Hey ladies,
I need all the advice I can get. I won't bore you with the details. I need any advice or suggestions you may have to help me rise out of this situation.
About Me:
I just walked out of a extremely abusive relationship. I got on a train and just ran. No one knows where I am and it must stay that way for a while.
I spent every penny I had on the train from NC to FL. I am now in Florida - flat broke - hungry - homeless - and I don't know anyone. But what I do know is my ex will not beat the shit out of me today.
Why florida? Because it's warmer here than anywhere els. Warm is important when you're on the street.
Upside: I am a naturally pretty plain Jane that knows how to hustle. I walked into the hottest club here last night and was blessed to be hired on the spot. I was hired for night shift but this is my problem...
Im in Tampa Bay. I am sleeping on the beach. That's the safest place. I would surely not make it alone many nights in St. Pete or Tampa city limits. The streets are rough here.
Ok back to my issue:
I am scared to work nights until I have a lil cushion to pay for a cab back to the beach at 3am. If I worked days for a bit I could get back and forth on the bus! That would cut my anxiety down some knowing the club wouldn't let out and I have no where to go at 3am in a huge city.
But is there any money day shift? I've heard the clubs here have been dead lately. Has yours?
My anxiety is starting to cripple me. Its like I was born a few days ago.
I don't know anyone
Ive never danced
I don't have a place to live so everyday is polar opposite to the last and next day.
I am flat broke and hungry.
I need help thinking of how to survive because I am starting to shut down. And that's not an option.
Thankfully among the things I don't have - I also don't have any kids or addictions so I figure im still doing better than a lot of folks. Hehe... Hey gotta have humor right? I figure there is still hope?

