Originally Posted by
Kellydancer
Were you looking for that? I ask because if it just happened that's rather interesting. I have a rather conflicting situation. Last January I reconnected with a guy friend I've always loved. I've written about him many times but one day he tells me he loves me, the next he backs away. He's scared of getting hurt, and while I have been patient I don't want to wait forever for him if he never comes around. I go back and forth on him where one day I'm watching wedding videos and imagining our wedding, then the next I am imagining my life as a crazy cat lady. I've never been this conflicted on a man before.
I've tried online dating and it's never worked for me. I've met con artists, married men, and liars. I've contacted guys on online sites and had them reject me. In fact I just contacted one the other day and he deleted the message I emailed him. When I've done online dating I've gotten guys looking for sex, obese men or dads. I am not looking for sex or to be a stepmom.