sc0101
03-23-2007, 10:41 PM
Good for you hun. Do whatever you need to do to stay in a positive environment.
Tabytha
03-24-2007, 06:19 AM
Im horribly batteling Ana right now. it's an every year cycle for me. Fucking sucks balls.
Im on Lexapro now to sorta help with it, although it's causing me to obsess more about numbers ..whatever
but im being honest so in being honest ( maybe more people will be if I am. )
Im 5 ft 6 and weight 106 lbs. 3 months ago I weight 132. I think it was three months ago.
I sought out help 2 weeks ago when I was at 115. I still have lost weight since. But I'm doing what I can do get better..just seems like it takes forever.
My calorie intact is every 3 days 400 calories. One lean cuisine at 280 , a handful of yogurt covered pretzels ( 7 ) at 120 . When I was on vacation and infront of people last week I would eat or pick at shit. So I actually increased to every other day of prob 800 and still lost like 8 lbs because i'd walk 4 blocks in Hollywood in heels.
Shit sucks ass. Sorry I had to rant. But no one knows beyond my DR and I lie to him as well as my bf about it. So I had to go somewhere to be honest.
Tart, I'm sorry to hear you're having so much trouble right now. Just from reading your posts, you seem to have a great head on your shoulders and fear losing control.
Are you having other troubles in your life right now that you are using this as a means to feel "in control"?
Knowing you have the problem is the first step and I applaud you using extra help like the Lexapro.
Just please,if it goes too far, seek further help. I would hate to see that gorgeous body of yours ruined by this. From what I've read ANA can cause devestating future problems.
Hang in there kid. You can do this!!
:hug: