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My first
It's official, I'm a stripper.
I had my first show Friday night and the worst part BY FAR was the anticipation the week beforehand. I couldn't sleep because I kept running different scenarios through my mind and I basically had to drug myself to get any rest.
Once I was in the car on my way I was just fine because I was doing something. Whoah, walking into a room full of drunk, horny guys is both intimidating and empowering. Intimidating because, well, that's a fuckload of testosterone (I swear I could practically taste it). Empowering because drunk, horny guys are apparently like spiders; more afraid of me than I am of them.
Luckily I was there with another girl and even though she's the same age as my little sis (weird) she led me through the whole thing. We did a bunch of typical games: lap dances, spank the bachelor, whipped cream, lollies. We ended with a brief double dildo show which wasn't nearly as scary as I thought it would be since I was focused on the positions and didn't really have time to think about anything else.
I'm shy as hell and a huge geek and I honestly didn't think I could go through with it but for some reason once I was out there I found myself flirting and attempting to hustle and actually ENJOYING it! Something about seeing all the freakin' dollars pile up just made me want more more more and I just kept flitting about taking it from them with a whirlwind of feminine wiles that I didn't even know I had. I've read about girls experiencing that here on SW but I just had to feel it to believe it.
Rookie mistakes:
*68, need to remember that one when calling the client as well as not forgetting my damn stripper name mid phone call. Someone kick me.
Learn some concept of time-we ran over by a good half hour.
When applying a condom to a dildo, do it discreetly. They went wild when I whipped that shit out, all "ooooo what's THAT for?!" with these hopeful puppy dog faces. Nuh-uh.
Bottom line-I made decent money for the first time in my life and I'm excited for the next one. ;D
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Re: My first
congrats! it gets much easier now that you've got yourself through the first one okay :)