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My period is coming. Any day now. I'm feeling the energy drain, the lower back pain, the MUST EAT ALL THINGS... And I just do not want to work. At all. I needed $200 tonight for the rest of my overdue rent and I'm just... ugh.
I feel gross and its only going to get worse over the next few days. I need to get back into the gym, I feel like it gave me more energy.
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Meh.
I need money so I just can't take today off completely. I am going to blow off doing Cam4 and MFC but I have to at least do some voyeur shows on SM because unfortunately my bills don't care about my fatigue and my distended stomach. :(
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My period is coming. Any day now. I'm feeling the energy drain, the lower back pain, the MUST EAT ALL THINGS... And I just do not want to work. At all. I needed $200 tonight for the rest of my overdue rent and I'm just... ugh.
I feel gross and its only going to get worse over the next few days. I need to get back into the gym, I feel like it gave me more energy.
I'm in the same position...sigh. I was in a bit of debt because I borrowed money to pay some rent. The stress from the repayment shocked me into never doing that again. Despite that awful experience however, I am still lacking in motivation and am tired and rather depressed.
I am hoping that eating more healthily will make this go away because I can't justify being in debt when I do have camming as an income option.
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Pearl_Sugar
My period is coming. Any day now. I'm feeling the energy drain, the lower back pain, the MUST EAT ALL THINGS... And I just do not want to work. At all. I needed $200 tonight for the rest of my overdue rent and I'm just... ugh.
I feel gross and its only going to get worse over the next few days. I need to get back into the gym, I feel like it gave me more energy.
I'm in the same position...sigh. I was in a bit of debt because I borrowed money to pay some rent. The stress from the repayment shocked me into never doing that again. Despite that awful experience however, I am still lacking in motivation and am tired and rather depressed.
I am hoping that eating more healthily will make this go away because I can't justify being in debt when I do have camming as an income option.
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I was previously addicted to narcotics (not on the street kinda thing, I'd get them prescribed for my frequent blinding migraines and got addicted to them just from needing to take them for so long). I've recently started going to a clinic for opiate addiction and taking suboxone to prevent withdrawal. I just wanted to jump in and say how awesome I feel without the narcotics in my system! My motivation is coming back, and my want to just live life is coming back as well; opiates are known for causing severe depression and I already have depression/anxiety/paranoia/slight schizo, so to be taking something that enhances all of that really sucks. It just feels great to be off of them and letting my regular psych meds work like they should is just going really well!
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I started my period yesterday and my anxiety is so high during my period. I have to attend a family event tonight and I am SO anxious. I feel like I am going to throw up and pass out. I wish I didn't have this stupid ass anxiety disorder, fucking shit ruins my life.
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To add to my previous post about detoxing off Klonopin: It was an entire month. A MONTH. and even more after that of me feeling shakey, but my friends saying they didn't see it, so it was more.....internal? And the self doubt that comes with it is frightening.... readjusting to life after a med like that, including Xanax too, is weird because in your mind, you think taking a pill is not a big deal, but when you can't have it, it seems like a fucking HUGE MAJOR DEAL.
Alternatives that helped were valerian root and kava kava.
I find that writing out my feelings helps me a lot, but i love writing, especially just stream-of-consciousness kinda stuff where IDGAF about punctuation and grammar or being PC. It's just for me. For me this is how I'm dealing with not seeing my talk therapist/psychoLOGIST. (still seeing the psychiatrist about every 4 mos since I'm at a pretty stable place with my med "cocktail")
Re: period stuff- I'm on birth control: Ortho Tri Cyclen. Have been since 18, I'm 31 now. One month, the pharmacy gace me the wrong one (uhhh, wtf) and I noticed even before taking it, but spent that month OFF my ortho. I WAS INSANE. LEGIT, INSANE. I am concerned as to what will happen if/when I go off this particular BC because it starts being not recommended around 35.
I just want my fucking tubes tied and to have nice skin (<----actually the number 1 reason I take the pill. Then for major cramps. and THEN for the whole NO KIDS part)
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That's interesting, Melly. I was on OrthoTriCyclen and had to get off of it because it made my depression and migraines SOOOO much worse. It would be nice if the gyno would tell you up front that your birth control could play a major role in your mental health.
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I keep forgetting to eat. You'd never guess it, because I fall firmly into the "curvy" category, but it's always been an issue. For some reason, making and eating food induces the worst ADD for me. I always end up wandering off to do something else before I get to the eating part, or halfway through it. I recently started writing down what I eat, and apparently when left to my own devices, I'm lucky to eat 700 calories a day.
I suspect it probably isn't helping with fatigue. I'm also probably having trouble slimming down because my body is hanging on to every calorie and gram of fat like my life depends on it.
Maybe I should set an alarm or something, and force myself to stop and eat whenever it goes off, no matter what.
It's a vicious cycle - everything is harder when you're a "sick girl," so you can never take care of yourself quite as easily as a "healthy girl." If you don't struggle to take care of yourself, you get sicker and it gets even harder.
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I keep forgetting to eat. You'd never guess it, because I fall firmly into the "curvy" category, but it's always been an issue. For some reason, making and eating food induces the worst ADD for me. I always end up wandering off to do something else before I get to the eating part, or halfway through it. I recently started writing down what I eat, and apparently when left to my own devices, I'm lucky to eat 700 calories a day.
I suspect it probably isn't helping with fatigue. I'm also probably having trouble slimming down because my body is hanging on to every calorie and gram of fat like my life depends on it.
Maybe I should set an alarm or something, and force myself to stop and eat whenever it goes off, no matter what.
It's a vicious cycle - everything is harder when you're a "sick girl," so you can never take care of yourself quite as easily as a "healthy girl." If you don't struggle to take care of yourself, you get sicker and it gets even harder.
A camgirl who is smarter than me (who I am not sure wants to be named) taught me to do things like eat things like those applesauce packets. That way you can have it on your desk while you are working and it will remind you to eat and it isn't a lot of work to eat it. :)
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I really should mention for camgirls who hate eating in the morning and drink coffee instead........Bulletproof Coffee is da bomb!
http://www.bulletproofexec.com/bulle...coffee-recipe/
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I would suggest grazing if I were you. Get a lot of healthy snacks and just snack all day long. I like to get those veggie trays and just graze on that all day. It'll help boost your metabolism too.
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That's interesting, Melly. I was on OrthoTriCyclen and had to get off of it because it made my depression and migraines SOOOO much worse. It would be nice if the gyno would tell you up front that your birth control could play a major role in your mental health.
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I keep forgetting to eat. You'd never guess it, because I fall firmly into the "curvy" category, but it's always been an issue. For some reason, making and eating food induces the worst ADD for me. I always end up wandering off to do something else before I get to the eating part, or halfway through it. I recently started writing down what I eat, and apparently when left to my own devices, I'm lucky to eat 700 calories a day.
I suspect it probably isn't helping with fatigue. I'm also probably having trouble slimming down because my body is hanging on to every calorie and gram of fat like my life depends on it.
Maybe I should set an alarm or something, and force myself to stop and eat whenever it goes off, no matter what.
It's a vicious cycle - everything is harder when you're a "sick girl," so you can never take care of yourself quite as easily as a "healthy girl." If you don't struggle to take care of yourself, you get sicker and it gets even harder.
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The part about the butter is really interesting. For awhile I was getting a bunch of organic food from a co-op, and there was minimally-pasteurized, grass-fed, whole milk (they actually labelled it as milk for pets because the pasteurization temps were safe, but too low to meet regular FDA standards). That stuff was pretty amazing. I'd have a glass in the morning with some protein powder, and I'd feel full and reasonably energetic until lunchtime. Maybe it's sort of the same thing as the butter.
Mmmm, it was also so delicious that even my lactose-intolerant spouse insisted on drinking it. Maybe I should try to find another co-op or similar thing...
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Haha i subscribe to his newsletter
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Haha i subscribe to his newsletter
Well, he is 'da bomb' too.
I wonder if he'd think if he knew he had a camgirl fan club. LOL!
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mmm I drink RAW milk i get from a co-Op that is labeled for pet consumption haha.. I live in Florida
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The part about the butter is really interesting. For awhile I was getting a bunch of organic food from a co-op, and there was minimally-pasteurized, grass-fed, whole milk (they actually labelled it as milk for pets because the pasteurization temps were safe, but too low to meet regular FDA standards). That stuff was pretty amazing. I'd have a glass in the morning with some protein powder, and I'd feel full and reasonably energetic until lunchtime. Maybe it's sort of the same thing as the butter.
Mmmm, it was also so delicious that even my lactose-intolerant spouse insisted on drinking it. Maybe I should try to find another co-op or similar thing...
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I usually put raw milk in my starbucks coffee from the store and it tastes like I bought it at starbucks ..
Yea kerrygold butter is the butter i primarily use.
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I'm having such a hard time getting back on cam. First, I was battling a deep, deep valley of depression. I'm on a new anti-depressant and today is the first day I've felt alive in months. But, I don't know. Suddenly this evening I feel so nauseous & I just can't get on cam and put on a show. If it's not one thing, it's something else. Sigh.
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I had a wisdom tooth the size of a thumb pulled a few hours ago. I feel extremely guilty cuz I can't cam for a few days. The whole left side of my face is swollen and sore. Can't smoke, so no smoking fetish shows. Can't suck, so no bj shows. I feel useless when I can't work, honestly. Any suggestions/words of encouragement?
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There has been many days I dont want to get online for some depression, wish i was dead or some physical pain but I find if you just get online and just try!,, that's all that is expected.. YOu never know what can happen if you just TRY!.. it's helpful.. even if you accomplish nothing you have a sense of accomplishment and makes you feel better.
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I'm having such a hard time getting back on cam. First, I was battling a deep, deep valley of depression. I'm on a new anti-depressant and today is the first day I've felt alive in months. But, I don't know. Suddenly this evening I feel so nauseous & I just can't get on cam and put on a show. If it's not one thing, it's something else. Sigh.
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I suck ass. Period. I have barely worked at all the past month. Lupus. Gallbladder (I think). Fuck This Shit. I worked like two hours. I need hugs and probably weed.
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I had a wisdom tooth the size of a thumb pulled a few hours ago. I feel extremely guilty cuz I can't cam for a few days. The whole left side of my face is swollen and sore. Can't smoke, so no smoking fetish shows. Can't suck, so no bj shows. I feel useless when I can't work, honestly. Any suggestions/words of encouragement?
Do clips where you describe your tooth being taken out in detail and talk about how much pain you are in.
There is a fetish for it, believe it or not. LOL!
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With how tired I have been lately and the fact that it is just not getting better with the passage of time sooner or later I am going to have to somehow come to terms with the fact that I am better off being a clip store owner who cams occasionally instead of a camgirl who does clips occasionally.
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I suck ass. Period. I have barely worked at all the past month. Lupus. Gallbladder (I think). Fuck This Shit. I worked like two hours. I need hugs and probably weed.
I definitely recommend some weed. Feel better <3
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Did you try B12?? I used to get B12 shots that i ordered from Canada.. when i was super sick from that water cuz i thought i was low on B12...lol
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With how tired I have been lately and the fact that it is just not getting better with the passage of time sooner or later I am going to have to somehow come to terms with the fact that I am better off being a clip store owner who cams occasionally instead of a camgirl who does clips occasionally.
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^^ I second the b12 shots. Every time I get one I feel like I'm 18 again! Tons of energy, happy all the time, and my pain goes away.
I don't have insurance yet, so I only get them if I'm extremely run down.
I don't get effects from b12 vitamins though, sadly.