What's on my mind?
PhatGirlDynamite,
I love your #tsmadison gif!
It doesn't matter how much validation you get if YOU don't validate yourself!
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What's on my mind?
PhatGirlDynamite,
I love your #tsmadison gif!
It doesn't matter how much validation you get if YOU don't validate yourself!
Someone was low key trying to shade me the other day when they said Hmmm you kinda look like TS Madison with your makeup like that!
Like THAT was gonna offend me. *cackle* and I just said
"I know bitch, riiight! We got the same cheekbones and flawless skin. Plus we both living our best lives. Thank you"
Homegirl was like
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Have you watched The Queens Court yet Marina?
LOLOL! Why did you think they were trying to shade you?
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I've watched some of it but not religiously. Her and Khia are just too fucking much ;D
"Put your top lip on top of your bottom lip and shut the fuck up" :) :) :) Im paraphrasing. It was a shade because I know this chick and how she operates. Sneaky and cant ever say anything nice. Its okay tho :)
They just went live btw. Im not at home yet. So I may have to catch it later when Im more comfortable.
I hate using sound when I hoe so much. Sound gives me anxiety.
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She's a former pornstar who blew up on vine. She's a web star now. I love her! She has a show with a rapper named Khia called the Queens Court. The two sit around talking about celebrity gossip and they determine if the people involved should be sentenced for their "crimes".
Its crazy and definitely an acquired taste. It started in Madison's living room but now they're trying to develop it into something bigger. But I suspect that eventually Khia will be replaced because she sometimes says things that are homophobic and transphobic. And its sometimes awkward to watch because TS Madison is trans??? You can almost see her discomfort. I think she's the real star of the show.
This is her viral video telling people how to hustle and make it work
https://youtu.be/Rxx6SVwbfSI
I’m at the movie seeing ‘Black Panther’!!!!! Hoping it’s good. I can’t decide if Chadwick Boseman is hot or nah!
My son got straight A’s again, so my dad treated him to dinner, and let him pick out a scooter from the store (He’s been wanting a new one). When my son came home, he handed me an envelope my dad gave to him. It was a $500 check from him and my mom for me to use towards bills! OMG!
Whether you were with her or not, you gotta love this if you're a Hoe! Hillary Clinton: Champion for #Hoes
Hillary,
Please join Streamate!
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I think I might go insane. Currently I'm using 10/1.79-1.94 (should be 10/2) down and upload speeds which will only allow me to cam independently. Also, only 250GB which lasts much longer when I don't stream. Come March, I'll be back to cam but for now...
I never thought I'd say this, but I cannot WAIT to stream live, again. I'm bored out of my head, and waiting for phone sex, text, and independent clients 12-14h a day, is like watching paint dry. It's much easier when phone and cam are combined as there's always a stream of constant calls, shows, and sessions but without cam- whew! Painstakingly slow, but glad my 20% cm link clients are still sending me checks weekly.
To top it off, I try and stay on until 2am and it'll be dead for hours. Then, BAM- 3 guys on 3 different platforms want to hit you up at once, and one site is cutting off pay in 10 min. Like really? I had to hang up on the guy so all of the money didn't go on next week's check. :/ Like I've been logged in all day, and now you want a call/text session 10 min before midnight or 4 min before I'm logging off for the night? Men.
And last but not least... not being able to combine all my eggs is driving me nuts. I try and stay a few months ahead on rent and bills. Without cam I'm reaching my goals a lot slower. Because I wait to splurge on myself, I have to get through the bills first with PSO. So if I want something expensive, I have to make sure the bills are good and not touch my savings.
So it's like Yay, I only need $XXX more for what I want- but wait, May's rent has to be set aside first. I've saved 4x and each time I had to use the money for something immediate, and had to start my reward fund all over again. So I literally have to take calls for a week(80+ hours logged in), and then another week to make the amount I want, then the weeks in arrears. When my net was decent, I'd knock both goals out within the week, and still have money left.
I used to think 'only doing phone work' was a great bonus, time off. Now, I can't wait to cam!!! I've missed calls running to the toilet or fixing myself a meal. But let me relax and wait and it's crickets most of the day. HALLLLP!
Considering buying a second laptop and second webcam, so I can cam on CB from one and MFC from the other (at the same time) during the day. Nighttime camming is causing me to get hardly any sleep, since I gotta get right back up at like 7:45 AM. What sucks is that 1 or 2 good spending MFC regs probably won’t see me anymore, since they’re nighttime visitors. Maybe Friday and Saturday nights I could do 3 hours on MFC, since I can truly be a nightowl those nights.
It's a super slow day today and I slowly start to think, is this all really worth it? Especially ever since I I have started to work on a second website, my stress level has gone up like craaaaaaaaazy. I'm having more mental breakdowns and "I can't move my legs and body in general out of exhaustion" feelings. I only get that feeling when I'm REALLY depressed where it completely takes all of my energy to do a little thing. I don't have that feeling for a long time, but this time I feel it sincealmost a month already. I think it's really time for a change, I can't live like this for any longer as long as I stay broke and stressed.
I'm having a delayed reaction to something that occurred a few days ago while working an event on my food truck. At the time I was too busy to really let it sink in but now my anxiety is through the roof. I had a Samsung Galaxy tablet that I used to process payments and a man stole it. First his transaction was declined so then I decided to use a second pay app that required a signature. I hand him the tablet so he can do his little scribble and then he just sprinted off with my tablet! There was no way I could catch him. All I could do is just watch him get smaller and smaller as he disappeared into the crowd. And I was just like "Really dude?" the tablet's not even that expensive.
At the time I was more upset that he dropped his food on the ground to run away. 13 million children in the US are what the USDA call food insecure and this was an event to help children growing up in poverty. This was a grown man who could have passed that food to any one of those kids standing there before he sprinted off with my shit. Also this has taught me that I need to do a better job of syncing my content because I lost some stuff on that tablet when he stole it. Nothing that directly links to my adult industry persona but its enough of a pain that I have to recreate some things and this has made me extremely jumpy. I don't like being so distrustful. It pisses me off when toxic people fuck up my vibes.
So sorry to hear that, Phat :( The Goddess will take care of his thieving ass. And bless you for using your tools to help feed needy children. The world needs more people like you, and less like that idiot. He could've saved up his lil coin and got one for $100 at wallyworld.
Yes, please! I love hairy men. I find them so SEXY! #fullbush #noshave
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