accepting me the why i am
I am going threw a rough time right now As you know i live in a nebiorhood less then welcoming to me and i just moved here a few months ago and its been rough. Well the one friend i did make has to move off island. Some other shitty things have happend to me with ppl in past few days and I can honeltly say i have no friends near me right now. People love to judge me and tell me how i should be running things in my own home and its getting on my nerves. But i have steped back to stop and think about who I am what makes me. I need to learn to accept who i am and embrace so I will stop letting other ppl shake me up and hurt me so badly and also so I can let new ppl into my life. So you guys get to be part of journy I am going to list things about myself postive and negitive this is realy goin to help me I think. I hope you enjoy learning about me.
THINGS and people I LOVE
my children first and formost
my husband
my best male friend (this one is a bit dangrous but oh well)
my best female friend
my sister and my mother
my grandma puff
the tv show the view (this is a must in my day)
sit coms
hard metal music
the band all that remains
new make up
Politics
working out
eating healhy
whole grain bread (this is a passion of i firmly belive everyone should eat it lol )
The 3rd infantray divison out of ft stewart Ga (rock of the marne lol)
my father in law. (ppl including my husband think i don't like him but actully i appreacte him for who he is and i do like him)
portian controled food like smart ones and 100 cal pcks (these aid me alot in keeping trim)
The fact that i am a stripper(not working right now but i will agine)
watching my daughters grow from babies into big girls and eveantaly into women.
Men that are assholes in public but sweet in private.
savvanah ga
The club i "grew up" in
ppl who were not my friend and maybe even didnt like me that tought me something about myself.
my memories of being at my grandma puffs house as a child.
the way mom raised me (she did a great job she is a great mother that loves her children and did the best she could)
my memories of playing in the "little room" with my sister
my memory of my grandparents buyin me a flute for xmas and being in the middle school band.(i still have my flute)
the fact that i was involeved in a lot of activites in middle school
Canonsburg middle school
my memory of hitting dan in the middle school library in 8th grade becuse he said he didnt like my outfit lol (this just makes me laugh now)
the fact that i went to school with brain vasko)
THINGS I HATE
when ppl use the toilte in my house (i have to clean it as soon as you leave)
wet toilt paper on the bathroom floor
Canon Mcmillion high school
My memory of being tourched by the other kids on the bus to vo tech in 9th grade. (the things i went threw on that bus were NOT normal kid teasing it violant and nasty and the emotional scares are still with me)
The fact that the school sent ME to threaopy becuse of the teasing and could care less about stopping it. my poor mom tried so hard to help me and the school treated her like shit (fuckers)
i hate the fact that mother is bipolar and lives in a senor citizen highrise at the ripe old age of 49 and belives she not capable of working or doing anythign more productive then cleaing her apt and shopping.
I hate the docotors the brainwashed her to belive that
i hate when ppl tell me what to do
i hate that i met my male best friend i wish i could go back to the day he called me to ask if i was going to the pagent and not call him back
okay i have to the stop listing these things i am crying
things that are just quriky or that i love about myself
watching the brady bunch relaxes me
i know more brady triva then anyone should
I love all things 80;s
i have a shop boyz cd and i love it
I love to feel sexy
i sometimes walk around my house topless and wish it was legal to go outside that way
i can't spell and i realy don't care lol
I like presidant bush
im a steelers fan
hings that i belive in
I am a pro life consertive repliocan i have a full understanding of what that means and i embrace it.
I have a passion for fittness i want to be a trainer more then anything
public figures and celebs i admire
bob harper
bob green
jackie warner
president bush
mike hukabee
mit romany
jon mcain
obamah
tucker carorlson
justing timberlake
elizebeth hasselback
tori spelling
raven saymone
the roloff family (little ppl big world)
well thats me Kimberly there is more i am sure i mite even go back and some. :)
Re: accepting me the why i am
Wow. I actually read all of that and I love that you posted it.
And I don't even know why. It just, for some reason, made me feel better.
I'm glad to see that you know yourself so well. I hate that you have so many crosses to bear. But I'm proud that I know you just a little better now.
Good for you!
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Krch...I told you to smile...that is a direct order! ;)
Re: accepting me the why i am
I think you forgot something on your "THINGS I LOVE" list.
+ men and boys attired in spongebob boxers (suspenders, optional)
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That's awesome that you are so aware of how you feel . Not many people are that self-aware. :)
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This is a really great post!! I also want to add that I think you are a very intelligent, thoughtful, and strong woman.
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Mmmm Hmmm... you in Hawaii? The people there are soooo rude to mainlanders... Ive got many stories I can tell...