^^^^This gives me hope^^^^
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^^^^This gives me hope^^^^
Sis, I miss you so much. I thought of you when I did my EFT tapping. I'm going to do the tapping vid you linked in managing stress. Listen, if I can pull this off...you certainly can.
I'm doing the Ho'oponopono as soon as my Polar charges. I'll have you, Kat, Raven, Nita, & WebcamCutie in mind. We can do this if we make ourselves available.
Channeling the good energy. (((hugs)))
I have a feeling I will be doing the Ho'oponopono often today lol.
I am making today an extreme self care day as well. I've been doing ALOT of EFT tapping lately.
This morning I am doing a brainstorming session and self care then logging on.
Smoking thc, then meditating, then STFO allll weekend. Taking monday off, and then STFO on Christmas Eve and Christmas.
Some serious STFO on for me today, I took 3 SM 'days' off (Mon night, all day Tues/wed, thurs daytime).
I cammed till 230am last night and went to bed and slept till 630am, back up and online by 8am (while my lazy toddler slept till 1030am, lol) and stayed till 2pm. Shift #1 was very profitable!
Now Im back online for 4hrs till cut off, then taking a break to get me and my girls some chinese (my husband is taking his son to starwars, lol), and run a few quick errands, then back online by 10pm to STFO on till 5am, and then sleep till 9am, and back online 10am-cutoff, likely.
Phewffff, days away from cam definitely gave me the mindset and ability I needed to still actually end this week at 55hrs if I want to.. 54 might be good enough, lol. And the fact that I can STFO and do that with all the time I took off I'll be pretty fucking happy!
AND NOW its winter break for my teen for 2 weeks so NO MORE WAKING UP AT 630AM. YASSS!
^ Oh my lord, girl! How do you manage that kind of schedule with multiple kids? You're running on 3-4 hours of sleep? I'm over here dying of exhaustion just from dealing with a 10 year old and being 8 months pregnant. I admire your dedication. You are superwoman, seriously!!
I plan on stfo for 7 hours again tonight, tomorrow, Sunday, and Monday.
Both of you girls are amazing! Here I am with zero kids and no man, and I can't do more than 4 hours without feeling completely exhausted and a shell of a person.
Girl Idk. I guess I'm just used to it, I've always been able to survive off little sleep and just sit down and do the damn thing when needed, and its most definitely needed the next 2 days so I can try to save this week cause it has been a DISASTER!
(you dont even want to know the hrs/stunts/shifts I pulled the labor day weekend contest when I was 7 months pregnant, lolol)
YOU GOT THIS! You can do it! I will be online with you tonight also:)
Struggling. Im at 15.5/17hrs planned, I already decided I needed to get at least 4hrs of sleep so I was going to call it at 16/17 hrs but man if I have not made A DIME on sm in the past 2 hours and I just want to log off, esp cause its been such a good day for me Im almost offended Ive had 2 0$ hrs... lol, But I know if I do that there is no way I can I can committ to working 9hrs before cutoff tomorrow and I really wanted to hit 30hrs in 2 days so..30 more mins of nada then a quick 4hr nap, I think. Struggling to STFO on right now Im so fucking BORED.
Edit: got a couple pvts right before i was logging out and broke my 2hr dead streak on SM! even though I didnt want to stay, STFO paid off, AGAIN. NOW its naptime!
Planning 8 hrs today. Yesterday I planned 10 and after 5 hrs my neck and back were in so much pain. Thank God I made low goal. So I took the rest of the day off. My neck still hurts but I need to bring in more just in case the contest on SM next week blows for me.
Hour one: HERE WE GOOOOO!!!
Im here with ya girl ^^^^
I'm 3/8.5hrs so far and havent had a single show or many talkers in the past 2.5hrs but luckily time is going by fast.
I'm not far off from bare min low goal for the week but right now Imma focus on these last 5.5hrs and hope I can hit my goal in that time, its not very big, but its also very very slow right now. Gunna STFO and manifest some coin!
Edit: I hit my bare min low weekly goal for sm (and then some!) Ive had SO MANY hrs today of making nothing and long periods with no one talking or even coming to my room, but STFO did pay off. 1.5hrs left to just chill and see if I can make a bit more. ;)
Edit #2: I didn't make anymore.. lol. legit ended with the last 2 hrs as 0$ hrs, oh well, win some/lose some, I DID hit my bare min weekly goal pre-bonus and with the bonus it was OVER my high goal so I am a-fucking-OKAY with that!
I'm only an hour and a half minutes into my planned 7 hour shift. I ended up signing off an hour and a half early last night. Here's hoping I can stfo tonight.
GTFO tonight an hr late.
I'm dragging.
I didnt hit 30hrs in 2 days but I did do 29hrs and 40 mins (close the fuck enough!) but I am FEELING it tonight. I want to work 6hrs so I don't start my week off with a $0.00 day because thats always bad luck for me but goddamnit I am TIRED and forgot to make coffee. Shit. and my back is KILLING me. Okay, self, its just 6hrs, we got this. Then a day off to spend with my kids doing xmas prep/things and I cant WAIT!
I didn't think I could do it. I struggled all night with getting online, staying online, and I almost ditched an hr early, but I did it. I even hit high goal at 5/6hrs and was going to leave but I stuck it out. Im proud! It was HARD after working so many hrs the past few days between being sick (my toddler shared her cold with me) all day, my back KILLING me, and just generally being in 'fuck it' mode and not wanting to be 'on' anymore. But I STFO'd for my 6hr shift, time to get some sleep and enjoy some time with my 2 favorite ladies tomorrow doing xmas things. very excited to spend the day with my girls and take them for some fun things and bake n such:)
Welllll time to STFO on MFC and at least hit payout since my camscore dropped from 2006 to 800-something the moment I logged in. Hopefully I'll get that streamate acc reactivation email back from liz here shortly.
2 hrs of whatever I can handle. Lately I just make low goal then log off, but I need to STFO and exceed goals so that I'm not stressin by the end of the week.
Hr 2 down and low goal exceeded. Let's GOOOOO!!!
STFO for 3 hrs and my back hurts. High goal and I'm done.
Best of luck ladies. xoxoxo
Lying in bed watching some YouTube with my toddler this morning. It's a typical morning routine and we haven't had much of it the past 3 weeks because I've been working so much. Missed hanging with her and she needs it too!
Took the day off yesterday to spend with my girls xmas shopping, baking, wrapping presents. Still super sick. Stupid colds.
I plan to GTFO in about an hr and do a 6hr shift then 6hrs again tonight. I'm so close to my 220hr goal for dec. I know my hrs will be kinda wild the next 3 days between doing holiday stuff but imma do the best I can to hit my hrs goal by the end of this PP
I wanna get up and GTFO but I think spending some time with my baby and being lazy in bed another hr first is good for both of us. Lol.
I’m currently on hour 2 of 8 and it’s been dead AF...no shows. Just a few tips. I’m staying on tho
On the struggle bus today.
Even though I had a day off yesterday I was legit busy ALL day. I had to take breaks in the middle of wrapping presents because my lower back was KILLING me from being on my feet all day. Got MOST of my Xmas stuff done though and can't finish the rest until tomorrow cause its all Santa related stuff.
Doing a 6hr afternoon shift and going to ATTEMPT 6hr night shift. I'm super sick though, my chest hurts, coughing up all kinds of unfun shit, my eyes are swollen and watering, my back is still killing me and I have a massive migraine.
Gotta push through and make this coin though because my hrs are going to be all kinds of weird the next 2 days with attempting to cam + xmas with the fam. Sighhhh. I got this.