I think falling for my most recent favorite. I'm a 8 year vet of club hoping.
For years i've been able suppress my puppy love reflex. but now i'm dreaming about her. i've caught myself daydreaming about her. I close my eyes and I see her smile.
I feel so pathetic. if she catches wind of my weakness. i could be in for a world of hurt.
anything i can do?

