I don't have an eating disorder or anything. I've just always had a fast metabolism and I've always been small. For the majority of last year I was between 110-115 pounds. I'm about 5'3 so pretty petite. I complained about being small and start eating a little more and drinking ensure lol this was in May. I saw no weight gain and gave up. In October out of nowhere my weight picked up. I'm about 130 now. I still have a flat stomach and look pretty fit but I don't like this at all. I look a little healthier opposed to being stick skinny. Now am I crazy for asking to gain weight and crying when I did? 😕

