This whole month has been so shitty for me. Today has been super slow. I am 3 hours in and dying right now.
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This whole month has been so shitty for me. Today has been super slow. I am 3 hours in and dying right now.
I'm satisfied with july in general, but these past few days ughhhhh I wanna kill them idiots in my free chat! My tolerance is very low right now, all they do is beg beg beg omg do you have some self respect, and what annoys me more sarcastic comments from guys who bought one show few months ago, also other kind of comments like "you're not doing really good tonight", "you look bored", "make us happy" and similar. ah and my favorite " I thought we were friends, but you are here just for the money" LOL no shit. Guys who were nice to me for some time finally showed their real face, demanding for stuff, asking for discount, being in love with me and acting possessive. Excuse me but you don;t know shit about me or my life and you never will! EVER. Camming doesn't suck, but I do because I can't focus on new sites instead of wasting my time with same names and same shit everyday... I'm tired of it, but I'm not tired of spending money so I need to chill out a little and be smarter.
i ended my shift yesterday with my highest goal, which is incredible for this fucking month, so im happy, i just came back from the dentist and hoping to show my shinny white teeth a lot onstead of growling....lol lets see.
I totally hate those members on MFC with hundreds of thousands points showing on their profiles, that PM me and request my exclusive attention on them.
Without tipping any token.
Like their stupid points would increase my camscore just because I see them.
Fucking douchebags!
Oh and some of them point out they have been spending tens of thousands of dollars on site and i should treat them with respect, but when I tell them that I don't care because they didn't spend with me, I am the gold digger.
Pfffff.
Sorry you are going through that, i hate the men who act like self entitled pricks. Even if they spent that amount still dont give them the right to act like that they got what they paid for with their money on the site but the balls of those men is sickening especially when they didnt spend on you. What assholes. Hope things get better and you make cash from the men who arent like that.
Thanks!
Yeah, it lets me speechless when I see them coming and requesting attention, right in PM.
I don't even know how to treat the situation and actually make them tip, because it makes me want to treat them the same they do treat to me.
Like, why they don't stay in their favourite models rooms? Why would they come in a less popular model room and expect attention without tipping when, their points show clearly they have been on site for a while and they know how this actually works?
Idiots. They don't worth my attention anyways...
Probably because they like the attention feel like a big shot and think that you will do things to please them for free, sometimes the guys who have money are the worst who think they deserve everything and want more and more because they feel like their money can get them whatever they want. Ego boost is what they crave. If they want attention pay plain and simple.What they spent on others dont count, if it isnt spent on you. Hope things turn around for you, im sure it will they definately dont deserve your attention for nothing. hugs to you.
Cryin because my bestfriend/roomie doesn't talk with me and doesn't come talk to me either to tell me whats wrong. She always wants me to come to her to beg her to tell me whats wrong. Or she eventually talks but by beeing mean and hruting my feelings (she probably build up anger?). I didn't do anything wrong. My boyfriend doesn't talk with her (long story) so she decided to not talk with me either (at least thats what i know cause she wont come talk to me). I feel like crap and this affects my camming too. I wrote on life support too but this escalated. I avoid her around the house cause she makes me feel bad.
DAMN IT. TALK TO ME !! Don't throw our friendship to trash just because i didn't deicde to fight to my boyfriend too for you. Me and you are friends, if you two are pretending like u don't know eachother its ok with me. Tell me to go out for drinks, talk with me, show me you wanna keep this friendship dammit !
VENT over. sorry. i needed to take this off my chest.
I'm pissed off that sex work has made me too jaded to date.
I'm trying online dating again, as I mentioned in the 4th of July thread.
Mainly because it's slow on cam, but it's also because I'm so bored living out here in the country.
The guys that message me are never my type, or are too sexual in their messages, or are too clingy, flakey,etc.
I even get guys from other countries looking for a free Skype show.( No, I never said I'm a cam model).
So many cops, and guys holding guns in their profile picture. Sorry....not interested.
I'm tired at the end of my camming shift. To have to call a guy and meet him for dinner, lunch, etc seems like work that I won't get paid for.
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So I did the inkblot test for psychopath, narcissist, bla bla bla.. said I am 100% Narcissist was there any question? I never thought of myself as one but when I think about it? I guess I am? I also took another test a month ago that was answering questions.. said the same thing.. I am perplexed by this.. I always cared about people.. I surely don't so much anymore from all the abuse I have dealt with .. maybe that's why? hmmm new brainmapping.. it's disturbing to say the least.. OH WELL.. It makes me a great cam girl!..haha
Thanks for this post. Helps to let me know I am not the only one, specifically with the too jaded to date part, and the guys with guns in their pictures. I mean, I guess it's honest (i.e. I like it when I can see someone's psycho-ness right upfront, rather than finding it later), but ...yeah...total turn off. Really scary, and not sexy in the slightest, to me either. Especially given the context. I am not sure about everyone else's experiences, but I am finding that plenty of men, have a hard time handling their emotions dealing with camgirls/ cam women. I don't mean to sound ungrateful... I appreciate client support, but the boundaries need to stay quite clear. Why do so many guys not get this???? Seems like common sense. Are we devolving as a species? I mean, specifically, in regards to IQ :)
Awfully slow today...9% paid chat, I hope that doesn´t completely kill my placement :(
very slow, on aw things are bad but on camcontacts i find it better.
I can not make money tonight to save my fucking life omgggggg
I started the night off right with a 30 minute show with my regular. However, I have been on for FIVE HOURS since then and haven't made a single cent.
No gold. No Privates. Nothing
Tried gold shows three times and no one contributed.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
Thank you so much Chelly ! It means a lot to me. I know her since we were babies and it hurts seeing this whole situation. I will probably be the one that ends up trying to talk to her - AGAIN- when i feel better. Or she will be the one sending me a mean text making me feel angry towards her.
im very desperate at this point, from my max goal im right to the lowest goal i have for the week. im very pissed right now and also the cheap mother fucker bad asses asking for refund or cb this week, is now up to 3! now they are being even worst, they get a show and ask for a refund immediately. got one on cmd and 2 on my personal site at modelcentro. now i have a negative balance of 50 that will be covered as soon as someone buys a show. mmmmm, no ty. im not here to work for free. very pissed today.
Those brief few minutes that I actually have a guy in my Cams Nude Chat or my ImLive private chat, it sucks that I have to spend part of that time asking them "Can you hear me?" and switching back and forth between 'Conexant SmartAudio HD' and 'HD Webcam C920' (in the microphone setting) until they say "Okay, I hear you now." SMH. Stuff like that makes me lose my motivation to even get on cam on these sites. How come when I get on MyFreeCams, I don't have that sound issue, and everyone CAN hear me?
It's such a pain when a basic - who's ALWAYS the first one in your room every night that you broadcast on MFC - has finally upgraded to a premium (meaning he's purchased his first 200 tokens), and turns out to be one of those annoying ass-kissers with a fetish (panty fetish) who expects you to cater to "Show me this" requests for free. When I came online, he was down to 55 tokens. He probably would have never tipped me those 10 tokens if it hadn't been for me getting on him about asking for things for free. I told him "You've been watching me on here for a while now...finally upgraded to a premium...and you're on here making requests without tipping???"
I know Fridays can be slow but wtf. This is the second Friday where I can't get a pvt on SM to save my life. Been on 2 hours and at $0. I am however making money on Cams.