OMG i forgot about my pervert drawings! LMFAO
I had a whole binder of them because I didnt have access to any porn so I drew my own lol and i printed out dozenssss of sex stories
Printable View
Haha, I love this thread!
I played sex games with my girlfriends around the age of 7, we were never nude but rubbing each other til we came. And we talked dirty using our classmate's names, lol.
I dry humped my toys as well.. still use a pillow now when I masturbate, it feels as if I was fucking someone instead of fingering myself, haha.
My parents have always been very open minded about nudity. I remember them walking around the apartment with no clothes or little clothes on very often. I've always been 'wtf?' on people being embarrased about their body, like in the change rooms at gyms etc.
My dad had a drawer with a TON of porn magazines, lol. I loved sneaking into their room when they weren't home and watching the magazines, I particularly enjoyed the erotic stories. I also secretly watched porn late at nights with the sound off and masturbated in my room. :D I masturbated a lot in general.
Aaand for a long time I was the party slut. I just loved hooking up with guys all the time lol and some pretty crazy stories went around about me (I lived in a very small town). It got especially crazy when I started stripping, I was sleeping around waaaaay too much, to an extent where I have several guys on my 'list' that I don't remember, because I was too drunk or simply didn't bother to ask their name, lol. I'm so happy I never got in trouble, because I really didn't pick who I slept with, lol. I have calmed down by now.
When I started stripping I never cared about the nudity part, I was only scared of wearing these god damn high heels. Being naked, I was like, meh, who cares, I get half naked at parties all the time anyway, lol.
I find it so odd the society bashes nudity & anything sexual, yet violence and killing is okay. I think that's why the world has become so darn mechanical and boring. I'm so glad to be a part of the sex industry and just to show a middle finger to the prudes. :D
I first learned about sex when I was 5, after my pervy neighbor got my best friend to hump me. My mom happened to look outside and see it and she was not happy. Lol
I always used to sneak and print out erotic stories so I could read them later. I also used to write erotic fan fiction. In high school, I was pretty overt with my sexuality. I've never really perceived sex as "wrong".
Anyone else was in love with a cousin when growing up? haha
This is so funny.....
When i was younger i couldnt wait to have sex i started laying under the shower faucet in elementary school and i was always so scared that someone was going to walk in... lol
For some reason though when i was younger and i wanted to have sex so bad i thought that i wasnt going to meet people who wanted to have sex with me wtf lol
there's somebody for everybody lol i thought i was going to have to bang old men or something lol
I was in love w/ my older cousin when I was 7 yrs old....but as i got older...not so much.
Anywho...heres my list:
-I been a freak since forever!! I seriously cannot remember a time when I didn't think about sex. Since I was younger I remember reading the little x-rated books that my dad kept under the bathroom cabinet & playing w/ myself. I don't even know how I understood the words I was reading, but I did. And then when he started getting the books that was big & glossy w/ alot of pictures. OMGoodness.....it was over for me. I swear I was looking at least twice a day.
-I used to hump the edge of the bed.
-I started watching the porn my dad had on tape.
-Me & my friends started humping each other.
-Reading my moms Catalogs that had Skripper-Like clothes & LIngerie. Telling myself that 1 day I would have that nipple-out bra & those tall clear heels.
-Being the only person that didn't think that strippers & hookers were horrible people (the ones who didn't do it 2 use drugs), they were just doing what they had to do to get their paper.
lol :) :) :) deleteddd
Omg, this thread...
I never thought about it before, but wow camming and my childhood. Porn was always so fascinating to me, In 6th grade another girl brought me one of her parents porn tapes, in a red box, and I watched it...I was like WHOA WHAT IS GOING ON HERE. I started watching the static-y hbo channels we didnt have to hopefully catch some porn! Then I discovered the internet and it was o-v-e-r. I got caught charging porn to a credit card, I got caught printing out stuff, I got caught with an obvious porn site written on a piece of paper because I couldnt bookmark it! I always denied it, but Im glad I wasnt the only dirty little bird!!! So nice to know. I guess it all makes sense!
i wonder if all kids r like us but just never admit it...or we really are more pervy than others
well my bf did tell me one time when he was little about him fucking a jar of vaseline lmao
lol I have sooo much to say about this topic....
I was always a perverted, sexed up, running around naked, porn stealing, tease.
I remember one day a few weeks after I started dancing, it dawned on me how ironic it was that when we used to play MASH, my friends would always joke around about me being a stripper, and there I was. When I was in college, a lot of people joked that my major was pole dancing. I guess everyone around me could see it but me, I was the last to know, but apparently I have all the classic ear marks of a sex worker. I keep my cam career a secret, and to this day people still crack jokes about how I should be a porn star, stripper, or cam girl, without realizing that's exactly who they are talking to. it's getting harder and harder to laugh it off.
At 26, with a bachelors degree I'll prob never officially use, I'm starting to think that this industry is exactly what I'm built for. Seems like I have a natural ability to turn my sexuality into money, so why have I been fighting it my whole life?
I'll try not to make this too long, but this forum has been so much help to me the last few months, and a continuing source of inspiration. This thread makes me feel a little better and not so alone. We have a lot in common, and even though I don't know any of you, maybe we can "get" each other in a way that I can't connect with "vanilla" people and it's nice. That's all. Thanks guys. :)
I flashed my butt out the window at age 6, and got punished for it.
I stashed romance novels and lingerie catalogs in my room at 8 to look at the sexy stuff.
I discovered porn and masturbation at 11-12.
I discovered I was bi at 13.
I watched a girl undress in her window everynight when I was 13.
I cammed (for free) with men and women when I was 16-17.
I don't mind being naked in front of my window.
I was a chronic masturbator.
I would watch too much porn.
I love this thread!
The opposite. Very repressed upbringing. :(
I know this is a super old thread! But, IM IN LOVE WITH IT & It makes me feel better to know I wasnt the only under age perv. lol
- my cousin and I would play "house" from like 4&+
- I would rewind the sex scene in Jerry Mcguire over and over.
- I would dry hump my pillow.
- Always fantasize about fucking a fellow school mate.
Oh & teachers :)
I love this thread :D I used to pretend I was a stripper for the longest time, so I guess I got my wish? LOL. I've always been really fascinated by sexual things and since I could read at a very young age, that didn't help much.
I started to read the sex and flirting tips parts of the Cosmopolitan behind the armchair at the age of 8. As soon as I could I practiced the teasing seducing tips. I socialzied with guys mostly, girls never liked me, cause the boys liked me too much I think. I liked that they liked me, at 15 I fell in love with a guy, and had sex with him for the first time, after a party, drunk. We didn't have a relationship, we just fucked when we met. Oh boy I loved him so much. Then he got into the army and we didn't meet again. I was upset so to cheer myself up, I started to play with boys on a more serious level, since before that I hadn't have sex or anything just some teasing.
At 16 I fucked a writer dude 20 years older than me, just for the fun, I don't say I didn't like him after all, but I was more into the accomplishment, like, yeah I could seduce this conservative, respected dude, how cool I am??? He taught me shitloads of things, fetishes, he was into me humilating him, kicking him, pissing on him, and such. Fist when he came after me to the toilet and begged me to let him stay while I pee I was like: Geez dude get the fuck out, but me denying my pee from him turned him on even more. I was pretty suprised you can imagine I was 16 never heard of such things, but then I had some fun with it. Then I got bored with him, and dumped him, then I started to go on concerts, and often fucked the band members.
I also dreamed about owning my own borthel, I wanted to be on the cover of playboy, and such. I'm not sure why I'm like this. But I don't think there is a problem with it. I settled down, I love my SO more than anything, and camming gives me what I love so much, guys adoring me, wanting to fuck me, I can wrap them around my fingers and I get payed for it. Yummy.
^^ ME TOO!!! I remember being 9 and dancing around seductively to Madonna's Like a Virgin album- had my parents pretty concerned about where I was headed o_O
I've actually been thinking a lot about this lately and this thread just caused a whole bunch of memories flooding back, things I had forgotten about completely like my neighbour, this cute redhead and I used to play doctor and make out, touching each other 'down there' in her basement when we were like 11, and similar to the OP I saw a family member's junk at a pretty early age (total accident that I wouldn't have remembered unless I was told about it later, apparently it was a running joke in the family that I referred to his balls as potatoes -- I was 3) LOL
It's always so refreshing to hear your stories and know i'm not alone anymore! xo
things that make you go 'hmmmmm... yep! I've always been like this' hehe. just remembered babysitting these kids when I was in jr. high and their dad had the most amazing collection of porn on BETA, I LOVED babysitting there after the kids went to bed I couldn't get enough! hehe guess it could be considered in some TWISTED way that was the first time I'd ever made money while getting off!
Oooh yeah, I was never a typical child. I saw my first porn by accident when I was about 8 years old. Step-dad, hiding the sex tapes under the couch is not creative or crafty. After that, I was kind of entranced by the world of sex, haha. My next door neighbor and I used to play "house" a lotttt.... very graphic, um... detail oriented house. And then when my mom got us Showtime, HBO, and MTV... Undressed, Real Sex, Pornucopia and all those soft core porns. I thought it was awesome. I especially loved the idea of a voyeur house that the couple just did everything on cam and worked from home. I also thought about being a dancer (still do) and thought it seemed like such a kick ass job. I guess I was just always destined to do something in the industry.
What a great zombie thread! I love that we are all posting positive things about our younger sexual curiosity and experiences. Per society, aren't most sex workers sexually abused with horrible childhhoods? I for one had a great cookie cutter childhood that just happens to be a horny bitch! :D:D
Nothing "wrong" happened to me, but I've always been intrigued by beautiful, sexy women who men fawned over. I guess it was probably because I was kinda an ugly duckling growing up and boys didn't really like me. I really wanted to be found sexy someday. I admired girls like 1990s Tyra Banks, Cindy Crawford, Pamela Anderson, Carmen Electrca, vintage Britney Spears, Catwoman, etc. Then I began watching porn and was inlove with gorgeous porn stars like Sinnamon Love, Jenna Jameson. I wanted to be like them except not really, so I thought the way to go was be a stripper. I've always been chubby and had stretch marks, so I got into phone and camming instead where I could be appreciated for my size and body. I only regret I didn't get into it at 18 instead of 21 lol.
This thread is old but I'm going to reply anyway. :P
When I was 10, I told my parents I wanted breast implants when I was older. They asked me why and I said because Britney had them and I wanted big boobs like her (she was my idol). They freakkkked out. Banned me from listening to Britney, Madonna, etc ...
When I was in Middle School and High School, and everyone else wanted to be a doctor or a nurse or a teacher or politician, I wanted to be a stripper. I had a fantasy of dancing around onstage, while guys threw money at me.
I can honestly say, I wanted to be a stripper for as long as I can remember. I'm not sure why. I guess it just seemed glamorous to me ...
This thread is so interesting. I remember when I was 7 I saw the movie Striptease and I thought that dancing on stage would be amazing and that getting naked and getting paid seemed ideal. Also I seem to remember watching the best little whorehouse in Texas at the same age, don't know if that has anything to do with it.
I was obsessed with strippers, playboy and pornstars from the age of 13. I had friends in school tell me I was going to be a stripper. I just find the adult industry so interesting.
Wooow... Lol. Looking back, yah- I actually, when I was 11 or 12, I wrote a rape-fantasy story (by hand), and my mom found it- she thought I had actually been raped because it was "so realistic". Lol.
UMm. Growing up, I was very... repressed. Umm. I wasn't allowed to date, and my controlling stepdad allowed me no private time to myself- plus, sex was never really discussed, EVER.
So, when I got out of the house, I went a little crazy...... haha. Okay, I went REALLY crazy. Pretty much slept with anything that walked- went from 3 notches to over 50 in about 5 years. Not because I was a slut, (although I don't deny it), but because I didn't get to experiment in my youth like most people could. Most of you had boyfriends around 13-15, right?
Yah, not me. Not til I was 18.
In fact, (and you probably won't believe this) I didn't masturbate until I was 22. TWENTY-TWO! Instead of masturbating, I just called up some f**k buddy. But then, OH then! I unlocked the wonder that is Masturbating. :D
Anyway- I started dating online and met this great guy from Craig's List, and he suggested that I start webcamming. And the rest is history- I found a job that I love, and actually, camming is the longest that I've ever been in the same job- 2 years baby!
:)
wow so i am not the only one... i started masturbating compulsively at six even at school, trying to remember lingerie spots or sex scenes. i was attracted by both male and female like now. by 10 i dreamt of being on an adult magazine cover and looooved being seen as a sexual object. i had a c cup already at the time. at 12 i loved to cyber sex with strangers and at 16 i posted teasing pics of me on a network where as soon as i turned 18 i started selling dvds of me stripping for 50 euros each! crappy camera quality and 10 minutes. o guys would pay me from 60 to 100 euros monthly plus phone fees to receive everyday self taken sexy phone pics of me. i had usually 2 guys a monrh and a sugar daddy that sent money for what i wanted we had phone sex too. i cammed too indie till i joined mgf last year. i still sell that video :):) i am happy. nothing traumatic. i remember watching rape hentais at 14 nd got into regular porn only at 16. oh and my family knew i had sex with bf at 14, they werent strict about it. they didnt know i tittifucked at 13 :) maybe people slutshamed me as i live in a small town. i never cared so i have no idea. i volounteered and everyone loved me because i put my heart into it. lots of sex in that association but it was for good :) sorry for the rambling! :)