Bachelor party
by , 01-18-2009 at 10:30 PM (1074 Views)
Last night I did a bachelor party. I can't quite figure out if I like doing these or not. I liked the money. S. (the woman I work for/with) handed me $250 just for showing up. Then the dudes tipped us another $250 during our show, which we split. So it came to about $375 for a show that lasted a little over an hour.
I'm having some qualms about the show. II can't pretend that this is anything like dancing. It feels closer to prostitution than stripping. I guess I can't ignore that what I'm selling is sex. With stripping, it's a little bit easier to pretend that the craft, the art is important. Even though the majority of my money does not come from the stage, but from grinding dudes.
Whatever, I guess I am learning to be okay with it. The money helps a lot. But sometimes I step outside myself while I am nakedly grinding and think--what am I doing here?







