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Darcy Foxx
03-20-2008, 08:00 AM
this brings me a little bit of joy
MsQwerty
03-20-2008, 08:12 AM
My son just had the night of his life!
Worth every cent (-:
RoseLeigh
03-20-2008, 08:17 AM
I just woke up from a dream bout Yek! She was trying to pick me up in a diner. And then her gf showed up. :(
hockeybobby
03-20-2008, 08:34 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_rBidCkJxo
this brings me a little bit of joy
Oh man...that was painful. :D
All Good Things
03-20-2008, 09:17 AM
I am just weary from crying hysterically all the time.
The very worst pain is from the people you love with all your heart who hurt you unintentionally. But it doesn't make you feel any less abandoned and ignored, or any less devastated.
Things are not always as they seem.
I wish above all else that I could turn the clock back. That will be my new superpower request, I think.
cameron_keys
03-20-2008, 09:23 AM
TOO....I dont know what happened but I hope you are ok. You know we are here for you if you need us.
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 09:23 AM
Lysondra - your hair/wig looks fabulous. And congrats on being a better Jew than I am!!! Actually, I know Christians who are better Jews than I am but it really warms my heart to see someone love the religion so much. It makes me feel like I may be wasting a blessing I was born into.
TOO - :hug: We don't really know each other so I can't offer more than that, but I hate seeing you upset. As an empathetic human being it hurts me, and I will offer any assistance I can.
TigersMilk
03-20-2008, 09:28 AM
I want to play on SW but feel woozy sitting at my computer. Must go lay down now. Phoey.
Lysondra
03-20-2008, 09:34 AM
I am just weary from crying hysterically all the time.
The very worst pain is from the people you love with all your heart who hurt you unintentionally. But it doesn't make you feel any less abandoned and ignored, or any less devastated.
Things are not always as they seem.
I wish above all else that I could turn the clock back. That will be my new superpower request, I think.
Hey babe, I know how you feel. :hug: You know you can always call me, right? I'll even call ya back to absorb the international costs.
*snugglepie*
britt244
03-20-2008, 09:56 AM
i want to feel better. im drinking vitamin c like my life depends on it.
i have lots to do today..
-go to probation
-mail my secret egg present
-get a pedicure
-go tanning
-go to the grocery store
-work out
the things that i dont feel like doing are the taking care of myself things. and i need to see how much cash i actually have on me because i only pay cash for tanning and pedicures (or nails.. which i need to get too.. but i really think i dont have enough cash at home for that) and i found out last month that when you buy a money order you have to pay cash. and i have to buy my stupid money order for probation.
AudreyLeigh
03-20-2008, 10:14 AM
My mom said yesterday that she warned my husband that Im a primadonna! Me?! What?! I said "no Im not. " She said the "the hell youre NOT - youve never done the dishes and didnt even know where the trash was - youve been here 9 months!" Oh, ok. Does that make for a primadonna? Because I hate doing the dishes?!
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 10:16 AM
Day 2 on Ritalin. Yesterday it wore off at work. I was irritable and blah. Also gave me a mother FUCKER of a headache. I will wait until Monday but after doing my online research, I may have to change medications. I don't like the "down" afterwards.
However, my mind isn't racing as much and my fidgeting has stopped. WEIRD!
I mailed my Egg gift out today! I hope it gets there in time. -bites nails- I would have mailed it sooner but I wanted to get one more thing.... damn it!
britt244
03-20-2008, 10:19 AM
im not feeling well and i dont work on thursdays because usually i have my day job friday mornings, but spring break starts tomorrow. so i feel guilty just for thinking i wont work tonight. march hasnt been a great month for me. but im sick, and i might not even do well if i work wed-sat instead of having my usual thursday off.
why do i feel bad when i take a day off instead of working? and its not even really taking a day off!
cameron_keys
03-20-2008, 10:23 AM
Britt...you have to PAY for probation???? I did not know that...that sucks. You have to pay to be punished? Its like a governmental game of S&M.
britt244
03-20-2008, 10:26 AM
^ yup. $85 a month. must be a money order. ::) what i'm paying for, i'm not sure. i go sit in his office, he makes me blow in a breathalyzer ::) and i leave. im there 5 minutes. and in april i think i can stop going and just send in money every month for the next year and a half.
i think maybe i wont get a pedicure. then i wont feel so bad about not working?
wtf. why am i even feeling bad about not working?! this is ridiculous. i can always work extra days next week, too.
Lunarobverse
03-20-2008, 10:30 AM
TOO: I'll buy you a beer, man.
britt & Cam: Not sure how it works in your home states but people on probation in Multnomah County, OR, have to pay fees for restitution to their victims (if any) and supervision fees to offset the cost of being on supervision. I'm not sayin' whether it's right or wrong but that's how the fees are referred to.
More random: I love batch files. Make my work life so much easier. That is all.
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 10:30 AM
Britt, get a pedicure and take the night off. You were feeling sick yesterday. You need rest. Today on SW, I'm a doctor. You must listen to me!
britt244
03-20-2008, 10:42 AM
britt & Cam: Not sure how it works in your home states but people on probation in Multnomah County, OR, have to pay fees for restitution to their victims (if any) and supervision fees to offset the cost of being on supervision. I'm not sayin' whether it's right or wrong but that's how the fees are referred to.
well, i technically have 2 fines. one is 40 one is 45. my PO said the judge shouldve waived one of them, because one is a supervision fee and the other is something else. i dont remember. but its not restitution because no one was involved but myself. in my alcohol class the instructor said most counties waive one of the fees but baltimore city never does, and thats where i got pulled over.
Britt, get a pedicure and take the night off. You were feeling sick yesterday. You need rest. Today on SW, I'm a doctor. You must listen to me!
i know, im not going to go. i just wish this month was going better. i mean, i could take the whole rest of the month off and i'd be fine, but i hate not having money. and i hate when i feel lazy!
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 10:47 AM
i know, im not going to go. i just wish this month was going better. i mean, i could take the whole rest of the month off and i'd be fine, but i hate not having money. and i hate when i feel lazy!
Well, don't feel lazy! Do some stuff. Rest. Take some vitamin c to fight off the ickies. Get your toes done and get SUPER sexified for work tomorrow. Work out and take a loooong bath.
:doctor2:
britt244
03-20-2008, 10:49 AM
Well, don't feel lazy! Do some stuff. Rest. Take some vitamin c to fight off the ickies. Get your toes done and get SUPER sexified for work tomorrow. Work out and take a loooong bath.
:doctor2:
i know. im actually not being lazy at all.. i already made my list of things to do! and then i think im going to spend tonight watching movies and staying up watching reruns of two and a half men and will and grace and golden girls like i never get to do because im either at work or asleep because i have work in the morning.
and next week i will work an extra day. since i have NOTHING else to do all week.
All Good Things
03-20-2008, 10:53 AM
TOO....I dont know what happened but I hope you are ok. You know we are here for you if you need us.
Thank you Cam, that's an impossibly sweet thing to offer.
TOO - We don't really know each other so I can't offer more than that, but I hate seeing you upset. As an empathetic human being it hurts me, and I will offer any assistance I can.
That means a great deal to me, stranger.:) Thank you.
Hey babe, I know how you feel. You know you can always call me, right? I'll even call ya back to absorb the international costs.
[COLOR=black]*snugglepie*
I think you probably do know how I feel. :) You could not possibly be any kinder and you have no idea how much I appreciate it!
TOO: I'll buy you a beer, man.
Sounds good, thanks. 1 beer + 8 mg Ativan + 600 mg Wellbutrin. Now that's a cocktail I can endorse.
Actually, I think I'm going to supercharge my dopamine today and try not to blow out my liver or stop my heart. Wish me luck.
I don't want to drag down the levity of the thread, and I am very appreciative of all your kind comments.
I blame myself for this. I was absolutely convinced some things had changed based on a boatload of evidence, irrefutable evidence, piling up over two months! But it was my lack of understanding of the special circumstances -- the pure empathy, support and kindness required of me every single day over the very long haul -- that resulted in the worst possible outcome. I regret it terribly.
I'm the idiot. <-- Everybody's welcome to quote me with this in their sig lines.
Lysondra
03-20-2008, 10:58 AM
Hey, you mean a lot to me. Like, really. You're a good friend and I really wish I could do something.
britt244
03-20-2008, 11:05 AM
I don't want to drag down the levity of the thread, and I am very appreciative of all your kind comments.
psssssssh, have you READ this thread? we arent all the happiest bunch of people and we arent afraid to whine about it! :P
I'm the idiot. <-- Everybody's welcome to quote me with this in their sig lines.
i have to say i'm tempted... ;)
i'm in a country music kind of mood today. summer is coming, FINALLY! and then i'll work every day, haha.
i have to let my day job know if im planning on coming back for next school year. that would be so much easier than quitting.. hmm.. i dont know if i WANT to quit. i have until the 31st bc thats the first day back and the day our forms are due. :-\
Lysondra
03-20-2008, 11:12 AM
Hockeeeeybobby... did you post pictures of my ass on a Canadian car site?
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 11:14 AM
i know. im actually not being lazy at all.. i already made my list of things to do! and then i think im going to spend tonight watching movies and staying up watching reruns of two and a half men and will and grace and golden girls like i never get to do because im either at work or asleep because i have work in the morning.
and next week i will work an extra day. since i have NOTHING else to do all week.
That is perfect. Even if you don't work the extra day next week. You might be less anxious if you're less stressed. But not working might make you more stressed. I don't know you well enough to comment... only speculate. :)
That means a great deal to me, stranger.:) Thank you.
I don't want to drag down the levity of the thread, and I am very appreciative of all your kind comments.
I blame myself for this. I was absolutely convinced some things had changed based on a boatload of evidence, irrefutable evidence, piling up over two months! But it was my lack of understanding of the special circumstances -- the pure empathy, support and kindness required of me every single day over the very long haul -- that resulted in the worst possible outcome. I regret it terribly.
Any time, hon. I have a rather empathetic ear (erm... eyes? brain?) if you would like to PM. You don't have to worry about bringing down the thread, but it's understandable if you don't want to fling your dirty laundry around.
BTW, I would never call you an idiot. Verbose, maybe. Idiot, not so much.
britt244
03-20-2008, 11:16 AM
That is perfect. Even if you don't work the extra day next week. You might be less anxious if you're less stressed. But not working might make you more stressed. I don't know you well enough to comment... only speculate. :)
i dont even know what will make me less stressed! i'm in this funk lately and i'm mad at myself for it. i used to go to work and work my butt off. now i'm getting tired, giving up, getting cranky. i ALWAYS did well, even when most girls didnt. now i'm doing average. i think this weekend i am going to try to change that.
hey... p.s. thanks :)
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 11:20 AM
i dont even know what will make me less stressed! i'm in this funk lately and i'm mad at myself for it. i used to go to work and work my butt off. now i'm getting tired, giving up, getting cranky. i ALWAYS did well, even when most girls didnt. now i'm doing average. i think this weekend i am going to try to change that.
hey... p.s. thanks :)
Maybe a mini burn out. Especially since you don't particularly like your 2nd job... or is it your 1st job?? lol
Anytime! I like feeling useful. Just tell me if I get annoying or preachy or something. :)
Lady Jade
03-20-2008, 11:21 AM
I ate sushi, my belly is happy.
I fed tuna to my coworker's puppy. Cutest. Thing. Ever. He is a slut for tuna! :D
britt244
03-20-2008, 11:25 AM
Maybe a mini burn out. Especially since you don't particularly like your 2nd job... or is it your 1st job?? lol
Anytime! I like feeling useful. Just tell me if I get annoying or preachy or something. :)
its not that i dont *like* my day job. it's that it interferes with my life, haha. i dont like waking up early. i dont like restrictions like being there exactly on time and staying til this exact minute. i know that sounds spoiled but i'm pretty damn used to the flexibility dancing gives me. i dont like that it means i cant go out because i have to wake up early in the morning and the nights i dont go to bed early i'm dancing. i do, however, love love love my kids. to death. kind of a conflict of interests, haha. i also like the security of getting an extra $350ish every 2 weeks. that isnt much (and god do we deserve more for how hard some days are!) but its just a little buffer.
it does make me extra busy, though. plus, i think i'm hard on myself. (i know some people dont like numbers, so sorry in advance!) last weekend, i made $400 fri and $400 saturday. my goal is $700 each night. but what i made isnt even something to complain about! its just not good enough for me personally, you know?
i also think this weekend im not taking my pills to work. i will work through the anxiety. i did it before i got the meds and i'll do it now. i get lazy when i take them. im not going to sit upstairs with my friend and eat even if it is slow. i dont know how i got in these bad habits. im not going to fight with the ex on saturday no matter WHAT.
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 11:28 AM
its not that i dont *like* my day job. it's that it interferes with my life, haha. i dont like waking up early. i dont like restrictions like being there exactly on time and staying til this exact minute. i know that sounds spoiled but i'm pretty damn used to the flexibility dancing gives me. i dont like that it means i cant go out because i have to wake up early in the morning and the nights i dont go to bed early i'm dancing. i do, however, love love love my kids. to death. kind of a conflict of interests, haha. i also like the security of getting an extra $350ish every 2 weeks. that isnt much (and god do we deserve more for how hard some days are!) but its just a little buffer.
it does make me extra busy, though.
i also think this weekend im not taking my pills to work. i will work through the anxiety. i did it before i got the meds and i'll do it now. i get lazy when i take them. im not going to sit upstairs with my friend and eat even if it is slow. i dont know how i got in these bad habits. im not going to fight with the ex on saturday no matter WHAT.
See, this is why I'm going into a freelance profession. I can't deal with 9-5ish stuff. But it's good that you actually like what you do when you get there. Unfortunately administration will always be there and make life hell by forcing you to follow rules that everyone else might get to ignore. And while 350 ain't much, it's steady. And steady money = sweet ass.
Dude, I have the same problem! I took my Ritalin for the first time before work yesterday and I did SO poorly because I was SO focused and I needed to be more energetic and scatter-brained like I usually am. We work better when we're "crazy", eh?
britt244
03-20-2008, 11:40 AM
^ apparently! oh well. this weekend i am going to be in a positive, refreshed mood, since i dont work at the day job tomorrow and i have all this relaxing, sleeping in time.
ive been saying i was going to start my yoga since 1:30. it is now over an hour later. whoops. i keep getting sidetracked. now i dont know if i should do it now or after i get back from my errands. the workout i wanted to do is meant for energizing you for your day, though. boo.
britt244
03-20-2008, 11:41 AM
a few more things before i get off the freaking computer!
1. i miss exoticengineer. where are youuuuu? :(
2. crap, i forget.
3. ...damnit, now i'll be back once i remember.
BrunetteGoddess
03-20-2008, 12:16 PM
I'm not going to PA. The job offer was way too low for us to live decently and to send me to school. Oh well, now I can stay in the city I love, the weather I enjoy, and go to school for a TENTH of the cost.
1. i miss exoticengineer. where are youuuuu? :(
I've been wondering where she's been, too... BG? :P
BrunetteGoddess
03-20-2008, 12:30 PM
Dunno either:(
Lady Jade
03-20-2008, 12:31 PM
I'm not going to PA. The job offer was way too low for us to live decently and to send me to school. Oh well, now I can stay in the city I love, the weather I enjoy, and go to school for a TENTH of the cost.
But that means you're still a bazillion miles away from me!! :'(
fancygirl
03-20-2008, 12:44 PM
I am just weary from crying hysterically all the time.
The very worst pain is from the people you love with all your heart who hurt you unintentionally. But it doesn't make you feel any less abandoned and ignored, or any less devastated.
Things are not always as they seem.
I wish above all else that I could turn the clock back. That will be my new superpower request, I think.
:grouphug::smellie_b
britt244
03-20-2008, 12:51 PM
man.. its almost 4:00. where does the day go?! i need to eat and get out to run my errands! i think i'll tan first, then go to probation, then get a pedicure, then grocery store. sounds like a plan.. i'll wait to mail my secret egg present until tomorrow or monday. it should only take a few days, last time my person for vday got hers in 2 days i think.
RoseLeigh
03-20-2008, 01:09 PM
I am just weary from crying hysterically all the time.
The very worst pain is from the people you love with all your heart who hurt you unintentionally. But it doesn't make you feel any less abandoned and ignored, or any less devastated.
Things are not always as they seem.
I wish above all else that I could turn the clock back. That will be my new superpower request, I think.
:-\ I'm sorry hon. :hug: I'd like some clock turning back powers too.
RoseLeigh
03-20-2008, 01:11 PM
^ apparently! oh well. this weekend i am going to be in a positive, refreshed mood, since i dont work at the day job tomorrow and i have all this relaxing, sleeping in time.
ive been saying i was going to start my yoga since 1:30. it is now over an hour later. whoops. i keep getting sidetracked. now i dont know if i should do it now or after i get back from my errands. the workout i wanted to do is meant for energizing you for your day, though. boo.
Yay positive, refreshed Britt! I've been sleeping a lot this week too (spring break as well). Sleeping and health for all!
Damn, I need to do my yoga, too.
britt244
03-20-2008, 01:12 PM
^ i did mine! now go do yours!
RoseLeigh
03-20-2008, 01:14 PM
^ i did mine! now go do yours!
*grumble* Oookay.
BrunetteGoddess
03-20-2008, 01:32 PM
I slept 9.5 hours. Still don't feel refreshed. Stupid depression.
I look like hell. I have dark circles under my eyes and lines under them.
Lady Jade
03-20-2008, 01:41 PM
It is ridiculously windy out today. Thank goodness I always wear my hair in a ponytail for work. Everyone else looks like they've been walking around in a tornado!
hockeybobby
03-20-2008, 01:41 PM
I slept 9.5 hours. Still don't feel refreshed. Stupid depression.
I look like hell. I have dark circles under my eyes and lines under them.
I bet you look a thousand times better than me. :D
RoseLeigh
03-20-2008, 02:03 PM
^ i did mine! now go do yours!
I did it! I wish I didn't have to force myself to do it only 2 times a week. I have the lazy.
cameron_keys
03-20-2008, 02:08 PM
FUCKING GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT BODY.
I'm fucking broke and behind on my mortgage AGAIN because I cant seem to make any money..apparently nobody want to see me naked anymore. And now when I have trips coming up where I have a CHANCE of making some and paying off some of my bills,I'm supposed to have damn surgery that will leave me cramping,bleeding and leaking fluid for A MONTH.
I swear its like the whole fucking universe is rallying against me right now..even my own damn body.
I"m at the end of my fucking rope.
TheTempest
03-20-2008, 02:11 PM
FUCKING GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT BODY.
I'm fucking broke and behind on my mortgage AGAIN because I cant seem to make any money..apparently nobody want to see me naked anymore. And now when I have trips coming up where I have a CHANCE of making some and paying off some of my bills,I'm supposed to have damn surgery that will leave me cramping,bleeding and leaking fluid for A MONTH.
I swear its like the whole fucking universe is rallying against me right now..even my own damn body.
I"m at the end of my fucking rope.
-loves on the wifey-
Chicagoeditor
03-20-2008, 02:25 PM
FUCKING GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT BODY.
I'm fucking broke and behind on my mortgage AGAIN because I cant seem to make any money..apparently nobody want to see me naked anymore. And now when I have trips coming up where I have a CHANCE of making some and paying off some of my bills,I'm supposed to have damn surgery that will leave me cramping,bleeding and leaking fluid for A MONTH.
I swear its like the whole fucking universe is rallying against me right now..even my own damn body.
I"m at the end of my fucking rope.
Hugs C_K. Fuck the fucking universe for ganging up on you.
I are in chat. There are no one there. I are lonely. I are also not conjugating correctly today. It are fun.