I quit stripping April 2010. I swore I'd never ever do it again .....here I am planning to go thursday. Im excited...not really nervous yet but it's 2 days away. I forget a little bit of my hustle tequine plus my hair has changed somewhat..that might make me more self conscious. any tips to heading back??? Ive danced 5yrs total. I loved it...life got in the way, made me stop. im thinking of taking a xanie bar with me in case I freak out...im usually sober all the time.....any words of encouragement r tips would be really appreciated...i might freak out I always have anxiety abotu being rejected and it becoming a domino effect and then no one wants me and then I get all upset and feel like I wasted coming in. I also was the top earner 90-95% before......but my guy severly lowered my self esteem every cahncehe got so yea....help ladies:)
