Originally Posted by
AliceFun
I am at the point where i simply dont want to get online anymore, it hurts me mentally to sit online for a few hrs w.o getting privates, my new pc works great with their new settings, internet is great too, i do my best on my part but looks like something is soo very wrong on this site. Earlier i was crying soo bad cause i felt helpless, i just cant control what is going on and i dont know if it's me that i suck soo bad or is something else i have no clue about. 1 hr ago i went out to buy me a pack of fags, did not smoke since 1 year or so but i felt i need to smoke to release pressure, i need money as there is nobody to help me financially, bills has to be paid and me and my kid need to eat.
Next week i expect to be called back to go to the 2nd interview, this studio needs me as a trainer for their new models, i have experience i can share and i tell u girls, if i get this job and the wage i am looking for i quit fucking camming, is getting on my nerves by now.