How powerful we are as beings is on my mind. The fact that we can create any circumstance we want. It never fails to be amazing.
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How powerful we are as beings is on my mind. The fact that we can create any circumstance we want. It never fails to be amazing.
sesso12 : why u r not happy
sesso12 : tired ?
sesso12 : smile plz
sesso12 : i m sure that u have a beautifull smile ---> Sick of your shit. I tried to be like him.
A***: ok than
A***: pay!
A***: why not pay?
A***: pay, cmon?!
A***: i m sur e u can! Now!
A***: don t just sit here
Al***: PAY!
A***: No? bye.
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Ah I think I have almost completely lost my (formerly high) sex drive after dating a total loser which turned me off. Camming also turns me off. Makes it harder for me to get "into" it and make money.
What is happening???
More assholes around, i think?
I feel the same way, btw.
I am DYING!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3c6UxGCyhQY
^^That's literally every man in my family, especially the "Go fuck your mother," part.
Did I say how much I love NARS?! Especially their blushes, so pigmented, worth every penny. My favorite blush is "Deep Throat"
#NARS #NARSHoe #DeepThroat
http://i66.tinypic.com/106iys9.jpg
Mr. Robot is an awesome show. Sexy tech nerd + thug life + mental illness. Aaand it's on Amazon Prime! :D
Sometimes I really HATE cam, you go from ,, yea I got this!.. I can do 8 grand this month to I don't if I can pay the bills, not sure if I am cut out for this.. I need to do something else.. I hate it!.. the bad moments really make me think about how fast I want to give up cam.
I am just really not cut out for camming. I don't give a fuck about these losers or entertaining them for free. I barely have patience for them. I am starting to understand why a lot of the strippers I have personally seen have drug problems... even though camming is a bit different. I almost feel like you have to be "on something" to put up with this shit.. although it is slowly getting easier to put up with camming bullshit. Reminds me why I either wanna get out of this or do this only very occasionally.
I used to be really active in free chat to try and keep members interested, but then I learned that if someone really wants to spend money on you they will.
Now I sit back and relax I'm still engaging with members, but now people who are actually interested will be like "hey whats up"
I'm learning to ignore the people who pop in and out throughout the night.
Forgot about how much I like this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2TVPi4x9pE
Yes I do this more and more. Especially now that I splitcam a bunch of sites I have more and more reason to not give a fuck LOL.
Plus going to get real life sales job hopefully I can quit this bullshit for good. I could do 12 hrs a day of that job no problem. This cam bs you're lucky if u get me to do 30 hrs in a week when I'd do 60-84 hr weeks at my last job..
It's cute how some customers think I ought to bend over backwards for them in free chat. LOL. If I had my way I'd probably tear them all a 2nd asshole :)
Anyone psychic know where my flashdrive is? Damn small bits. It's not where I usually put it. Fuck. Been through the damn place twice and no sign of it.
The worst thing about being skint: I really want takeaway right now but can't afford it ):
Yup, same here! I just deleted all of my photos off MFC a few minutes ago, because there's point in those guys having access to my pics anymore if I ain't fucking with the site anymore. I don't have the interest or patience to be building up a whole new group of regulars on there and trying to bring a 431 cam score up. I just don't feel like doing that shit all over again. And the "You look like Nia Long" and "I've missed you!" guys that don't fucking tip make me wanna pull my hair out. Fuck free chat, and fuck the endless supply of pirated videos that these guys get away with...while I have no $$$ to even show for it.
All I do now is use hang out in private chat mode on ImLive. And with the chump change I get on there, it takes a long time for me to even make the payout minimum for Boleyn Models. Lol.
It would really be nice if I'd hear back from SitterCity about that work-from-home Member Services Rep. position I applied for, or to hear back from one of the many, many, many other jobs (both work-from-home AND outside-the-home) I've applied for.
Just had lab work done, went to First Watch to get a nice lunch, now feeling a bit sleepy so I don't want to bother with idiots right now.. all that blood they took from me is making a lil tired.. hopefully later this afternoon I will have the strength to deal with these mofos with BITCH SHEILDS fully engaged..lol
Got my passport photos taken today and hated them. I hate any kinds of ID photos but I'm happy I got it out of the way. Now I need to fill out the paper work. First world problems, I know!
I wonder if there is a guy out there on streamate having a fetish for swollen face cuz then I would log in.But no BJs. I'm in so much pain. Fuck dental work. And I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten properly in like 3 days.