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My first night blah...
So after wanting to dance I finally did it it wasn't too bad with the dancing and starting to pick up how to talk to custies I work at a dive bar club but its very clean and a lot of nice people also there's no auditions atm since they're trying to get back on the map since it shut down a year ago and just open back of a couple months ago. A former dancer took me under her wing which is nice shes cool help me get a ride home from the manger which he is very nice all three of them. Btw this club is woc and also AA custies.
My night was going okay as I was still getting the feel of dancing and not looking like a goof ball on the small stage they have it was kinda empty on a monday night which is normal thats why I picked that day too. It was me and the wing dancer and the other dance and only dancers there that day. Not many customers. But after the stage (I sweat a good amount but I have wipes also I sweat in my goodies region since my thighs are very thick) but I was giving a lap dance to a guy his buddy gave me 40 for lap dances and I was okay so I was give him lap dances and I wasn't turned on or anything because I'm think about get me more money (also have a boyfriend) lol I gave him about two dances lil grind, boobs and air dance so after the dances I went back to the dressing room and the graud came to ask me that the guys came back to complain saying I came on him? And the graud said he said that he had something on his leg that was white and dripping down him but I clearly remember that I never grinded down his leg as I'm not flexible to move my pelvis in that way yet. The graud made me stand up and check myself which I did and like I said nothing and he agreed as well the only thing I had was I get hot and also sweaty but if it was that sweat it would have been in the chairs i was sitting in and would of seen it if I got up?. He said the guy was probably lying. Also I maybe thought he could have came in is own pants and didn't want to admit it.
But I felt so embarrassed (didn't show I was but I was thinking it) the dancer that took me under her wing said don't worry about because the garud could be lying as well since he's known for that so don't worry.
I just still feel embarrassed and felt like that just ruined my mood and just pissed me off to the max I'm just glad the manger wasn't down stairs at the time then I've would have felt it was my reputation on the line.....
I gave my self a moment to recollete my thoughts and went back up but no one was there so I kinda sat there for a good 10 mins think deep about it until it was time to close.
Also I made 50 this night since its iffy but I though maybe I can stay for a month or two and collect on dance wear since I have only one outfit and also learn to dance better and work the pole a bit. Still feel sitty because I have no arm muscles to get one the pole but also I had made 50 but lost 20 or it was stolen from the dancer who was helping me I was also helping her because she was drunk and could get her jacket newbie mistake number one was leaving my bag with her I'm not too mad about it though just know to keep my bag closer away from everyone lol but I'll think of it as a thanks for helping me and also finding me a ride home is also texting me when I got him if she did take the 20 or not.
So imma take one day off since I have a lot to do today I think it will help get me back to my personal and separate the real me from the fake.