Re: Need some motivation!
Everyone goes through this. Go get dressed put on something sexy, do your make up. And think "Im going to go in and make money because I am a beautiful and sexy women, and they will know it." So walk in into that old or new club and show your confidence and people can tell when you are. Put on a smile and think of the best, thats all you can really do is just go and do it. After being there for 30mins you'll totally be fine.
Re: Need some motivation!
Take some 5-HTP, you can get in at the pharmacy & it will help you calm down.
Have you considered working with a friend? That might help as well.