Does anyone have any experience with mental diseases ? How do you get diagnosed ? I don't have medical insurance and have no way of paying for a Dr .In the last 3 years or so I have been having problems doing things for myself like running errands or going anywhere alone even calling people . I use to have panic attacks in certain stores and have to rush out , usually big stores with high ceilings like Costco . I have a quick temper and it ends quick too like I will be fine and then something happens (or sometimes nothing) and I get super pissed and then within a few minutes I am fine . Since I have been pretty much at home all the time since I got pregnant it has gotten soooo bad , I rarely leave the house and never go places alone . I want to work while I am getting back in shape and start dancing but I have a melt down when I actually think about applying for something ....sometimes I send in applications or read the want ads but I just can't take it further than that . I just broke down tonight over trying to fill out applications for my daughters medicaid because the people I have been dealing with have been rude and have lied to me and been impossible . I am really scared that if I don;t get help I will never be ok again . I am sick of fighting with my mom and I am sick of crying and I am sick of being scared to do anything by myself ......I am 27 and a mom , I want to be like everyone else's BUT no one cares about people with out money

