I'm sorry, Cam...I know you're depressed right now but I'm having a hard time believing you actually need reasons, or maybe you just want to hear it from us. I would think just from reading your posts and seeing your photos that it's obvious you are intelligent, witty, and beautiful. That's enough reason right there. Now only to add in your ambitious nature, your badass "take no shit" attitude, your love and advocacy for animals and all the ways you've helped other people with your advice, and you have even more arsenal to prove to the world you can keep going.
Very few people know this but I was hospitalized for self mutilation and put on 72 hour watch. After seeing the other patients and having to deal with eveyrthing in there, I have never ever wanted to hurt myself again. Maybe it will take a big wake up call on your part to see the same.
My best friend killed himself and it is the most painful thing imaginable to be a loved one of a suicide victim. EVERY DAY I hurt because of his loss. His parents are on the verge of suicide themselves, the pain is so great. Do you really want to do that to your husband and family?
Best wishes.

