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BrunetteGoddess
03-24-2008, 02:51 AM
Bah, I feel like such a failure.
I have such ambitions to clean this disaster area I call a house, but once I actually need to get off my butt and do it, my no energy hits me and I don't do it.
Oh well, at least I spent 4 hours reviewing algebra for the upcoming assessment.
cherryripeboy
03-24-2008, 04:57 AM
My head pounds with an aching sinus headache... I have taken my shower and coffee, but yet it barely relents. I need yet more caffine to get my engine started, or is that to refuel, as my mind has not truly rested.
I wear gray today, there is no point in shiny bright colors, for I feel dull and blunted. I could have red or orange like autumn leaves, but I do not feel it today.
Soon I will be at work and my phone will ring and ring and ring, all the while trying to stay on target, worrying about a review that is yet to come, worrying about a pay increase I need but am unlikely to obtain. She mentioned it again last night. I can only do what I can.... if they don't want o pay me what I'm worth, I just have to get another job. Problem is these days I'm on burn out bad. I just simply don't care.... more than I have to.
Anyone have a sword that fights apathy +21?
sun child
03-24-2008, 05:00 AM
^ Neti pot. Neti pot. Neti pot.
Jesus, I have to wake up in five hours to work. I had a horrible night. I am mentally retarded, and no one likes me, and I'm barely keeping afloat. I need to make changes.
murdock
03-24-2008, 05:49 AM
I am a lucky woman. I got a free ticket to see Wilco play tonight. It was good times :D
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 05:55 AM
Wilco? who dat? Local band? ...forgive me, I'm uncoool :D
murdock
03-24-2008, 06:20 AM
http://www.wilcoworld.net/
ellebelle
03-24-2008, 06:25 AM
6 days until V festival!
Smashing Pumpkins.. Duran Duran.. mmm most of my highschool dream team
RoseWhite
03-24-2008, 06:27 AM
All you Canadians - you have every right to feel proud of your culinary specialties, but I must burst your bubble on one - mayonnaise on french fries was originated by the Dutch.
Haven't you ever seen Pulp Fiction?
Vincent: And you know what they call a... a... a Quarter Pounder with Cheese in Paris?
Jules: They don't call it a Quarter Pounder with cheese?
Vincent: No man, they got the metric system. They wouldn't know what the fuck a Quarter Pounder is.
Jules: Then what do they call it?
Vincent: They call it a Royale with cheese.
Jules: A Royale with cheese. What do they call a Big Mac?
Vincent: Well, a Big Mac's a Big Mac, but they call it le Big-Mac.
Jules: Le Big-Mac. Ha ha ha ha. What do they call a Whopper?
Vincent: I dunno, I didn't go into Burger King. You know what they put on French fries in Holland instead of ketchup?
Jules: What?
Vincent: Mayonnaise.
Jules: Goddamn.
Vincent: I've seen 'em do it, man. They fucking drown 'em in that shit.
EarthPeople
03-24-2008, 06:29 AM
i think i melted my car engine.
checking your oil is good... but i have been busy!
this kept me awake all last night. cannot survive without car :-\
Djoser
03-24-2008, 06:39 AM
Uh-oh. No oil is very bad. Maybe you got lucky and it just overheated? Not enough water is very bad, as well, but survivable. No oil isn't.
Don't feel bad, I suck at car stuff, too. I pay people to do that shit.
EarthPeople
03-24-2008, 06:49 AM
it's just been far too cold to stand outside and check my oil! thankyou though, i do feel a bit silly.
i'm going to get rid of my stupid car regardless anyway it's cost me so much money so far and i've only had it six months.
cheap run-arounds FTW!! no more flashy cars!
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 06:53 AM
To tell you the truth...that's the first time I heard of mayo on french fries. The idea sounds kind of...weird to me. /:O
Here in Finland it is quite common to put mayo on french fries. I put always mayo on french fries never ketchup.
OdysseusNJ
03-24-2008, 07:00 AM
^ Neti pot. Neti pot. Neti pot.
I just ordered one. I'll post the results - I have high hopes!
RoseWhite
03-24-2008, 07:02 AM
To tell you the truth...that's the first time I heard of mayo on french fries. The idea sounds kind of...weird to me. /:O
Here in Finland it is quite common to put mayo on french fries. I put always mayo on french fries never ketchup.
I prefer malt vinegar over either, personally. But I'm a bit of a Celto/Anglophile.
I must say, though, I have tried it with mayonnaise, and it's surprisingly decent. Don't knock it till you try! Have it with freshly made if possible.
Lunarobverse
03-24-2008, 07:06 AM
Good morning, SW. I feel... better but still not 100%. What's up with that?
Such bizarre dreams. I guess that's what happens when I sleep, literally, all weekend.
OdysseusNJ
03-24-2008, 07:07 AM
I had sex dreams last night, it was awesome.
Lady Jade
03-24-2008, 07:10 AM
I. Hate. Mornings.
TheTempest
03-24-2008, 07:17 AM
I actually didn't dream last night. Although I slept really poorly so I guess that's why. :(
Ew. Mayo on french fries... I might as well just take the lipids and inject them directly INTO my ass. With a short stop to clog my arteries along the way.
GoldCoastGirl
03-24-2008, 07:24 AM
:/ Maybe I'm being a bit controlling but you kinda just don't leave the house with the place a fucking mess on a holiday and leave no indication you left, right? So that nobody thinks something happened?
I do that all the time. Simo (my flatmate) has done that heaps as well.
I will come home or whatever and find that he isn't home.. no note, nothing. Since Simo doesn't have a mobile phone.. I can't text him or anything.. and he will be gone for hours upon hours.
Plus I will do the same. I've done it heaps of times. I'll be home.. then up and off I go.. usually either it is work related and/or penis related ... or actually not to do with either of those.. but I do.
Yet sometimes I will tell him. Sometimes I will leave a note or tell him.
It's because all we are .. are room-mates.. that I don't feel he needs to tell me anything and vice versa.
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 07:28 AM
Here in Finland it is quite common to put mayo on french fries. I put always mayo on french fries never ketchup.
Hello FINLAND !!!! i like gravy, or malt vinegar and salt on mine. :D
GoldCoastGirl
03-24-2008, 07:29 AM
I had really REALLY awesome :devil: time with Fireman Sam today...
You can tell I am such an animal person: Every time I was in "distress" :devil: his dog would come in.. and .. I would laugh a little and continue with what I was doing ;D No dog is stopping me from orgasming.. and besides.. dogs, cats, whatever.. they don't bother me in the slightest when I'm having my fun!
haha
Anyway, as I was saying in another RT post.. I was hoping some good sex would help me stop "crushing" on one of my male friends (who i turned into a sex toy)...
and it did..
for now..
i just need to hear the rejection from that male friend's lips first.. and then I can continue on with having him as a sex toy... same thing happened with Fireman Tim at one point... and after hearing it from his lips... I got over it.. and have enjoyed using Fireman Tim ever since.
I'm glad Fireman Sam is around tho'... Tim has slipped from "sex toy #1" spot.. he is more like sex toy #3 now.. and it isn't just because Fireman Sam is a "new" sex toy.
I guess once Tim's holidays are over he might be more "willing" to be a sex toy again however at the moment he is not the top of my list.
Bob_Loblaw
03-24-2008, 07:32 AM
To tell you the truth...that's the first time I heard of mayo on french fries.
I thought I was the only one. I was afraid I was a failure as a Canadian for a second
stellaforstars
03-24-2008, 07:37 AM
^ Neti pot. Neti pot. Neti pot.
Jesus, I have to wake up in five hours to work. I had a horrible night. I am mentally retarded, and no one likes me, and I'm barely keeping afloat. I need to make changes.
I like you. A lot. You may rant at me about what's bothering you whenever you please. And I'm getting back to you today--I promise! :hug:
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 07:43 AM
GCG: You are my girl hero. GO GCG GO ;D }:D
hardkandee
03-24-2008, 07:43 AM
Barely awake.
Neti pots scare me.
TheTempest
03-24-2008, 07:53 AM
GCG's posts make me feel frisky. Lucky girl.
Man, I need to come with a disclaimer this morning. It's a beautiful day out, the sun is out and the birds are happily chirping, indicating it might even be somewhat warm out and all I can think is "SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
Chicagoeditor
03-24-2008, 08:07 AM
I had sex dreams last night, it was awesome.
I'd argue that people who get to have actual sex should not be allowed to have dream sex, too.
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 08:08 AM
It is an absolutely gloriously beautiful morning. A little chilly, but the sunshine is blasting down at about 10 kajillion gigawatts. I love it, LOVE IT ;D
ellebelle
03-24-2008, 08:16 AM
Around here its pretty common to put Aoli (Garlic Mayo) on Chips. Especially in cafes.
Lunarobverse
03-24-2008, 08:20 AM
Jesus, I have to wake up in five hours to work. I had a horrible night. I am mentally retarded, and no one likes me, and I'm barely keeping afloat. I need to make changes.
I like you!
stellaforstars
03-24-2008, 08:21 AM
I'd argue that people who get to have actual sex should not be allowed to have dream sex, too.
:yes:
So true!!!
Although I do kinda wish I was cool enough to be in an Ody sex dream.
Djoser
03-24-2008, 08:30 AM
I don't know, I think the more sex you have, the more likely you are to also dream about it. Sorry to anyone that might bother, lol...
Though I haven't been on a rampage or anything recently, so don't feel bad.
But then some of my best sex dreams have been out of the blue, too.
Chicagoeditor
03-24-2008, 08:33 AM
I don't know, I think the more sex you have, the more likely you are to also dream about it.
This is my experience, too; most people would say this. I was just making a point--albeit a bitter one--about having a sex dream after bunches of actual hot sex and then feeling the need to announce said dream, thus making the sex-less, sex-dream-less of us in the audience feel even more miserable. ;)
Lady Jade
03-24-2008, 08:34 AM
Why is it that only idiots seem to call us on Mondays?
stellaforstars
03-24-2008, 08:35 AM
This is my experience, too; most people would say this. I was just making a point--albeit a bitter one--about having a sex dream after bunches of actual hot sex and then feeling the need to announce said dream, thus making the sex-less, sex-dream-less of us in the audience feel even more miserable. ;)
Once again, I feel the need to say :yes:
Djoser
03-24-2008, 08:41 AM
Well I am about to finally go to sleep, so maybe I will get lucky, haha.
fancygirl
03-24-2008, 09:06 AM
I am a lucky woman. I got a free ticket to see Wilco play tonight. It was good times :D
a client is working security for the kid rock/sara evans concert and he said he might be able to get me in. that'd be so cool-- esp. if I could bring my non-dancing gf, so I could be like "yeah, I get perks to my job too!"
I'd argue that people who get to have actual sex should not be allowed to have dream sex, too.
:rotfl: so true, so true.
time to go back to sleep. I think I got like an hour and a half of sleep. LAME!
ugh! I'm so tired I'm starting to fill physically ill from my eyeballs outward.
sxybrat07
03-24-2008, 09:19 AM
Gravy on fries??? :drool:
Of course, you all need to try it the Utah way. Fry sauce. Mmm. Mayo + ketchup = fry sauce. Best...stufff...evar! Even better if you get creative, and do mayo + bbq sauce. Dammit, now I want fries, and it's 10am.
Lysondra
03-24-2008, 09:21 AM
My shame in my depression is probably going to make me kill myself because I don't want to admit to my doctor how bad it really is.
Last time I tried, he said I just wasn't trying hard enough or eating enough. And now I'm too ashamed to go back for more pills. I don't want to admit they worked. I don't want to admit to him I have a problem.
Lysondra
03-24-2008, 09:22 AM
...I just want someone to hold me. So. Bad.
I have nobody to hold me.
fancygirl
03-24-2008, 09:24 AM
^you know you just need to use some of that gobs o' cash you have floating around and buy yourself a ticket to the US (or Canada.) I'd pick Portland for Yek and the Diablo crew, but there also seems to be quite the New Jersey crew for your holding pleasure.
I'd offer to hold you, but a) I think you want someone male, and b) I'm covered in dog hair.
fancygirl
03-24-2008, 09:24 AM
^ and Lord knows someone in either of those crowds has some anti-depressents to spare :D knowing strippers and their drugs :)
Lysondra
03-24-2008, 09:25 AM
I don't want someone male. I just want someone to hold me and pet my hair and tell me I'm a good person. That I really did try my best at this whole..life..thing. That I'm not a fuckup. That I did okay.
Tickets to the US are running $2000 right now, not even return. I plan on being there for a two month round-the-country visit in October though.
Lysondra
03-24-2008, 09:28 AM
You know what's funny... I don't want anyone to tell me how great/wonderful/pretty/successful I am. Mainly, because that doesn't tell me what I'm not.
What I really need to hear is that I'm not a failure and not a fuckup and not a bad person.
Just... I need to hear what I'm not.
I try so hard. So hard to be nice to people. To care about them. To be friendly. I screw it up and they won't even tell me how. They won't tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it. I get so sad because I don't know what I did. I know who I am.. but I don't know who I'm not.
hockeybobby
03-24-2008, 09:36 AM
What I really need to hear is that I'm not a failure and not a fuckup and not a bad person.
Just because you fail, it doesn't mean you are a failure...fuckup once in a while, or be bad....same thing. You're not a fuckup or a bad person. You are human like all of us. You have a conscience, and a good heart...you'd rather hurt yourself than hurt anyone else. The sweet person inside of you, is what we all love about you. :)
Chicagoeditor
03-24-2008, 09:43 AM
What I really need to hear is that I'm not a failure and not a fuckup and not a bad person.
Sounds like you're a gentle and forgiving soul--with everyone except yourself. This is not an uncommon habit, by the way.
Do something NICE for yourself. Even something small can help. A massage, a meal, a little gift, a short trip.
Feel better.
cameron_keys
03-24-2008, 09:50 AM
My shame in my depression is probably going to make me kill myself because I don't want to admit to my doctor how bad it really is.
Last time I tried, he said I just wasn't trying hard enough or eating enough. And now I'm too ashamed to go back for more pills. I don't want to admit they worked. I don't want to admit to him I have a problem.
Get a new Dr. Quickly. He isnt listening to you and what you need. Brushing off depression by saying you arent "trying hard enough" is complete BS. We here know how hard you are trying and we arent even pros privy to your confidential conversations with him.
Seriously..your Dr blows and you need a better one. That will actually listen and try to help you instead of giving you pat answers while thinking about his next vacation he'll take with your money.
...I just want someone to hold me. So. Bad.
I have nobody to hold me.
I want to hold you honey....I wish my arms would stretch to you. :hug:
I don't want someone male. I just want someone to hold me and pet my hair and tell me I'm a good person. That I really did try my best at this whole..life..thing. That I'm not a fuckup. That I did okay.
Tickets to the US are running $2000 right now, not even return. I plan on being there for a two month round-the-country visit in October though.
You are NOT a fuckup. You work harder then almost anyone I know and are so unbelievably mature and responsible and independent that I often forget you are so much younger then me. I WISH I had your willpower and your strength....your motivation and work ethic...your ability to love, and accept love in return. You are a continuing source of inspiration to me. I cant tell you how many times I havent wanted to work because I'm feeling lazy and I think WWLD(What Would Lysondra Do)
And I hope with all my heart you are including my area in your round the country trip in October!! If you are here around Halloween you are invited to my annual Halloween party. We shall get drunk together and sneak away to my bedroom where I will hold you in my arms and we will watch bad scary movies (like Cabin Fever)and laugh together!!
Even if you miss that...come here...you can stay with me and we will do the same. Pajama Party!!!!
stellaforstars
03-24-2008, 09:52 AM
I want a cupcake. I think I shall get one.
Lysondra
03-24-2008, 09:53 AM
I always do little things for myself. It really doesn't help when M nitpicks what I buy because of the money. It always ends up in me buying more because I felt so bitter I wasn't worth the first thing ('It's so much mooooney. $20 can be spent eeeeelsewhere.') that I end up trying to make myself worth something even more.
The little things for myself don't help because even though I have them, I don't feel worth them. It doesn't help that while growing up, my mother wouldn't let me get 'expensive things that [I] wasn't worth' like $20 jeans, or that my most expensive engagement ring I bought 1/3rd of myself.
It's like my whole life people have telling me I'm not really worth much. Not even financially. I sometimes desperately need massages because I have a bad back and I have to pay for it because no friend will do me the favour of five minutes use of their hands. I do favours for people and when the favour's not returned when I need them, they say it's because I'm not worth it.
I hardly ask for anything. I don't want much.
I just want to feel worth a lousy twenty or a silly ten minute massage or to be able to call someone crying at 10pm when they've called me crying at 5am.
Sorry... I don't mean to deflate the well-wishing. :hug: