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That is beautifully written, HHL. Thank you for the thread, and my thoughts go out to your husband. I hope he's okay.
I am also thinking all here going through tough times: Sultry-eyes, Hannah, Nina, Vegas Princess, Rozz, Cameron and Gingerlee. Lysondra, whatever the situation is, my thoughts are with you, and BalletBaby, keep the faith. I hope I've mentioned everybody.
And ExoticEngineer, I think you are an angel: I think everyone is here as they share compassion.
My best to all of you.
Re: Anyone going through a hard time right now?
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gingerlee
*Grumbles and kicks a can*
I'm having a hard day today. I am hearing things, and they're not nice things. I got upset over something a few hours ago and it's been downhill from there. My first reaction was to get in my car and just drive to nowhere, but there were tornados so I couldn't. After that I wanted to cut *so* bad but it's been almost 14 months and I don't want to break my record. So now I'm just sitting here waiting for meds to kick in and every evil thought on the planet is running through my head. It's scary and I don't even know why I'm writing about it right now, but it's better than crying.
This fight sucks. Slooooooooooow down brain! Slow down and shut up! Shhhhhhhh! Ok, I'm done.
14 months is a pretty long time, so you're doing awesome. Major kudos because I know how hard that is.
Big hugs to everybody going through rough times, I hope things work out as best they can.The problems in my life seem very minor right now so I
won't bother. I did just find out that one of my old friends little daughters has lukemia, so maybe we could throw in some hugs and prayers for her? I haven't even talked to her mom in ages, I kinda heard it through the grapevine, but shes such a bright, sweet little girl, I hope everything turns out ok.
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Count me in on those prayers, Taylorlila.
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i cant wait for a new year to start! this appears to be the place to let go so i think i will join in.
my year so far -
had major surgery on right arm to move nerve path way at the elbow and wrist
still fighting with workmans comp to get the left arm done. figure tennis elbow to the Nth degree.
had car trailer stolen from friend i had let use it. he cant afford to replace it.
had an arguement with my 15 yr old son, told him to get out of the house, he went up the street to my parents, they called the police, i spent the night in jail, had to post bail and get an attourny just so i could go to court and proove nothing happened. cost me $5000 in fee's and lost wages. and no im no longer sp[eaking to them.
wifes fybromialgia has come back due to stress from being arrested.
and due to the nice un expected legal bills i have had problems paying some bills, this adds to stress in my home life relationship. and this doesnt help my wifes fybro.
i havent had sex with my wife in over a year due to her fybro, and that doesnt seem to be looking like its gonna change.
i had 3 funerals and a wedding in 5 days, my best friends dad, my wifes uncle and my grandfather.
i watched a friend of mine be convicted of murder and sentanced to life in prison because he defended himself when he was attacked by his girlfriend that had a blood alcohol level of 3.0 and had been on coke.
BUT! i am still alive, still moving and breathing, and as long as i wake up in the morning i know i have a chance to have a better day.
i just have to keep reminding myself that....................
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My mom just said she only stayed with him to make sure me and my brother got a shot at college.
Dang. :O THAT'S love right there.
:grouphug: My deepest well-wishes to everyone who posted here. I have had many hard times & life is finally on an upswing so I have nothing to share, but I promise you things get better. HOW can someone like me make a promise like that to you? Sometimes the seeds of something good come out of bad situations. Seven years ago things were so bad if you had told me things would be great today, I would have dismissed it with, "Yeah, whatever." But it happened.
Have faith. :-*