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My depression is flaring up. I have an appointment on Wednesday with my PCP to review my dosage. If it weren't for my therapist (who is not a prescriber, but a counselor), I don't think I would have caught it. My baseline for normal is... Not normal, so I often miss indications of poor mental health in myself. I'm grateful that when I've been healthier, I've had the foresight to establish support systems that can catch me when I fall off the tightrope.
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I haven't posted in this thread before, but I definitely should've... I suffer from a lot of mental issues. Bi-Polar, social and general anxiety, panic attacks, severe agoraphobia... I was on Wellbutrin for a few months and feeling SO GREAT... Then my medical insurance got taken away and I had to stop taking it about a month and a half ago. Now I'm back to feeling like total shit about everything, including myself, and it is definitely affecting my money -- I lost my vanilla job and now trying to make up for it all with cam when I don't have the regulars is so much MORE depressing on top of it all. I'm trying to get my insurance back to I can get my meds back, cuz without them, I'm feeling pretty hopeless. :( I wish the government was a little more understanding about what classifies someone as "disabled", at least disabled enough to need my medication if they expect me to have a job. :(
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FreakyFranky
I haven't posted in this thread before, but I definitely should've... I suffer from a lot of mental issues. Bi-Polar, social and general anxiety, panic attacks, severe agoraphobia... I was on Wellbutrin for a few months and feeling SO GREAT... Then my medical insurance got taken away and I had to stop taking it about a month and a half ago. Now I'm back to feeling like total shit about everything, including myself, and it is definitely affecting my money -- I lost my vanilla job and now trying to make up for it all with cam when I don't have the regulars is so much MORE depressing on top of it all. I'm trying to get my insurance back to I can get my meds back, cuz without them, I'm feeling pretty hopeless. :( I wish the government was a little more understanding about what classifies someone as "disabled", at least disabled enough to need my medication if they expect me to have a job. :(
So sorry!!!! You can try walking if you can. Cardio is a mood booster.
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BadBitch
So sorry!!!! You can try walking if you can. Cardio is a mood booster.
Yes!!!Totally!Exercising especially cardio helps me a lot !I got back to exercising at my therapist advise and I feel great.I finished therapy but I go on with exercising ,it`s so good for body and brain.And for those having agoraphobia there are walk at home programs you can get online ,I still do it at home although I got rid of agoraphobia.I don`t always have the time to go out for walks and that helps.I`m now looking to buy a treadmill,that should help even more :)
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FreakyFranky
I haven't posted in this thread before, but I definitely should've... I suffer from a lot of mental issues. Bi-Polar, social and general anxiety, panic attacks, severe agoraphobia... I was on Wellbutrin for a few months and feeling SO GREAT... Then my medical insurance got taken away and I had to stop taking it about a month and a half ago. Now I'm back to feeling like total shit about everything, including myself, and it is definitely affecting my money -- I lost my vanilla job and now trying to make up for it all with cam when I don't have the regulars is so much MORE depressing on top of it all. I'm trying to get my insurance back to I can get my meds back, cuz without them, I'm feeling pretty hopeless. :( I wish the government was a little more understanding about what classifies someone as "disabled", at least disabled enough to need my medication if they expect me to have a job. :(
If you look back through the thread you'll see that a few of us with anxiety have had good luck with the supplement l-theanine.
Sorry you got cut off your meds, that is always such a headache. <3
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seicento
Yes!!!Totally!Exercising especially cardio helps me a lot !I got back to exercising at my therapist advise and I feel great.I finished therapy but I go on with exercising ,it`s so good for body and brain.And for those having agoraphobia there are walk at home programs you can get online ,I still do it at home although I got rid of agoraphobia.I don`t always have the time to go out for walks and that helps.I`m now looking to buy a treadmill,that should help even more :)
Completely off topic but how did you end up getting rid of your agoraphobia?
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My periods have been BRUTAL. I have been so incredibly dizzy the past 2 days. It's insane. If these guys knew how bad I felt, their dicks would shrivel the hell up.
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Ever since my husband signed the seperation papers it has kind of put me in a depression and my anxiety attacks are coming on full swing, waking up with sweats getting sick on and off barely able to eat and everything. I know it takes time to deal with it all but i just cant seem to bring myself to get back on cam yet and usually i am a workaholic. I know its probably normal for me to feel this way but i didnt think it would hit me this hard. because i did whats best for me. I dont want to lose too much work but i just cant go back to work yet, just cant deal with it right now. Im fortunate to be able to take time off but since i dont really have anyone who understands me or is helpful near me it makes it even worse, feel so alone with it all isnt helping. Hope i can get myself out of this depressing mood im in soon. I feel like i should be happy but it will happen in time. I mean im happy to be away from it all but i feel so horrible inside right now.
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My periods have been BRUTAL. I have been so incredibly dizzy the past 2 days. It's insane. If these guys knew how bad I felt, their dicks would shrivel the hell up.
Hope youre feeling better, i know how horrible that feels. Take some time to rest if need be.
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I have bad arthritis which makes me not so flexable so when the weather is shitty I have no energy and I can hardly move! It's really hard to work past this! And if it's not that then I'm feeling anxious or depressed and don't have good energy! I was doing really good for half a month being on almost everyday but this week I didn't go on a single day, shame on me haha! I suppose I just need to push past it.
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Found out today my mom has lung cancer. Not quite sure how that equates to me being sick, but just wanted to also put here I did get my medication back and I will look into l-theanine as well. I'm glad I got my meds back because I have a feeling I'm not gonna be feeling too great for a while. Now to try to find the motivation to cam. :/
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I agreed to do a bachelor party this weekend. Stupid! My anxiety, PTSD, chemical dependency crutch, etc..will so be provoked. PLEASE tell me not to feel guilty for cancelling, this just says disaster all over it............
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I have bad arthritis which makes me not so flexable so when the weather is shitty I have no energy and I can hardly move! It's really hard to work past this! And if it's not that then I'm feeling anxious or depressed and don't have good energy! I was doing really good for half a month being on almost everyday but this week I didn't go on a single day, shame on me haha! I suppose I just need to push past it.
Same here. As much as I prefer cold weather to extreme heat, it's making my arthritis pain so unbearable.
Wish I knew of something I could take to feel better.
Spine, neck, hands, even my feet ache when I want to walk for anymore than 10 minutes, or so.
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I agreed to do a bachelor party this weekend. Stupid! My anxiety, PTSD, chemical dependency crutch, etc..will so be provoked. PLEASE tell me not to feel guilty for cancelling, this just says disaster all over it............
don't feel guilty, your health ALWAYS comes first! it's not worth the panic attacks and triggers. take care of yourself first!
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Found out today my mom has lung cancer. Not quite sure how that equates to me being sick, but just wanted to also put here I did get my medication back and I will look into l-theanine as well. I'm glad I got my meds back because I have a feeling I'm not gonna be feeling too great for a while. Now to try to find the motivation to cam. :/
Sorry for your mother.Stay stong!
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My first time posting in this thread, but I just need somewhere to vent a little. I've been on SSRI's for depression and anxiety for a couple of years now, and have been doing well, apart from increasing periods of depersonalisation and derealisation. My doctor suggested trying upping my dose, which I started doing 3 nights ago. The first night wasn't too bad, and I just felt a little over energetic the following day, but since then I've been exhasuted and sleepy in the day, and wide awake when I should be asleep. I'm not going to try and keep going for the higher dose - I was pretty stable and functional on the lower dose, and the side effects are just not worth any minor improvement I might get once I get past the side effects.
I had got myself into a good habit of being in bed by midnight, and asleep by 1am-ish, but last night it was nearly 3:30am before I got to sleep, and it feels like it's going to be the same tonight. I've been talking non-stop, faster than usual, and more than usual. I have a feeling that the increased dose over the past few days has pushed me slightly into a manic state, and I don't like it. I'm exhausted, wide awake, my mind wont shut off, but my mind is racing to fast to be able to do anything useful with my awake state. I just..... want to be able to turn it off and get a good night's sleep!! There's part of me that's tempted to have a couple of shots or a joint to try and slow my head down, but I'm wary of adding even more chemicals to the fuckup that's going on in my head at the moment. It's a good thing I'm not planning on camming tomorrow, and that I had a self care weekend scheduled - I think I'm going to need it.
I know this is only temporary, but it's a little scary.
Going to go and curl up with the cats and stick an audio book on - that usually slows my brain down enough to get some sleep, and if not, at least I'm resting and enjoying a good book.
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^Welcome to the thread, sorry you're going through all this. I have a similar problem, lunesta doesn't put me to sleep, just calms me a bit. They won't give me a higher dose cuz of my weight. How is your antihistamine tolerance? Cuz adding 50mg to whatever is your night time med-check with doc first-may be enough to finally get you regular periods of rest.
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I'm dyslexic, so it's really hard for me to read requests from far away. It's lead to slow responses and frustrated clients. I wish there was a way that my computer could read them out loud to me without my viewers hearing :(
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I'm dyslexic, so it's really hard for me to read requests from far away. It's lead to slow responses and frustrated clients. I wish there was a way that my computer could read them out loud to me without my viewers hearing :(
I am too. While getting back to where I can see what the request or response is, always be looking at him (the cam) smiling, touching tits or somewhere so the viewer is entertained while I am reading what he said.
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legallylolita
I'm dyslexic, so it's really hard for me to read requests from far away. It's lead to slow responses and frustrated clients. I wish there was a way that my computer could read them out loud to me without my viewers hearing :(
Have you tried zooming the page in? If you hold control and press the plus key, it will zoom in and helps make the font bigger and easier to read? I have terrible eyesight and struggle to see as well, but that has helped me.
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Just got over a kidney infection with hives as a side effect of the meds less than 24hrs ago and now I'm dealing with a kidney stone... This week literally couldn't get any worse.
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Just got over a kidney infection with hives as a side effect of the meds less than 24hrs ago and now I'm dealing with a kidney stone... This week literally couldn't get any worse.
Hope you get better soon, sorry youre going through that.
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Bad friggen sinus infection. The whole right side of my face hurts so fucking bad. Ugh.
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Bad friggen sinus infection. The whole right side of my face hurts so fucking bad. Ugh.
Sorry to hear, hope you start to feel better real soon and it clears up for you.
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As mentioned in another thread, my bipolar seems to be maturing from"soft" to "II". Went to the docs and was basically threatened with a care facility or carer if I didn't get better. Saying I'm better when I next visit so they leave me the fuck alone. I officially give up on healthcare at this point.
I knew meds weren't an option. But I thought they might be able to do something more for me than infantilize me. Useless cunts.