Glad I STFO. Had an amazing block excl with a sissy boy that wanted to perform for me. I just say enjoyed the show & LOVED every moment of it!
STFO dolls, it pays off & sometimes you hit with a fun & amazing show for you!!! :)
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Glad I STFO. Had an amazing block excl with a sissy boy that wanted to perform for me. I just say enjoyed the show & LOVED every moment of it!
STFO dolls, it pays off & sometimes you hit with a fun & amazing show for you!!! :)
30 more lol god. this is my own fault for having to camathon at the last second but its still hard
I made it literally in the last 2 minutes lol. }:D staying on always works
^^ YASSSS!!! I had someone grab me the 5 min before the cut off & the 20 min model clothes session rolled over for the new week. GREAT way to start off!!!
I need this thread to keep me accountable. I only have today and tomorrow to meet weekly goal as I'm leaving to visit family for 5 days. That means 8 hrs today and 8-10 hrs tomorrow so I don't have to stream 40 hrs when I get back.
Just logged on. Universe, if you can hear me...I need $300 today. Aiming for high goal and respectful customers.
Let's goooooo Sha!
2.75 hrs and crawling $111.63/$300 I'm starting to get tired already LOL. MUST. STAY. ON!
I've had vegetable spaghetti with power greens and 65 oz water. I know I can do this if I just stay positive. Keeping vibration high and willing high goal.
You got this Sha!!!
4.3 hrs and I was so frustrated with sales. Currently at $115.36/$300. I had to take a long break to meditate. I'm no good angry as this will repel any chances I have at a really good show. So I did a 20 min meditation session on abundance. I feel calm and ready. Will stream 3 more hrs with confidence. Intention is to just keep vibration high. Still willing high goal, but will not beat myself up if it doesn't happen this shift. I am grateful I have made as much as I have already. Namaste <3
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STFO for another hour. Almost made low goal.
Or STFO for 30 then shoot a video. I'll see.
Hour in, no sales made, back is screaming and I need to stay on. I'm so over being on page 5 and 0 dollar days. I want to get to page 2 at least but holy hell no one is finding me way the freak back here! So I have to stay on but I dont want to. *crys*
Yeah I had little to none traffic. So I stopped at low goal.
Moved to the living room and sat my ass on the couch so I could save my back and the air flows more freely out here anyways. Also just learned my boy shorts can hold a dildo pretty well to make it seem like I have a strap. Ha! Easy $30 bucks in 16 mins from NF. Please keep them coming! Signed back on to SM and now we wait....... *crickets*
I'm $12 dollars away from goal :banghead: not $1 dollar. Not $2 dollars. $Twelve$....and I feel like it's going to cost my emergency reserve of patience just to make it :irked:. It's like the closer you get to goal the shorter the pvts get.
I almost wish I were Christian because prayer might be needed.
Yeeeeessssss. One dollar over goal and it only took a cheap asf, sell-my-soul-for chump-change Gold Show in order to do it. GOD!! They were so cheap that I even had to cancel the first time because we only reached 5 dollars. The goal was just 20! Fuck, I'm glad I got this shit over with.
Late start but I'm here. Set my alarm for 8am but couldnt get out of bed till 10am. No matter how hard I try, I cant. Sigh. Time to camathon. Page 5 is where I'm at. Ugh. Out in the living room to start. Once the sun goes down though, I'll have to move to the bedroom and get the photography lights on. I having to keep reminding myself, it doesnt matter if I'm sitting on the couch or sitting on the bed, you should technically still be able to get shows. Other girls do haha
I know you're just brain dumping but the room literally makes all the difference. I don't know why tf that is.
I can't cam in my bedroom during the day or I'll make no money. But my bedroom is the perfect place for night camming. My new living room arrangement has freed up soo much walking space but I don't make 3 cents in there now. If I cam from my closet and stuff all of my lights, extension cords, and sex toys in there then I bank. It's dumb.
3.6 hrs on and $51.65 While I really wanna complain, if I'm gonna be successful with the LOA I need to be grateful I've made that much. My high goal is $166 a day for this week. I'm trying to visualize making high goal.
I planned 6 hrs today, but I might need to stream 10 hrs to make goal.
MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!
yes gratitude is so important. I been reading a lot on LOA but I said for now on I'm going to actually practice all the information I have been consuming for years. I really don't want to cam anymore but I said I'm going to be positive while I cam while working on starting a business on the side until I can stop. I won't complain even though its hard at times lol. Just gonna do my hours and hope for the best. I also meditate twice a day now and listen to binural beats while on cam seems to help.
^^Really good to hear! I listen to binaural beats every evening and meditate during the day also. Meditation literally cured me of asthma. I had a severe case of asthma needing a corticosteroid daily and a rescue inhaler daily.
15 to 30 min a day for 1.5 years and I'm literally cured. Also my compassion levels have increased exponentially. I have nothing but good things to say about meditation.
How long have you been meditating? I record all my sessions on the Polar fitness device I wear daily. It's interesting to see heart rate stats. I post them in Cammodels: managing stress and selfcare.
I might need to stop here soon and meditate again. My vibe is dropping. What is your side business?
That's so good meditation cured you. I always hear countless stories of meditation curing people. I listen to Dr. Joe Dispenza and he always talks about the effect meditation has on the brain and the healing powers of it along with visualization. I've been meditating for about a year on and off but I just started to be consistent with meditating twice a day 20 minutes each time at least. I'm just trying to be consistent because I've heard the saying so much change the inner and you'll change the outer and I need change lol. I'm going to start a home decor online store so I have to get serious on being consistent with my hours because that will take money for marketing ect so I have to make over what I make now beyond paying bills. I'm also interested in doing something in the self-development niche since that's all I do anyway outside of camming lol.
^^Your business sounds legit! I think you can excel in that area. Many people take pride in their homes.
OMG, I love Dr Joe. He's in the Secret, What the Bleep do we Know, and E-Motion2. He's incredible. I have one of his books. I'm trying to change my mind and personality to become my best self.
How is your shift going?
Thanks. I have the breaking the habit of being yourself book on audio. I listen to that I seen what the bleep too and lots of youtube. I go between him and Abraham Hicks. Its just hard on cam sometimes to not react when it gets slow lol. I'm working on it. Trying to keep my vibe high as possible I drink a gallon of water a day. I workout atleast 5 days and am starting to get into yoga more to stay centered. I'm thinking camming pushed me to find some inner peace because it can be draining without self care. I experienced a lot of burnout over the years when I wasn't taking my mental and physical health serious. I would just overwork on cam before that was my main focus not good. I also noticed me working all those long hours did not necessarily equal more money and I finally figured it out it was my bad mood I think the customers could sense that lol.
gotta get my streamate placement up so I'm getting the eff on cam early tonight!