is to continue keeping my vibe up for the last 2 hrs of this 6 hr shift.
Esixxx
01-23-2020, 09:18 PM
Just read up on life path number 6, and goddamn hahahaaaa it's you to a T!!! No wonder I'm so drawn to your posts. You're full of all the goodness I like in a person.
I'm just now getting into numbers. I've never really felt compelled by numbers but these repeating patterns are wigging me out. I'm learning so much.
How is the number 5 working out for you? My life path number is one and it's made with 5's. That number is jumping out at me Sis.
How often have you been seeing it? What thoughts do you have when you see it?
The first time I took note of 5's was after my first reiki session in November. She told me to pay attention when the numbers 1,2,5, and 9 show up.
I didn't see the 5's until December- that was when I spoke my truth to my ex. I had sent the message at 5:55. I didn't notice until after I sent.
Before the first session I knew that my throat chakra was blocked because I had been struggling to communicate my boundaries with customers in free chat. I do like to connect and conversate with my customers but they were consuming my energy and time, I wasn't being compensated for it.
After the session I was able to communicate to them- that if you want to chat- tip. So I believe that was the positive change there and for me it was big leap. I have struggled with asking for what I want, boundaries, etc. along overthinking the issue.
Recently after this last reiki session I am seeing 5's often on here. So I know what I am working on - taking care of me- nurturing myself is the positive change.
Lately I am seeing a lot 2's 1's and 11:11 and 8's are popping up here and there.
The 1's and 11:11 I am seeing when I am doing the work on myself- mediation or I am thinking about the different changes to make in my life for it flow. When I see it- I know I am on the right track.
Miss_ShaSha
01-24-2020, 03:58 AM
The first time I took note of 5's was after my first reiki session in November. She told me to pay attention when the numbers 1,2,5, and 9 show up.
I didn't see the 5's until December- that was when I spoke my truth to my ex. I had sent the message at 5:55. I didn't notice until after I sent.
----Now that is fucking wild!
Before the first session I knew that my throat chakra was blocked because I had been struggling to communicate my boundaries with customers in free chat. I do like to connect and conversate with my customers but they were consuming my energy and time, I wasn't being compensated for it.
After the session I was able to communicate to them- that if you want to chat- tip. So I believe that was the positive change there and for me it was big leap. I have struggled with asking for what I want, boundaries, etc. along overthinking the issue.
---def positive change.
Recently after this last reiki session I am seeing 5's often on here. So I know what I am working on - taking care of me- nurturing myself is the positive change.
---it is so wise to do it. You're really progressing & willing to make shifts. This takes courage.
Lately I am seeing a lot 2's 1's and 11:11 and 8's are popping up here and there.
The 1's and 11:11 I am seeing when I am doing the work on myself- mediation or I am thinking about the different changes to make in my life for it flow. When I see it- I know I am on the right track.
---yeah! I'd have to agree you're on the right track.
You're def right: numbers a great.
princess_casual
01-24-2020, 06:26 AM
This week been eating an alkalizing breakfast of brown rice, avacado, tomato, sunflower shoots, liquid aminos, flax seed oil and lemon juice. Today for lunch made myself a delicious soy ginger salmon and salad. Dinner is pasta (don't judge me lol)
Been drinking ACV tea with raw honey at night along with taking detox baths.
Doing daily meditation sometimes multiple times a day along with morning journaling. Tapping when I feel like it is needed. Before logging onto cam I have been doing the auric field meditation to protect my energy- really seems like an effective shielding method for me.
So far I have made it to the gym 3 times this week, one more day to go :)
Energy and focus is good so I am happy about that. Still working on creating a good daily structure (it's a work in progress)
That breakfast sounds soooo good.
Structure is so hard for me- especially getting up at the same time consistently. The flexibility of camming is really a double-edged sword in that aspect!
One thing that's supposed to help with focus & energy is clary sage! Before logging on a drop several drops of lavender, eucalyptus and clary sage essential oils around my work space to help keep me calm, energized and focused. I'm thinking of getting a diffuser.
Miss_ShaSha
01-24-2020, 09:05 AM
Other news: since daily LOA meditation I've been seeing number patterns that usually occur around thoughts of camming and my new business. I repeatedly see: 2:22, 5:55, and 11:11.
Directly after my Kundalini session and detox bath I hopped onto the laptop and there it was 11:11 and I saw it on my phone too. Then this AM while updating a freelancer profile for a way to acquire clients I saw 11:11 on my freelancer profile at time of login and then saw it on my laptop too.
Yesterday I saw 5:55 three times and this AM again on laptop as I was preparing to stream. Then when I did goal progress calculation for the SM contest it was actually 55.55
2:22 I see so frequently I can't even.
I have always noticed the time. If you had a pager way back when then you know about pager codes. I've always noticed 143 meaning I love you or 823 which is thinking of you...but there hasn't been a phase in my life that these 3 number patterns keep showing up.
I'm both excited and slightly overwhelmed.
Was just about to log out as I was thinking about doing my LOA meditation and saw 55:54 and when I screenshot it I caught this:
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Definitely time to meditate hahahaaa. SWEET!
webcamcutie
01-24-2020, 10:57 AM
Day 3 of ACV before my first meal and calorie tracking and I have NOT craved anything sweet! This is great. Its hard to take time to track all the things and make time to eat 2 healthy balanced meals per day but I'm doing the thing! And I'm going to keep doing it!
Update on this: I'm on day 9 of drinking ACV once per day and I'm ready to go to twice per day now I think ;)
My favorite recipe so far is limeade which is 1 1/2 tablespoons of ACV, 1 tablespoon of lime juice, and 1 tsp of sweetener (I use the keto friendly form of stevia but I use 2 tsps) and 2 cups of water. All of my sweet cravings are gone. I don't even want anything sweet at all.
Also my first hello fresh box came today, VERY excited to cook with it tomorrow (it would be today but Friday nights my husband and I go out to dinner together.. I'm also doing OMAD so I can not worry about how many calories I eat at dinner tonight, lolol) I've even adjusted my cam schedule to only be mornings/early evenings (took away my afternoon shift) so I can have time to cook nice dinners and relax before and AFTER dinner before I have to go back online. Can't wait to try it out!
Miss_ShaSha
01-24-2020, 12:48 PM
Update on this: I'm on day 9 of drinking ACV once per day and I'm ready to go to twice per day now I think ;)
My favorite recipe so far is limeade which is 1 1/2 tablespoons of ACV, 1 tablespoon of lime juice, and 1 tsp of sweetener (I use the keto friendly form of stevia but I use 2 tsps) and 2 cups of water. All of my sweet cravings are gone. I don't even want anything sweet at all.
Also my first hello fresh box came today, VERY excited to cook with it tomorrow (it would be today but Friday nights my husband and I go out to dinner together.. I'm also doing OMAD so I can not worry about how many calories I eat at dinner tonight, lolol) I've even adjusted my cam schedule to only be mornings/early evenings (took away my afternoon shift) so I can have time to cook nice dinners and relax before and AFTER dinner before I have to go back online. Can't wait to try it out!
I am nodding so hard. Your consistency is paying off. & this new schedule shift sounds good too. You work sooooo hard you deserve some quality time.
Excited to hear about Hello Fresh.
CammyK
01-25-2020, 08:34 AM
I'm struggling to listen to the LOA meditation, I feel like 30 minutes is too long. :ashamed:
Today is my last day of prep before I start camming tomorrow, it's hard to not just be "go go go!" But... here goes. I'm going to listen anyway!
I admit that the idea of a meditation fixing my anxiety when years of therapy and trying over a dozen medications and every other self help technique I could find sounds a little far-fetched. But Miss_ShaSha, your endorsement moves me. It sounds like our struggle with anxiety may be fairly similar.
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Done. Wow. That was incredible. After the first several minutes I felt my scalp tingling and a moment later teared up briefly. Slightly further in, I started imagining what I want - camming, gaining followers, starting to make money, and getting ALL my checklist done today. After several more minutes I felt my mind shifting to my bigger dreams, longer term dreams. Within 30 seconds of my mind shifting to the bigger things, the meditation said something along the lines of "Anything you can dream, everything you desire, consider what you want your life to truly look like." It was a wow moment. The back and forth of the audio reminded me of and began to feel like EMDR therapy. It uses bilateral stimulation to reach the deeper areas of your brain and retrain how it processes things. I even noticed my eyes shifting back and forth. At the end of the meditation I was crying. This is definitely the most powerful meditation I've ever used!!
Parts of it were very close to a helpful goal-setting (and achieving) video I watched a few days ago, and the rest was more spiritual. I love it. The perfect blended meditation for the analytical side of me and the spiritual side of me.
Miss_ShaSha
01-25-2020, 09:36 AM
Holy shit...despite a horrible week of sales I have had a very peaceful and content feeling most of the week. And this AM, knowing this week was so hard, I'm perfectly calm.
Taking today off. I've eaten cuties, drank 40 oz water so far, and meditated twice.
The second meditation session I was so goddamn chill that my avg heart rate was 48 bpm with a low of 41 and no I didn't fall asleep lol. I'm just so calm, accepting, and content.
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This is the meditation I used after I did my regular LOA meditation (26 days now):
https://youtu.be/7FKXLJCWvNo
Miss_ShaSha
01-25-2020, 09:44 AM
I'm struggling to listen to the LOA meditation, I feel like 30 minutes is too long. :ashamed:
Today is my last day of prep before I start camming tomorrow, it's hard to not just be "go go go!" But... here goes. I'm going to listen anyway!
I admit that the idea of a meditation fixing my anxiety when years of therapy and trying over a dozen medications and every other self help technique I could find sounds a little far-fetched. But Miss_ShaSha, your endorsement moves me. It sounds like our struggle with anxiety may be fairly similar.
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Done. Wow. That was incredible. After the first several minutes I felt my scalp tingling and a moment later teared up briefly. Slightly further in, I started imagining what I want - camming, gaining followers, starting to make money, and getting ALL my checklist done today. After several more minutes I felt my mind shifting to my bigger dreams, longer term dreams. Within 30 seconds of my mind shifting to the bigger things, the meditation said something along the lines of "Anything you can dream, everything you desire, consider what you want your life to truly look like." It was a wow moment. The back and forth of the audio reminded me of and began to feel like EMDR therapy. It uses bilateral stimulation to reach the deeper areas of your brain and retrain how it processes things. I even noticed my eyes shifting back and forth. At the end of the meditation I was crying. This is definitely the most powerful meditation I've ever used!!
Parts of it were very close to a helpful goal-setting (and achieving) video I watched a few days ago, and the rest was more spiritual. I love it. The perfect blended meditation for the analytical side of me and the spiritual side of me.
Sister! SISTER!!! Solidarity: my anxiety despite everything I could possibly try (therapy, eating right, exercise, skills in CBT, ACT, and DBT, falling asleep to positive affirmations, socializing, and meds) didn't work. Yes, we have a similar type of persistent anxiety.
Mmmhmm...just nodding in total agreement. It moved me to tears at points too and now at 26 days I've manifest what I've been visualizing: $4750 in deposits to my checking account AND eliminated all derealization and zero anxiety.
THIS IS YOUR GIFT. You're going to see real change if you're consistent with it.
Proof of a manifestation made possible with this meditation:
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You took a chance and that takes some guts. Yeah, it's long at first...but as time goes on it's a fun adventure of visualizations and good feelings while seeing anything you want that you can manifest. I'm proud of you girl! You got this. And it moves me with how vulnerable you are. That takes courage.
Miss_ShaSha
01-25-2020, 11:43 AM
Just did this meditation and it is freaking legit!]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0uf3gSMmiU&list=PLFwZYcV0Wm5FQ6vufvc_CZ5RfWnxzYrWd&index=9&t=0s
I can feel this.
It's like the armor around me is denser- it's nuts
I don't even know how I'm just seeing this now. I did my aura cleanse today. I'll try this tomorrow.
ravenskyy
01-26-2020, 09:27 AM
I have not been sticking to my schedule. I have not been staying online. I have not been hitting my goals. I have been letting my anxiety take control and keep me from being responsible. I hate that. I need to stop allowing my mental illnesses to have so much power over me.
I'm always allowing myself to take breaks when it gets slow, instead of pushing through and being patient. Nope. Not anymore. I'm throwing myself right into a 40hr work week. I made no money last week and I used the contest as an excuse. I'll be working a mix of day and night shifts again.
How are you ladies keeping yourselves entertained when you're on cam? I've tried having the tv on and I normally have music playing while I'm online, so that won't work. I can't look at my phone because customers leave when you look distracted. I've tried using other tabs for web browsing but I end up missing messages in my chat room. I used to have a second laptop but I dropped it and broke it, so now I'm down to one laptop again. Any advice? I tend to lose my mind when I'm bored.
gbjenna
01-26-2020, 09:36 AM
I have not been sticking to my schedule. I have not been staying online. I have not been hitting my goals. I have been letting my anxiety take control and keep me from being responsible. I hate that. I need to stop allowing my mental illnesses to have so much power over me.
I'm always allowing myself to take breaks when it gets slow, instead of pushing through and being patient. Nope. Not anymore. I'm throwing myself right into a 40hr work week. I made no money last week and I used the contest as an excuse. I'll be working a mix of day and night shifts again.
How are you ladies keeping yourselves entertained when you're on cam? I've tried having the tv on and I normally have music playing while I'm online, so that won't work. I can't look at my phone because customers leave when you look distracted. I've tried using other tabs for web browsing but I end up missing messages in my chat room. I used to have a second laptop but I dropped it and broke it, so now I'm down to one laptop again. Any advice? I tend to lose my mind when I'm bored.
I'm in the process of trying to break the habit of logging off when I'm bored. Do you read? I've been trying to read but from a book, I keep out of the way of the cam next to my laptop, so it looks as if I'm staring at the laptop from where the cam is angled.
I'm interested to see what other people's suggestions are cause I only have one laptop really atm too so I can't watch Netflix or anything whilst I'm working x
ravenskyy
01-26-2020, 09:58 AM
I'm in the process of trying to break the habit of logging off when I'm bored. Do you read? I've been trying to read but from a book, I keep out of the way of the cam next to my laptop, so it looks as if I'm staring at the laptop from where the cam is angled.
I'm interested to see what other people's suggestions are cause I only have one laptop really atm too so I can't watch Netflix or anything whilst I'm working x
I've thought about reading but all my books are ebooks lol I haven't purchased a physical book in years. I'll have to go to Barnes and Noble soon.
Miss_ShaSha
01-26-2020, 10:36 AM
I have not been sticking to my schedule. I have not been staying online. I have not been hitting my goals. I have been letting my anxiety take control and keep me from being responsible. I hate that. I need to stop allowing my mental illnesses to have so much power over me.
I'm always allowing myself to take breaks when it gets slow, instead of pushing through and being patient. Nope. Not anymore. I'm throwing myself right into a 40hr work week. I made no money last week and I used the contest as an excuse. I'll be working a mix of day and night shifts again.
How are you ladies keeping yourselves entertained when you're on cam? I've tried having the tv on and I normally have music playing while I'm online, so that won't work. I can't look at my phone because customers leave when you look distracted. I've tried using other tabs for web browsing but I end up missing messages in my chat room. I used to have a second laptop but I dropped it and broke it, so now I'm down to one laptop again. Any advice? I tend to lose my mind when I'm bored.
This is my set up on Chromebook and how I keep my sanity and still pay very close attention to those who enter:
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If you're on Chrome you have the ability to open a whole new window and minimize it so you can see your chat room still. You select from the 3 dots on the far right just below the X close out window or Control+N. This way it's not a tab in the same window, but one all on it's own that you can move and resize.
Hope that helps.