oi I have major anxiety about going to work early*feels sick*
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oi I have major anxiety about going to work early*feels sick*
Hmmmm, good to know, CK! I think K and I need to talk to a mortgage counselor or something and just see what the deal is. And no, it's not the white-trash house either, though that one is STILL on the market and sporting a sign from yet another different seller, LOL... they want $300,000 for that piece of shit and it still has cardboard taped over the broken windows and a broken-down car in the yard. :rotfl:
This one's down a quiet little side street, don't think we took you that way while you were here. It's pretty though. And like a block or two from where we are now, haha. K says we would still have to hire movers because he's "fucking done" with moving furniture.
Well..then I would have to come back up to see the new house wouldnt I?? And you guys have like no stuff to move. You wouldnt BELIEVE how much crap we have crammed into this house...most of it C's...all his collectibles and antiques and toys! Ugh...it's going to be HELL when we do move. I dont even want to think about it. If it wasnt for all those damn stairs at your place you and a cpl friends could move all your stuff in a cpl hours.
Hmmm....if you move in January...methinks a belated holiday/New Years celebration combined with moving help and housewarming is in order!!
GCG- I'd take dogs over men any day.
I am SOOOOOOOO Excited about our vacation to mexico!!
Just me and hubby for one full week of first class relaxation
The resort we are going to is BRAND NEW and the count down is ON!
We leave oct. 12
I can't wait
SOOOOOO EXCITED!!
i need to stop eating. i feel so fat.
Yeah I saw a lot of people from my group of childhood friends. And I have a very uncommon name....so I had to take down my pics immediately and make everything all vague. Then I started getting creepy-ish emails. Some of the emails were OK and I gave some a couple of chances...but yeah, didn't go so great.
I'm good I guess. Thanks! I was super busy at work and school for the past week and a half so I was only posting little bits here and there. I came back only to find all hell breaking loose over here. It's crazy.
Work pretty much sucks, men pretty much suck and school pretty much sucks, but somehow I'm in a somewhat good mood today.
How've you been? What the news with the car / job / pain situations?
First of all... the internet continues to upset me. Sigh!!!
Secondly.. I'm so frustrated on my bf's behalf. He is a production runner for this movie studio in town and he already knows when his roll off date is, when he is no longer going to be working there...
He got into a car accident on the job about 3 weeks ago and totaled his car. Then last weekend he ended up in the ER with severe pain... turns out he has sciatcia (sp), which is something just wrong with a major nerve in the body... so now he's doped up and still working 6 days a week...
Then today he called me and said he just got prescribed LORAZEPAM to help with the back spasms... lorazepam aka Ativan...
He refuses to take a day off because he's really stressed out about money. I offered to do all of the work of selling some of his CDs on amazon or something to make up for a lost day's labor but he refuses.
So he's just getting in more pain and getting more doped up and he is STILL working these freaking 14 hour days. I'm trying to be supportive but I'm also really exasperated. :(
you and me both. :'(
And my left hand STILL hurts. I went to see Flogging Molly (aka my favorite band in the world) on Tues, and I got stuck sitting on the second-row balcony, where all I could see was the backs of the first-row people's heads. But then the couple I was chatting with beforehand figured out that if we kneeled on our stools and leaned over the railing, the view was perfect!
But by the time the concert was over, my hand was killing me! And still is, three days later. Like it hurts to move or hold anything. Weird...just from leaning on the railing for two hours?
Oh well...it was SO SO SO SO worth it! Best concert EVER.
Good luck squeezing in time to get that done. What about school? How often do you have class? My one class is really fucking kicking my ass. That's all it is, one class, 4 hours of business law every Monday, 10 chapters a week. It sucks.
And ... I can't fucking win with men. I'm being stood up tonight, I fuckin know it. I had made tentative plans with someone I really liked. Totally a long story, not even worth getting in to at this point, but I want so bad to email him or text him and just say "wtf asshole" (well, technically I wanna say a lot more but you get my drift)....but I refuse to give him the satisfaction. I'm so fucking pissed. I don't know how you go from one extreme to the other, but I want to throw something at his head. >:( My stupid ass blew off other guys for this guy too. Ugh. So mad.
K and I are making chocolate-avocado cupcakes. I hope they're good! :yummy:
Update: They're out of the oven, cooled, and glazed, and they are indeed delicious. They're all gooey and creamy and way too lush to have avocado and tofu in them, LOL! They taste absolutely sinful.
Chocolate avocado cupcakes?!
Ahh, I'm going to have to put Yekhefah on ignore b/c everytime I read one of her posts, I start salivating...
^^^ Haha. Yeah, avocado replaces the eggs and most of the oil, so they're healthier. The glaze is based on silken tofu, which makes it creamy without the fat of butter. And they're still all gooey and fudgy, with much less fat and calories than regular chocolate cupcakes. I can't taste the avocado or tofu at all, they just taste like chocolate goodness. The only difference is that they're more gooey and less crumbly than other chocolate cupcakes.
In other news, I REALLY want to cancel the wedding and just elope. K's parents are coming after all, and the thought of having them at my wedding makes me want to throw up. I'm smoking clove cigarettes and drinking wine and crying, and trying to talk K out of cancelling the wedding but he really wants to go through with it.
G-d, I HATE his fucking parents so much. Hate isn't even a strong enough word for how much I absolutely fucking loathe them. They make me sick and I wish they would die of syphilis.
DO NOT LET THEM RUIN YOUR WEDDING!!! I cant stress this enough. K needs to tell them in no uncertain terms that if they misbehave or say anything that upsets you they will not be welcome to stay. PERIOD.
I wasnt kidding before..I'll play wedding bouncer. They will NOT disobey me. I promise you that!!
Maybe their invitations can get "lost in the mail."
The KandyKruise I went to last weekend was ridiculously fun. 36 hours of debauchery with some good friends. Sad part is the bf ruptured his achilles tendon while I was gone so I felt sooo guilty for not being here. He had surgery on it today and I'm playing nurse :-)
:) You and K are promising me the same thing, so between the two of you I should be okay. He's going to talk to them and he's giving me his word that they'll behave. I'm skeptical because they don't even know how nasty they are, and the thought of them sneering at my family the way they do me just pisses me off, but K swears he'll make them behave. So I guess we have to go ahead and do this. *deep breath*
And, he promises me, after the wedding I never have to see them again if I don't want to. They don't have to be in my life at all and they'll only be minimally involved in our children's lives, and they'll never be left unsupervised with my children. I can live with that. But I'd rather they just both died of syphilis.
im irritated but i might be making something into too big a deal. >:(
i did soo well tonight! Its about time, but i know it was b/c i totally worked myself up for all the assholes and just effing did it. Imma do it again! Yay, for tomorrow. And I went in today at 7:15, which is 3 hours earlier than normal. I so rocked the party tonight , lala.
WOOHOO! After a week of the titty bar blackout b/c of the hurricane, I went in tonight and kicked fookin' ass. :dance:
Ummm, just kidding. Attention all girls who work at my club: We're either not opened back up yet or there's no customers coming in if we were. Yep, lol. :D