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Camming and your childhood
if i think back at my childhood there are some things that might have something to do with what I do now: camming.
For example when I was around 11-12 or so I was dreaming to own a brothel and be a Madam LOLOL::)
And I saw 2 cocks at an early age.
1 by accident.... was a family member..trust me it was an accident:-[
2nd a perv who showed me and my school friends his dick LOL::)
And there is a game I was playing with my 1 girlfriend around age 10 or so that Im embarrassed to talk about LOL
What about u...
Anything ?
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Actually yes. I almost posted something very similar to this 2 days ago but just never got around to it.
I remember being around 16 when I decided I wanted to be a stripper. Hell I still do....but 4 kids later my bodys not really up to that standard lol.
But I looked up at the top of this site and saw ...Stripper Web Exotic Dancer Community and I thought wow...I'm here,there's a place for cam girls....did I actually half assed make my dream come true? lol
Not really what I had in mind...being up on stage dancing in a place fulla men always excited me but you get what you get outa life so I guess masturbating in my own room in front of a virtual room fulla guys is ok to.
Kinda half fills my other wish of being a prostitute...escort,call girl whatever...I just enjoy all things sexual,but would never have the ability to do any of em.
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I can vividly recall how confused I was as a kid by how uptight everyone seemed to be about sex...like there was this whole list of 'rules' (too little your 'frigid', anything at all you're a 'slut') I always liked parring with guys cuz they were far less uptight about their bodies, about sex in general...I guess I was attracted to camming cuz all my life I've had people encouraging my cerebral pursuits like I'm a brain with no body attached. That makes NO fucking sense...my body is part of who I am, and I can make it work for me in the same way my brain can (and does) I think I figured that out by the age of 12. It just took me a minute to act upon it:)
I've always been 'slutty', as the mainstream would define that word (really sexually open to us) Now I just have a venue within which to make $$$ while being my full self. I'd never chose between vanilla and sex work, or between brain and body...I want both:)
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Fridays
if i think back at my childhood there are some things that might have something to do with what I do now: camming.
For example when I was around 11-12 or so I was dreaming to own a brothel and be a Madam LOLOL::)
And I saw 2 cocks at an early age.
1 by accident.... was a family member..trust me it was an accident:-[
2nd a perv who showed me and my school friends his dick LOL::)
And there is a game I was playing with my 1 girlfriend around age 10 or so that Im embarrassed to talk about LOL
What about u...
Anything ?
While everyone around me was idolizing "hot" guys (super muscular tan guys... IMO nasty lol) and boy bands, I was idolizing glamour models, porn stars, & fetish models lol
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Not childhood specific but early on Tyra Banks did a show about porn addiction and featured a camgirl who was brought on stage to shame. Much to Tyra's horror Im sure - that was where I first: 1. heard of it. 2. got the idea. 3. resolved to do it. Snort.
I think this was within the show's first year. I was already in the sex industry but wanted to try out other venues and that show cinched it.
Thanks Tyra!
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roast
Not childhood specific but early on Tyra Banks did a show about porn addiction and featured a camgirl who was brought on stage to shame. Much to Tyra's horror Im sure - that was where I first: 1. heard of it. 2. got the idea. 3. resolved to do it. Snort.
I think this was within the show's first year.
OMG I totally remember when Sasha Grey (like 2007?) was on The Tyra Show and Tyra was totally shaming her telling her how much damage this would cause, how she didn't respect herself, etc! This was at the beginning of Sasha's career, and Tyra forced her to wear a a pink tshirt (LOL how unSasha-like!). It was TOTALLY edited to make it seem like Sasha had nothing to say to Tyra talking down to her & the sex industry. Sasha posted YouTube videos explaining everything they did and Tyra completely denied it. Lol so dumb. I've always hated Tyra. She's all about ~*empowering women*~ yet, if they don't meet *her* ideas of whats okay, she talks down to them.
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GlamourRouge
OMG I totally remember when Sasha Grey (like 2007?) was on The Tyra Show and Tyra was totally shaming her telling her how much damage this would cause, how she didn't respect herself, etc! This was at the beginning of Sasha's career, and Tyra forced her to wear a a pink tshirt (LOL how unSasha-like!). It was TOTALLY edited to make it seem like Sasha had nothing to say to Tyra talking down to her & the sex industry. Sasha posted YouTube videos explaining everything they did and Tyra completely denied it. Lol so dumb. I've always hated Tyra. She's all about ~*empowering women*~ yet, if they don't meet *her* ideas of whats okay, she talks down to them.
i remember that too!! tyra is such a bitch, so judgemental.
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She did a similar thing to Violet Blue -rawr I cant find it- where she tried to shame Violet but Violet was like "bzuh?" and got frustrated with her making jokes and trying to be educational. Apparently she threw a fit mid-taping that it wasn't going her way& scrapped most of Violet's segment. I dont even think it aired but Violet talked about it in some vlog.... Which given that Violet Blue just writes erotica/sex education stuff & hasn't done porn is even more hilarious that she tried so hard to do the slutshame thing with her also. I think she only invited Violet Blue on since Violet was on Oprah but that went fairly smoothly, so idk what her problem was
Oh Tyra. Like Dr Phil but hotter.
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LOL I thought I was the only one who thought Tyra was just annoying and phony as hell..CTFU hahahahhahaha
I really hate how one minute she brings porn stars on the show to " talk down to them" basically and then on another show has the theme " What type of porn does you and your spouse like?"
I am like wtf, you do realize the same people who make the porn ummmmm "pornstars" are the same people you bash for doing it while you want to make high rating shows or whatever talking about how cute it is for couples to be shy about the porn they are watching and sexual things they do. ughhhhhh I am like, Tyra, you dumb ass, "pornstars" have to make the porn that these couples are watching, that all of a sudden are fun and cute to do within the home..Oh come on! lol
I want to be like the guy from Family Guy and Yell at her saying **You Big Phony!!!!!*** lol
But Anyways on topic******
I was a perv at a young age..use to sneak in my Dad's porn magazines at age 7 and diligently look for rated R movies on HBO since I knew it would have some "nude scenes" and "strong sexual content" in them..... Oh, and I use to go blind trying to unscramble the playboy channels, you know since I could not buy the subscription at the time......lmao
Yep pretty much I was born this way as Lady Gaga would say...lol
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GlamourRouge
OMG I totally remember when Sasha Grey (like 2007?) was on The Tyra Show and Tyra was totally shaming her telling her how much damage this would cause, how she didn't respect herself, etc! This was at the beginning of Sasha's career, and Tyra forced her to wear a a pink tshirt (LOL how unSasha-like!). It was TOTALLY edited to make it seem like Sasha had nothing to say to Tyra talking down to her & the sex industry. Sasha posted YouTube videos explaining everything they did and Tyra completely denied it. Lol so dumb. I've always hated Tyra. She's all about ~*empowering women*~ yet, if they don't meet *her* ideas of whats okay, she talks down to them.
Possibly my favorite part of her interview with Sasha was when she said she's going to make a break to "regroup herself" with a shocked expression, almost as if she'll tear up any second. Look bitch, you weren't just beaten up or had three cocks shoved down your throat, you're simply talking to a person about her job, I see no need for "regrouping" whatsoever. ::)
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HustletteDiva
I really hate how one minute she brings porn stars on the show to " talk down to them" basically and then on another show has the theme " What type of porn does you and your spouse like?"
Well, that's because everybody watches porn, all mortals have desires...but people who make content they enjoy don't deserve their respect because they're sluts. :D
OT and a sidenote: this'll probably be the oddest and most confessional post I've made on this forum...
I remember masturbating on sex scenes in Sidney Sheldon books since young age, erotic drawings I did (that my mother once found under my matress while cleaning my room), making my Ken and Barbie have kinky sex and oh...masturbating with my Barbies...
So, maybe it is possible that pervs are molded early on? :O
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well if you wanna talk about things we did as youngsters to make us pervs...I dunno if I really have any bad confessions although I did use to rewind and play over and over the begining of fast times at ridgemont high when they were having sex in a dugout or something...
I wasn't allowed much tv as a kid. But eventually I did find the porn,unfortunately I think I became jaded cuz my parents had cartoon porn
like little red riding hood and snow white and the dwarves n shit
kinda weird...
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I don't know a single girl who didn't make her Barbies fuck. :D
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shadysailor
i don't know a single girl who didn't make her barbies fuck. :d
lololol:d
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ShadySailor
I don't know a single girl who didn't make her Barbies fuck. :D
my barbies had mass lesbian orgies :D
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^Lmaosfh sig worthy right there!
I knew I would end up in the biz at a very young age, as young as 5-6 years old wanting to be a model/stripper.
My dad did not even bother to hide his playboys and my mom would walk around nekkid alot. Damn HIPPIES LOL!
I got into my dads playboys of course lol and wanted to get into modeling of THAT specific sort. I did not (at that age) know of course the stigma of getting into the adult industry. I merely thought the women were beautiful creatures. I also became intrested in"nudie bars" becoming a stripper by good ol married with children. I know it was on basic tv and I was a very young girl watching these HOT chicks make MONEY by DANCING on STAGE and was like OMFG I WANNA DO THATTTTTT.
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I don't fit this mold at all, haha! I was crazy clueless when younger. Didn't learn about sex till way late and was a virgin till I met the man I married at freaking 23 years old. I didn't really fully discover my sexuality till I was divorced and way older and my kids were half grown!
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I've been sex-obsessed since about 6 years old when I saw my first porn. Since then, I masturbated like every single day and my obsession only became crazier. My parents had to put locks on the computer room (which I would subsequently break every single time) and I was responsible for all of those porn viruses on the comp as well. When I was 11 or 12, I vividly remember being at my uncle's house and going upstairs while the whole fam was downstairs and watching porn on his big-screen. The only problem was...2 weeks later when they got the bill, my parents got a call from my uncle saying that he had like $20 worth of porn on his bill. Oops.
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ya'll are awesome! Just saying....
Will post more on this later!
XOXOXO
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Gosh and i thought i was the only one with a kinky mind when i was younger.
I always remember playing truth or dare at a sleep over and saying i didn't see anything wrong with giving a guy a bj without a condom on. You should of seen the faces of the other females. It was shocking! Friends always said I have a dirty mind.
In my teen years i always stayed up late on the weekend watching erotic films. I finally found the porn collection of a relative and from then on my obsession grew and grew. Then at a friends sleep over we came across her mum kinky outfits i was amazed and wanted some of my own. Then Ann summers came to town still under age at the time but i waited and finally got some kinky stuff of my own.
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I've been obsessed with sex as far back as I can remember. Obsessed with guys and girls alike. I had older brothers, so there was a few "sex ed" books hidden around my house that I used to sneak reading. I was addicted to masturbation too..it goes on, but basically yeah always obsessed with sex ^_^
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Fridays
if i think back at my childhood there are some things that might have something to do with what I do now: camming.
For example when I was around 11-12 or so I was dreaming to own a brothel and be a Madam LOLOL::)
And I saw 2 cocks at an early age.
1 by accident.... was a family member..trust me it was an accident:-[
2nd a perv who showed me and my school friends his dick LOL::)
And there is a game I was playing with my 1 girlfriend around age 10 or so that Im embarrassed to talk about LOL
What about u...
Anything ?
Same as me!
I saw my uncles cock when we shared a room on holiday and it had flopped out of his boxers leg whilst sleeping..
And me and my friends got flashed by a paedo with a hole cut in his jeans so it would pop out when he bent down 2 pick up a coin....
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My and my 2 friends used to play a perverted version of doctors and nurses when we were like 10...
How weird I thought I was the only childhood pervert.
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I wasnt the only kid perv! lol
I saw my first porn at like 9 when i stayed the night at my friends house who had HBO
me and that same friend would finger and dry hump each other at sleep overs fromt he time we were 10 til 13::) lol
I would try to watch porn even though I had a child lock on my tv by flipping channels really fast so I could get snippets in before the child lock screen popped up
I use to hump my stuffed animals and balled up blankets because it felt good...i didnt know at the time that i was cumming :O
And ive secretly wanted to be a stripper since a young age (probably around 13) I just like the thought of being on stage with the spotlight on you, skimpy clothes and trashy shoes...and getting paid to tease guys lol
then I met my boyfriend/babydaddy and found out his mom was a stripper for like 15 yrs...i have never met a stripper...this made me ok with the thought of being a stripper/working in the adult industry
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TeenageAnnie
Same as me!
I saw my uncles cock when we shared a room on holiday and it had flopped out of his boxers leg whilst sleeping..
And me and my friends got flashed by a paedo with a hole cut in his jeans so it would pop out when he bent down 2 pick up a coin....
AND
My and my 2 friends used to play a perverted version of doctors and nurses when we were like 10...
How weird I thought I was the only childhood pervert.
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apparently theres a whole underground society of us! lol
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Dancing Days
I've been sex-obsessed since about 6 years old when I saw my first porn. Since then, I masturbated like every single day and my obsession only became crazier. My parents had to put locks on the computer room (which I would subsequently break every single time) and I was responsible for all of those porn viruses on the comp as well. When I was 11 or 12, I vividly remember being at my uncle's house and going upstairs while the whole fam was downstairs and watching porn on his big-screen. The only problem was...2 weeks later when they got the bill, my parents got a call from my uncle saying that he had like $20 worth of porn on his bill. Oops.
I got in trouble about 3 times for giving my parents computer porn viruses lol
and our family stayed at my grandmas house for about a month when we were in between houses (i had just turned 15) I ordered like $30-$50 worth of porn lol
I always denied my porn watching 8)
but then my boyfriend came along and hes always telling people how I watch more porn than him and how he'll walk in the living room and im watching porn on the computer like its as normal as watching cartoons lmao