Just got the fuck on after my first break. I did a 20 minute gratitude meditation. Today is already better. I've had 3 foot shows which I truly truly love to do. Man, after making pennies yesterday, today seems promising. Will keep vibration up.
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Just got the fuck on after my first break. I did a 20 minute gratitude meditation. Today is already better. I've had 3 foot shows which I truly truly love to do. Man, after making pennies yesterday, today seems promising. Will keep vibration up.
I’m still not at low goal but keeping spirits up, got time yet!
I have followed my 30 hrs this week goal. I'm currently at 26.45 hours for the week and I'm on cam until 6pm tonight. I stayed the fuck on which is so rad: this week I haven't even broke $250 which felt like such a failure, but I still stuck to my schedule as I promised myself. My time online ranking for SM is at excellent and I pride myself on consistency.
While I didn't win financially this week...I did show myself that even when it's bad you can still do something good. And who knows: perhaps I made enough connections that next week I'll end up with more shows.
STFO is hard but doable and usually works for me. I'm chalking this week up to just horrendously slow and I'll do better next week and the week after.
Ok, gotta get the fuck on. Just took my hour long break. I listened to abundance affirmations, ate healthy, and had 20 ounces of water. I'm gonna kill this hours goal like I promised myself.
I can't tell if my depression has been keeping me off cam or if I'm just lazy. Idk anymore. I've been procrastinating like crazy and I need to stop. I haven't been able to pay any of my bills on time because of this.
^^High five girl! You got this. I'll keep the vibe up. We need it. :) :)
It’s been slow yet I’m $17 from high goal somehow - keep the vibes going ❤️
Nice!
You know what?
I'm back on too, I just got 2 bags of Vitner's Movie theater popcorn, yum
emailed an old reg I saw on there but he bailed
going to try another
I stayed on to complete my hours goal & such a blessing: I surpassed high goal. Now, it wasn't enough to meet weekly goal, but I've made enough to pay 3 important bills & happy hour plus groceries for a week.
So glad I stayed the fuck on!
Dude! This week was so fucking hard for me. I was no where near goal & legit Wed Thurs Fri I made a total of $28 putting in at least 6 hrs a day. But I kept getting the fuck on. & I'm so grateful I got the fuck on today cause I way surpassed high goal.
Proud of my self for sticking with it & meeting 30 hours goal this week. Didn't meet weekly goal, but got damn close.
Getting the fuck on & staying the fuck on works. Vibes been up all day.
Didnt feel like being on AT ALL. Cant just hustle when you want to - I hustle when my schedule says I have to...
got up at 8.30 AM today instead of 11-12 like usual. Hoping the early start is fruitful, putting on my makeup then GTFO
I'm in my new place and love it. I'm listening to binaural beats and logged on 20 min ago. I have an 8 hr shift today. Gonna stay on and be available for this money.
I've been ultra de-motivated. Even though its the same song and dance; nothing bad has happened. I don't feel the same excitement that I used to. I got the fuck on because it's my job but FUCK. The allure of pussy poppin' for dollars online is fading....
I need to re-center and focus on what this job gives me vs all the pains in my ass. I guess a job is a job is a job in the end. It sure feels like it too.
I got the fuck on 37 minutes ago. I missed 3 days this week and have to cam long hours to catch up. There's a contest on SM and I hope I do at least OK. Gonna need positive talk to get through the next 3 days. Already listened to an hour of binaural beats. Will meditate and repeat abundance affirmations today too.
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Getting back on after an abundance meditation. Fuck it's slow, but Imma do this!