Originally Posted by
roast
^There are a few girls who Ive followed on twitter whose porn careers I watched die in a similar fashion within 6-8 months. First they fly out, start shooting, meet a great guy, guy and her always tweet back and forth or get into arguments, suddenly she is only doing G/G and/or shooting with him exclusively, slowly she stops tweeting or stops tweeting porn related things while he's bragging about his latest shoot and chatting up other new or established porn stars. It is a damn shame.
I usually get the "armchair psychologists". The 'why do you do this' types. They just 'really want to know' what it is like for a woman to go this far to do this, I must do other things, what is my education level, I am more ____ than other models so they *need* to make sense of it. Of course their framework is totally limited, biased and stupid. It is exhausting but I know tons deal with it. They usually pay though but 60% of the time they think we're now friends or the fantasy died (duh buddy) 40% 'fall in love'. I end up just blocking them.
If I'm online under my cutesy profile (she doesnt come out often lol), I get more of the "you're too nice, sweet, fun, etc" to be doing this types, they're almost all freeloaders who get ignored/kicked/banned. If only they knew.
What Im saying is I need to learn how to play the roleplay part of it. Whenever the armchair psychologists come by (again they pay - well at first) it breaks my 'fourth wall' and I go from various cam personas to *me* trying to get them to stfu. Next time, Ill try going along with it.