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Putting 8-10 hours today. Yesterday I bailed after 9 hours, luckily a reg came by tho.
Edit: 8 hours and $42. I am starting to lose my patience over those dead months, I thought February will get better. This might not be the biggest problem, but the amount of broke ass trolls I am getting lately. It's really tiring.
Edit: 9 hours and $120... fuck. Starting to feel hopeful I reach my goal. 1 hour left! Come on luck! Strike me!!!
Edit: Luck has touched me with a finger only, but didn't strike me. I think it was "naaah, another time". Ending at $200. Fuck meeeen!
Better than ending at $40 I guess. Oh well, new day tomorrow!
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Hour 1:
Slow today. Making around half of my usual rate on SM.
CMD has gone 100% silent for me after they officially started re-directing customers to the new site for payment. I've had only 4 of 50+ regulars retained-- the others have just disappeared. FOUR!! I don't know why, but they all seem to personally think I am redirecting the site and seem very annoyed. I'd typically get a reliable $400 a week from CMD. It has been 100-200 since the switch.
Edit : 3 hours and wasn’t really close to my goal. I recorded two vids. I’ll just work 7 days this week until I make my money Goal. Wanted to bulk up my content, anyway.
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Cutie101
Putting 8-10 hours today. Yesterday I bailed after 9 hours, luckily a reg came by tho.
Edit: 8 hours and $42. I am starting to lose my patience over those dead months, I thought February will get better. This might not be the biggest problem, but the amount of broke ass trolls I am getting lately. It's really tiring.
Edit: 9 hours and $120... fuck. Starting to feel hopeful I reach my goal. 1 hour left! Come on luck! Strike me!!!
You are such a G! Goddess, gangsta, G! I gave up after 2.5 hrs this AM & $1.75
This is why no matter what you make monthly goal. I'm so impressed!
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You are such a G! Goddess, gangsta, G! I gave up after 2.5 hrs this AM & $1.75
This is why no matter what you make monthly goal. I'm so impressed!
Thanks sis! Well, this is the only thing that keeps me online, otherwise I would have bailed :)))
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Yeah, you never know when you’re going to have that awesome day/hour/week. Just gotta stick to the schedule and stfo
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I look good asf and my room is dead asf lol Good Times! Staying on is going to be a big ol'bitch today lmfao I'm trying though.
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*waves @Ravensky, about to get on myself.
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*waves @Ravensky, about to get on myself.
Tell me you're doing better than I am. I had to take a break to watch funny videos, because I was zoning out in the deadness. I haven't had a Tuesday be this bad in awhile.
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Ended last week with an amazing Saturday to reach my weekly goal. Back again this week but had to take the bonus days off oh well.
6hrs again today with less than 3hrs to go... I hit medium goal in 2hrs and it's been a graveyard since.
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ugh hate to post this but this site is DEAD for me - staying on though, collecting pennies :-(
Hope to catch a big fish some time this week :genie:
Theres a big football game happening here in Europe right now. Hmmmm
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i am with ya girlie. i am up to 2 periods a month 1 period every 20 days. and its been heavy af for the past few months similar to when i was 12 or 13. oh joy
i also worry about working with a toy in or a tampon (it always gets lost and its hard to fish out after).
also it is very very painful i could barely function today.
it really makes my income take a hit.
thats why i started day trading during my period time to create a new income source and use my time for a new skill. or you can also film content (obvi non pussy vids) that can be a good use of your period week if you feel up to it.
i have 2 period because my body is detoxing from taking birth control too many years .
i had tons of ovarian cysts and a fibroid that was due to hormonal imbalance. they are almost gone now thanks to taking dim and my supplements it literally cured me , but it takes time for my body to adjust.
i take DIM pills. also folic acid (organic from lemon peel)
you may want to look into taking thorne dim. it will help you and can lessen your period overtime and make it less painful. also can help prevent cancer.
having those chemicals pumped into you with the birthcontrol can be very dangerous. hormonal balance is so important.
have you considered getting a copper IUD and maybe going on some dim or something ?
I'll look into dim. The procedure to get the IUD installed was so traumatic that it makes me nauseous if I think about it too much. And I had spotting from it for over 6 months. I expect when I have to get it removed in a few years, I'll have a similar experience and I'm not planning to get a new IUD of any kind. Basically need to make sure I have another source of income whenever it comes out (I had other part time jobs when I got it installed because it limited my ability to cam for a while).
I do record some fetish based clips during my period. They're not huge sellers, but every little bit helps. I try to catch up on deep cleaning and yard work during my period so that I only have to worry about light cleaning/yard maintenance on days that I cam. Lately I've been doing more freezer meal prep during my periods too so I can just heat things up on busy days. I think this period week I'm going to be doing more social shows with my tip vibe sitting in my panties while doing kitchen stuff and crafting. Don't make a lot doing that either but sometimes I meet new customers that way that come back to see me when I'm not on my period. I do have some customers have never seen my squirt because they prefer deep throating/ fetish shows but I don't see them as often as my squirting customers. Basically planning to cam as much as possible over the next couple of days while I can still do penetration shows and try rake in whatever coins I can while I'm on my period.
The good news is that I got the rest of my rent covered from a long shift last night and have some $ toward utilities, just trying to earn extra buffer money.
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Just chipping away to my goal 2 mins at a time.
Damn these Sausages with their short ass shows.
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I fell today, so I have to be off.
Going to try later on tonight
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Kids are on holiday this week so I don't have as much time.
Tonight was a bit better for me. It's been so dull.
Those of you who were putting in decent hours last year and your spreadsheets mean something, when does it "get better"? :D
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Cammed four hours and I made $148. I’m not going to lie, I’m thrilled with that. I expected far less. Yay for staying the fuck on and back to do it tomorrow.
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New day!!! Hopefully this time I won't stare into oblivion for 9 hours and get busy in the 10th... I mean, totally grateful for yesterday but I am so mentally tired after the whole dead day, that I really have no energy or mood to perform at full capacity, last minute.
Edit: First 6 hours were shit, made $55... I took a 4 hours break, washed my hair, worked out, relaxed. I am so sleepy, I really wanted to not get back to work, but I dragged my ass back, made a coffee and now I can only hope it's gonna be worth it.
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Don't understand why it was so bad for me the past couple of weeks and this week I'm at 14 hours and averaging over $50 an hour but I'm so grateful cause I really needed this week to turn things around. I can relax now that I know my bills are covered and cam has actually been fun lately. I feel like this never happens to me and especially not during a contest week. I'll be back on tomorrow to try to maintain my rank but not expecting to actually place towards the end of the week.
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Seriously girl, no dick on this is worthy of your tears. If he moved on with someone else, fuck that, trash has taken out by itself. You deserve better and if he wasn't into you, well... someone else will eventually. But now YOU must be into YOURSELF. Without that, no one can be. It's too soon to expect you to be ok, but please make an effort and respect yourself and stop allowing a penis to hurt you, when he clearly doesn't care. You shouldn't give a fuck. And he moved from you to... what? Fuck that, you're better than that.
You got all of these men showering you in $$ online, never met you once but ready to spend everything with you. That's hella of respect. If there's one thing I learned from camming, is to not take any shit in real life anymore. As time as there are dicks ready to spoil me and pay for my time, in real time things must skyrocket.
So, wipe your tears, get makeup on, put some badass song, louder than unbreak my heart shit and go win at life 8)
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Brit, sorry you’re going through medical issues. I know a lot of here have— luckily we can sort of work when it feels right. Lots of hugs. Plus, everything that cutie said. Couldn’t say it any better.
Happy Valentines to all you sexy ladies.May the cam goddesses give a bunch of dudes who pay to be humiliated for hours.
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Awwwe, sister...I'm so sorry about the medical issues and break up. I hope your positive attitude will help you heal quickly. As far as the break up...yeah, that shit is tough. Feel the sadness, cry, then do what you've planned...distract and make money. That has always helped me. Good energy your way.
Hi ladies thank you for all your wonderful support, love you all. That's the problem, he was into me, he begged me to be his girlfriend from the start. It was me who wasn't sure and made him feel messed around. Though I obviously had my reasons for being unsure, things were not perfect and I don't regret moving at my own pace and putting myself first for once. When we broke up it was a mutual understanding that we were both at very different stages of our lives but that we wished each other all the best. I have no hard feelings towards him at all. Doesn't stop it hurting when the finality of it hits you, messes with your head a lot. I wanted him to let me go, but when it finally hit me I was all of a sudden having regrets. You have to fight your emotions with your rational mind. But certainly I do have to process it and use work as a positive outlet to help me through this period. The medical issues are scary, but that's why we have check ups so I am manifesting that though the process sucks I will have nothing to worry about, until I know more, I'm not going to imagine the worst. But anyway all the positivity. I feel cheered up writing this post and I will continue to persevere :). Best of luck to you all still need to catch up with the thread but sending all the love and positive vibes. I'm going to be kind to myself and simply put in the hours, with breaks if I need to. The money will come, just got to be there to get it :).
UPDATE: Got some money rolling in 1 hour 45 minutes in. Feeling a lot calmer, happier and content. There's a lot in this life that I can't control, but how much I work? That I can control :)
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lol, I assure you I am not making that per hour today SM Attachment 56674
EDIT: It corrected itself to my sad less than half of what I normally make for the past 2 hrs. I'm going to Pilates and then working all day to try and make up my low earnings from yesterday. Thank goodness Sunday and Monday were great.
Edit 2: Still chugging along at halfsies my normal per/hr. Still losing CMD custies:
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EDIT 3: Still on the struggle bus. My SM placement is tanking by the minute. Oh well. I'm going to have dinner and get back on.
Edit 4: got back on, made some money, and should be on track to goal
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Glad I pushed myself. I have surgery soon and have been aligning my energy and thoughts with prep and the universe is giving me everything I need. +3k week so far and I've been sleeping and socializing around work but its working out. Waking up early helps tremendously. The past two weeks Ive avoided backpain and screen time in free chat to trade in for sexting and phone but will get back on and STFO. Ill rest when I'm post op.
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Glad I pushed myself. I have surgery soon and have been aligning my energy and thoughts with prep and the universe is giving me everything I need. +3k week so far and I've been sleeping and socializing around work but its working out. Waking up early helps tremendously. The past two weeks Ive avoided backpain and screen time in free chat to trade in for sexting and phone but will get back on and STFO. Ill rest when I'm post op.
Hope your recovery is swift and easy! You’ve been killing it. Lots of love
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Yesterday I abandoned after 9 hours. It was miserable, stopped at $70. Shit shit day. I should have stayed till mark 10,feeling a lil guilty about it but today is a new day.
I slept a lot, didn't even set the alarm, I said I will login whenever. So here I am, probably only putting 6-8 hours today.
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I've been online for an hour. It was good. Dropped off a bit.
Edit 1: Still going alright. Much better p/hr average than yesterday
Edit 2: I stayed, I cammed, I conquered. Clips tonight
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Yesterday I abandoned after only 3 hours. I am not in a great place mentally so I did go to sleep, slept late, whatever. Trying again today and slowly going back to my regular shift starting next week. I gotta shake off those depressing feelings, they are holding me back from reaching my goals. Ufff!!
Edit: Yesterday nothing in 3 hours, today I am at $180. Gonna take a break and do 5 more hours later. Yeeey!
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Yesterday I abandoned after only 3 hours. I am not in a great place mentally so I did go to sleep, slept late, whatever. Trying again today and slowly going back to my regular shift starting next week. I gotta shake off those depressing feelings, they are holding me back from reaching my goals. Ufff!!
I feel you. My hourly this week is a tiny bit better than last few weeks (but still nothing amazing) yet after all these weeks of crapness I can't really be bothered anymore. But if I did put in the same hours, I'd have more than last week.