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I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
sorry for such a drama, but my life is in a shit
I see everyday lots of girls saying they make at least 30, 40 dolars a day camming at sm ie
Well, I went to try, and for two hours, 45 guys get in and get out from my room without a word
I invested money in a good pc and webcam, my rates are 2,99/3,99, I though, I really though this could be work for my, becaus almost everything I've tryid in this stupid idiot life didn't work
I have depression, I lose my job, I took 5 antidepression medications everyday, I think about killing myself everyday, I though this could be right, but not, like everything in my stupid life
sorry for such stupid words, I'm crying so much now, there is no way to my life, everything is a waste of time
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
Don't give up after two hours. That's nothing.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
Please don't kill yourself. Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it just eliminates the chance of how great your life could be if you would give it a fair chance. Life is hard but when the going gets tough, the tough still gotta get going. #itgetsbetter
Streamate is not the only site, it's certainly not a site for all cam girls. Give another site a try.
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...avoid-studios)
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
A few days ago I worked for almost 4 hours and made £20. It happens, and I have been coming for over three years. It's not a get rich quick scheme.
Get back online bitch ;-)
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
sorry for such a drama, but my life is in a shit
I see everyday lots of girls saying they make at least 30, 40 dolars a day camming at sm ie
Well, I went to try, and for two hours, 45 guys get in and get out from my room without a word
I invested money in a good pc and webcam, my rates are 2,99/3,99, I though, I really though this could be work for my, becaus almost everything I've tryid in this stupid idiot life didn't work
I have depression, I lose my job, I took 5 antidepression medications everyday, I think about killing myself everyday, I though this could be right, but not, like everything in my stupid life
sorry for such stupid words, I'm crying so much now, there is no way to my life, everything is a waste of time
This is a job and you really need to put in the hours and work it like a job.
Some hosts may get lucky but for me it's taken a lot of hours and a lot of work. You need to build up fans and regulars. Do a 4 hour shift,, take a break, eat, get on another 4 hours.
Also like was pointed out, there are a lot of other sites too.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Depression sucks even when things are going well and especially if they aren't.
Don't give up on the cam thing yet. If you've only done it for a few hours you have to 've online more. People will always come and go from your room.
I still have days that I make no money at all, none. No one will ever pay me. Other days after I've worked a while I make a decent amount.
Just keep trying it'll get better.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
Remember if camming becomes too much, there are other options for working out of home. This is a really hard job. It's hard not to feel like its your fault when traffic sucks, and you are making pennies. Since you are literally selling your image and sexuality. Fuck, I have great placement, and there are times I make jack shit. It's the way it is with a 100% commission based job. I say keep at it sweety! You never know when that big spender will show up and just shower you with all the moneys in the world. You'll get regulars who will save the day.
Dry your eyes, take a shower, and try to think more positively. If you need us along the way, we are here to listen, boost your confidence, inspire, advice, ect! This is a great support group/community to be apart of.
Here are some links to check out:
Other work at home jobs: https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...ns-are-limited
Physical and mental support thread:
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...s-Camming-Club
List of some Camsites: https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...Cam-Sites-List
And a shit ton of camming related bookmarks (definitely save this one):
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sh...ming-Bookmarks!
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
sorry guys for being so dramatic, is pretty hard for me to see almos every girl here make at least 30 dollars and I do nothing, I've trying again during the afternoon, and nothing, nt even one dollar again,
life is pretty hard, I'm so tired for trying and trying, and I'm so stupid because i bought a new computer and a webcam, money spent for nothing
tks for your advise, your are always so sweet, but I feel there is no place for me in life, dosn't matter what I do, will always not work
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
sorry guys for being so dramatic, is pretty hard for me to see almos every girl here make at least 30 dollars and I do nothing, I've trying again during the afternoon, and nothing, nt even one dollar again,
life is pretty hard, I'm so tired for trying and trying, and I'm so stupid because i bought a new computer and a webcam, money spent for nothing
tks for your advise, your are always so sweet, but I feel there is no place for me in life, dosn't matter what I do, will always not work
i ve tryid mfc and chaturbate first and it was even worse
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
SM is glitchy, people on mobile devices get booted after a certain amount of time. Split with other sites, record clips, and sign up for sites with hourly pay. Don't stop performing everyday stuff like showering, eating enough, etc.. get to a doctor asap, get diagnosed, and get meds that will improve your quality of life. Many places are free or on a sliding scale. Those who do well usually have eggs in many baskets. On three hundred dollar days, it's usually from multiple eggs. If you need cash asap, strip. Also, L-guanine and kratom have worked wonders for my mood. L-theanine is otc and kratom is found online.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
sorry guys for being so dramatic, is pretty hard for me to see almos every girl here make at least 30 dollars and I do nothing, I've trying again during the afternoon, and nothing, nt even one dollar again,
life is pretty hard, I'm so tired for trying and trying, and I'm so stupid because i bought a new computer and a webcam, money spent for nothing
tks for your advise, your are always so sweet, but I feel there is no place for me in life, dosn't matter what I do, will always not work
i ve tryid mfc and chaturbate first and it was even worse
Failure is an event, never a person. Get up, dust it off, and start again..tomorrow is a new day.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
Big hugs. Don't despair, you will find your way. Have you "psyched" yourself up before getting on cam? When I was dealing with depression and had to make myself "normal", I would watch a shit ton of stand up comedy, TED talks and motivational speakers on Youtube. Once I was in a better frame of mind, I went out to face the world. Men can smell it when you are desperate, depressed or just plain unhappy and they will stay away. Those emotions really show up on your face so you need to put on your method acting face and cover your current state of mind with a happy mask.
You could also try the sullen Dominatrix persona if you don't want to smile. Fuel your depression and anger into a Goddess/Mistress personality and put those subs into their place.
If you are a 420 girl you could also smoke your bong off cam and just pretend you're stoned so you don't have to act happy, sexy and smiley.
Even just putting a funny prop in your room or wearing a funny slogan t-shirt will get the guys talking to you eg. a Spongebob stuffy, a really big penis, a picture of friendly Jesus etc.
Camming is not easy. You can't just sit there and expect a guy to take you private. It takes work, you need to engage them somehow and get their attention...not necessarily by being super sexy and alluring but you do need to get them to react in some way. Unfortunately, guys just don't get horny for depressed models.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
tomorrow I'll put my rates at 0,99;1,99
lets see if Ill do at least one dollar
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
tomorrow I'll put my rates at 0,99;1,99
lets see if Ill do at least one dollar
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
tomorrow I'll put my rates at 0,99;1,99
lets see if Ill do at least one dollar
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Put your rates at 5.99/9.99. You'll attract better men. TRUST ME.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
I understand where you are coming from hun. I've been in depression for quite some time lately and its a killer for real. High cost of living, shaking employment, kids, family issues, list goes on...You don't want to get out of bed. You want to sleep all the sadness away. People who have never been depressed just don't understand how ugly it can get. Family love you. Friends care for you. It may not seem that way right now, people really don't want you gone. I really hope you get some help. You deserve to be happy.
Much Love!
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
hyori
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Put your rates at 5.99/9.99. You'll attract better men. TRUST ME.
if charging 2,99 I have no one single show, how can a have with 5.99? It is totally impossible!!
actually i believe is impossible for me making any money
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
hyori
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Put your rates at 5.99/9.99. You'll attract better men. TRUST ME.
if charging 2,99 I have no one single show, how can a have with 5.99? It is totally impossible!!
actually i believe is impossible for me making any money
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
if charging 2,99 I have no one single show, how can a have with 5.99? It is totally impossible!!
actually i believe is impossible for me making any money
The reason you aren't making any money is because of your attitude. If you believe you won't make money then you aren't going to make any money. These guys can sense your emotions and stability. If I'm even slightly off that day, then I don't make much money...it's crazy how getting on cam in a great mood will effect how much money you can rake in. It's a snowball effect.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
I don't believe it is my attitute, I was beautiful, put make up, nice and sexy lingerie, I have a great body
I was smilling, but then get in and out almost at the same time, I ve not even a chance to say hello or something,
my profile: Isabelladream, please, don't take me to the wrong way, I don't want look boo, it is not that,
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
I don't believe it is my attitute, I was beautiful, put make up, nice and sexy lingerie, I have a great body
I was smilling, but then get in and out almost at the same time, I ve not even a chance to say hello or something,
my profile: Isabelladream, please, don't take me to the wrong way, I don't want look boo, it is not that,
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
if charging 2,99 I have no one single show, how can a have with 5.99? It is totally impossible!!
actually i believe is impossible for me making any money
Why would you make money if you don't believe you are worth it?
Listen Abraham Hicks on Youtube. Just have a listen and get hypnotized by it. Read "Ho Tactics" by G.L. Lambert as well. You really need to step up your self love.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
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Originally Posted by
thatsall
I don't believe it is my attitute, I was beautiful, put make up, nice and sexy lingerie, I have a great body
I was smilling, but then get in and out almost at the same time, I ve not even a chance to say hello or something,
my profile: Isabelladream, please, don't take me to the wrong way, I don't want look boo, it is not that,
Isabelladream, I just saw you.. aside from continuing to post twice here, I honestly see nothing wrong with you. You're an adorable girl :) Btw..Hyori is correct, dont you dare lower those rates.
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Re: I'm so so sad, nothing in this stupid life works for me
You girl have a great set of perky titties. Put them as your profile pic. Always feature your best asset. That is why my profile picture is always my ass.