Xiomara
09-09-2006, 08:17 AM
Nobody who's responded thinks they're perfect. They (myself included) just think it's fucked up that you would try to cause harm to your unborn child, on more than one occasion, and in more ways than one.
I STRONGLY advise you again to get help. Don't wait until after the baby's born. The time to do it is NOW, because you'll be juggling two children and all the responsibilities that go along with them. It's not easy, and you need to make sure that you're going to be able to handle it. You can say that you are until you're blue-in-the-face, but you won't know until that baby gets here.
Also, Ultrasounds only show so much. Not saying it to scare you, but it's true. There's a lot that they don't show.
I do wish you luck. I do wish you a healthy baby. Just make sure that you are prepared to handle it.
Yes, I understnad that its fucked up what I did and I cry and hurt every day because of it. But I cant change it. I cant change the feeeling I USED TO HAVE toward the baby. I still cant see how I could have tried the stuff I tried. But nobody seems to realizer that I cant go back and change it.
I said in numerous posts that I have gotten help, that I have talked with my doctor for hours about this. I got help, I got help I got help!
Thank you, and I hope you and your new baby and children are doing ok! :)
I STRONGLY advise you again to get help. Don't wait until after the baby's born. The time to do it is NOW, because you'll be juggling two children and all the responsibilities that go along with them. It's not easy, and you need to make sure that you're going to be able to handle it. You can say that you are until you're blue-in-the-face, but you won't know until that baby gets here.
Also, Ultrasounds only show so much. Not saying it to scare you, but it's true. There's a lot that they don't show.
I do wish you luck. I do wish you a healthy baby. Just make sure that you are prepared to handle it.
Yes, I understnad that its fucked up what I did and I cry and hurt every day because of it. But I cant change it. I cant change the feeeling I USED TO HAVE toward the baby. I still cant see how I could have tried the stuff I tried. But nobody seems to realizer that I cant go back and change it.
I said in numerous posts that I have gotten help, that I have talked with my doctor for hours about this. I got help, I got help I got help!
Thank you, and I hope you and your new baby and children are doing ok! :)