Originally Posted by
Sinistress
So here's the deal. I've been an independant girl for almost 10 years. I had a fairly large fan base.A big clientel.
I'm known for being pretty sparatic and changing shit up alot,because I get bored.
I'm sorta like madonna I just reinvent myself over and over lol
So these guys who have been following me for years are never really shocked by anything I do. I've kinda trained them that way. With sin...you learn not to expect cuz you could get anything.
I'm sorta the type that'll try anything once,and if it works I'll keep doing it. I'm pretty open minded and daring.
With all that said I really only have 1 insecurity.Which is my big belly. You probably wouldn't notice it by looking at me,But being a cam model for so long I've learned to hide it well.
And honestly I always cam in a skirt,and I never take the skirt off. That way they get to see the pussy,but I get to keep my fat hidden.
That is the only part of me thats really fat...so no I'm not saying I'm fat. I'm saying I have a belly. Am I bitching about it no....I'm almost 34 years old. I've had 4 c-sections,it's expected I imagine.
I'm convinced no amount of excersize will help me
So I look about 5 months pregnant naked lol
But on to the topic....
I know there's a belly fetish out there. I know I could probably make a bit of extra money doing it. Because believe me I can jiggle with the best of em. I know this is typically geared towards larger girls.
But I actually thought it might be fun to try out simply because you don't often see girls like me. Girls my size are usually self concious and to busy hiding it.
I am that girl mind you....But I've learned to accept it and as cam girls we thrive on creativity and being open with ourselves.
So I thought why the hell not give it a shot.
But then the more I thought about it the more I thought do I really want all my fans and followers to see this ,which I've always kept hidden from them. Would I really wanna shatter their sex goddess fantasies of me.
I'm thinking I'd still like to try this anonymously....Not as Sinistress.
But I know clips4sale pops up all my stores. Is there a way to make a seperate store that won't show up on the see other stores tab.
Really the point here was do you think revealing your Flaws to your customers can turn them off and send some packing....
like I dunno
Maybe you started making videos of yourself popping out your dentures or something and sucking cock
Or is it best to just remain that perfect girl
After thinking on it this is why I think for me to do this whole belly thing it would be best to do it not as Sinistress
On the other hand that means not advertizing it to the huge following I already have.
So yea I just thought it might be interesting to get other girls perspective on issues such as this.