Originally Posted by
AlenaRoza
I hate myself lately. I've always had to drink to work, but a few wine coolers has turned into 50-75% of a bottle of vodka which I keep in my locker, AND whatever shots people offer me. On top of all that, I can literally fly through a pack of cigs a night. This is super embarrassing to even type out, lol. I've been doing this for 7 or 8 months. I work 3 days a week, in a row. The drinking has made me put on about 15 lbs too, because its also made my diet willpower fly right out the window. I don't drink outside of work at all. Or smoke, really. I carry myself well though, the managers always tell me I'm so well behaved and ask why I don't drink, lol. Literally every SINGLE girl there drinks. A LOT. every girl besides one who can't. There's also a handful of drug users. Seriously, it is not rare to see a girl passed out in the DR, pass out while giving a dance, fall, fight, etc. The smart thing to do? Switch clubs. Find another job. But those are not options for many reasons. I go in tomorrow and while typing this I was going to say "I'm going to try my hardest not to drink" but I would be lying. At best I will cut down the amount. This is going to be a long process.