Ok so I decided to be the "weird one " here and admit my odd habits.
I know there's been threads before like do you really get off when your camming blah blah...this isn't really about that tho.
There's always a ton of girls answering both ways.
Frankly the ones who fess up and are like I LOVE cumming when I cam..I don't fake it amaze me. Not because I don't get it. ...well ok I don't get it. But not because I don't think its enjoyable.
Honestly I am a masturbation addict. Probably worse than the men who contact me. I cum several times a day. Sometimes it's so much of a habit I don't even have to be horny. I definately cum anytime I go to bed. Or even just a quick nap during the day. I dunno it helps me to fall asleep...
My question is simple. I am curious how many girls there are like me. Am I really that odd.
I can honestly say even tho I am addicted to masturbating...I DO NOT cum during my cam shows. However with that said...I've definately been known to masturbate after the show....or shows
I have my own reasons for this. But mostly I just wanna know how many don't cum during the show,but do cum when they are done and the guys gone lol.
For me my reasons for this are simple. I appreciate the girls who can just masturbate and really cum on camera for the guys. I am not one of those girls. I cannot cum without holding my breath. I don't really know why. Maybe it's because I started masturbating far to young and I use to get caught so I'd hold my breath thinking no one would hear me so I wouldn't get spanked lol. Now I'm obviously an adult and its just always been the way I do it and it sticks with me today...this isn't really a good thing.
But obviously I cannot carry a conversation if I'm holding my breath. Nor do I really make any noise. Therefore faking it on cam is just much simpler and more exciting than watch me turn blue and play dead. I mean sure I could try. But we all know how many questions these guys ask.
Or requests they make,and they want to hear you or for you to be responsive and the second I'm asked a question I loose my desire to cum and then I have to start all over.
So overall it's a wasted energy and time for me to even try.
I mean is it really that easy to just cum during these sessions. It seems like I really have to try and focus to cum. Mind you I can do it within 30 seconds,and multiple times. I'm very orgasmic lol.
But I just mean I have to physically try to cum. And holding my breath is a big part of that.
I'm not asking anyone for advice or to try to teach me how to cum on cam. I actually have no interest I'm just fine enjoying my cums alone.
Just curious how many other addicts are out there who don't cum in shows.But do it in between shows...haha

