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Morrigan
04-05-2020, 06:15 PM
I did manage to get out earlier and went to my nearest weed shop, loaded up on concentrates, and found the most wonderfully yummy cookie dough bites. It's made today more bearable. .. hehe pot shops considered essential hehe . I love my home

lurkingtitties
04-05-2020, 06:16 PM
^^youre making me want to move to WA!

carmen_b
04-05-2020, 09:37 PM
A Friday date with desert stud turned into us saying our goodbyes Sunday afternoon....
Doing very well.

whirlerz
04-05-2020, 10:16 PM
A Friday date with desert stud turned into us saying our goodbyes Sunday afternoon....
Doing very well.

Aw, Man, you gotta rub it in:(

Lol^

Anyway. Today the big mouth roomie, & pretty much everyone else, is blathering, LOUD AF outside my door:O. He's the worst tho, since he never.shuts.the fuck UP! + LOUD!
I mean, ear plugs, the music on my phone AND a white noise machine barely put a damper on it!

I ignore his ass, since I'm 'negative'::). Riight, pal. Don't F w/a girl that listens to "One of these days, I'm gonna cut you in little pieces"}:D

carmen_b
04-06-2020, 12:03 AM
^ WHEN I have the chance to ! Lol !
I feel like half my posts are just related to craving dick !
It's just me but it often looks like a troll has taken over my account.

AChildOfBoredom
04-06-2020, 12:15 AM
soooo they realize they are too drunk to drive back home, have tower tow their car to their house whilst riding along in tow truck?

I didn’t realize people could do that but it’s better than having them drive around possibly killing some innocent people

That’s exactly what they do. The reactions are amusing at times, because I am NOT what they’re expecting to step out of the tow truck. And it would be like shooting fish in a barrel if I cared to. They always seem to find and excuse to write their phone number down somewhere than the paperwork.

miss.a.p1600
04-06-2020, 07:02 AM
One time I called a tow truck and when dude stepped out.....he looked exactly like a male stripper

I bullshit you not - totally wasn’t what I was expecting

In my mind the song Pony was playing while he was stripping his shirt off

Also another time I saw a woman first ever woman towing. I thought she was going to fuck up but she handled it like a pro. My mind went to the gutter and I thought about how she probably could take charge with a dick the same way. So I see how dudes could get turned out seeing a female do towing

carmen_b
04-06-2020, 06:25 PM
I'm just really jealous today about people who did not have their income affected. ;/

The person I'm seeing ...... no income loss at all . It's a little hard to relate to sometimes.

whirlerz
04-06-2020, 06:43 PM
One time I called a tow truck and when dude stepped out.....he looked exactly like a male stripper

I bullshit you not - totally wasn’t what I was expecting

In my mind the song Pony was playing while he was stripping his shirt off

Also another time I saw a woman first ever woman towing. I thought she was going to fuck up but she handled it like a pro. My mind went to the gutter and I thought about how she probably could take charge with a dick the same way. So I see how dudes could get turned out seeing a female do towing

Lol, I was semi flirting w/a TT driver yesterday, in drugstore pkg lot.
I found it amazing that that metal string (what/ev it is) pulls the car onto the flat bed.
He said it pulls trucks on there too!
He was from AAA which I have..he had 1 hell of a stereo in the truck, blasting some crap music.

My tooth w/the missing crown (I do have it, tried & it fell out ) is hurting..I have this wax, you're supposed to put the crown on top, but the last time it just fell out again.
tomorrow I call my dentist, to see when she can have me in for appt. to look @ it!

miss.a.p1600
04-06-2020, 06:43 PM
I have called this guy several times to simply get a connection for some weed. And you know what? This bitch is not answering his phone.

All I want is just some weed for this weekend. Is that so much to ask?????

This shouldn’t be cotdamn rocket science!

Pokahantas
04-06-2020, 06:53 PM
I have called this guy several times to simply get a connection for some weed. And you know what? This bitch is not answering his phone.

All I want is just some weed for this weekend. Is that so much to ask?????

This shouldn’t be cotdamn rocket science!

What state are you in? Out here in California weed shops are considered an essential business so they are open. I stocked up on everything lol. Check to see if it’s essential in your city.

indiegirl
04-06-2020, 06:57 PM
I'm just really jealous today about people who did not have their income affected. ;/

The person I'm seeing ...... no income loss at all . It's a little hard to relate to sometimes.

Exactly. In my class online all the men have retained their job....meanwhile I sat there thinking "you don't know shit!!!"

carmen_b
04-06-2020, 07:00 PM
^ He's good at what he does but I'm kind of down playing my stress. I haven't had any income since Mid March.

Mine is actually worse than no income.

I had to give $400 back to one client today. I realize that I could have probably gotten away with just giving them $250 but I was having a weak moment. They mentioned they both worked in health care and I gave 80% of their retainer back . I probably could have gotten away with 50%.

Then in 5.5 weeks $250 back to another.

I have another reservation ( down to just one more I think out of 7 in the covid disruption pile ) and I hate to do this to them but I might just tell them it's not an option to refund .... only to reschedule at no penalty ( which is still fair ). Then I will hope like hell they don't push back hard or put a bad review up. I am hoping they are still coming out actually ! It's on April 16.
I have to play each one by ear. I have tried like hell to get all into the reschedule v.s. cancel pile.

miss.a.p1600
04-06-2020, 07:03 PM
What state are you in? Out here in California weed shops are considered an essential business so they are open. I stocked up on everything lol. Check to see if it’s essential in your city.

Sadly I’m in this bitch ass repressive ass backwards ass conservative ass hypocritical ass state.

Now if feel like an idiot cause I only know one person who can help me get it. Aside from the guy who tried to be my pimp a couple months back and I do not feel like going that deep into the black market.

Just FML!!!!!!!!!!

carmen_b
04-06-2020, 07:09 PM
My fave NV shop is shut down right now !

But men are giving me their weed hahahaha.
Or to rephrase my one fave is. :)


What state are you in? Out here in California weed shops are considered an essential business so they are open. I stocked up on everything lol. Check to see if it’s essential in your city.

miss.a.p1600
04-06-2020, 08:06 PM
^im probably better off telling that thirsty dude I’ll meet up with him only if he brings some weed. Have him get it for me instead of me buying it myself.

Idk though because all he talks about is liquor and if his ass tells me no he doesn’t know where to get it then I might rage against him

Pokahantas
04-06-2020, 08:43 PM
Sadly I’m in this bitch ass repressive ass backwards ass conservative ass hypocritical ass state.

Now if feel like an idiot cause I only know one person who can help me get it. Aside from the guy who tried to be my pimp a couple months back and I do not feel like going that deep into the black market.

Just FML!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!! I totally understand. Wish there was another way for you to get it. Damn that sucks. I’m so sick of this quarantine.

AChildOfBoredom
04-07-2020, 04:20 AM
So I see how dudes could get turned out seeing a female do towing

Oh, yeah. They’ll make a fetish out of damn near anything.

moneybags
04-07-2020, 04:51 AM
I've had a stuffy nose, a headache, and feeling feverish but my temperature has been normal. I've been eating garlic, taking garlic tablets, and drinking hot tea. I avoid watching the news now and have blocked someone who was so kind as to send me a picture graph of coronavirus deaths in my area by city and an annoying former fbsm custie who texted "hey r u alive?". I will block all negative people who text or call me. I feel kind of guilty for feeling this way but I can't wait until my baby starts on solid foods so I can stop breastfeeding and get on anxiety meds. I'm continuing to breastfeed her for now because there are formula shortages in my area.

I’m so glad I’m not the only one. I had some friends on Facebook posting conspiracy theories. I just unfollowed. One personally messaged me some bat shit crazy conspiracy theory about the virus. Buh Bye!


I’ve cut back in the news. I’m focusing on my studies. I need to get back on my self-care A game.

Pokahantas
04-07-2020, 07:39 AM
I’m doing the same. The news and social media are making things worse by reporting deaths by the second. It would be nice if they’d also report on all of the people who’ve recovered so that people can feel more hopeful but I guess placing fear in people is much more profitable for ratings.

So since all of this I neglected self care and just swung deeper and deeper into depression. But I am happy to say that as of Sunday I did my hair and yesterday did my nails and feet and although it was 9 pm and I wasn’t going anywhere I put on makeup and took some selfies and it made me feel so much better. This morning I prayed in meditation. How is everyone else doing with their self care through all of this? I am so glad that I was able to snap out of the funk that I was in. I haven’t been able to cam yet. Hopefully, I will get back into cam mode soon but I’m grateful for my small baby steps so far.

carmen_b
04-07-2020, 12:00 PM
^ EXACTLY ! We are talking about a LOW percentage of people here dying. Most with former health issues . Ugh !

carmen_b
04-07-2020, 12:04 PM
I had an extremely bad day yesterday.
I was very stressed about money. I think I would be a lot more calm if there were any reassurance of just getting anything coming in ( even $250 - $300 a week ).
I had really bad anxiety that spiked in the evening.

I do realize I'm in a bit of a detox mode from having week two days over the weekend then none on Mon .

I'm still committed to staying calm and collected. I just had a bad day.

carmen_b
04-07-2020, 12:32 PM
I got a lead today from day job. Something is always better than nothing !

I offered a $250 a month payment plan instead of my usual payment option ( a little more ).
I hope they reserve . This will be the most exciting $250 I've made in years if they do.

carmen_b
04-07-2020, 12:35 PM
I have also activated door dash again on my phone. My friend and I used to do it just to chat in the car together and then go to dinner on what we made. I will try to do a few deliveries a day as it's at least *something*.

whirlerz
04-07-2020, 02:12 PM
Well.

I just now found out, that the guy upstairs, is helping an abused woman.

I mean cool, but he was asking about if I saw a letter addressed to her, which I did. I'd put it return to sender, addressee unknown.

I'd asked a couple people in the house if they knew anything about it.. We get lots of misdirected mail.

Today the mailman picked it up, then I get a call from him asking about it, he wanted the guy wrote it, the abuser, to think she still lives here, so they can prove abuse & get him arrested.

I'm all for helping out, I've been in that situation myself.
However, I really don't want an abuser coming here, upstairs guy said he won't? How does he know?
There was some drunk girl that recently visited, Idk if it's her..

Anyway, I wrote upstairs guy a note, put in some hotline #'s.

Hes not home yet, he'd said "he's the only one who can help"?

Then I had to listen to abusive woman behind me, screaming /threatening her guy!
Threatened to throw out his stuff.
They're calmed down rn, he brought her some ice cream or something

Really don't need this SHIT rn

carmen_b
04-07-2020, 02:43 PM
^ Speaking here from someone who escaped an abuser semi recently ..... the BEST thing you can do is to make sure they DON'T find you. This is because all it takes is once .

You have reason to be cautious.

I don't know the full situation but if I were them I'd create a rumor that she moved out of state v.s. giving him any knowledge that she is nearby.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-07-2020, 04:05 PM
Just found out my ex-neighbor with COVID 19 is recovering (in the hospital.) His wife got sick too but she apparently fought it off without more treatment (she's younger than him.)

I feel bad for her though b/c most likely caring for her husband once he is discharged from the hospital, won't be fun. So glad I don't live near them anymore.

I'm doing super today, had a great dinner.

whirlerz
04-07-2020, 07:47 PM
^ Speaking here from someone who escaped an abuser semi recently ..... the BEST thing you can do is to make sure they DON'T find you. This is because all it takes is once .

You have reason to be cautious.

I don't know the full situation but if I were them I'd create a rumor that she moved out of state v.s. giving him any knowledge that she is nearby.

Thank you!

miss.a.p1600
04-07-2020, 08:48 PM
Kind of sad. I have no harem (aka no worthwhile dick options), no weed, don’t feel like drinking liquor cause then I’ll be even more sad n thirsty

All I have is my health, my sane family (not the crazies), and my money

So I’ll be focused on those

lynn2009
04-08-2020, 07:04 PM
Not surprisingly, the touted French study was a failure. Participants with poor outcomes were not included in the initial press release: Publisher of hydroxychloroquine study touted by Trump says the research didn't meet its standards

https://www.cnn.com/2020/04/08/health/drug-hydroxychloroquine-french-study/index.html

A real treatment for CV is a long way away. Scientific standards serve a purpose.

carmen_b
04-08-2020, 08:15 PM
I can't wait to see the spike and then decline in my state.

Got that new client moving in the process. I'll most likely get that $250 tomorrow.
( knock on wood )

It'll be the only $ I've made in three weeks.

moneybags
04-09-2020, 04:27 AM
Not surprisingly, the touted French study was a failure. Participants with poor outcomes were not included in the initial press release: Publisher of hydroxychloroquine study touted by Trump says the research didn't meet its standards

https://www.cnn.com/2020/04/08/health/drug-hydroxychloroquine-french-study/index.html

A real treatment for CV is a long way away. Scientific standards serve a purpose.

I wish we could make science great again.

I really need to focus on my self-care. I’ve been doing a lot of unhealthy shut to cope. I need to start finding health alternatives.

carmen_b
04-09-2020, 11:05 AM
I've been ordering stuff online.

A bracelet .
Then a small package from Shein.
I have a new cart ready for Shein with a couple more things but I want to space it out so I can receive two packages spaced out.

carmen_b
04-09-2020, 11:08 AM
My parents arrive today to visit my house sit.
It took like three days to clean , declutter the place from sex toys , and hide the booze .
At least it gave me something to do.

Pokahantas
04-09-2020, 01:15 PM
My parents arrive today to visit my house sit.
It took like three days to clean , declutter the place from sex toys , and hide the booze .
At least it gave me something to do.

Lol that’s hilarious.

moneybags
04-09-2020, 06:09 PM
Lol that’s hilarious. That made me smile. Hide the sex toys and booze.

carmen_b
04-09-2020, 06:41 PM
^ Just fyi they ( both ) fit into a small bag. Then I russian dolled that bag into a bigger bag and hid it.
Anyone hunting through my stuff *that* hard is welcome to find these things hahahaha.

carmen_b
04-10-2020, 06:17 PM
Does anyone notice how little problems are turning into big ones when you've got too much time on your hands ?
Like ..... I'm ready to dump my really great dude over a small scheduling snafu .
God grant me the serenity to not go nuts via text " You mother fucker ...... making me 5 DAYS to get laid ".
I'm just saying. It will be 5 days tomorrow night.
If I had more to do, I KNOW this would not bother me as much .

Anyway ....... what else to talk about ...... oh ..... I have no $ . That is a fun subject.

xxxGothBarbie
04-10-2020, 11:30 PM
My mom's husband just tested positive for covid-19 so i'm pretty sure she has it as well since they are both experiencing the same symptoms right now. She told me they feel fine minus a cough & loss of smell & taste. I'm really upset about it bc she's been having heart issues & was supposed to have a cath thing done on tues but if she tests positive then they won't do it. I'm a nervous wreck. I know I've bitched about her alot on this forum but she's still my mom & I love her and don't wanna lose her.


Wish this fucking thing would go away already! All I'm doing now is fighting from online shopping out of sheer boredom & anxiety.

PuppyBrat22
04-10-2020, 11:47 PM
I've been stress buying like mad, which causes me even more stress since I haven't been working lately and should be saving. Also my brother is going to a house where the tenants are confirmed to have COVID-19 and then coming back to the apartment we share. I have two autoimmune disorders but I have nowhere else to go and I'm literally taking sleeping pills when I'm not shopping so that I don't have time to think or stress.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-11-2020, 03:53 AM
I'm having lucid dreams since I sleep so much during quarantine.

It's nice to be able to map what I'm dreaming about and why, it helps me make sense of it when I wake up!

carmen_b
04-11-2020, 08:48 AM
On Monday ..... it'll be a whole month since my state was shut down.

I'm just feeling so blah and tired today ( so far ).

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-11-2020, 09:10 AM
I'm all chipper and looking forward to the end of quarantine. I have so much to do!

carmen_b
04-11-2020, 09:50 AM
When will it end though ? Do you have news your state is opening back up ? I'm so jealous if so !

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-11-2020, 10:11 AM
When will it end though ? Do you have news your state is opening back up ? I'm so jealous if so !

My state is going strong with quarantine orders (election year and the Governor really wants to be re-elected.)

I haven't told too many people but that a-hole ex-neighbor of mine who just died of COVID 19 probably infected a lot of people in my city (he had no social graces and was coughing all over people a few weeks before he ended up in the hospital)…...The problem with Covid 19 is it does spread fast and by air so I can respect any state being careful about it.

carmen_b
04-11-2020, 10:49 AM
Sometimes I'm broken hearted about my plan not working.
I was going to challenge myself with living pretty affordably ( and I mean VERY .... like $1100-$1400 a month ). I was already planning to do this for all of Feb. - late June with the end goal of 8-10k in savings.
I set this challenge early in the year. The plan is still good for just *needing* to live as cheap as possible.

carmen_b
04-11-2020, 11:17 AM
Overall though today is a better day.

I have plans to see my stud muffin at 9p.m.
I was filled with nerves about arranging this after his daughter is asleep but this a very rare thing ( his three days in a row block ) and plus ...... I'm dating a dad with 50% custody..... scheduling is not going to always be perfect. He gives me more attention than the completely free guys I interacted with in 2019. ;/

carmen_b
04-12-2020, 05:33 PM
omg so much better
J ate my pussy and dicked me down in his tv room and life is good again.
Plus I get to see him tomorrow too for a longer visit. :)

Oh, and Happy Easter everyone !

Still have no $ , I have made $253 in the last 25 days but I'm trying to at least appreciate what I have as well as stay calm because the $ will come again .

miss.a.p1600
04-13-2020, 07:10 AM
Looks like my predictions were right and we might be in this shelter in place longer than previously thought.

Just fml! Now I need to go make sure I got everything

BlkSharpie
04-13-2020, 10:02 AM
I'm slowly losing my wits... Im grateful that Im in therapy and talk to her twice a week, cause I know I would have lost all my marbles by now if I werent! I was handling it pretty well at first, but now that my home is spotless, Ive played games as much as I can possibly play, and even my dog is bored of me, Im looking forward to getting back into some sort of usual routine soon. I dont even like being around people and I miss people lol

My daughter ordered a really funny gratitude journal for me, which is helping. Cause man, I need all the help I can get to remember all the things I need to be thankful for right about now!