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britt244
11-02-2007, 01:11 PM
^^^ Total dickhead. (Ooops, that was for Brit. To CE... ahahaha!)
Oh yeah that reminds me. Last night I was at the Chinese-American Film Festival with a couple chicks from my Chinese class, and the topic of stripper discrimination came up. It turns out that there are two strippers in my Chinese class - me, and this Mexican GUY! He's this really pretty boy with great muscles and he always wears these tight sleeveless muscle shirts. He's not gay though, just pretty. He's really smart and he studies the hell out of his Chinese, probably the best student in the class. And he's a stripper. I love it.
thats awesome! i always love finding out that someone else at school dances.
tell him to come up with better insults ::)
i know, right?
Callyish
11-02-2007, 01:12 PM
I don't want to get out of bed :(
But god damn I need to go for a mystic tan *sigh*
RoseLeigh
11-02-2007, 01:26 PM
omg.. you guys are right, i do need new friends.
i was telling my friend justin about halloween and how the girls were accusing me of hitting on their boyfriends.. mind you i was sleeping when i was supposedly hitting on the one, the other i asked a question to so i said maybe 10 words the entire night.. and he said that it was my own fault. i was like ok when you get out of this bad mood talk to me then.. and he said he wasnt in one but i should be taking the blame. blame for what?! waking up with a girls boyfriend next to me? i was sleeping on the couch and was alone when i fell asleep. that is so shitty of him but not of me! do you guys think its my fault? am i just crazy to think i didnt do anything wrong?
but anyway i was like ok whatever youre being an asshole. and he goes "at least im not a stripper." >:(
Britt, seriously. f**k them. Falling asleep and waking up to somebdy's bf next to you is HIS fault. And if he was perving on you or something, she should be beating his butt, not freaking out on you. And your guy friend is totally a jerk, even in a pissy mood who says that stuff to people? You'd do better with out them-they'll only drag you down. My no-longer-bff starting saying stuff like that to me (among other probs) and I had to cut her loose. *hugs*
snoopy
11-02-2007, 01:36 PM
omg.. you guys are right, i do need new friends.
i was telling my friend justin about halloween and how the girls were accusing me of hitting on their boyfriends.. mind you i was sleeping when i was supposedly hitting on the one, the other i asked a question to so i said maybe 10 words the entire night.. and he said that it was my own fault. i was like ok when you get out of this bad mood talk to me then.. and he said he wasnt in one but i should be taking the blame. blame for what?! waking up with a girls boyfriend next to me? i was sleeping on the couch and was alone when i fell asleep. that is so shitty of him but not of me! do you guys think its my fault? am i just crazy to think i didnt do anything wrong?
but anyway i was like ok whatever youre being an asshole. and he goes "at least im not a stripper." >:(whoa, what-a-deeeekhead! wtf is up with his attitude on that? (being a stripper) some friend, what did he just find out you're a stripper and that took him by surprise or something?
you definitely need an infusion of friends or maybe just simply some non-antagonistic strangers, at least. jeebus.
that'll teach you to fall asleep next to some pervy/cheating bf. all your fault! bad britt. shame-shame. that poor bf was probably just lying there with broken legs and arms, completely immobilized as you sleep-molested him. tsk-tsk.
Chicagoeditor
11-02-2007, 02:51 PM
Flights to LA and Vegas all booked. Now for the Vegas venue.
Lady Jade
11-02-2007, 03:02 PM
I get to work overtime tomorrow, but at least they're going to pay me cash.
britt244
11-02-2007, 03:06 PM
whoa, what-a-deeeekhead! wtf is up with his attitude on that? (being a stripper) some friend, what did he just find out you're a stripper and that took him by surprise or something?
you definitely need an infusion of friends or maybe just simply some non-antagonistic strangers, at least. jeebus.
that'll teach you to fall asleep next to some pervy/cheating bf. all your fault! bad britt. shame-shame. that poor bf was probably just lying there with broken legs and arms, completely immobilized as you sleep-molested him. tsk-tsk.
thats exactly what happened! how did you know??
this dude had known i dance for a long time. most of my friends do. ive only had one that i actually stopped being friends with over it, like RoseLeigh, but this guy is about to be #2.
im starving even though im eating. ive been eating normally all day and i cant get full!
RoseLeigh
11-02-2007, 03:41 PM
Grrrrr. I am so cranky. Are people just more annoying today or am I hormone-girl? Sorry if I piss anyone off today. Just in case.
Lady Jade
11-02-2007, 03:43 PM
Grrrrr. I am so cranky. Are people just more annoying today or am I hormone-girl? Sorry if I piss anyone off today. Just in case.
I dunno, but everyone at work was in a pissy mood today too (including me). Maybe it's something in the water!
BalletBaby
11-02-2007, 03:47 PM
My mommy is the bestest!!!1 I just checked my mail and got a package. And it has cute pirate stuff!!!!
Callyish
11-02-2007, 03:47 PM
Im in a shitty pissy mood too so maybe its just today.
Callyish
11-02-2007, 03:49 PM
Seriously is flushing the toilet really that hard of a thing to do?
sun child
11-02-2007, 03:53 PM
I'm going to a concert tonight, and my friends can finally party with me because it's Friday!
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 03:54 PM
I'm in a really bitchy mood today too. I have raging PMS, a foul mood, massive bloating, a toothache that could raise the dead, and cramps that could lay them low again. It's gonna be a GREAT Friday at work. ::)
RoseLeigh
11-02-2007, 04:02 PM
^^ I plan on taking it out on custies tonight. :D
Callyish
11-02-2007, 04:03 PM
^^ I plan on taking it out on custies tonight. :D
Me too :) If not custies then i'll be taking it out on my room mate the next time she shits and doesn't flush the toilet >:(
BalletBaby
11-02-2007, 04:11 PM
^EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!:yuck::yuck::yuck:
Callyish
11-02-2007, 04:18 PM
^^^^ For serious!! I am going to freak lol. I went into the bathroom and just about hurled I was so grossed out.
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 04:18 PM
Fucking hell, I'm sick. There goes today's double shift. Now I'm just hoping I can get my shit together for a night shift. I'm sick to my stomach and half my face is swollen from whatever's wrong with my tooth. Fuck this shit, I KNEW I should've gone to work Wednesday but I fell asleep. I hate my damn period and I hate my damn teeth.
AlexxaHex
11-02-2007, 04:58 PM
Double shifts tomorrow! And then I get to get up early and work again Sunday! Woohoo!
Let's hope this new club is better than my current one. It better be - it's taken me MONTHS to find it.
Budai
11-02-2007, 05:26 PM
"Most of the change we think we see in life is due to truths being in and out of favor."
- Robert Frost
BalletBaby
11-02-2007, 05:38 PM
Speaking of poo, callyish have you received my festive poo?
Hahahaha! Everytime I say I'm going to work a Friday night, I never do. I seriously loathe them, so I might as well stop telling myself that I'm going to go in, because I won't.
AlexxaHex
11-02-2007, 06:14 PM
*grin* This hot black girl I work with that I have a crush on wants me to make her a CD for work. I'm all goofy about it. I swear when I have a bunch of extra cash I am coming back for her and spoiling her with money. She's so gorgeous and a mom and that makes her even hotter.
TigersMilk
11-02-2007, 06:26 PM
Me thinks I need to get a new phone for Xmas. Mine is starting to do weird things. Now it just erased all my saved txt msgs. Its so old now. Death be to my circa 2002 phone.
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 06:30 PM
It is too fucking quiet in this house. It's driving me nuts. Music annoys me though.
BrunetteGoddess
11-02-2007, 06:52 PM
I don't get it. My finances are actually keeping me from MAKING money!
BrunetteGoddess
11-02-2007, 07:02 PM
I just had to take an Ativan my MIL gave me. I started bawling and my chest was so tight I thought I'd pass out, and my heart felt like it was going to explode. Major panic attack; haven't had one in a long time :(
Why do people call me strong? Strong?I don't feel strong at all. What would make me weak? Suicide?
Also apparently all this stress and shitty times in my life that have been getting worse, not better, in the last 2 years are supposed to help me grow as a person. I don't want to grow as a person, I want to be stable! How am I ever supposed to use what I have learned from all this crap if more conflicts arise??
Callyish
11-02-2007, 07:06 PM
This thread is close to 10, 000 posts :O
^yes ma'am... I know exactly what you're talking about.
cherryripeboy
11-02-2007, 07:15 PM
I dunno, but everyone at work was in a pissy mood today too (including me). Maybe it's something in the water!
The past two days have been very pissy at my workplace.
snoopy
11-02-2007, 07:19 PM
hang in there, bg. trials and tribulations are like exercising, it makes you stronger even though you feel sore.
maybe you just look strong, like muscle-wise. and they're afraid you'll pound them into the ground. =P
life just keeps testing us.
or pissing us off. i think it's the same thing according to God.
^Thanks snoopy, I needed that, too. :)
snoopy
11-02-2007, 07:27 PM
^Thanks snoopy, I needed that, too. :)you're welcome! ;D
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 07:33 PM
Does anyone know if Marines call it "shore leave" when they get to leave the ship and run amok in a foreign city? Or is that a Navy term?
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 07:40 PM
Well, what do the Marines call it?
^It should just be called regular "leave," unless there is a Marine working aboard that ship, then he/she could probably call it "shore leave."
Yekhefah
11-02-2007, 07:53 PM
Thank you!
Lady Jade
11-02-2007, 08:23 PM
Ok, I'm starting to take cookie orders for the holidays. Whoever is interested, send me a PM!
Kaylinn
11-02-2007, 08:40 PM
I'm supposed to go dance tonight.
The rent is due today but we spent most of his paycheck on the Haloween party, and I promised I would try to strip.
I know it was a stupid move, but I really really wanted to go to the Halloween stuff, and at the time, stripping didn't seem that out of reach. Until the night thatI'm supposed to do it arrived.
And as usual, again, I can't force myself to do anything. Just the idea of going to dance leaves me useless for everything. I haven't been able to look at my homework, or do anything else useful. Just sitting on the couch wasting time.Worrying.
Where did me and dancing go so wrong? Why? Why can't I get it back?
I spent all my school loans on my cat and bills, and now I'm out of money. I can't get any more either. So I screwed myself out of going to school nextsemester as well.
Which is fine, cause if I can't strip then I can't be in school, cause I need to get a different job and bring in some cash. Matt can only do so much, he's tryign to hard to keep us afloat so I can be in school, but he just isn't able to do it all.
I want to be in school more than anythign but I don't know how I can continue. I don't have the money for next semester, I can't hold down a regular job with school, but I can;t seem to be able to strip. I completly lost my ability. I can't picture myself dancing at all. The thought makes me sick. Why? What am I going to do? Being in school has helped me so much, and brought me out of my depression and made me feel human and smart again. I need school. But I don't see how I can go. I can only get the money for nextsemester if I dance for it. But I can't do it. Everytime I try to dance I freak out and I end up useless to life. I have until the 3rd before the eviction notice gets posted on our door. And I can't go dance to save my life. What is wrong with me? Why did I change? I want my stripper self back. I need it back. Or else we're gonna sink into a place I can't get out of.
I want to run away.
I just don;t know what to do to solve the problems.
Now my school work is suffering because I can't bring myself to study cause all I can think abotu is where I'm gonna get money for the rent. and for food. And for my cat's nextvet visit in 4 days.
And I'm fucking tired of being poor goddamit. I was poor all my life. I have been fucking homeless. I survived and moved to vegas for a new life. And I had money. for the first time ever we had money in the bank. And paid the bills and I was a super stripper on top my game in Vegas. I want it back. I want that life back because I have paid my dues enough. I'm 26 years old. I should have a life by now. Instead I feel stuck and clueless. I know what path I want to take and I don't know how to get there. I know what I want to do to be sucessful and I don't know how to do it.
And I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of trying so hard to get where I'm going and not making it. I'm so frustrated and fed up. I know what I want and I don't knw how to get it and it's killing me.
zxcire
11-02-2007, 08:42 PM
I just had to take an Ativan my MIL gave me. I started bawling and my chest was so tight I thought I'd pass out, and my heart felt like it was going to explode. Major panic attack; haven't had one in a long time :(
Why do people call me strong? Strong?I don't feel strong at all. What would make me weak? Suicide?
Also apparently all this stress and shitty times in my life that have been getting worse, not better, in the last 2 years are supposed to help me grow as a person. I don't want to grow as a person, I want to be stable! How am I ever supposed to use what I have learned from all this crap if more conflicts arise??
BG you're in the middle of it right now and it's probably hard to see outside of it. Did you ever see Finding Nemo? "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Sure it seems crappy when you're in the middle of the tough times, but yeah, if you persevere, you will be able to look back on this as a stronger, more aware person.
I finally got the rest of my modeling pics in the mail... but I can't put them up on my page because of this piece of shit computer! I'm gonna go break into my brother's house and use his while he's at work. :D
Callyish
11-02-2007, 09:06 PM
I have the headache from hell... seriously this is damn painful and its in my neck from like a pinched nerve or something *sigh*
Kaylinn
11-02-2007, 09:13 PM
BG you're in the middle of it right now and it's probably hard to see outside of it. Did you ever see Finding Nemo? "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Sure it seems crappy when you're in the middle of the tough times, but yeah, if you persevere, you will be able to look back on this as a stronger, more aware person.
That's been my motto since I saw the movie. Thanks for reminding me
Embyr
11-02-2007, 09:41 PM
I need advice.
I'm DYING without a bike. That 749 I saw was pretty fucking awesome... and I think I could probably bargain down the price by reminding him that not only are a few front fender bolts not so tight, but that the first major valve job is coming up, and 6k services on ducati's are $$$$$. blah. so..... should I just BUY the damn bike and wait for the insurance check to come in a few weeks????
The main problem is the Geico is in San Diego. ha. ha. ha. so of course they're swamped with my state burning to the ground and all. I haven't gotten my total loss package, no check, nothing... it's just taking a while. I don't want this bike to get away... it's a really, really good price for the bike....
so my plan would be a.) call Geico and make SURE that shit is progressing (i.e. in the mail and headed towards my house, dammit) b.) have my sales guy at a dealership in glendale run the VIN # to make sure that the bike is in relatively good mechanical condition, despite all the positives I saw when I went to check it out.
The first thing I'd do upon getting it (other than switching out the clutch/brake levers for my tiny little hands) would be to install frame sliders. They look like this:http://motorcycle-apparel-catalog.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/05/frame-slider-motorcycle-fairing.jpg
.... not the most aesthetically pleasing, but they can TRULY save a full-fairing (i.e. a bike w/ plastics, vs. a naked bike like my old one) motorcycle if one lays it down...
so... does this sound like a plan???? or should I just wait for the insurance check, say "whatever" if the bike is gone by then, and wait for the next thing to come around? It IS so.cal... there are always good options.
Samba
11-02-2007, 09:43 PM
Hugs to eveyone gonig through tough times right now.
I'm hungry and really need to go get food.
Embyr
11-02-2007, 10:05 PM
no one wants to give me advice???