Originally Posted by
sweetheart18
I did awful. I don't even know what happened, like I got so weirdly self conscious ITC, even though outside it I'm SO different. I didn't know what to do, sat in the dressing room messing with my hair.. and the girls were so nice too. One let me borrow her new outfit, they told me things to say to guys... I really lucked out b/c they were so nice. I had more of my stripper personality out of the club than in!
I gave one lap dance (they're 35 and I keep 25) and It was so bad. Like I couldn't get my top off, kept stumbling, super nervous, wasn't sure If I should talk or what... and I made the most awkward silence of my LIFE with this guy. Litterally like staring around, god I don't even want to think of it anymore. And then got a dollar tip on my stage dance and was convinced it was a pity tip or something. I'm never like this! I talked to a manager and the house mom and they made me feel better but I was so close to crying and they let me leave at 7. I know its my first night ever and it's a pretty nice club, but it was bad.
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