trying to keep the ambition!
so i've been reading threads on this website and you lovely ladies have inspired me to do something i thought i never could. i have really low self esteem but have managed to accept myself. i have never danced for money before. i am on the heavier side and the boobs got a little saggy after breastfeeding 2, but with the weight lifting and pole dancing at home i've been able to shed off some pounds and feeling better than before.
the problem is i visited two clubs yesterday and still no job. the first said they were not hiring any girls for day shift. the secound was a club i really liked and told me to go to the club that i was previously at! these were not high scale clubs, i knew to chose a place that was pretty laid back, a nice enviroment to learn in.
so i wake up and it was still bothering me. the woman side of me is telling me to keep trying, they just weren't hiring, but the baby side of me just wants to crawl under a rock and cry "i'm too fat, woe is me" :'(
i just need to hear some wise words from experianced ladies. i love you guys! thanks alot... i'll also post a pic to recieve some feedback, and be nice please?!?! lol :DAttachment 23700
Re: trying to keep the ambition!
How many clubs are there in your area? A lot of clubs are finally getting to the point of slowing down on hiring. Usually they just hire as many as possible.
Of the clubs that you went to, did you feel like their were any girls in your same weight range? In Denver I can tell you that there are clubs that would hire you, but some of them won't hire girls who are bigger than like a size 4/6 - even though they aren't fantastic clubs. Others I've seen girls dancing who were probably a size 16. So it really depends on what club you are looking at.
Re: trying to keep the ambition!
well there are plenty around my area but most do hire the skinny. i even made my husband escort me to many clubs so that i could try to get a vibe and see what the girls were like. unfortunately i haven't seen many thicker girls. i think i may be the only one disappointed when i walk out of the club because i didn't see a girl over a size 9. :) and to be honest, i didn't even realize that ALL the girls were really thin at the second spot. i just really liked the club and the atmosphere.
eh, i'm just going to try to keep toning up and visit more clubs... that's all i can do! thanks for the reply!